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Lyla Rose
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The palace feels cold tonight. A chill that seeps into your bones, no matter how many blankets you wrap around yourself. The fireplace is nothing more than a flickering memory of warmth and the dim light barely touches the edges of the room, casting shadows that stretch across the floor. I sit on the couch, the weight of the world pressing down on me.
The medical report lies on the coffee table, the word "infertile" staring up at me in cold, clinical black and white. It’s only a piece of paper, but the truth it carries slices through me. Vincent, my husband, stands across from me, his back stiff, his jaw set in stone.
“You're divorcing me for an heir?” I laugh bitterly, the sound hollow in the icy air between us.
“You knew the deal when you married me. You can’t give me what I need.” He growls, his voice low and detached, like he’s already let go of me, like I’ve already slipped from his grasp.
My heart feels like it’s shattering, but I force a smile, claws of tears digging at my eyes as I fight to hold them back. “We can adopt a child. Come on, Vincent, you know you don’t have to leave me just because I’m infertile.” I plead desperately, my words spilling out, raw and trembling, each one a silent cry for him to stay.
His face remains a mask, but there’s a flicker, just a flash of something like pain, before he shuts it down. “Adoption isn’t an option; a Ricci needs a blood heir.” He turns abruptly, his movement harsh and final. “My father is arranging a marriage with a suitable Italian woman. She’s fertile.”
“Don’t say that.” I push myself up, shaking and reach out to him with a trembling hand. “I don’t want you marrying another woman.” My fingers brush his chest gently, but he steps away, his eyes colder than ever.
His hand shoots out, clamping around my wrist with a force that makes me wince. “Don’t be selfish, Rose. You can’t give me what I need. Maria is beautiful, experienced, fertile, and from a powerful Italian family. She’ll give me the heir I need.”
The words land like a punch to the gut. “Heir isn’t all that matters... I want to be with you.” My voice trembles with desperation, spilling out, raw and unguarded. My breath hitches as I reach for him again, pleading, “Please.”
He stares at me for a long moment, his face softening just for a second, like he’s about to give in. But then it hardens again, like a mask snapping back into place. “You don’t understand. Being a mafia king isn’t just about power and money. It’s about family, legacy. Without an heir, everything I’ve built will crumble.” He steps closer, his words a low whisper, but they cut deeper than anything. “I love you, Rose.”
His words are a confession, but they don’t feel like they used to. They don’t make me feel safe anymore, not when he’s already slipping away. “Just don’t marry Maria.” My voice cracks, and I can feel the tears pushing at the back of my eyes, but I hold them back, just barely.
He cups my face roughly, his thumb swiping across my bottom lip, the motion too tender for the brutal edge in his voice. “Then who will give me the damn heir, huh?” His words are sharp, final, like a blade to the chest. “You’re infertile, Rose. You can’t have my baby.” His hands drop from me like I’m nothing, and he turns away, his silhouette harsh against the dim light. “I’m marrying Maria tomorrow.”
“Take me to a doctor. Maybe there’s a way to fix my infertility.” The words spill out before I can stop them, my voice trembling as I look up at him, praying for even the slightest hint of mercy.
He lets out a bitter laugh, “Three different doctors, Rose. Specialists. They all said the same thing. You’ll never carry a child. The damage is permanent.” His voice is sharp, cutting through the air between us. He leans down, his face inches from mine, and for the first time in a long while, I see it, the weariness, the cold frustration in his eyes. “But if you want to waste more time and money on false hope, go ahead. The wedding is still tomorrow.”
“Why are you so desperate to leave me?” I croak out, the pain in my chest expanding, suffocating me. I look up at him, my eyes clouded with hurt, trying to understand the man standing before me.
His expression crumbles for a split second, the mask slipping to reveal something beneath... something human. “Because… because I’m falling apart without an heir.” The words come out rough, as if they’re tearing him open. He pulls away from me, his back to me now, his voice distant but thick with something like regret. “I need a son. A Ricci heir. And you can’t give that to me.” He starts walking towards the door, his steps heavy, like each one is a final nail in the coffin of what we were.
“Just don’t leave me because I’m infertile.” My voice cracks, raw, vulnerable. I call out after him, my heart shattering with each step he takes away from me.
He pauses, his hand on the door handle. “It’s not just about infertility, Rose. It’s about legacy. Family. Power.” His voice drops lower, and I hear the finality in his tone. “The wedding is at noon tomorrow.” The door creaks open, and he steps into the hallway, never looking back. “Goodbye, Rose.” The door slams shut with a deafening finality.
I stand there for a moment, the silence engulfing me, suffocating me. Then, my fury rises, the pain turning into something darker.
“You can’t leave me. I’ll kill Maria if you marry her!” The words burst from my chest, raw and furious.
He slams the door open again, the fury in his eyes matching mine, as if he’s been waiting for this moment. In a flash, he slams me against the wall, his large hand gripping my throat, not squeezing, but holding me, his fingers digging into my skin. “What did you just say?” He demands. “Say it again... I dare you.” His face is so close, I can feel his breath on my lips, and I’m drowning in his eyes, in the heat of his rage. “My family would kill you for even thinking about her.”
“I will kill her before you marry her... You can’t divorce me.” The words come out cold, detached, my anger like ice, but inside I’m breaking.
He stares at me, shocked by my sudden violence, but then something shifts in his gaze. He throws his head back and laughs, a low, mocking sound that makes my blood boil. He releases my throat, but his fingers leave a burn. “God, I love you sometimes.” His hands grab my face roughly, pulling me closer. “But you’re insane if you think I’ll let you kill my bride.”
Lyla Rose_________The morning light spills through the tall windows, warming the living room in lazy streaks. Tiny footsteps patter across the wooden floor, uneven and clumsy, a rhythm of pure chaos. I lean against the couch, coffee in hand, my heart already full, watching my little ones explore their world.“Momma! Mommma!” Ella squeals, her tiny arms reaching out as she teeters unsteadily across the rug, a castle of blocks tumbling behind her. Damien toddles after her, his cheeks flushed with excitement, a toy car clutched tightly in one fist, his little brows furrowed in determination. “Maaaaine!” he declares, in his adorable two-year-old voice.I laugh as Carter emerges from the kitchen, shirt slightly rumpled, a crooked grin on his face. “Trouble’s awake early,” he teases, scooping Damien up with one arm, spinning him gently as Damien shrieks with joy. “And you,” he says, crouching to Ella’s level, “what are you plotting, little mischief?”Ella giggles, pointing at the toppled b
Lyla Rose________After a while, I gently lay the twins in the crib, smoothing the blankets over them with care, my fingers lingering on their tiny hands. The quiet hum of the nursery fills the space, a fragile rhythm of their breaths and soft sighs. I take a deep, shaky breath, my heart full and aching all at once.Carter enters quietly, his presence calm but deliberate. He kneels before me, a small, carefully wrapped box in his hands, his eyes soft yet unwavering.“I… thought you might like this,” he murmurs, a hint of a smile tugging at his lips.I blink, taking the box hesitantly. Its weight feels strange, yet comforting, as if it holds all the pieces of a past I’ve tried to bury. “Carter…” I whisper, my voice trembling.“Open it,” he says simply, his gaze steady, his hands resting lightly on my knees.I unwrap it slowly, my breath catching in my throat. Inside is the delicate golden locket, tiny photographs lie pressed together, me, Carter, and Vincent smiling, frozen in a moment
Lyla Rose________Seven months later, the day finally arrives. I give birth to twins, a boy and a girl, both with my hazel eyes, delicate and alert, tiny fingers curling around the warmth of the world they’ve just entered. The exhaustion and pain of labor fade into a blur as I hold them close, their fragile breathing a rhythm that makes my heart ache and soar all at once.A week after we’re discharged, Carter brings us home. I collapse onto the couch, exhausted, eating slowly while he holds both babies to his chest. Pride shines in his eyes; he looks so happy, so complete, and for a moment the grief feels lighter.Our baby boy whimpers softly. Carter rocks him gently, his face softening with paternal pride. The baby girl yawns beside him, tiny fists curling against his chest. “They’re perfect,” he whispers, glancing at me. “Completely perfect.”I set the plate aside and sink deeper into the couch as Carter hands Ella to me. I cradle her carefully, her tiny face resting against my che
Lyla Rose_________I don’t know what to do anymore. I never imagined I’d be here, in this house, in this life, carrying Carter’s child while my heart still aches for Vincent. Did I make a mistake moving on with Carter because I thought Vincent betrayed me? Was I stupid not to give him another chance? Should I leave Carter, or stay because… somewhere deep down, I know he’s the one I should choose? But it hurts, losing Vincent still tears me apart.And no matter where I run, Carter will find me. I can never truly escape him. I’m carrying his heir. If I try to leave, he’ll be enraged, and I’ll be trapped in a storm I can’t survive. What do I do now?__________A week drifts by like a blur. I barely eat. I barely sleep. And I know Carter doesn’t deserve this coldness from me. I can’t afford to be weak, not with eight weeks of life growing inside me. I rise unsteadily, take a long shower, and go downstairs, trying to steady my shaking hands, trying to appear calm.The mansion is quiet, th
Carter Ricci__________The cemetery erupts into chaos. Marco lies sprawled on the ground, two bullets burned into his skull. Rose stands there, my gun in her hands, a wild, ragged light in her eyes, rage and madness tangled together. Vincent’s men reach for their weapons, trembling, their hands shaking. My mind freezes. My body reacts. I move faster, grabbing the gun from her, pointing it at them. No one will touch her. Not a single soul.“It’s over, lower your weapons,” I murmur blankly, my voice hollow, and she collapses into me, unconscious.I hold her gently, my arms locking around her like I’ll never let her slip away. My chest pounds against hers, my heart shattering and surging in one brutal rhythm. The men slowly lower their weapons, their eyes flicking to me, waiting for instructions.Vincent’s mother screams beside Marco’s lifeless body as the men begin lowering Vincent’s casket into the grave. I sink to the ground, staring at the soil swallowing my nephew, and for the firs
Lyla Rose________Carter’s car pulls up at the cemetery and my chest tightens as if a fist has slammed into it. Vincent came all the way to London, risking everything, just to take me back to Italy and now he’s dead, buried here, so far from the life he wanted to build with me. The pain is unbearable, twisting in my chest, tearing me apart. I never thought I’d allow myself to feel this pain again and yet it hurts so much that I wish I could join him.. but I can’t. I carry an innocent life inside me, fragile and dependent, and I cannot destroy it.The world feels impossibly quiet, except for the priest’s solemn voice, carrying softly over the cold, still air as he recites the final prayers. Powerful men in black stand around Vincent’s casket, their faces stoic and distant. His mother kneels beside the grave, her shoulders shaking, her sobs muffled but desperate. His father, Marco, remains rigid, pale, a frozen sentinel. Maria, the whore of a woman he married after me, stares blankly a







