Chapter Forty Five

For some reason, my days suddenly seem brighter. I now spend most of my nights with Draaven and even though we spend most of that time having sex, a couple of times we engage in conversations that give me a glimpse of who he is as an individual. When he's not being Draaven Ventura, the alpha, or Draaven, the big brother, he's quite interesting to talk to. In the past few days, we've shared dinner, drinks, laughter, our bodies….so much that it's beginning to feel like we are an actual couple. When I catch myself enjoying the moments just a little too much, I have to make mental efforts to bring myself back, remind myself that this is all it's ever going to be and it would do me good to stop my heart from further straying.

Throughout our interactions, a couple of things have struck me as peculiar. Draaven never spends the night in my room and he most definitely, has never taken off his shirt in front of me. For the first observation, he gets into bed with me when we retire for the night