Maria~
I stared, unwilling to believe what I was seeing. Even though it was right there. Even though I'd been a witness to it for minutes already.
I didn’t move. I couldn’t even try, my limbs were frozen.
No.
No!
My sister. My own sister!
And Jason? My husband-to-be was... buried in her like he belonged there.
They didn’t see me. Or hear me. They were busy lost in each other like nothing else mattered.
Like I didn't.
Because if I did to them, they wouldn't– I couldn’t breathe.
I wanted to scream.
Instead, I watched them like a moron—no longer aroused but disgusted—my stomach twisting, my ears ringing, my heart bleeding—till I couldn't bear to watch anymore.
I stumbled back. I was gonna be sick. How hadn't I seen this coming?
The moans kept coming. Her voice—Chloe’s voice—cried out his name and I felt myself flip. I wanted to flip something! Someone, anything!
My knees went soft, and my elbow knocked into the hallway table behind me—keys, a photo frame, something clattered to the floor with a sharp crash.
They stopped.
I didn’t wait to see their reaction.
I bolted—back into what used to be my room, slamming the door shut behind me.
My chest heaved, my vision was hot and useless because I couldn't see shit. I couldn’t even think.
How long?
How long had they been doing this?
Did they laugh behind my back? Did they talk about me in bed, while I planned a life with him?
My wolf stirred, teeth bared. Not furious for me—furious with me. ‘I told you’, she snarled, low and cold. ‘I never liked him. Never trusted him. But you wouldn’t listen.’
“I know,” I moaned, hurt—lifting my hands to my face in premium shame. Hot tears pinched the back of my eyes with blinding force. “Goddess, I know.”
I'd fucked up. Big time. Gotten carried away with what a fairytale story it could've been, I couldn't see what was right in front of me. This was all my fault!
I should've listened to my wolf. Why hadn't I listened?
A knock came, then the door burst open anyway.
“Maria—”
“Get out.” My voice cracked. It wasn't even loud enough, or forceful enough. It was broken—like my heart now was.
“Please, let me explain—” Jason stepped forward, pulling on his shirt as if that changed anything. My sister hovered behind him, red-faced and trembling. Not crying. Trembling. With shame? Or regret that they'd been caught?
“Explain what?” I snapped, looking between them. “That you were just warming up for my wedding night?”
Jason winced. Chloe flinched.
“I— It was a mistake,” she stammered.
“No,” I said. Fuck that! “A mistake is kissing someone when you're drunk and stopping immediately after. This?” I gestured vaguely, disgusted. “This was not a mistake. This was a choice. One you made multiple times, I’m sure.”
“You were never around anymore,” Jason tried.
I laughed. I laughed hard. The hell? “So what? You just fucked my sister to pass the time? I wasn’t around tonight because of a party she threw! And yet–”
He stepped forward. “Maria—”
“You know what? No.” I stepped back. “You two want each other so badly? Great. Go ahead. Get married. Plan a honeymoon for all I care!”
I turned away from them and attacked the closet door—yanking it open. My hands shook and my vision was blurry with wasteful tears, but I grabbed whatever I could reach—a hoodie, some shirts, underwear, my favorite jeans. I stuffed them into a duffel bag.
I had no plan but fuck if I cared at this point.
“Maria, where are you going?” Chloe’s voice was small.
“Like you care,” I bit out.
This apartment was ours. The last thing our parents left us. Our home. And now she’d even managed to taint that.
I zipped the bag with so much force, the zipper screamed. Threw on some sneakers without socks—heels were no longer necessary—shoved past them both, and headed to the living room where I snatched up my phone.
“Don’t bother looking for me,” I spat. Got outside and slammed the door behind me.
Then burst into tears.
Pained tears. Angry tears.
This, what they did—what they've been doing —was the ultimate betrayal! I didn't know if I could ever forgive them for it.
The night air was a slap in the face I needed. It’d gotten considerably cold—but I barely noticed. Anger was hot under my skin.
Moments later—after I'd cried my fill—I stood at the curb, bag hanging from my shoulder, trying to blink away the moisture from my eyes so I could see clearly.
They hadn't followed. I knew I said not to, but they didn't even–
They'd probably gone back to it like nothing happened!
Man, fuck this! Fuck them!
And Goddess, help me...
I had nowhere to go. No one to call.
All my friends were still partying, probably still drunk. And I wasn’t in the mood to talk. What would I even say? It was such a shame.
Except… maybe I shouldn't be the one ashamed.
Screw it.
I flagged down a cab—somehow, the same one from before. “Back to the club,” I muttered, climbing in. “The one on Claremont.”
The driver nodded, pulled off, and I stared out the window.
Everything felt blurred. Like the world had been upturned and I was trying to find gravity again.
What now?
On second thought, I’d figure it out tomorrow. Tonight… I just wanted to forget.
The cab stopped in front of the venue. It was quieter, now—most of the crowd had thinned out, thank fuck.
I paid the fare, grabbed my bag, and stepped out—
Just as he did too.
The man from the bar.
Older. Striking. Eyes like frostbite. He paused as soon as he saw me—saw my face, my bag, probably my lost composure, too—his eyes narrowed.
Embarrassment flooded me.
I knew what a mess I must look like—which sucked, because I prided myself on not looking like my problems!
But right now, I did. Terribly so.
So much for not seeing him again... but my wolf was weirdly elated. Creature didn't know what embarrassment meant. She was practically wagging her tail.
I hid my face and tried to walk past him. Emphasis on tried.
But instead of letting me go past, like any normal stranger would, he caught my arm—firm, not rough—and turned me toward him.
His eyes locked onto mine. The eye contact was deep—and weirdly knowing. I felt naked. I wanted to cry all over again.
“Come with me,” he said—already leading me away to Goddess knows where.
And like an idiot, I followed. No questions asked.
He could be a serial killer for all I knew, but honestly? He felt safer to be with than my own family right now.
Maria I rushed into the archive office, reached for an envelope, threw out every document in it, scrunched it together, and gave it to him. “Court, look at me.. here, use this.” I babbled. He took it from me, his hands trembling. He began breathing inside the envelope. He kept breathing in it until he was able to regain himself and he crumbled to the floor, getting himself together. He bowed his head, his shoulders slumped. “I’m sorry, you were not meant to see that.” I could not reply, I wanted to say something, but I couldn’t say a word. He lifted his head to find me, holding back my tears, my hands over my mouth, fighting the urge to cry because this is not about me, this is about him. But I was scared, I was so afraid. I have had panic attacks before, I knew what it feels like to feel trapped in memories you don’t want, to breathe but yet you can’t breathe, the urge to hold on to life when death keeps pulling you. I knew what he was going through and it broke me that I cau
Maria “Good morning everyone!” I cheered, walking into the office, dressed in big trousers, a big jacket, and a tank top, my hair let loose, with light makeup. “Good morning, Rory, you look beautiful today, and full of energy, did something good happen?” Susan coaxed, meeting me halfway. “Nothing really, I just … feel good this morning.” I cupped her cheeks, “Don’t you feel good today, Susan?” She tittered, “Okay, if you say so.” I was about to go to my office when I caught his scent. I halted, a proud smile on my lips as I turned. “Good morning, Mr Declan.” Everyone greeted. I smirked knowing he was about to receive the shocking news of his life. His eyes found me amongst the workers, I made my way towards him, “Good morning, Mr Declan.” I smiled proudly. His brows were crushed. “Good morning, Rory… your sudden happiness is alarming.” He stepped away. I reached into my bag and pulled out a file, “Here you go.” “What is this?” His eyes remained on me, ignoring the same file
MariaWhat is wrong with him? Why is he doing this to me? Why is he acting jealous and angry when he was the one who pushed me away? Why is he acting this way? I can’t think straight when he does things like this…. I can't help but wonder if he likes me, if he is jealous because he wants me all to himself, if he is ready to tell me why he kicked me out, what I did wrong, and how to fix it because I still love him. But I know this is all in my head, I know he doesn't love me, I know he doesn't care but I need him to stop acting this way for the sake of my sanity. “This is your workplace, flirting is not allowed.” He grunted. Is he being serious right? “I was not flirting!” I barked. “You don’t have to be so defensive.” “Ugu! You are impossible, you sound like a jealous man.” I gasped, “Are you jealous, Mr Declan?” His jaw tightened, “Why? Do you want me to be jealous?” “You tell me? You feel the need to be jealous? Does the way I smile at Court pisses you off? Do you hate the
Declan I have never seen Court flirt with a woman before and of all the women he chose to flirt with, it was Maria? How on earth did they meet? Where did they meet? How close are they? Why does he make her smile like that? Why is he doing things for her? What is wrong with me? Right in front of me, they agreed to go on a date and I watched them, envied him, got the urge to kill him, my closest friend and my Beta. You have got to be kidding me. “I didn’t know you were back in town,” I grumbled as Court and I made it back to my office, trying hard not to ask him how he met Maria. Where did they meet? Or if he likes. “Yeah, I came back two weeks ago, I needed a place to stay so I tried sorting those out first before resuming work, you know. I think I have healed enough, it’s been what, three years?” He smirked. “Four years.” I reminded him. Because the Court is a huge part of my life and when he lost the love of his life, it broke him, so hard that he cut himself off, and every day
Maria After last night, I knew one thing, Declan was hiding something from me, something he knew would hurt me. I spent a month and a few days with him after my tragic breakup with Jason. I lived with him, ate with him, watched a series with him, shopped with him, danced with him, and liked him… I know him better than he assumes I do and every look he gave me last night was begging me not to ask him anymore, begging me to hate him but not leave him, hate him but not ask him. He looked as if he told me the truth, I'd leave him for good. A painful truth that is hard for someone to say only means it would break everyone. So as I told Cara this morning, I am going to be starting a new page. Besides that was the plan. But this time, I no longer know Declan, he is just my boss and he would stay like that. If he wants me to move on, I will move on. If he wants me to hate him, I will hate him. For the next six months of my contract which was supposed to determine if I am a good additio
Declan She pushed me off her, “Get off me!” she yelled. Fire in her eyes as she glared at me. Her throat bobbed. Fuck what did I do? “I’m so..” “Sorry?” She cut me off, “You’re sorry?” She scoffed. “I don’t need your apology, you can go fuck yourself.” She walked back towards the bar but I followed her, “Maria, stop!” “Stop! It’s Rory. How many times do I have to tell you that my name is Rory now? Stop calling me Maria! Stop saying my name like this.” She screeched, tears rolling down her cheeks. She is hurting. I hurt her. We both stood there, I watched her cry but I couldn’t touch her, couldn’t hold her, I couldn’t do a thing. I felt like shit. “Why did you do it?” She finally asked, pleading with her eyes. “Maria..” “You kissed me like you wanted me, you went down on me and did things no one has ever done to me, you did them like you meant it so why… why did you kick me out!” She yelled. “Good morning, Declan.” She greeted with the brightest smile, she was a glowing, be