LOGINWhen I opened my eyes the next morning, the light was too bright. It sliced through the blinds like it was angry at me. For a second, I forgot everything that happened. There was a brief, fragile moment where my brain whispered it was just another day before the wedding.
Then I saw the bouquet lying crushed in the kitchen bin. The pieces of the ripped wedding invitation on the floor. And my chest tightened like someone had reached inside and squeezed it.
The world hadn’t ended. But mine had.
My phone was blinking on the nightstand. I stared at it like it was a bomb. Then I picked it up. There were thirty-seven missed calls, twelve voicemails, and more messages than I could count. Some were from Damien. Some from my wedding planner, Layla. A few from Maggie. And then there were the news notifications.
The headlines were everywhere.
Golden Couple in Trouble?
Damien Whitlock Seen Without
Fiancée Hours Before Wedding Rumors Swirl Around Missing Brideto-Be
I pressed my palm against my forehead. I wasn’t missing. I was hiding. There was a difference.
I scrolled down and saw pictures of me taken weeks ago, holding Damien’s hand, laughing like a fool in love. Next to them were paparazzi shots of Damien getting into his car last night. He looked pale and messy, like someone who had spent the night trying to do damage control.
I threw the phone on the bed.
My apartment smelled like rain and stale flowers. I got up, padded barefoot into the bathroom, and turned on the sink. The cold water stung my face. It didn’t wash the heaviness away, but it helped me breathe.
The intercom buzzed suddenly, making me jump. My heart raced as if I’d been caught doing something wrong.
“This is Elara,” I said softly.
“Elara, it’s me. Layla. Please, can I come up?”
I hesitated for a full ten seconds before I pressed the button. A few minutes later, the doorbell rang. Layla swept in like a storm dressed in beige silk. Her hair was perfect, as usual, and she smelled like expensive roses. She was the kind of woman who treated weddings like Olympic events.
Her eyes landed on me, and her perfect face faltered just slightly.
“Honey,” she whispered. “Oh my God.”
“I know,” I said.
She looked around the apartment like she expected to see a disaster zone. In a way, she did. Torn invitations. Unwashed dishes. A forgotten engagement gift still wrapped on the counter. She set her giant tote down and lowered her voice.
“Sweetheart, the press is going wild. You need to give me something to work with. Damien isn’t saying a word.”
“Good,” I muttered.
“Elara,” she said carefully. “The wedding is tomorrow.”
“Not anymore.”
She blinked at me, like I’d said something in a foreign language. “I’m sorry?”
“I’m not marrying him,” I said, voice steady. “It’s over.”
Layla’s mouth opened, then closed. She pulled out her iPad like she could fix my heartbreak with bullet points and mood boards. “You can’t just… call it off. We have five hundred guests. A live-stream contract. The Whitlocks already—” “I don’t care,” I cut her off.
She stared at me. Really stared. “This is about the rumors.”
I didn’t answer.
“Elara,” she said softly. “I don’t know what happened, but walking away like this—”
“He slept with my mother.”
The silence that followed was thick and cold. Layla froze like someone had pressed pause on her. Her iPad slipped a little in her hands.
“Oh,” she finally said. Not the elegant kind of “oh.” More like the
“what the hell did I just hear” kind.
“Yeah,” I said flatly. “Oh.”
Her lips parted, but no sound came out at first. Then, quietly, “Jesus, Elara.”
“I’m not marrying him,” I repeated.
She nodded slowly, like someone handling glass. “Okay. Okay, we can… we can work with this.”
I almost laughed. Work with this. As if this was a last-minute cake emergency, not my entire life shattering in public.
“I need you to know,” she continued, “the press is already circling. Someone leaked that you’re not answering calls. People are assuming cold feet.”
“Let them.”
“Elara, the Whitlocks will spin this.
They have the kind of power that can turn a scandal into a fairytale.”
“I don’t care what story they tell,” I said. But my voice wavered at the edges.
Layla gave me a look. The one that said, Oh, but you will. Because she was right. I hated that she was right.
Before she could say more, my phone buzzed again. This time it was my mother.
I stared at the screen, bile rising in my throat.
Layla glanced at it too. “Are you going to—”
“No.”
She nodded once. “Good.”
The phone buzzed again. And again. My mother never liked being ignored.
When I didn’t pick up, a message popped up. Short. Sharp.
Elara, we need to talk. This is not what you think.
I clenched my jaw so hard it hurt.
She didn’t even bother apologizing. Not once. No I’m sorry. No explanation. Just control. Just like always.
Layla began pacing, muttering to herself about contracts and headlines and how the hell she was going to keep reporters away from the rehearsal venue that no longer existed.
“Elara,” she said finally, “what do you want me to do?”
The question sat between us like a loaded gun. What did I want? To erase last night. To forget what I saw. To go back to the girl who believed in love stories. But I couldn’t.
“Cancel everything,” I said.
Her eyes widened. “Everything?” “Yes.”
She inhaled sharply. “You understand this will go public.”
“I want it to.”
Her head snapped toward me. “What?”
“I want them to know,” I said, my voice low. “I want them to see what kind of man he really is. What kind of woman she is.”
There it was. Not a cry. Not a whisper. Something harder. Colder.
Layla exhaled and nodded slowly. “All right. Then we burn the fairytale.”
I almost smiled.
As soon as she left, the phone rang again. This time, it wasn’t Layla or my mother. It was Damien.
I should have ignored it. I should have thrown the phone into the nearest river. But my thumb betrayed me, and before I could stop myself, I answered.
“Elara,” he said. His voice was hoarse. Like someone who hadn’t slept.
I didn’t say anything.
“Please, listen to me. It’s not like that.”
I laughed. A small, empty sound. “Not like what, Damien? Not like you were naked in bed with my mother? Not like I stood there and watched?”
“It wasn’t supposed to happen.”
“Wow,” I said. “That makes me feel so much better.”
“Elara, please. It’s complicated.” “Then explain it,” I snapped.
He hesitated. I heard him exhale, the sound catching in his throat.
“Your mother… she came to see me. She said she was worried about
you. Things just… got out of control.”
I closed my eyes, gripping the phone tighter. “You expect me to believe you tripped into bed with her?”
“No,” he said softly. “I expect you to forgive me.”
I almost dropped the phone. “You are unbelievable.”
“Elara, I love you.”
“Don’t you dare say that,” I whispered. “Don’t you dare use those words.”
Silence. Then, “We can fix this.”
“I don’t want to fix it.”
“Elara—”
“I said no.”
The silence stretched out. I could almost picture his face. The confident, charming man who always got what he wanted. Except now, he didn’t.
“If you do this,” he said finally, voice hardening, “if you walk away, you’re going to regret it.”
I almost laughed at that. “No, Damien. The only thing I regret is saying yes to you in the first place.”
I hung up before he could say another word.
The quiet that followed wasn’t peaceful. It was electric. My heart was pounding, not from fear anymore, but from something else. Anger. Resolve.
My phone vibrated again almost immediately. A new message.
Mom: You’re being dramatic. Let’s talk like adults.
Mom: You’re not thinking straight. Don’t ruin everything.
I didn’t reply.
I walked to the window and pushed the blinds open. Down below, there were already two black cars parked near the corner. Photographers. Their long lenses glinted in the sunlight. I saw a flash go off. They’d found me.
The world knew.
And somewhere out there, Damien was probably trying to shape the story. The perfect groom. The runaway bride. Poor, foolish Elara who got cold feet.
But this time, they weren’t going to get away with it. Not him. Not her.
I took a deep breath and whispered to my reflection, “If they want a story, I’ll give them one.”
My hands didn’t shake anymore.
Elara slept lightly.Not because she was afraid, but because her mind refused to let go of the last thought she’d carried into the dark.Choice.It echoed when she woke, steady and unafraid.The room was quiet. No alarms. No sudden summons. That alone felt suspicious.She dressed without hurry and left her quarters. The corridor was already awake, people moving with purpose, eyes sliding past her like she was both familiar and inconvenient.Phoenix fell into step beside her. “You are being observed more closely today.”Elara didn’t slow. “That’s not new.”“No,” Phoenix agreed. “But it is more deliberate.”“Good,” Elara said. “I’m done being misunderstood by accident.”They reached the shared operations floor. The room was busier than usual, low voices layered with tension that had not yet decided what it wanted to become.Damien was there.Not close. Not assigned to her. But present.Their eyes met across the room.He didn’t smile. He didn’t wave. He simply held her gaze for a moment
The first hour without Damien felt unreal.Not empty. Not loud.Just wrong.Elara stood in the corridor where he had turned away, her hands still curled like they were holding something that was no longer there. She forced them open and let them fall to her sides.Phoenix watched her carefully. “You are dissociating.”“No,” Elara said. “I’m adjusting.”Phoenix nodded once. “That is also dangerous.”Elara walked. If she stayed still, she would start bargaining with herself, and she was done doing that.The reassigned wing was three levels down. Damien’s clearance badge had already been deactivated from her floor. That hurt more than it should have.She stopped outside the security partition anyway.The guard didn’t meet her eyes. “Restricted.”“I know,” Elara said evenly.“You can’t pass.”“I didn’t ask to,” she replied. “I just wanted to stand here.”The guard hesitated, then stepped back half a pace.That small mercy almost broke her.She pressed her palm to the glass. Not to be dram
Elara woke before dawn.Not from fear. Not from noise.From clarity.It sat in her chest like a steady flame, not burning, not fading. Just there. She lay still, staring at the ceiling, listening to Damien’s breathing beside her. Slow. Even. Real.For a moment, she let herself stay.Then the weight returned.Not panic. Expectation.They would not let yesterday stand.She sat up carefully, slipping out of bed. The floor was cold under her feet. She welcomed it. Cold kept her present.Phoenix was waiting outside the room.“You’re awake early,” Elara said quietly.“You slept less than projected,” Phoenix replied.Elara crossed her arms. “I wasn’t tired.”Phoenix studied her. “Your cognitive patterns shifted after the meeting.”“Because I stopped pretending,” Elara said.“That is consistent with the data,” Phoenix said. “Also dangerous.”Elara met their gaze. “For who.”“For everyone,” Phoenix replied. “Including you.”Elara leaned against the wall. “They won’t back down, will they.”“No,
The morning after the confrontation did not arrive with alarms.That was what unsettled Elara most.No summons. No guards. No sharp messages disguised as concern. The silence felt deliberate, like a held breath.Damien noticed it too.“They’re waiting,” he said, sitting across from her at the small table. He hadn’t touched his coffee.Elara nodded. “They always do.”He studied her face. “How are you holding up.”She considered the question honestly. “Clear. Tired. Angry in a quiet way.”“That’s the dangerous kind,” he said.She gave a faint smile. “I know.”Phoenix appeared in the doorway, expression unreadable. “Deliberation phase has begun.”Damien glanced at them. “That sounds official.”“It is,” Phoenix replied. “They are deciding whether resistance is worth the cost.”Elara leaned back. “And what’s the verdict.”Phoenix tilted their head. “Unclear. But factions are forming.”“That’s new,” Damien said.“It was inevitable,” Phoenix replied. “Your refusal forced alignment.”Elara ex
The retaliation did not come as punishment.It came as an offer.Elara recognized the tactic the moment Alexander requested her presence alone. No council. No observers. Just him, standing near the window, hands clasped behind his back like this was business as usual.“They want compromise,” he said.She didn’t sit. “They always do.”Alexander turned. “They’re willing to keep Damien on-site.”Her pulse skipped. She hated that he noticed.“At a cost,” she said.“Yes.”She folded her arms. “Let me guess. Restricted proximity. Supervised interaction. Language dressed up as safeguards.”Alexander nodded once. “You’d lose unscheduled access. Emotional triggers would be monitored.”Elara laughed softly. “They really don’t listen.”“They believe this is generous,” he replied.She stepped closer. “And what do you believe.”Alexander hesitated. That alone was answer enough.“I believe,” he said carefully, “that this is the point where refusing may escalate beyond politics.”Her eyes narrowed.
The pressure didn’t arrive loudly.It crept in through small things.A delayed message.A missing clearance.A room that suddenly required permission where none had before.Elara noticed all of it.She didn’t comment at first. She watched. She listened. She let the tension stretch instead of snapping too soon.Damien noticed too.“They’re closing doors,” he said one morning, standing beside her at the console. “Slowly.”“They want me to feel it,” Elara replied. “Like a warning.”“And do you?”She thought about it. About the way her chest tightened when access screens blinked red. About the faint hum under her skin that answered stress with heat.“Yes,” she said. “But not the way they expect.”Phoenix joined them, arms folded. “They are testing limits.”“Mine,” Elara said.“And his,” Phoenix added, glancing at Damien.Damien exhaled. “I figured.”Alexander entered the room without announcing himself. “You should both be prepared.”Elara didn’t look up. “For what.”“For separation,” he







