Emery QuinnThe dress glided against my skin like it belonged there.Getting ready took longer than expected, not because I didn’t know what to do, but because I wanted every detail to be perfect—as close to perfection as a girl like me could reach. If I was going to stand beside Killian Vale tonight, I wanted to do it looking like I meant it.I’d laid the dress across my bed like a sacred offering, smoothing every fold, checking for imperfections that didn’t exist. The garment bag it had arrived in was more expensive than most of my furniture—thick, luxurious fabric with Killian’s initials embossed in gold at the bottom.I’d spent an hour in the bath, letting the hot water ease the tension from my shoulders while my mind raced through a thousand different scenarios. What would the dinner be like? Who would be there? Would I embarrass myself, stumble over my words, prove that I didn’t belong in his world? Would I use the wrong fork, mispronounce someone’s name, reveal myself to be the
The box was beautiful. Not just packaging but art. Everything about it screamed expensive in a way that made my small apartment feel even more cramped and shabby by comparison. I carried it to the living room like it might explode, setting it carefully on my coffee table.For a long moment, I just stared at it.Expensive things didn’t just arrive at my door. The most extravagant package I’d ever received was a care package from my mother containing homemade cookies and a gift card to Target.This was something else entirely.I peeled off the paper slowly, afraid of damaging whatever lay beneath. The wrapping came away to reveal a pristine white box with a name written in delicate gold calligraphy that made my breath catch.*Maison du Lys.*My throat dried.Maison du Lys?I’d only ever seen that name in magazines, on red carpets, in those “what celebrities wore” articles that made me feel like I was peering throu
Emery QuinnIt was almost laughable, how long I stared at my closet that day.Two hours.Two whole hours of trying, hoping, and eventually unraveling.The fabric of my confidence stretched thinner with every hanger I pulled, every dress I yanked free only to toss onto the bed with growing frustration. My small bedroom looked like a textile hurricane had swept through—clothes draped across the dresser, shoes scattered on the floor, hangers abandoned like fallen soldiers.They were all wrong.Too plain. Too short. Too tight. Too outdated. Too everything.And none of them even remotely close to what someone would wear standing beside Killian Vale.I held up a black dress I’d bought for job interviews three years ago. The material was polyester blend, the kind that would wrinkle if you looked at it wrong. Under the harsh fluorescent lighting of some department store, it had seemed professional enough. Now, imagining it next to Killian’s inevitable thousand-dollar suit, it looked like some
The afternoon light was starting to change, growing golden and long through the windows, when I found myself scrolling through old photos. College days when the biggest crisis was a failed exam or a boy who didn’t text back. Pictures of Layla being ridiculous—photobombing strangers, making faces at inappropriate moments, wearing a traffic cone as a hat at some random party. Photos of Milo burning pancakes and acting like a five-star chef, flour in his hair and this expression of intense concentration like he was performing surgery.It all felt so innocent now. So beautifully, blissfully simple.I lingered on a photo from last spring—the three of us at some outdoor festival, sticky with cotton candy and sunscreen, grinning like idiots. I looked so young in that picture. Not in years, but in experience. Like I still believed the world was predictable, that I could control my own narrative.When had that changed? When had I become someone who cleaned obsessively to quiet her mind, who to
Emery QuinnI took Monday off.Sent a neat, professional email to HR and cc’d Killian just to keep things formal:“Not feeling well today. Taking a personal day. Will be available by email for urgent matters.”It was short, vague, and totally appropriate.But the truth was, I wasn’t sick.I just wasn’t ready to see him.Not after that night.Not after his body had caged mine in a shadowed corner like a storm ready to break loose.Not after Zayn. Not after that look in Killian’s eyes—cold, furious, like I had broken a rule neither of us had spoken aloud.So I stayed home.Milo had already left for his morning class. The apartment was quiet except for the hum of the fridge and the occasional honk from the street outside. I sat on the couch in my pajamas with a cup of tea I didn’t drink and stared at the same paragraph of a novel for forty-five minutes.The words blurred together. Something about a woman finding herself in a foreign city, discovering pieces of who she was meant to be. No
I arrived fifteen minutes earlier than usual—not because I was eager, but because I didn't want to run into him in the elevator.The building lobby was eerily quiet at this hour, just the security guard behind his marble desk and the soft whoosh of the revolving doors. My heels clicked against the polished floor as I made my way to the elevator bank, each step echoing in the vast space.The elevator ride to the forty-second floor felt like ascending to my own execution.The top floor was as pristine as always. Marble floors, glass walls, and silence sharp enough to slice skin.I walked to my desk, ignoring the way my stomach clenched with every step.He wasn't here yet.Good.I needed time.To think. To breathe. To remember who I was before he looked at me like that.Before his voice crawled under my skin and made itself a home.I settled at my desk and powered up my computer, going through the motions of ch