LOGINNOAH
************ The arena is already alive when I arrive Friday night, pulsing with energy, a sea of silver and deep blue jerseys shifting under the flashing lights. Music pounds through the speakers, vibrating through my chest as if the entire place shares one heartbeat. Leo is already seated when I make my way down, balancing a pretzel in one hand and a beer in the other. “Hey,” I say, dropping into the seat beside him. “Sorry. The line was insane.” It’s a lie. I circled the arena three times before I even got in line, trying to calm the restless tension in my chest. Leo doesn’t respond right away. His gaze drifts slowly over me, then settles—very deliberately—on my back. My shoulders stiffen. “You’re wearing a jersey,” he says finally, his tone unreadable. I take a huge bite of the pretzel just to avoid answering. It tastes like cardboard. “It’s not what it looks like,” I mutter. “Lean forward.” “Do you ever think about traveling again?” I deflect quickly. “You’ve been stuck in the city too long.” “Noah.” His voice sharpens slightly. “Whose name is on your back?” There is absolutely no way out of this. I shift in my seat just enough for him to read it. MILLER. 17. Silence stretches between us. Then Leo blinks slowly. “Am I missing something?” The lights dim before I can answer, and the roar of the crowd rises like a tidal wave as the players hit the ice. My pulse spikes instantly. And then I see him. Stefan. He skates past our section like he owns the entire arena, confidence rolling off him in waves, his movements sharp and controlled. When his eyes find mine, his mouth curves into that familiar, infuriating smirk. He winks. God. This is it. The fake part. The deal. I force myself to respond, lifting my chin slightly and giving him a cool, measured wink back. His grin widens. Behind him, Luca follows onto the ice. The moment his gaze lands on me, something dark and satisfied flickers in his expression. For a split second, my stomach drops—but then something sharper rises in its place. Good. Let him see it. Let him think whatever he wants. “Okay,” Leo says slowly beside me, turning his full attention to me now. “Start talking.” I clasp my hands together, lowering my voice as the players line up. “We’re not actually dating,” I begin. His eyebrow lifts. I exhale, the words coming faster now. I tell him about Luca’s message. About how I thought it would be an apology. About how it wasn’t. About the arrangement Stefan suggested. Leo listens without interrupting, his expression growing darker with every word. “He’s unbelievable,” he mutters under his breath. I shrug like it doesn’t matter, even though something tight twists in my chest. “It’s temporary,” I say. “Just until January. It helps Stefan with the captain image, and it helps me deal with Luca. That’s it.” Leo studies me carefully. “You hate him,” he points out. I open my mouth to agree automatically—but the words don’t come. Because I don’t. Not really. “I made a deal,” I say instead. “I’m just sticking to it.” The puck drops, and the game explodes into motion. For a while, neither of us speaks. The sound of skates cutting ice, sticks clashing, and the crowd roaring fills the space between us. Then Stefan scores. It happens so fast I almost miss it—the sharp flick of his wrist, the blur of movement, the puck already in the net before anyone can react. The arena erupts. Leo grabs my arm and yanks me to my feet. “Clap,” he mutters under his breath. “You’re supposed to be impressed.” “I am impressed,” I protest weakly, but I clap anyway, heat creeping up my neck. I don’t miss the way Stefan looks toward me through the chaos, like he’s searching for my reaction. And when our eyes meet, something strange and unfamiliar stirs in my chest. Not annoyance. Not irritation. Something warmer. Something dangerous. We sit again, and Leo glances sideways at me. “That was incredible.” “Don’t tell him that,” I mutter. But as the players reset, my attention stays on Stefan. And that’s when I notice it. The shift. The exhaustion. His expression goes flat the moment the celebration ends, like someone flipped a switch. The energy drains out of him, leaving behind something heavy, something worn down. It catches me off guard. That’s not the Stefan I know. Not the arrogant, untouchable version he shows the world. This one looks… tired. Really tired. The kind that has nothing to do with physical exhaustion. Before I can think too deeply about it, the play resumes. Stefan takes the puck again, cutting across the ice with lethal precision. Then it happens. A brutal hit slams him into the boards right in front of us. The crack echoes. My stomach drops instantly. “Shit,” I whisper. “Is he okay?” Leo’s gaze flicks to me, sharp with interest. “Why do you care?” “I don’t,” I say quickly. “I just—he shouldn’t get hurt.” But my chest is already tight. Stefan pushes himself off the glass, wincing slightly. There’s blood on his lip. Then he looks up. Right at me. A slow grin spreads across his face despite the injury. Oh no. He taps the glass. Points at me. Then taps his lip. Heat floods my entire body. “You’ve got to be kidding me,” I mutter. “Kiss it better,” he mouths, eyes gleaming. “No,” I mouth back immediately, shaking my head. The camera finds me. Of course it does. My face appears on the giant screen above the arena, and the reaction is instant. “DO IT!” someone yells behind me. Then the chanting starts. “Kiss him! Kiss him! Kiss him!” I want the ground to swallow me whole. Stefan just leans closer to the glass, completely unbothered, completely enjoying this. “Hartley,” he calls, tapping his stick again. “Don’t keep me waiting.” I glance past him—and meet Luca’s gaze. He’s watching. Expression tight. Something ugly and possessive flickering beneath the surface. And just like that, the embarrassment burns away, replaced by something sharper. Fine. You want a show? I’ll give you one. Before I can second-guess it, I lean forward, pressing my lips lightly against the glass where Stefan’s face is on the other side. The arena explodes. Cheers, whistles, shouting—it’s deafening. Stefan freezes for half a second, clearly not expecting me to actually do it. Then he recovers fast, clutching his chest dramatically like he’s been shot, his grin brighter than ever. He winks at me before skating away. Idiot. My heart is racing. My face is burning. But when I glance toward Luca again, the look on his face makes it worth it. Leo lets out a low laugh beside me. “Well. That was something.” I sink back into my seat, dragging a hand over my face. “This is going to get out of control,” I mutter. Because Stefan Miller doesn’t know how to do anything halfway. And I have a feeling tonight is only the beginning.STEFANThe darkness of the medical storage room was absolute, a heavy, quiet vault that smelled of rubbing alcohol, fresh linens, and the intoxicating, feverish heat of Noah’s skin beneath my hands.I had him pinned against the edge of the metal supply counter, his legs still locked around my waist and his fingers tangled so deeply in the collar of my shirt that the fabric was stretching to the breaking point. Every touch was a victory. Every ragged breath he took against my mouth felt like a concession from the man who had spent three weeks telling me we were nothing but a line-item on a corporate balance sheet.I leaned my weight further into him, my palm sliding up the smooth skin of his thigh, moving past the bunched fabric of his trousers to find the real, burning reality of him. My mind was completely clear for the first time in forty-eight hours—no board meetings, no suspensions, no Luca Vance. Just the rhythmic, desperate friction of his body matching mine in the dark.Until
NOAHThe press room, the legacy owners, the corporate paperwork—it all dissolved into the freezing, empty darkness of the corridor the moment my mouth met his.. My hands had completely abandoned their usual clinical restraint, my fingers clawing into the thick, dense muscle of his shoulders, dragging him down into a kiss that tasted sharply of salt and a fierce, unresolved hunger that had been building since the first night we lied to the world.Stefan let out a low, desperate sound—a growl that vibrated directly from his chest into my throat—as his hands tore themselves out of his pockets.He didn't grab me gently. One massive, calloused palm slammed against the concrete right beside my ear, the impact echoing down the dark hallway like a distant slap on the ice, while his other hand gripped the back of my thigh, lifting my leg effortlessly until my knee hooked over his hip. The sudden change in leverage tilted my hips directly into his, the hard, unyielding line of his frame press
NOAHThe heavy iron doors of the training facility didn’t rattle when they closed behind us.They just clicked shut with a solid, pressurized thud that cut off the entire outside world.The sound of the city, the relentless hum of the afternoon traffic, and the imaginary ring of fifty reporters shouting over each other in the press room—all of it vanished, swallowed completely by the cavernous, concrete silence of the under-arena corridor.It was four in the afternoon.The stadium was empty, a hollow concrete shell waiting for Thursday’s crowd, and the air down here smelled the same as it always did: cold, sterile, mixed with the faint metallic tang of old skate-grinders and the heavy scent of rubber floor mats.I stopped just past the security turnstile, my boots sinking into the thick, patterned rubber flooring that lined the path toward the medical wing.My navy suit jacket felt heavy on my shoulders, a stiff reminder of the boardroom layout we had just escaped. Still, as I reached
NOAHThe heavy oak doors of the legacy conference room didn't just swing open; they felt like the gates to an ancient arena, the sudden blast of chilled, conditioned air hitting my face as Stefan and I stepped over the threshold into a room that contained eighty percent of the franchise's historical wealth.The atmosphere was thick with the scent of expensive cigars, fine leather, and a sharp, corporate hostility that made my suit jacket feel like a straitjacket, every single eye at the massive horseshoe-shaped table instantly locking onto us with a calculated, freezing intensity."You’re late, Kovacs," Arthur Ward barked from the head of the table, his tie slightly askew and his face a dangerously bright shade of crimson that confirmed exactly what Adrian had said—the GM was sweating through his tailoring. “This meeting is highly irregular, the board has already released its official statement regarding the compliance suspension, and we do not appreciate being summoned by a retired
NOAHThe storm outside the legacy conference room at the arena was nothing compared to the quiet, suffocating atmosphere inside Stefan’s private locker suite, where we were waiting out the final twenty minutes before the board meeting began.The space was entirely isolated from the rest of the facility, a luxurious little bunker of dark wood, leather sofas, and a private shower that still smelled faintly of the steam Stefan had used to wash the morning's exhaustion off his skin.I was pacing the length of the small Persian rug, my navy suit jacket thrown over the back of an armchair while my fingers methodically tugged at the knot of my silk tie, the silk suddenly feeling like a noose as the clock on the wall ticked closer to two."You're going to wear a hole in that floor, Noah."Stefan’s voice was a low, velvet purr from the edge of the leather sofa. He had changed out of his suit into a simple, form-fitting black long-sleeve tee and dark trousers, his wet hair pushed back carelessl
NOAHThe word blackmail echoed in the high-ceilinged bedroom like a physical strike, turning the warm, lingering haze of the night into a cold, clinical horror that made my throat close up entirely.I stared at the television screen, watching the scrolling red ticker rewrite my entire existence into the narrative of a calculated, scheming opportunist who used locker-room secrets as currency to climb the corporate ladder of the league. My years of studying, the late-night shifts at the clinic, the grueling hours spent fixing torn ligaments and bruised shoulders—all of it was being dissolved in real-time by a corporate PR machine designed to protect the franchise’s bottom line at all costs."I didn't do it," I whispered, the words sounding incredibly thin, almost pathetic, as I looked down at my hands, which were shaking so hard the platinum band on my finger was nothing but a silver blur. "Stefan, I swear to you, I didn't even know about the line-fixing investigation until you said it
NOAHThe private elevator ride up to the penthouse was a blur of heavy breathing and the desperate, frantic sound of fabric rubbing against fabric in the confined space.Stefan’s hands never left me, his fingers dug into the waist of my slacks, dragging me against his side as if he expected the ele
NOAHThe press room didn't just go quiet; it completely emptied of air as the word line-fixing dropped into the microphones like a live grenade, the echo vibrating through the speakers until the metal stands hummed.Beside me, Stefan didn't move a single muscle, his hand still holding mine with an
“Congratulations.”My voice warm as I hug Adrian tightly, clapping his back.“You know I’m happy for you,” I added quietly near his ear. “But if you ever hurt him, I will personally leak pictures of you crying in the locker room after that playoff loss.”Adrian snorts against my shoulder.When we p
The arena was shaking with noise.Thousands of fans were on their feet, screaming loud enough to rattle the glass surrounding the ice rink.“STE-FAN! STE-FAN! STE-FAN!”My name echoed across the arena like thunder.I pushed harder, my skates cutting sharp lines across the ice as I chased the puck r







