My heart sinks to my feet as we drive into Silver Glow territory. This is really happening. I've spent the last five days in a haze, my days passing in a blur as I prepared to leave. Each day, I waited for a messenger to bring a message informing me that he was no longer interested and wanted to terminate the bond….it never came.
"Are you nervous?". I jerk at the sound of my father's voice from beside me. He decided to travel with me for this trip and I don't know how I feel about that. I can't seem to erase the look of horror on his face when I had brought back our copy of the agreement. He hadn't even been aware that I went to Silver Glow for help…..because it was Mama who had sent me.
"What have you done, mi amor?". He had asked, his blood stained fingers trembling as he gripped the paper tightly. And I had said nothing. I might have made a bad decision, but at least my family and pack were safe….the only thing that mattered.
When he had said he'd follow me on this trip today, I had objected lightly. We have barely spoken since I brought back the agreement and awkward is all we've been towards each other. This is an uncomfortable trip for the both of us.
"No". I reply to his question, pasting a tiny, strained smile on my face. "I'm not nervous at all". When his hand reaches out to cover mine, I know he can tell I'm lying. I'm actually so nervous I'm this close to shitting myself. But I can't admit that to anybody. I brought this upon us, I must face it bravely.
"It's not too late to turn around, you know. I can go talk to him, work something out……".
"No". I snap. "The House of Heroux never go back on their word, Father. I'm not about to". I pull my hand away from his. "This is the last dignified thing I can do for the pack". The tears prickle my eyes and I quickly turn to the window, blinking them away rapidly. We are drawing closer and closer to my fate. My heart thumps in my chest and when the car finally comes to a stop in front of the sprawling mansion of the Ventura household, I'm practically a nervous wreck. But if there's one thing being raised as Lyon Heroux's daughter has taught me, it's to maintain a rigid spine in the face of despair.
An omega pulls the door open for me and I step out, my dress rustling underneath me. The color choice has been intentional. The red and gold of my dress are the Shadowflame colours and I wear them proudly and purposefully. Regardless of conditions, I'll always be a Shadowflame daughter, I hope they all understand my message.
We are led inside and I walk into the room with my father by my side. The whole council is once again present and are seated in two opposite rows, leaving a wide walkway in the middle of the grand hall. Once again, he is seated on a high seat at the head of the room..the alpha…my mate…my husband. All their eyes follow our every step till we come to a stop in front of Draaven. My father speaks first.
"Your Honor….". He says stiffly. "I have come with my daughter on this very important day. I bring her as my daughter, and will leave her behind as your wife. I also come to express my sincere appreciation for the aid in the war. We will uphold our end of the agreement and I look forward to all that this fruitful alliance has to offer".
Draaven doesn't say anything as his gaze bores into my father's intensely. They remain like that for a while longer than normal. It feels like some kind of silent exchange is going on and my brows furrow nervously as I glance at my father.
"You say you've come to show your appreciation?". Draaven asks as he pushes to his feet. His voice is low and condescending as he slowly walks forward towards us. He stops a few feet away and thrusts his hands into his pockets. "Show it then. Get down on your knees".
A silent gasp ripples through the room and my eyes widen in shock and anger. "What?". I ask in disbelief.
He turns to me, an eyebrow raised haughtily. "You heard me. Let Lyon Heroux get down on his knees to express his appreciation".
"How dare you!!!!!". The anger courses through my veins in hot waves. "This is not necessary. We have upheld our end of the agreement!!!".
"If you are not happy having your father kneel down, you can kneel with him". He says matter of factly. The rage simmers under my skin and I physically have to clench my fists by my side to avoid punching him in the face. "No?". That annoying brow raises at my father again. "You are not going to do it?".
"Why are you doi…..". I'm interrupted by the feel of my father's hand on my arm and I turn to look at him. He has a small, reassuring smile on his face and when I look into his eyes, I know what he's telling me. "No….no you can't…..". But he's already on his knees. I feel a part of me deflate.
I stare in horror at the sight of my proud father on his knees before Draaven and in this moment, I want to crawl into myself and disappear. I did this, I signed that agreement, crippled myself and my people. It doesn't matter if I did it as a last resort. I still brought this upon us.
"This is a gesture of my appreciation for the aid in the war. We owe Silver Glow way more than we'll ever be able to repay". My father says stiffly as he lowers his head in a bow.
The angry tears blur my vision as I keep gawking at the horrific sight of my father on his knees. And the only thing that I can think to myself is…. I'm going to kill Draaven Ventura with my bare hands.
"A detailed document further explaining the agreement will be sent to you in due time and I expect your full cooperation. For now, you are not invited to the welcome banquet for my wife. You may leave". My breath comes out in short, angry gasps. I can't attack him now, I remind myself as I resist the urge to leap forward and dig my claws into his skin.
He claps twice and the grand door opens again to reveal a train of attendant omegas who rush forward in unison. "Show my bride to her quarters. And get her changed into something….". He eyes my red dress condescendingly. ".... presentable for the banquet. It's time for you to be welcomed into your new home".
I don't know how I manage to hold up during the whole makeup process but I do. My mind is faraway, rummaging through the recent events in my life, so when the attending omega taps my shoulder lightly to inform me that I'm ready, I'm very startled. I look at my reflection in the grand floor length mirror, taking in the icy blue hue of my dress and the matching silver details and accessories, representing the color of Silver Glow. I want to ask them what they did with my red dress….but am I sure I really want to know? They've put my hair up and wiped off my red lipstick, swapping it with a peachy nude one. If left to me, I'd never do my makeup like this in a million years."They are calling for you in the banquet hall, Luna". The omega says, head bowed courteously. Luna? Is that what I am now? And most importantly, am I really going to be treated like a Luna. I shove all those thoughts to the back of my mind and give a slight nod, following the omega out the door and towards the faint
"I think I'm done here".Draaven's hand comes to rest on my arm and I stiffen. Everyone in the hall is suddenly even more engrossed in our exchange and I have to remind myself not to give away too much, not to feed the prowling eyes of these vultures."I have an announcement to make after dinner. You should probably stay back for that". He chose the right set of words to make himself look good but underneath all that faux sweetness, I hear the hardness in his voice. He's not giving me an option here. I have to stay back. With my heart thundering in my chest, I sit back down, clenching my fists by my side as I resist the urge to punch something. Once I'm seated, most of the people go back to their meal, with only a few still stealing glances. I lean back against my seat and fold my hands on my lap. This night couldn't possibly go slower, I can't wait for all of this to be over.Shutting out the noise around me, I sink into my own thoughts as the chatter continues. Even when dessert is
I wake up as early as 7am the next day. I barely got any sleep throughout the night so when I finally see the first rays of sunlight filtering in through the windows, it feels like an escape. I go ahead to fix myself a hot bath. The water does me good and I don't get out of it till I begin to feel it go cold. Clad in a fluffy terry robe, I make my way to my bedroom, intent on the task of drying my hair. I hear the door to my living room open and my brows furrow worriedly. I'm not expecting anyone. I hear the soft footsteps of people as they make their way in and my confusion grows. I walk into the room to see a small group of smartly dressed omegas, wheeling in rows and rows of dresses, all in varying shades ranging from white to silver to blue to black. The one who seems to be the head turns to me when she hears me come in, a pleasant smile pasted on her face."Good morning, Luna". The others chorus the greeting, their voices much more timid. "Umm….good morning. What…. what's going
That night, I'm informed that I'll be having dinner with the Venturas, all of them. I'm not exactly sure how many they are supposed to be but I'm very nervous at the idea of meeting them. Not sure what the setting will be like, we decide to go for a semi formal look, pulling my long hair up into a ponytail and throwing on a pair of casual two-piece. "How did you find your first lessons, Luna?". Anna asks as she works on my hair from behind in the mirror. The history class had practically lasted forever with the sharp eyed woman drawling on and on about their own warped versions of history. Half of the class was me resisting the urge to scream "that's not what I was taught". But what did I expect though? As they say, no one is a villian in their own versions of the truth.The Internal Affairs lesson….when I had heard I'd be learning my duties as a Luna, I definitely didn't expect to be taught the numerous ways to pleasure a grown man in bed. My shock had been inexplicable as I listene
""What's my schedule like today?". I ask Anna as she hands me a steaming cup of coffee as per my daily routine. "Meeting with the event planners from 12-2pm. Basic Combat lessons from 4-6pm, Luna". My brows fly high in surprise. "Combat? I'm being taught combat now too?". "So it seems, Luna". I scoff loudly and swivel around on my chair to face the mirror. I wonder what basic combat skills they think the daughter of Lyon Heroux wouldn't have. I find this lesson a bit insulting but isn't that my entire existence in this new pack? Who is counting? I down my cup of coffee and proceed to get made up for the day. We focus on skincare this time, layering on all of my favorite skincare products. I don't expect any combat lessons to be held indoors, it's only best to be prepared in my own little way. I dab on a slash of pink hued lipgloss and start getting dressed, my mind unsettled for some reason. I've not seen Draaven since the day he followed me to my room. I don't know if that's a g
I aim at the bull's eye and fire. I miss…..of course. Archery has never been my forte, and more so when I'm agitated. All through the meeting with the event planners, I had been detached, my mind uneasy and restless. The planning team had been a group of three, very excited, very chatty women whom I had left scandalized by my request to wear a red dress for the wedding and coronation. Of course, they hadn't agreed, discussing reasons why I shouldn't like it's a world war I'm about to start. I yielded in the end because even though, they were not direct about it, they insinuated that they'd lose their jobs and possibly their heads if they dressed me in something like that. We had proceeded to go over the little details, decor, food, cake and drink flavours. All the little things I'd have probably been excited to discuss if circumstances were different and this was a wedding I was actually looking forward to. When the meeting ended, I had been more than glad to finally escape their com
Much against my will, Luca's words keep ringing in my head. At 5'9 and with an athletic lifestyle, I do tend to look thinner than I actually weigh but this time, it's different. I've truly lost weight massively since I came into this pack. As begrudging as I feel, maybe I do need to eat more and hit the gym. And that's exactly what I do on this evening.I change into a pair of comfortable gym wear and let Anna lead me to the location. Stopping a good distance from the doorway, she informs me that it's a private gym for only the alpha and I and that she wasn't allowed in. I don't complain, I doubt I'd have had much use for her anyways since I have my headphones. I begin my usual routine and it's only when I start to feel the slow burn in my muscles that I acknowledge that maybe I've done enough for the night. And even then, I don't stop. If I'm going to be the strongest possible version of myself, I'm going to have to push my body way harder than I normally would. Everyone here is an
I'm hit by an overwhelming wave of nausea as I slowly regain consciousness. I think I can will it away at first, keep my eyes closed and force the contents of my stomach to stay down. But that proves to be a big fail when I'm lurched up from the bed by the aggressive upheaval. I throw my head over the side of the bed, launching everything inside me onto the shiny floor.I don't know how long I remain there, puking out my guts but at some point, I feel someone's warm hand on my back as they pat me reassuringly. When I'm done, I feel the most hollow I've ever felt. In this moment, it's hard to believe I still have organs inside of me, it really does. It feels like I've thrown it all up. My eyes flit open a tiny fraction and that's when I see that all along, it's not just the shiny floor I've been puking on. There's a pair of smart, now puke-covered shoes in front of me. I try to muster some strength to form the words to apologize to whoever it is but it's just not happening. My body col