Lila’s POV
The sun had barely risen when I stepped into the office that morning. The hum of early morning activity buzzed around me, with colleagues chatting over coffee and shuffling through papers. Normally, the rhythm of the office helped me find my own focus, but today, everything felt off. I dropped my bag onto my desk and flipped open my laptop. The screen blurred in front of me as I tried to organize my tasks for the day. The slight nausea I had felt earlier hadn't subsided, and the persistent headache at my temples made it hard to think. The strategy meeting was scheduled for 10 a.m and I dreaded it not just because Drew would be there, but because I knew I wasn’t in the right frame of mind. My thoughts were scattered, and no matter how hard I tried, I couldn’t seem to pull myself together. When the meeting finally began, I took a seat near the middle of the table, purposefully avoiding eye contact with Drew. He was seated at the head, his usual commanding presence impossible to ignore. As the discussion began, my stomach churned again. I pressed a hand to my abdomen, hoping no one noticed. Drew’s voice carried across the room, sharp and precise as he directed the conversation. My eyes briefly met his, and though his expression didn’t change, I could feel the weight of his gaze. Halfway through the meeting, I felt a sudden wave of dizziness. My vision swam, and my palms grew clammy. I swallowed hard, trying to steady myself, but the discomfort only intensified. “Lila?” Drew’s voice broke through my haze. I blinked up at him, realizing everyone was looking at me. “I...I’m fine,” I stammered. “You don’t look fine,” he said, his brow furrowed. “I just need a moment,” I said quickly, standing and excusing myself before anyone could say more. By the time I returned to my seat after excusing myself to the restroom, I tried to maintain an air of normalcy, though Drew’s occasional glances in my direction made that difficult. “Does anyone else have input?” Drew’s sharp voice pulled me back into the moment. His eyes scanned the room, but when they landed on me, his brow furrowed slightly. I averted my gaze, hoping he wouldn’t call on me. Thankfully, someone else chimed in, allowing me to escape the spotlight. The meeting finally ended with Drew announcing that any pending updates should be sent to him directly by the end of the day. His tone was clipped, but I could tell he was watching me as we all filed out of the room. I returned to my desk, trying to focus on the tasks ahead, but my phone buzzed, pulling me out of my thoughts. Max: Hey, have you eaten? There’s a café near your office I’d like to check out. Join me if you’re free. I hesitated, the morning’s events weighing heavily on me. But a part of me wanted the distraction, and Max always had a way of lightening the mood. Me: Sure. Text me the address. The café was a charming little place with rustic décor and a warm ambiance. Max was waiting for me at a corner table, his easy smile a welcome sight after the tension of the morning. “Hey,” he said, standing to pull out my chair. “Hi,” I replied, managing a small smile as I sat down. “You look... not great,” he said gently, his eyes studying me. “Rough day?” “You could say that,” I muttered, glancing at the menu. “Let me guess,” he said, leaning forward. “It has something to do with Drew.” I froze for a moment before narrowing my eyes at him. “Why would you say that?” “Because I know you, Lila,” he said simply. “And I saw what happened last night. The way he walked past you without even looking at you, it was brutal. Are you okay?” The concern in his voice was genuine, and for a moment, I considered telling him everything. But I held back, still unsure of how much I could trust him. “It’s complicated,” I said finally, looking away. Max didn’t press immediately, but his silence spoke volumes. He waited until our orders arrived before trying again. “Lila,” he said softly, breaking a piece off his pastry. “I know I’ve been out of your life for a while, but you can talk to me. I’m not just some guy from your past. I care about you.” I bit my lip, still hesitant. “Do you remember that time in high school when you volunteered to help organize the charity event?” he asked, his tone light but pointed. I blinked at him, surprised by the memory. “Yeah, I remember. What about it?” “Do you also remember how the committee tried to pin that disaster of a mix up on you? When the caterer canceled last minute, and they said it was because you forgot to confirm?” I frowned, nodding slowly. That had been one of the most humiliating moments of my life until Max had stepped in. “You were the only one who believed me,” I said quietly. “Because I knew you’d never make a mistake like that,” he said, his gaze steady. “And I still believe in you, Lila. Whatever’s going on with Drew or anything else you don’t have to face it alone.” His words hit me harder than I expected. I looked down at my plate, emotions swirling in my chest. “Thank you, Max,” I said softly, meeting his eyes. “You don’t have to thank me,” he said with a small smile. “Just... don’t shut me out, okay?” Before I could respond, my phone buzzed with an email notification. I glanced at the screen, my stomach tightening as I read the subject line. Subject: Emergency Meeting — Immediate Attendance Required Body: All team members are required to report to the main conference room immediately. This is a matter of utmost importance. “What’s wrong?” Max asked, noticing my sudden shift in demeanor. “I don’t know,” I said, standing abruptly. “There’s an emergency meeting. I have to go.” “Lila…” “Thanks for lunch,” I said quickly, cutting him off as I stood to hurry back to the office. “I’ll call you later.” Back at the office, the tension was palpable. Colleagues whispered in hushed tones as we gathered in the conference room. Drew was already there, his expression unreadable as he stood at the head of the table. “Thank you all for coming on such short notice,” he began, his voice calm but serious. “We have a situation that requires immediate attention.” My pulse quickened, unease settling in the pit of my stomach as I listened. “The project has been compromised,” Drew continued, his sharp gaze sweeping over the room. “And we need to find out how and why.”Lila’s POVThe fire crackled in front of us, throwing shadows across the room. I stared into the flames until the light blurred, the warmth on my face doing nothing to stop the cold in my chest. My fingers tightened around the mug of hot chocolate.“I know you’ve been waiting for me to explain,” I whispered again. My voice felt small in the silence. “And I can’t keep it in anymore. You deserve to know everything.”Neither of them spoke. My father’s gaze stayed steady, his eyes soft but serious. My mother’s hand hovered near mine on the couch, as if she was ready to catch me if my words shattered me.So I began.“At first, it didn’t seem so bad,” I said, a bitter laugh escaping me. “When Max came back into my life, I thought it was fate… like maybe someone had been sent to care for me when everything else was falling apart. He was warm, attentive, always saying the right things. For a while, I wanted to believe him.”I paused, swallowing hard. My throat burned.“But then… I started not
Lila’s POVThe moment my mother’s arms loosened, she didn’t ask a single question. She only brushed a stray strand of hair from my face and smiled, though her eyes shimmered with the weight of unspoken things.“Come,” she said gently, her voice pulled me back into the world I thought I had lost. “Let’s go home.”I swallowed hard and nodded. My gaze drifted over her shop counter. Everything looked exactly the same, yet seeing it now filled me with guilt.“Mom, your shop” I began, my voice catching.She waved a hand before I could finish, the corners of her mouth lifting in reassurance. “Forget the shop. You are here now, and that is all that matters. The shop will wait. You won’t.”Her words sank deep, both comforting and heavy. I hated that she would close for me, hated being the reason she lost even a few hours of business. But the truth was, I needed her more than I could admit aloud. My chest ached with the need to cling to her, to soak in the quiet strength I had missed for so lon
Lila’s POVMorning came quietly, too quietly.I woke before the sun fully crept through my curtains. The room was gray, still wrapped in the weight of night, and for a moment, I just sat there, clutching the blanket against my chest. The suitcase waited by the door like a silent witness, packed and ready, its handle upright as though urging me to move.I swung my legs over the bed and stood slowly. My body felt heavier than usual, not just from exhaustion, but from everything I carried inside. I ran a palm over my stomach, lingering there for a moment. The tiny swell, still barely visible, was the only steady thing I had left.I moved about the apartment quietly, having my bath, pulling on my clothes, fastening my coat, slipping my documents into my handbag. Every sound felt too loud in the silence, the rasp of the zipper, the squeak of the suitcase wheels as I tested them. I winced and glanced toward the thin walls.The last thing I wanted was to wake my neighbors. I moved carefully,
Lila’s POVThe day bled into evening in slow, uneven drops. I had already freshened up and just lay on my bed waiting for the doctors to come for their routine check up.The doctors came eventually, a cluster of them in white coats, their voices soft and clinical as they examined me. The cold press of a stethoscope against my chest and the pinch of a blood pressure cuff was one feeling that I still wasn't used to. I couldn't believe that this was my life now, and as I sat still while answering their questions in a voice that didn’t sound like my own I just kept wishing that everything would be over soon.When they finally stepped back, the lead doctor gave me a smile that did not quite reach his tired eyes.“You are recovering well,” he said. “The chemical traces have left your system, and your vitals are stable. We will still want you to rest, eat properly and avoid stress as much as possible.”I almost laughed at that, bitterly. Avoid stress? How could I, when my entire life had bec
Lila’s POVThe silence that followed Drew’s words was worse than the shouting, worse than the accusations and worse than the moment I thought I might lose him on that stretcher."You’re no different from her."The phrase looped inside my head like a broken record, until it wasn’t his voice anymore. It became mine, whispering into my ear, accusing me and condemning me.My hate for Kimberley intensified too.Even though she was not here her ghost filled the room, her presence had become a constant between Drew and I. She was the woman who had carved him open and left wounds that had never closed. The woman I swore I would never become. And yet, in his eyes, I was already like her.I sat frozen in the chair, my body rigid and my breath shallow. The heart monitor’s steady beeping mocked me. Every note said he was alive, that I had not lost him in body. But what use was that? when his heart and his trust was slipping further and further away from me.I don't know how I got to this point wh
Lila’s POVI didn't know when I slept off, after crying for hours, exhaustion finally took over me and I slept off. Even in my sleep all I could think of was Drew, not minding the fact that he hated me now. I didn't know how long I slept but immediately I woke up his eyes opened, staring at me with so much intensity and in that moment my entire world shifted.For hours, no it felt like lifetimes, I had sat in that chair beside his bed, counting the rise and fall of his chest, terrified that each breath might be the last. My body went numb, my mind was shattered, and now… he was awake. It felt like a miracle.I don’t even remember moving, only that one moment I was frozen in disbelief, and the next I was leaning forward, cradling his face in my trembling hands as if anchoring myself to the proof that he was alive.“Drew…” I whispered, my voice already breaking. “You’re awake. Oh God, you’re awake.”Relief ripped through me so violently that my knees nearly gave out, even though I was s