"You haven't come home yet? Are you usually not in the room at this time?"
Erick's reverie, which had remained at his table since Lian left there a few moments ago, was broken when the uninvited guest in his room returned to disturb him as usual. Who else? General doctors who should have a lot of work but for some reason seem to be more unemployed in Erick's eyes.
Ah, maybe it was because Erick saw him when Nathan was just in his room—his automatic job was just to talk to him rambling here and there, tell him about his problems, disturb his rest, and then leave.
"You? Why even come here? Even though you know I'm usually not around at this time."
The man Erick was talking to took a deep breath, choosing to sit on the guest sofa in the room instead of on the patient sofa in front of Erick as usual.
"Arga is throwing a tantrum again."
“What else this time... Why do you think your problem is like that of a teenager? You don't realize how old you are—"
“He asked me to tell my parents about my true sexual orientation. And you probably won't believe what he says after that?”
One of Erick's eyebrows only rose in response, not wanting his words to be interrupted like before by the person concerned without even feeling guilty.
“He asked me to marry him.”
Oh.
“What's with your reaction? You weren't at all surprised by what you heard just now? Or was it because you were so shocked that you couldn't speak?" Nathan looked at his friend in surprise.
Erick rolled his eyes lazily. “Such things are normal to hear from two people who are in a relationship, right? Even though Arga is just about to graduate from university, still those of you who think your relationship is serious will demand something like that. You're the only one who doesn't know yourself, you're already old and you're still in a relationship just for fun. How can your partner not doubt your relationship, huh?” Rising from the chair he was sitting on, Erick stepped over to Nathan and sat down on one of the sofas there.
“Erick—”
“I know that your relationship in our society is still very, very taboo. Even so, you clearly cannot prohibit other people's feelings of wanting to have a complete relationship by demanding an official status. I'm sure Arga also told you that he is ready to move anywhere as long as he can stay with you, right?"
Nathan was speechless, what he wanted to deny was dismissed by Erick before Nathan even said those words to his colleagues.
“This desire must exist in every person, Nathan. No matter how small it is, the person concerned will deny it or not. What is certain is that this kind of desire does not see gender as a benchmark, although perhaps what is often seen in public is women demanding that their partners clarify the relationship they are in."
Silence greeted them when Erick finished his sentence. Nathan's face looked like he was thinking hard, the man even scratched his face. Behind his face which always looks annoying in Erick's eyes, Nathan is still an ordinary human being. The men were tired, with their crazy work, and with personal problems that seemed to have no end.
“I understand, I may have handled this wrong in front of him. But what you said is not that easy, Erick. You know my family background and this matter will never be easy. Telling Mama and Papa would be the same as breaking up our family ties.”
Erick knows very well—that the head of the hospital, who is none other than his best friend's father, will not make this matter easy ever. That's why Erick knows that his best friend will never tell other people about his true identity.
"Sometimes I even feel, maybe it's a good idea for me to follow their wishes to get married."
"Hah?" Erick was surprised because Erick had long heard from his friend that Nathan would no longer follow his family's wishes. “With women?”
“Of course, but not with someone of their choice.”
"So."
Nathan straightened his sitting position, leaning forward slightly with his elbows resting on his thighs. Nathan's two fingers joined together to form a grip on each other, looking at his friend with a very serious look. “I thought about finding someone who could help me through this. Acting as a couple in front of everyone, and being able to keep my secrets pretty much to himself. Of course with the benefit of her being able to ask anything from me, except—”
"Except?"
"Love."
Love. Relationships are based on agreements. That's what Nathan wanted. And like déjà vu, Erick seemed to be reminded that in the past few days, it felt like he had also heard the same statement from—
"I feel familiar with the sentence just now," Erick muttered without realizing that Nathan could hear his words.
“You mean, one of your patients experienced the same thing? Man? Trying to find a woman to marry him just for public status?” Nathan asked, sounding enthusiastic.
Erick shook his head, still trying to remember who and where he heard it from. “No-no, I think I heard it from the woman's perspective... She also has no desire to get married, but her family demands that she build a household. She is a woman with a successful career but is unhappy because of the demands of her family."
Erick was still scratching his head to remember. Of the hundreds of patients who consult each month, who sounds most familiar with that story...
“Oh, of course! You stupid Erick. That's the story of Liana, the woman who just came out of my room before you came. Didn't you two meet outside?"
"Outside? Earlier?" As if getting inspiration or whatever it's called. Nathan immediately got up from the sofa he was sitting on, got up from there, and rushed out so fast that Erick was even able to stop him and realize the mistake Erick had just made.
Erick leaked his patient's information
Erick even shared his patient's privacy problem without realizing it
“N-no, Nathan. That—she came out more than fifteen minutes ago, right? No! That's not the problem Erick! You just violated your work code of ethics!” Erick was confused by himself, looking confused and confused by the mistake he had just made.
This is not the time to think about Nathan, who stupidly chased Liana out even though the woman had left about 15 minutes ago, and had gone somewhere. I don't know what motive Nathan was chasing her with, it's still clearly a stupid act, isn't it?
And let's forget about Nathan because now Erick has to think about his fate. After revealing his patient's privacy to his best friend, what should Erick do? Admit it to Liana? And asked the woman not to make a fuss about it? Or keep this problem to himself, so that Liana doesn't even need to know about it.
But what if Nathan met the patient and revealed that it was Erick who had told him about Liana's problem until Nathan found out about this matter, then from there Liana felt unacceptable and sued him directly through the hospital before even discussing everything properly. with Erick. Erick is finished, his job and profession will be destroyed if that happens.
So... wouldn't it be better to reveal everything to the person concerned first? Instead of waiting for the woman to sue him?
Arghhh!!!
Erick shook his head angrily. How could Erick reveal the patient's story so lightly to Nathan and forget about professionalism and his work code of ethics?!!
Nathan realized that he was stupid, very stupid in fact. Chasing someone whose face Nathan couldn't even see clearly, only remembering the color and how dressed the woman Erick was referring to was when he passed her in front of his friend's office door.But from what Erick said—Nathan felt he had hope, from what Erick said, Nathan felt that he too could and deserved happiness in his life which had been full of demands. And if the woman Erick was referring to really wanted to work with him, Nathan was sure—very sure that they could be happy with their respective paths and choices.Ah, right. The reason Nathan chased the woman Erick was talking about was to ask for her help. Exactly like what Nathan said to Erick in their conversation earlier."Unlucky. She must have come home a long time ago, right?" Nathan muttered mixed with his breath after running like a madman from Erick's room to the lobby. His eyes were still wild, trying to find a familiar figure, but to no avail, there was no
Hopeless?Only a few seconds later, Nathan's enthusiasm was completely eroded. The smile on the man's lips suddenly appeared. No, despair was never in his dictionary. Either before, or today. He should remember that.In an instant, Nathan's enthusiasm burned again. Erick's rejection and insults should not have made him give up there. Because see? There's always a way to Rome, isn't there? New ways always grow behind the death of old ones. There is always a way out that can be made, behind a dead end.Yes, that's roughly how optimistic Nathan is at the moment. After catching something in his eyes that now looked so bright and promising.Why? Guess what Nathan saw? The answers to his questions over the past few days were recorded there quite clearly. And Nathan will know the answer he is looking for without even needing to press his friend again. He should have thought about that for a long time, but oh well, the rice has become porridge, and eating porridg
“Do-doc? What is it? Wh-why are you—”Liana was confused. She didn't understand why her psychiatrist suddenly acted outside of how the man usually appeared in Liana's eyes. The Erick that Liana knew was calm, modest, gentle, good at self-control, and so on, now looks very... bar-bar? Ah, how can Lian explain it?"Sorry, Lian. Excuse me. I'm sorry, but I had to save you from—no, I mean forget what I just said but the point is that what I did just now was for your good.”Lian clearly didn't understand what her psychiatrist meant. So what? Saved from what? And what does Erick mean—he's doing it for Liana's good? But, even if pressed or asked, Erick wouldn't say it, this could be seen from his movements as he immediately sat down in his work chair, a sign that their conversation had ended there.However, the woman who was still standing in her place grimaced at the confused expression shown by her psychiatrist, until she said something that Lian had never said to Erick during their consul
"Hatchiii..." Lian rubbed his nose which suddenly felt itchy.The woman was still in the office elevator just about to go home with all her equipment piled up in her hands. He was in a closed elevator, with several people around him, plus the sudden sound of sneezing amidst the silence. Of course, the awkward situation that had already filled the elevator when she decided to go down with the other employees, became even worse when Lian uncontrollably let out a sneeze."Ms. Lian are you okay?" asked one of the employees, whom Lian remembered was in the marketing department.As one of the leaders of the company, Lian of course must remain authoritative even though she is a woman. Let alone her absurd or strange nature, only the closest and most trusted people can see what her true temperament is like. Because being a leader, who is also a woman—without anyone backing her up, clearly has to be strong, really strong so that there is no room for anyone else to bring her down."It doesn't m
Truly...What should Katrin do with her best friend? Is this the company leader who is said to be firm, intelligent, and authoritative? Is this the person? A woman with a level of stupidity—no, let's not call Liana stupid, because e her academic achievements recorded in the form of certificates or trophies have piled up in the woman's house.Lian is just too innocent, his best friend is just too unique until what gets caught in her head, even though the person's meaning may not be what Lian interprets, that's what Lian believes. Poor thing, Lian is like that when it comes to personal matters, both past and present. In her mid-30s, Lian is still the same as when the woman was in her 20s or even teens.“Li, you didn't think about it at all? What was the trigger that made your psychiatrist suddenly pull you into his room? He can't possibly say all that to you just because of something you think he likes, right?"The woman in front of her suddenly fell silent, only the blink of her eyes m
As soon as he entered the café, Nathan immediately turned his head here and there. The goal? Of course to find the figure he is looking for. Liana, Nathan finally knew the woman's name after Erick first mentioned it. Nathan didn't hear it very clearly because Erick was just mumbling. It was only yesterday that Nathan finally heard the woman's name clearly from Erick's mouth—after various things had happened, and certainly after things that Nathan ultimately needed to discuss with Erick."WELCOME. Please order here."Nathan smiled faintly, welcoming the friendly greeting of the café employee who was standing by behind the counter. For a moment, Nathan had to put aside his goal of looking, because, of course, he couldn't just be there to look, but also had to buy if he didn't want to embarrass himself."Just one ice Americano, please."The employee in front of him repeated Nathan's order and then asked if there was anything else Nathan needed. Nathan shook his head and put on a faint sm
"Ah, sorry to interrupt your conversation."Nathan suddenly seemed to realize that he shouldn't have been in such a hurry that the person he was talking to was reluctant to talk to him. And that could be seen from the way both Liana and Katrin were looking at him right now.“Sorry, but... Sir, who are you? Why do you want to talk to me?"Katrin, who had originally directed her gaze at Nathan, now turned to Liana, with one eyebrow raised. "Oh, you don't know him? But earlier he said..." Katrin's words trailed off and then turned back to Nathan, who immediately flinched, understanding that he had to explain his position to Liana at this time."I'm Nathan, Nathan Mahardika—a friend and fellow doctor from Erick.""I thought you and Liana had known each other before, did you know she just introduced herself to you today?" Katrin's interrogation, she is starting to feel wary of Nathan's presence, which she thinks is strange.How could it not be, if Liana didn't know who this person was befo
Nathan raised his hand to calm Lian, the man wet his lips several times before starting to speak again. This woman... when she changes her fashion can make a man's guts shrink. Or... did this just happen because of their situation?"No. Of course, I'm not a stalker like you mean, Lian. I'm just looking for your information to ask you for help, because from what I heard the situation is more or less the same.”No. This obviously won't be that easy just because Nathan finally said his goal even though it was only the intro. Nathan thought, after saying that—everything would be easier, but it didn't seem so.“What kind of situation do you mean? And how do you know about my situation which you think is more or less the same as yours? You found out my information after you knew the situation, right? Because that was your trigger to meet me right now and ask for help with whatever it is that I still don't understand.”“Lian, I apologize in advance. You are right, I knew your situation befor