CHAPTER 41

Ryan's POV

She is one hell of a woman.

I thought she would become jealous of my question and throw a tantrum but she isn't doing any of that and I don't feel satisfied.

I really don't know why I feel this way. The other day, I was so excited about the thought of having sex but here I am asking for permission from her and after getting the permission, the excitement is nonexistent.

What is wrong with me?

I watch as her eyes bulge open in surprise. I am as surprised as she is. I didn't mean to ask her that question but there is something at the back of my mind that I can't bring to the forefront.

Something forbidden. Uncalled for. Something that shouldn't be heard of me.

"What?!" She exclaims again for the umpteenth time.

I shrug in genuine puzzlement. I really do not know why I said that too.

Suddenly, I let out a chuckle and watch her roll her eyes at me, then sigh. "You are kidding, right?"

I shrug again, this time in sheer ignorance of what I am exactly doing.

She let out a long his