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Chapter 87
“What are you talking about?” I asked them and sat with Bella.
“You are a couple now. And Raf is being weird,” Mia started.
“Well, I don’t know. I have nothin to do with it.”
“I bet 50 bucks that he is jealous!” Mia continued.
“Well, it’s too obvious,” Linc stated.
“Come on, guys!” I exclaimed.
“Sis, are you serious with James?” Linc asked.
“If only I knew...” I muttered, shaking my head and the bell rang.
The next lesson was Literature. And Raf wasn’t there. I asked Dylan if he was on the second lesson with him. He was. I guess, he was shunning me, because he was attending only the lessons without me.I decided to forget about Raf, as well, as he did. Maybe it was for the better. But I was still sad when I was understanding that our friendship or whatever we had was destroyed. Again. <Related chapters
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