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Before I Leave
Before I Leave
Author: Bitter Egg

Chapter 1

Author: Bitter Egg
Ethan Shaw had died.

Before the funeral, his wife, Stella Walker, packed his belongings and found a thick photo album.

On the cover, it said, [My True Love.]

She opened it.

The photos inside were not of her.

They were Rachel Chester, the girl Ethan had adopted years ago.

Stella had always believed that Ethan saw Rachel only as his adopted daughter.

However, every picture is filled with deep romantic love—Rachel was smiling, sleeping, crying.

Under a photo of Rachel in a wedding dress, Ethan had written a line.

[I would rather make do with it if I can't marry the one I love.]

After reading the secrets her husband had kept for so many years, Stella's face turned pale.

After 20 years of marriage, Stella was just nothing but an unwanted alternative.

The funeral began soon after.

People tried to comfort her.

"I'm sorry for your loss. Just take the inheritance and live well."

"Yes, even though there are some problems with the medicine produced by Ethan's company and he must pay a large sum, he still has enough money. You won't need to worry about your life."

Just as they finished speaking, a lawyer stood up.

"Mr. Shaw decided to leave all his money and property to Ms. Rachel Chester before he passed away."

The room went silent.

Then, someone burst in.

"Who's going to pay for our medical expenses then?"

The families of the medicine accident victims stormed in.

"She's that bastard, Ethan Shaw's wife! If we can't get our compensation, kill her to repay! An eye for an eye!"

They rushed at her.

A sharp knife stabbed into Stella's chest.

She fell.

Before she died, she saw Ethan's cold face in the funeral photo.

She slowly closed her eyes.

'I would never marry you if I could ever live again—'

When Stella opened her eyes again, she was in a messy bed sheet.

Before she could react, she heard a cold voice, "I've called our parents. The wedding will happen in five days. Are you happy now?"

Stella looked up and saw Ethan.

He was not the fifty-something man who had died. He looked like he did in his early thirties—young and full of life.

She realized she had gone back to the days before she married Ethan.

Their families had arranged the marriage when they were kids… but Ethan never liked her.

He kept delaying the wedding, and she became Harbouria's laughingstock.

One day, Ethan got drunk. Stella ran into him by accident, and they ended up sleeping together.

Ethan always believed she had planned it. He hated her even more.

Still, he took responsibility and married her.

After marriage, Ethan treated her coldly.

Still, Stella gave him everything.

She gave Ethan all the Walkers' assets when he needed money. She quit her job and stayed home because Ethan did not like her to leave the house. She even walked silently in their house because Ethan wanted quiet.

She lived like that for over 10 years, but she barely got a few rare smiles in return.

Stella once thought he was just not good at showing emotion.

At last, she knew—he had given all his love to someone else.

Memories crawled over her heart, biting her piece by piece.

She forced herself to calm down and looked at the man in front of her.

"You don't need to take responsibility," she said calmly. "Let's cancel the engagement."

She would not waste her life on a man who never loved her this time.

Ethan only gave a cold laugh. "Are you playing hard to get again?"

Stella froze.

She remembered how much she had loved him back then.

She had threatened to cancel the engagement many times, but his parents always talked her out of it.

So Ethan never believed she would leave.

"I mean it—" Stella tried to explain, but Ethan turned and walked away.

He never listened to her, which was typical of him.

Stella let out a quiet breath.

It was fine. If she wanted to break off the engagement, she only needed to talk to his family.

For the time being, she had something more important to do.

She made a call.

"Professor, can I still apply for the Artemis Project at the space base?"

The professor sounded surprised and happy.

"Of course you can! You were their top pick. But as I told you, this is a top-secret project.

"You won't be able to return nor contact anyone for ten years once you enter the Northwest Research Base. Are you sure?"

Stella studied aerospace in college and ranked at the top. Her graduate work focused on critical national technology.

After her graduation, the space base offered her a spot. It was her dream.

In her past life, she gave it up to marry Ethan. She would definitely pursue her dream this time.

"I am sure."

The professor was thrilled.

"Great! The project starts soon. You will leave in five days. Say your best wishes to your family right away."
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    Stella followed Ethan's mother to the hospital where she finally saw Ethan, lying in a hospital bed, barely hanging on.She was confused. Ethan had lived into his fifties in his previous life until a car accident took him then. At this moment, however, his body looked completely broken as if it had given out far too early."What happened?" she asked quietly.Ethan's mother choked on her words, wiping her tears, and replied, "After you left, he stopped caring about himself. He threw himself into work, never rested, and barely ate. We tried to stop him, but he wouldn't listen."His body couldn't take it. He has end-stage cancer."Stella stood silently, watching the man she once loved fade into someone unrecognizable.When Ethan lost her, he had lost everything. His health had simply followed.On the bed, Ethan gave her a weak, tired smile."You came back," he whispered."I once told myself, after everything I did to you in the previous life… if I got another chance, I'd wait for

  • Before I Leave   Chapter 24

    Ethan froze where he stood.Stella, calm and steady, looked him in the eye and spoke clearly, "Ethan, imagine this: Someone breaks your heart for over twenty years, and you die in the end because of their selfishness."One day, you're given a second chance at life. Would you really waste even one more minute on that person?"Ethan's face went pale. He could not speak a word.Stella gave a quiet sigh and continued, voice soft but firm."Your expression tells everything. That's why I hope you can understand me."Ethan, please stop looking for me."Without another word, she turned and walked away.Ethan stood there, rooted to the spot, as if all life had drained from him.He had always thought that dream was unusually vivid. He finally knew why.Everything he saw in that dream—her pain, her heartbreak, her death—it was all real.Ethan crumpled to the ground as despair overtook him. His body shook as he buried his face in his hands.That dream was never a warning; it was a memo

  • Before I Leave   Chapter 23

    Stella finally understood what was happening.She frowned slightly and whispered, "Sir, I think I'd better head back to the lab. I still have some work to finish."Before she could walk away, Ethan reached out and grabbed her arm. "Why are you walking away the second you see me?"She calmly pulled her arm free. "I'm not avoiding you.""Yes, you are," Ethan said, his voice rising. "If you really don't care about me, why won't you even look at me?"Stella sighed, finally meeting his eyes directly—steady, quiet, and composed."I'm looking now, aren't I?" she said plainly. "I'm just done wasting time on you. That's all."Stella meant it.She had enough of all the waiting and disappointment.She wanted to spend the rest of her life on herself and her future, not chasing after a man who only realized her worth when she was gone.Ethan's expression shifted, hurt flashing in his eyes."I'm sorry, Stella," he said, his voice almost a whisper.The once-proud man stood before her, hea

  • Before I Leave   Chapter 22

    Stella's hand froze.Life at the aerospace base was supposed to be cut off from the outside world to prevent any risk of leaks. Alas, it was impossible to expect researchers to survive without any contact or entertainment.They were allowed to browse the news and even shop online, though under strict guidelines.Because of that, Stella saw the news. She had read everything Ethan said about her.Her coworkers all looked at her curiously."Stella, the timing of his fiancee's disappearance lines up with when you came here. The only difference is, she went abroad to study, and you joined this base.""Yeah, seriously! If we didn't know better, I'd think you were his fiancee."Laughter broke out around the table.Stella smiled forcibly and replied, "Lots of people out there share the same name."In this base, people worked closely but rarely got too personal. Aside from Mia who had initially mentored her and had access to her background, no one else knew who Stella really was.They

  • Before I Leave   Chapter 21

    Ethan's mother stood frozen, stunned by Ethan's declaration.He clenched his fist as he firmly said, "I will bring Stella back. I will find her as long as she's still alive—no matter where she is."As long as she was alive, he stood a chance to make things right.He believed Stella loved him too deeply and would not let go without a fight. She had not stopped loving him.She had only left because he had hurt her too much. He finally understood his feelings, and he could win her back if he tried hard enough.His mother stared at him in disbelief. "Ethan, do you hear yourself? She's gone to a top-secret national project. You can't just track her down!"Ethan remained unfazed. "There's always a way. Even if I can't find her, I'll wait. However long it takes.""What?!" His mother could hardly process it.As she saw the unwavering look in Ethan's eyes, she knew she could no longer sway him.Ethan was no longer the rebellious boy who used to defy them just for the sake of it; he had

  • Before I Leave   Chapter 20

    When Ethan first woke up, he felt relieved.Stella was still alive after all. She had not died tragically because of him like in that nightmare.However, the relief only lasted a second.Stella was alive, but she was so far away that he could not reach her. The thought crushed him, the pain in his chest making him feel conflicted.After all, in that dream, no matter how twisted it had been, he had spent over 20 years with her.Reality, however, reminded him how he would no longer have a chance with her.He gasped for air, like the pain was squeezing the life out of him.His mother panicked and rushed to his side, concerned. "What's wrong, Ethan? Are you feeling sick? Do you want me to call a doctor?"Ethan's eyes were red. He slowly looked up at her and raspily croaked, "Mom… I love Stella."It felt like a burden was lifted off of him when he said it. He finally faced his feelings for Stella.His mother froze for a second, then broke into tears."I knew it," she sobbed. "I'v

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