LUCA
Veda had been gone for five days, and I was losing my fucking mind holed up in this house “for my own safety.” Nothing helped. Not drinking. Not working. Not even beating the fuck out of the bag in my gym, like I was doing now, until my knuckles were bloody and bruised and I could barely stay standing.
My phone vibrated where I’d left it on top of the small fridge. I almost didn’t hear it as I pounded the bag, and when I did, I seriously considered not answering it. But maybe it wasn’t my father calling to berate me some more. Maybe it was news.
I grabbed my towel and wiped my face and chest as I strode across the room and picked it up. The number was private. My gut clenched with foreboding, and I tapped the green phone button, lifting it to my ear. I didn’t say anything, just listened as I fought to catch my breath.
“Hello, brother.”
The sound of his voice caused a flash of red-hot rage to rush through my bloodstream so fast it made me lightheaded. I gripped the phone hard, surprised it didn’t crack apart, but then the fog cleared away just as fast as it had hit and my focus became razor sharp.
The son of a bitch better not have harmed a single hair on her head. I forced myself to sound calm. Unconcerned. He already knew I couldn’t end the game the way I had planned. I needed to play this off. If he knew exactly what she meant to me, how it fucked me up inside that he had her, there was no way she would survive this. “What do you want, Mario?”
“I thought you might be interested to know that your little game piece here is still alive and well. But I can’t promise you how long she’s gonna stay that way.”
I grabbed a water from the fridge and took a long swallow, purposefully making him wait. “And why would you think I care? You won. Again. It’s over.”
“Ah, come on now, Luca. I saw your face when you were pointing that gun at her. Heard the way she spoke to you. You really think I don’t know what’s between you two?”
I had to play this oh so carefully. “So, I fucked her. And I decided her cunt was worth more to me than your life, so I shot you instead. Not because I feel anything for her, but because I care so little about you. Was there something else you wanted? I’m in the middle of a workout.”
That threw him off for a second. Then I heard a scuffle on the other end of the line, and I heard Veda cry out.
Breathe. In. Out. In. Out. Slow and steady.
“So you wouldn’t care if I put a bullet through this imposter’s eye?”
I wasn’t surprised that he knew who Veda really was. I never expected him to be so stupid that he wouldn’t figure it out real quick. I knew I would have only a few seconds to pull everything off without him realizing she wasn’t his fiancée brought back to life.
And I’d paused. Everything that happened afterwards was on me. My fault. But I wasn’t going to have her death on my conscious. I would get her back. But I wasn’t going to walk into his trap to do it. “Do what you want. I really don’t give a fuck.” I held the phone away from my ear and stared at the screen for a moment, gritting my teeth as I fought the urge to reassure her. Then I tapped the screen and ended the call.
As soon as the screen went black, I ran out of the room and headed to my office. Enzo was already there when I arrived. “Anything?”
Something dull and heavy crushed my insides when he shook his head. “No. I’m sorry. We couldn’t get a trace on it.”
I threw the phone to the floor, where it bounced once and hit the leg of one of the chairs that sat in front of my desk. “Fuck!” Hands in my hair, I began to pace back and forth, my bare feet silent on the hard floor. “What have I done? What the fuck have I done?”
“He won’t kill her,” Enzo reassured me. “He’d only kill her if he thought you gave a shit about her. I was listening in on the call. You were completely convincing.”
I didn’t believe him. “No. He’s going to kill her. She’s no use to him now.”
“He won’t. Remember, I know him almost as well as I know you. He won’t be convinced. He’ll try to think of a way to use her to get to you. His first plan didn’t work. He’s going to move on to plan B.”
I stopped in the middle of the room, my eyes on the floor. Enzo was right. Mario wouldn’t give up this easily. If nothing else, he was tenacious. Like a dog with a bone when he thought he had something.
He had to be fucking right.
“LUCA, you need to get some sleep.”
I ignored Tristan’s well-meaning advice as I had been for the past three days since I’d gotten Mario’s phone call. Along with Enzo’s nagging. How the fuck did they expect me to sleep when she was with my brother? The same guy who’d put a bullet through the last woman I cared about without one ounce of remorse. And I didn’t know if she was alive or dead or…
Something far worse.
Enzo and Tristan believed I’d played it off well. But I knew my brother.
And worse, he knew me. He knew that in the short time she’d been here, Veda had managed to worm her way under my skin, burrow through the bone and muscle, and forge her way through the impenetrable wall around my heart.
He knew. He had to know.
“Are you sure you don’t want to ask Luigi for help with this?”
Fear twisted my bowels. “Veda…” I said quietly. “Don’t ever fucking talk like that. You hear me?”The life drained from her as quickly as it had appeared. I saw it happen with my own eyes, like a balloon deflating. Dropping her eyes, she shuffled around me and into the bathroom, shutting the door behind her. I heard the lock click.My fists clenched at my sides and took four steps away from the door, barely stopping myself from spinning around and punching a hole through it. As she got ready for bed, I stared out the window, not seeing the dance of lights across the lake that normally brought me such a sense of peace. Fed up with her, myself, and this entire fucking situation, I turned on my heel and walked out.But I stopped just outside the bedroom. No. This was bullshit. I’d tried giving her space, and it hadn’t done any fucking good. If anything, it only gave her a reason to withdraw even more.No. I was done giving her her space.Marching back into the room, I went into the close
LUCANearly a week had passed since I’d gotten Veda back. I rarely saw her during the day, just a glance now and then as she went out to the kitchen, the pool, or grabbed a book from the shelves in the media room. Oftentimes she had a bottle of some kind of strong alcohol in her hands that she must’ve pilfered from my stash in the kitchen. She didn’t seem to have a preference as to what kind it was. The only one she spoke to was Lisa, and I would often catch her watching Veda with a worried expression.At night, she was usually already in bed when I got there. The few times I’d arrived a little early, she’d barely said two words to me as she brushed her teeth and changed her clothes. Always hidden from me behind closed doors.She barely spoke to me at all when we were alone, even if I asked her a direct question, so I had Enzo ask her about what had gone down while she was at Mario’s, thinking maybe she would open up to him. She told him everything she could remember about the apartme
LUCA“Luca, can I talk to you for a sec?”Tristan was waiting for Enzo and me when I got out of the SUV. I was just getting home from my newest club, I was tired and hungry, and I wasn’t really in the mood for whatever the hell it was that made Tristan have that look on his face. Some shit had gone down between one of my guys and a member of the cartel who was in town to make a collection from me. The bartender called me as soon as things started to get heated, and I’d gotten there just in time to keep my cousin from getting shot. I didn’t need this shit right now. I had other things to worry about here at home.“Can it wait?”“No. I don’t think it can.” He and Enzo exchanged a look I couldn’t quite read.My stomach growled. I was anxious to get inside to see if I could coax Veda into having dinner with me. “Can we at least go in the house?”Tristan put a hand on my arm as I went to walk past. “Luca, just give me a minute here.”I stopped, glancing back at him over my shoulder. Someth
I CAME BACK to full consciousness slowly, like I was swimming up from the deep end of the pool. I bobbed on the surface of the water for a moment, only to sink back into the peaceful depths. Someone tucked the comforter close around me, and then I fell back into oblivion.The second time, I became aware of birds chirping outside and I smiled. But I fell asleep again without realizing it.It wasn’t until the third time that I was able to stay awake. Mostly because of the pressure of my bladder.Opening my eyes, I blinked against the sunlight and immediately closed them again with a moan. Who the hell opened the blinds? Or maybe they just burned so much still because of the damage done by the contacts. Gradually, I was able to keep them open, and I noticed the sun was nearly in the same position it was in when I went to sleep.Please tell me I’d slept more than an hour.Was Luca still asleep? Afraid of waking him, I carefully turned my head to look over my shoulder.He wasn’t in the bed
VEDAHe wasn’t lying. My room was exactly as I’d left it, all the way down to the crumpled blankets on the bed and my sneakers kicked off in the corner.Grateful to be alone, I took a deep breath and froze. It smelled like Luca in here. Had he been creeping around in my room while I was gone? Looking for what? Too tired to think about it, I just shook my head and went to the closet to find something to sleep in. The sun was coming up, but I was so fucking tired. I needed to sleep. And strangely enough, I felt safe here.As I pulled off my dead sister’s clothes and left them lying in a heap on the bathroom floor, I had to wonder, what was he planning to do with me now? The game was up. Mario knew who I was. Or rather, who I wasn’t. And Luca hadn’t so much as asked me to close my eyes when we drove to his house, which meant I knew the location of the house now. His private sanctuary that, by his own words, not even his own family knew about.What the hell did that mean?Turning on the s
LUCAFor a moment, I couldn’t move. But then I burst from the bed in a flurry of movement. Enzo quickly stepped back out of the way, not in the least concerned about my nakedness. “Where is she?” I asked him. I wanted to ask him if she was alive, but I couldn’t bring myself to say the words.“At Lisa’s.”I froze with my hands on the button of my jeans. “What?”“She’s at Lisa’s. Woke them up banging on the door after she found her way to their house. Apparently, she was dumped near there.”Found their house. That meant she was up and walking on her own. “He just left her there?” It wasn’t lost on me that my brother had found the home of one of my most trusted employees. “Who dropped her off? Did they see anything?”He shook his head. “No.”I picked up my shirt from the floor, unable to look at him as I asked my next question. “Is she all right?”“I just know she’s alive and walking and talking.”That’s all I could really ask for. So why was my gut clenched with the need to see her? Hea