He froze.
He knew what she had found, but he didn’t want to accept it. Tami wasn’t supposed to see that. At least not yet.
Slowly, he tilted his head in her direction, seeing her holding up a bottle of the pills he hadn’t touched in days, between her slim fingers. He gulped, spinning fully to face her and her questioning eyes.
"They're uh-" He didn’t know how to put it.
Tami saw his reluctance, or uncertainty rather, and took the job of reading them herself.
'Ambilify', it read, and she knew too well from studies what they were. She grabbed another bottle, knowing that it was probably wrong to be snooping
TAMI SIGHED in delight as she recorded her new daily log. For the first time since she started, this one had a positive assonance to it. She stretched her stiff muscles as she let her eyes adjust to the light of the new morning. Hunger called her name, but her heart called for something else. She starched her legs over the bed, immediately sinking them in the fluffy softness of her huge carpet. Since she and Raphael are somewhat on the right track, she decided not to wait until he came to her room today. Instead, she’d go and see him. It was barely seven in the morning, and he usually visits her at eight with breakfast. But Tami couldn’t stay in her slumber any longer as she had always. Every second of the night she'd dream of the almost fairytale-lik
TAMI SEEMED nervous as they both descended the grand stairs that led to the huge living room she recognized from the day they left for Puerto Rico.She hadn’t been around the house since her arrival, so this was both odd and exciting for her. Tami also appreciated how the floors sparkled and shone to the point where she could see herself in it, and the grand chandelier hung marvelously from the very high ceiling.Even though this was the second time seeing the magnificent living room, she was still stuck in awe. She suddenly got excited to get a full tour of the house. It was huge, but that oddly made her want to do it even more."Did you design this yourself?" Tami asked as Raphael slowly led her towards the kitchen area.
"Hello?""M-m-mom?" The single word came out in so many syllables, as the familiar voice filled Tami's ears. A sob almost broke from her lips when her mother gasped."It can't be," she mumbled, sounding stunned. "My baby girl. Tami is that really you?"The tears she had tried to contain came rushing down when her mother called her name. The relief in her voice was enough to set Tami's heart at peace forever."Yes mama. It's me." Tami threw a hand over her mouth to muffle her sobs, remembering that she needed to convince her mother that she was okay, and that they don’t need to worry anymore. But crying like this would give the wrong idea.Tami could hear her mother calling for her sister in pure joy, telling her that Ta
Day 21 I can't believe it has really been twenty-one days. It feels like it has been a whole century since I've been here with Raphael. I know my daily logs are unnecessary at this point, as I no longer intend to use them against my dear love. Yes, I love him. I love him with all my heart and I don’t think I could ever love someone like I love Raphael. He grants me happiness daily, as you could see by reading my daily logs, and even though sometimes he becomes detached, withdrawn and he would randomly believe that I would up and leave him someday, I could never. I knew it was the BPD doing its best to him, and I kept encouraging him to book a therapy session once a week, just so he co
NOTE: Chapter contains mature content. All of it. So if you are not okay with smut, you may skip this chapter.TAMI GASPED desperately in the kiss as Raphael ravished himself in her. The kiss was hard and hungry--almost angry as they both fought for dominance.Raphael held a fistful of her hair, and he never stopped pulling so he could get more of her."I told you not to test me, Tami," he growled as he roughly grabbed her rear. She yelped at the impact, but recovered quickly as she gazed up at him out of breath."And I still mean what I said," she shot back, this time her voice dripping with
NOTE: Chapter contains mature content. All of it. So if you are not okay with smut, you may skip this chapter. TAMI GASPED desperately in the kiss as Raphael ravished himself in her. The kiss was hard and hungry--almost angry as they both fought for dominance. Raphael held a fistful of her hair, and he never stopped pulling so he could get more of her. "I told you not to test me, Tami," he growled as he roughly grabbed her rear. She yelped at the impact, but recovered quickly as she gazed up at him out of breath. "And I still mean what I said," she shot back, this time her voice dripping with hot
"Checkmate." Tami beamed proudly as she stopped the timer, indicating that she had won yet another battle of chess.Raphael squinted his eyes, as he playfully glared at her. It was quite obvious that Tami had a competitive spirit, but it was far more than he anticipated."You cheated," he accused, inching closer to her.She giggled. "I didn’t.""You did. What's your secret? Why do you keep winning?""Because I'm good." She shrugged, reigning innocence. "It's not my fault you suck."Raphael growled playfully before launching at her. She squirmed and tried to
THE WARM rays of the sun beamed down on Tami's face as she sat on the cool balcony attached to her room. She watched the waters beneath her roll in with all its crystal-like beauty as it crashed against the coastal rocks.It seemed like a perfect day to have breakfast on the balcony. She had realized how much she loved being on the balconies, whether it was hers of Raphael’s. So, when the sea's winds knocked against her windows and woke her up this morning, she knew she simply had to eat there.Mrs. Garcia had prepared her favorite meal, since Raphael wasn’t home and she was feeling sad. Mrs. Garcia is such a sweet woman, and despite the questions about Tami, she always treated her like a daughter. They appreciated each other in an odd way. Even though they don't talk much, their relationship was never straine