(Massimo)
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I ANGRILY TOSS the tabloid and it clatters with a loud sound onto my desk. I can’t believe it but the headline is still there for the past two hours:
Heartless Billionaire Steals Baby from Grieving Aunt.
What. the. Hell ?
“This is a PR nightmare,” my publicist, Veronica, says as she paces the office. “We need damage control and we need it now.”
I slowly rub my temples in an attempt to stop the migraine from coming in full force. It all feels like some sort of prank. What idiot would publish such a ridiculous article against me?
For years, I have managed to keep my family affairs out of the news. But I’ve been so preoccupied with the court case to have paid attention and this one had slipped right under my nose.
“What do you suggest?”
Veronica stops in front of my desk, a frown on her face. That means the gears in her head are already working.
“A story,” she says at last. “Something that shows you’re not the villain they think you are.”
I glance back at the tabloid. The article already has a million views and three hundred thousand comments in the space of two hours.
Not one of the comments is in my favor. Everyone thinks I’m such an evil person.
In fact, I'm the most hated man in America right now. That’s just how bad this entire situation is.
“A story?” I ask, confused.
Veronica glances at her notes. “Yes. One that can spin this situation.”
“And how do you propose we go about it?”
She leans forward, a determined look on her face. “A contract marriage.”
I freeze. “What?”
I have to say, I've heard a lot of ridiculous suggestions in my life, but this one takes the cake.
“You and Ms. Brown,” Veronica continues, nearly giving me a heart attack. “A two-year marriage to raise Erik together. It shows the world that you are not heartless and that you're willing to put Erik's needs first.”
I let out a dry laugh. It all sounds insane, even for Veronica.
Seriously, she could do better than that.
“You're asking me to marry a woman I barely know?” I ask her, sarcasm dripping off my words. “For appearances?”
“For your reputation,” Veronica corrects me. “And for Erik. Public opinion matters, Massimo, especially now that the article has gone viral. You can’t afford to lose this.”
I sigh and move to the window, my favorite place in this whole building. I stare at the city skyline, the thoughts in my head nearly spiralling out of control.
If someone had told me that I would even be considering marrying a second time, I wouldn’t have taken it lightly with them. Even if it wasn’t a real marriage.
It suddenly occurs to me that this is all happening because I wanted custody over Erik. if I had just let Pamela have her way, I probably wouldn’t be in this situation right now. But then again, Erik is a D’Amato.
I can’t let him go.
“Set up a meeting with Ms. Brown then,” I say at last. “Let’s see if she’s willing to play her part.”
A question is burning in my heart as my publicist walks out from the office.
Am I really ready to do this again?
****
My office is so eerily quiet that you can slice the room with a knife. It's always been that way but today the silence feels heavier than ever.
The woman sitting across from me is the reason why. Few people have successfully tried to torment me in the past but Pamela Brown takes the crown.
She's been pushing my patience for days now and yet, she's still looking me in the eye like she's ready for another fight. I've never met anyone as feisty as she is but I have to give to her.
She makes me nervous. In a good way though. But I'd rather chop my fingers than admit that.
I lean back in my chair, forcing myself to focus. “We can’t keep doing this.”
“Doing what?” she fires back. “You’re the one who started this in the first place!”
I have to admit it, I do enjoy seeing her all riled up like this. Reminds me so much of…
No, not here. Not now.
I ignore her outburst and try to keep my tone calm. “This situation isn’t good for either of us, or for Erik. We need a solution.”
Pamela crosses her arms. “And what’s your solution?”
“A contract marriage,” I say bluntly.
Her eyes widen with shock. “You're insane.”
“Hear me out,” I tell her before everything gets out of control. “Two years. We raise Erik together. It stabilises his life and puts an end to the media frenzy.”
Pamela shakes her head, disbelief etched on her face. “You want me to pretend to be your wife just to save your reputation?”
Ah, now that she puts it like that…
“It's more than that,” I lean forward, my eyes never leaving hers. I don’t like this arrangement any more than she does but it needed to be done. “It's about Erik. This marriage will ensure that he has a stable and loving home, at least for the first two years of his life.”
Her large blue eyes searches my face, probably for a sign of deceit. But I already have it on freeze mode so she can't easily detect any emotion.
Because inside, I just want this to be done and over with.
But her next question throws me off balance.
“What happens if I refuse?”
I quickly regain my composure. It's one of the perks of being me. I never let anyone get the upper hand.
“You lose Erik,” I say simply. “And it won't be a fight. It will be a massacre.”
(Pamela)..I MAKE IT exactly three steps down the hallway before my legs give way.My back hits the wall and I slide down to the floor, my carefully composed facade crumbling the moment I'm out of Massimo's sight. The marble is cold against my skin, but it's nothing compared to the ice spreading through my chest.‘Oh, Elsa.’The name keeps echoing in my head on repeat and each repetition feels like a fresh wound. Not my name, Pamela. But Elsa, his dead wife, the woman whose shadow I've apparently been living in this entire time without even knowing it.I press my hands to my face and try to hold back the tears that are threatening to spill over. How could I have been so stupid? How could I have missed all the signs?The way he sometimes looked at me with that strange and unreadable expression, like he was seeing someone else. The way he'd been so insistent on this arrangement, on taking in Erik, and on bringing me into his home.It was never about me. It was about her. It was about
(Massimo)..I DON'T REALISE the implication of what I've said until Pamela goes rigid beneath me and her hands suddenly start pushing against my chest instead of pulling me closer."What did you just say?" Her voice is barely a whisper, but it cuts through the quiet of the room like a blade.The name hangs in the air between us, and I realize with horror what I've just done. In between the sweet pleasures of the moment, I'd accidentally mentioned Elsa. My dead wife's name. The woman whose memory I've spent years trying to honor, trying to move past and trying to forget."Pamela, I . . ."But she's already scrambling out from beneath me and pulling her dress back up with shaking hands. The look on her face is pure devastation mixed with humiliation. I'd just made a fool of her by moaning another woman’s name. Even for me, it's an unforgivable sin.I'm the biggest clown to ever exist. "You don't even see me," she finally says, her voice cracking like she's on the brink of tears. I
(Massimo)..THE RIDE BACK to the villa is suffocating. Pamela sits as far away from me as she possibly can in the back of the car, her arms crossed tightly across her chest as she stares out the window. The silence between us is unbearable. I know I was an asshole tonight. I know dragging her away from the restaurant like some possessive caveman was exactly the wrong move. But watching that photographer, David or whatever the fuck his name is, all over her, complimenting her bone structure, asking for private photo shoots and even touching her hand when he gave her his card... something primal and ugly had reared its head inside me.Mine.The word had pounded through my skull with every charming smile he'd flashed her way this evening. She's mine.Except she's not. We only have a contract, a business arrangement. Nothing more.So why does the thought of her posing for another man's camera make me want to punch my fist through a wall?The walk back to our villa is equally as tense
(Pamela)..Heat flares in my chest at Massimo’s hurtful accusation. "Maybe because he genuinely wanted to know me rather than treat me as just a means to an end.”Massimo leans forward slightly, his voice dropping to that dangerous tone that makes my pulse race despite my anger. "If I treated you as ‘just’ a means to an end, believe me, you'd be in a far worse position than this."His statement only confirms my perception of the kind of man he is. "How enlightening. And here I thought we were business partners.""Business partners don't usually. . .""Don't usually what?" I challenge when he stops mid-sentence.His gaze drops to my lips for just a moment before snapping back to my eyes. "Nothing. Forget it, Pamela."But I know what he was going to say. Business partners don't usually almost kiss in kitchen corners. Don't usually look at each other the way we've been looking at each other all evening."That's what I thought," I murmur, taking another sip of champagne to hide my sa
(Pamela)..THE SOUND OF WAVES crashing against the shore mingles with the rhythmic beat of the live band just as we arrive at the beachside restaurant, Massimo and I. After much consideration, I decided to go with him to the Friday night performance not because I chose peace but because I wasn't sure when next I'd come to Bali. Plus the honeymoon was almost over. And I didn’t want to miss the performance for the world.Tonight, the restaurant is as stunning as ever. Twinkling lights are strung between the palm trees, creating a glowing canopy over the tables scattered across the sand. A small stage is set up near the water's edge where the live band plays the island music that I've fallen desperately in love with.The smell of grilled seafood and tropical spices fills the warm evening air. I already know it tastes just as good as it smells."This is beautiful," I admit, impressed as Massimo guides me toward a table that's been reserved right in front of the stage. “Of course you g
(Pamela)..THE WORDS HANG in the air between us like a live wire, crackling with electricity. My breath catches in my throat as I stare up at Massimo, his dark eyes burning with an intensity that makes my knees go weak. The kitchen suddenly feels suffocating, the walls closing in on us as his confession reverberates through my mind.‘On her damn knees.’Heat floods my cheeks, but it's not from embarrassment. It's from the traitorous way my body responds to his raw honesty. I should be outraged. I should slap him for confessing that he'd had sexual thoughts about me right from the first day we met, the worst day of my life. Instead, I'm frozen against the wall, hyper aware of every inch between us, which isn't much."You're sick," I whisper, but my voice lacks conviction. His wolfish grin widens. "Am I?"He places one hand flat against the wall beside my head, leaning in even closer. His cologne completely fills my senses and I can feel the heat radiating from his body, can see the