Alice Anderson
I brought out my phone from my bag and dial my friend's number, James.James is a friend with benefits. Yes, you heard that right. We both do what couples do except for the love part, there's nothing as love between us.
James has always been there for me ever since we were kids. I met him a year after Dad took me in. He's caring, loving, and a sweet guy but, never for once have I ever felt anything for him and so he did not also.
You can call me a bad girl but, I'm not a wayward type either. James was my first and he has always been the man I had sex with aside from Robert whom I happen to meet three months ago.
"Hey" I said in a faint voice the moment he picked up the call.
"Are you okay?" That was the first thing that came out of his mouth to me.
As expected. James is just the best guy in the whole world. He's the only man who understands me so much even before I speak aside Dad.
"Can.. can we see?"
"Want me to pick you up?"
"No, I will take a cab down there" I said.
"A cab? Why not your car?" He asked.
"No, I prefer to take a cab. I'm not in the mood to drive"
"Okay then, be fast." He said and I hang up the call.
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I arrived at his place and a broad smile appeared on his face upon seeing me. "Hey" he kissed my cheek.I hug him tightly not letting go at that moment. I have no idea what has gotten into me. I'm suddenly down all of a sudden and I don't want to admit this is all because of Ken.
I broke the hug as I suddenly took him off guard and kissed him passionately. I expected him to kiss me back at the same pace but rather, he stopped me.
"Hey, hey, hey, you need to calm down. What's wrong?" He questioned, chuckling.
"What do you mean, what's wrong? Of course, I want you" I said, trying to kiss him again but he stopped me again.
"Alice, you need to stop this, okay? Why are you like this all of a sudden? This is not you" he looked at me suspiciously and confused.
"I don't get you, James. When did you begin to avoid my touch?" I questioned in a pissed tone.
I know, I look so stupid right now but I don't care! He led me into this in the first place. He was the first man who made me a woman.
"Hey, I'm not trying to avoid you okay" he said softly, placing both his hands on my cheeks and giving me a light kiss on my lip. "Believe me, I will never avoid you. That's the last thing I will ever do"
"Then, what's all this? I tried touching you but you avoided me" I stated the obvious and he sighed.
"Alice, can we talk?" He asked instead. I looked at his face suspiciously with a raised brow.
"You're making me anxious, James. What's going on?" I asked.
He made me seat in front of him on his sofa and begin to scratch the nape of his neck. "Alice, whatever I'm about to say right now, do not get me wrong, okay? I do not want you to get upset....." He trailed off whilst studying my face carefully.
Wait a minute, I hope it's not what I'm thinking. I really hope it's not what I'm thinking.
"Don't tell me... Don't tell me, you now have a girlfriend?!" I point an accusing finger at him. I expect him to deny it and tell me I was wrong but, the look on his face says otherwise.
"Alice, I..."
"No, that's enough. I get it now. I think I need to leave" I said, getting up from my seat.
I can't believe he used me.
But, what was I thinking? He would never find true love? I can't expect a man like James not to have intentions of settling down with a good woman. I mean, he's a good-looking young man. He's sexy and rich too.
He might be good-looking but not as Ken- my head suddenly says.
Shut up!- I mentally snap at my thought.
I looked at him and sighed. Any woman would be lucky to have him as her man. I have no idea why I feel so upset about this news he just buzzes to me. Plus, it's not like I'm in love with him, right? So, why am I upset?
"Can you at least listen to me for once and allow me to talk?" He looked pissed.
Wait, he has the right to be upset at me? I should be the one getting mad at him and not the other way round.
He deceived me and made me believe he has no girl in his life because, how in the world did they come this far yet, I had no idea.
"What do you have to say? That, you now have a girl and whatever has been going on between us has to stop? Fine! I'm happy for you! I'm going to leave so you can concentrate more on your GIRL!" I burst angrily stretching on the word 'Girl'.
I have no idea why I'm like this toward him all of a sudden. I do not have feelings for him, do I?
"Alice! Damn it! What are you saying? You're getting it all wrong" he hissed before facepalming himself.
"What do you mean?" I stared at him, confused.
"Like I said earlier, I have something important to discuss with you and, this is about US. You and I" he said looking intensely into my eyes.
I blink my eyes numerous times. "What are you talking about?"
He made me seat again and this time around, very close to him on the couch. "I know, this might be a little bit shock to you but, I don't think I can hold it in any longer. I've been trying to suppress this feeling but, I just can't find myself locking up when it's affecting me badly"
"James, you need to stop talking in parables and tell me exactly what's going on. You now have a girlfriend? Of course, I'm fine with that. I'm not going to hate you because of that if, that's what you're thinking"
"Damn it! I told you this is not about any girl! I have no girl, Alice. I have... No one in my life... except you. You're the only important woman in my life and that's never going to change" he said, sincerity laced in his eyes.
I've known him for years, and I've been able to read him like an open book. I know, exactly what the look on his face says right now.
"I swear, you better tell me what is going on because you're still making me confuse. Tell me what it's before I do something crazy" I threatened.
"Alice, do not get upset okay?"
"Okay"
"Promise?"
"I promise you, James. I won't get upset no matter what you say. Now, tell me, what's it?"
He hold my hands in his and caressed them gently. "I... I... lov... I love you, Alice. let's get married tomorrow as soon as possible"
Alice AndersonTrying to process all he just said, I hurriedly yank off my hand from his once I did. "What?" I said, stunned. "What are you saying?" I asked again with a chuckle. "I love you, Alice. I know, this seems as a shock to you but, I can't hide it anymore. I've always been in love with you""What are you saying, James?! How can you be in love with me?! This is Alice! Have you suddenly forgotten that? How can you be in love with someone like me?" How can he say this to me now after Dom just declared his intentions of me marrying his son?"Why? Are you saying I don't have the right to choose the woman I want to be with for the rest of my life?""No, no. Of course, you have the right to but... It's just... I mean, we've been-""Sleeping together?" He cut me off as he finished the last sentence for me. "Look Alice, I love you from the depth of my heart. I've always loved you. I probably see nothing wrong falling in love with the most beautiful woman on earth. To me, you mean the
Alice Anderson "What?!" He looked shocked. "I'm sorry James but I can't do this" I can't do this because I can't tell him the real reason why I'm rejecting him. "You mean, you're rejecting me because of that?" "And you think, it's not enough reason for me to? I will end up putting your life at risk. I... I can't do that to you" "What the fuck are you saying, Alice?! We've been together for years now! I've never thought about my safety for once! You know why? Because I never cared! All I wanted was just you! Your presence around me. Despite that, nothing has happened to me to date and now, you're suddenly worried for my safety?" He doesn't seem to buy my lie. "Is there anything you're not telling me?" He asked carefully as he look deeply into my eyes. Yes, I have a lot to say. I'm getting married to another man- I wanted to say that to him but can't bring myself to say such a thing to him. "I need to leave now" I suddenly blurted. "You think I'm going to allow you to ste
Alice Anderson Stop acting all innocent because it will only make me mad more" he shot me a deadly glare as he said that. "I haven't done anything wrong and you know it!" I can't help but burst at him. He kept blaming me for everything even when I haven't done any. "Really? Haven't done anything wrong, you mean, luring my Dad to make you mine? Or, are you sleeping with him in the same way you sleep around with other men out there? Is that the reason why he's trying so hard to force you on me without my consent?" "W.. what?!!!" "Why are you shocked? Aren't you a slut who sleeps around with different men?" He didn't look remorseful about what he just said. How dare him! Without a second thought, I landed my palm roughly on his cheek. "What the fuck! How dare yo-" "No, how dare you called me a slut?!" I cut him off. "You dared open your mouth and call me names? Are you in any way better than me? And, seeing how you think so lowly of your father, makes me more disappointed in y
Alice Anderson Look, I also have no intentions of bringing you along with me but I'm very well aware of what my Dad can do. He would definitely ask of you and I'm not ready to answer his questions concerning you. So, get your beautiful ass up now, and let's go" "What exactly is your problem, Ken?" I just can't hold it in any longer. He's becoming too annoying. "Can you stop making it look like everything revolves around you? Just because you're highly respected and people get scared at the mention of your name doesn't give you the right to do whatever pleases you." I said in a challenging tone. "What?!!" "You heard me right. Look, I know Dad is important but, I'm not moving a foot until I treat his wound." I said, pointing at the poor guy on the floor still groaning in pain. "You can't be fucking serious right now?!" He cursed. "Watch me, Ken" I helped the guy up and without sparing Ken a glance, I left his room with the guy. •"Are you okay now?" He just got treated and rest
Alice Anderson He stood there opposite me and shot me a deadly glare. I believe, no one has ever tried putting him in his place before, not even Dom has ever done something like this to him. "If you think, your empty threat or this little scratch would move me a bit then you lied. I'm never going to become vulnerable in front of you" I said. I watch as he grits his teeth and clenched his hand in anger but, I don't care. If he wants to prove he's crazy then, I will prove that I'm much crazier than he is. "What are you still waiting for? Scram! Just shoo!" I said to him with a raised brow. "You're forgetting something, Alissa. This place...." He trailed off as he point around everywhere in the room before staring back at me. "Belongs to me. You do not own this place. I built this whole building, with my hard-earned money, you have no right to tell me what to do or what not to do" he said, dangerously. "I don't care what your thoughts are, just scram from here" I hissed, rolling
Alice Anderson "Why?" I asked, immediately he walked out of the room. He raised his eyebrow at me. "I mean, why are you being nice to me all of a sudden?" I can't help but ask. I really want to know why he's like this towards me out of blue. He was the one who hurt me and still the same person taking care of me. "You think, I'm being nice to you because I wanted to? I'm only doing this because of my father and, the fact that you're a tool in getting what rightfully belong to me" "What?!!" "We're done talking. Get up, we need to leave now" "I'm not going anywhere with you. I can go there myself" I said, stubbornly. "Do not make me repeat myself, woman! You won't like it" he hissed angrily. I sighed and decide to do as he said. I do not want any trouble again. I'm tired of arguing with him all the time. I got up and followed right behind him like a lost puppy. We both got into his car and he drove straight to the hospital. All through the ride, non of us said a word to ea
Alice Anderson "I can't believe you're doing this to me, Dad. I'm your only son but, you seem to never regard me as one. We both went through a lot together, have you suddenly forgotten about that? Plus, I've always done all you asked even at the point of forcing me to do things I don't want but, why this? Of all trials, you can give me, why this?" He questioned his father in a sad and disappointed tone. It's written all over his face. "Whatever I'm doing right now, is for your own good. I'm only trying to watch out for my son" "Really Dad? Watch out for me. I'm fucking 32 years old already and, you called this, watch out? Forcing someone I do not love on me?" "I know how you feel about the whole thing right now but, it's for the best, okay? Alissa is a good girl and she will make a good wife for you. I'm sorry but, this is the only way to make you stay with her. It's either you agree to be with her as her husband or, you forget about inheriting my wealth" Dad said again with fin
Alice Anderson "No, I don't think I am and I believe, I need a dose to get better" he said in a sweet and romantic tone? No, I think I'm mistaken. There's no way Ken would be this nice to me out of blue. This is the same guy who flared up at the mention of my name just some hours ago. "W.. wh.. what are you doing?" I stuttered with my two hands placed on his chest as I tried to push him away from me but he wouldn't let me go. Also, I just realized that he's on his singlet and sweatpant only. Not only that, he's also sweaty. There's no way he just finished exercising, is it? At this time of the day? "Why? I can't help you with the cooking? Ain't you my supposedly wife-to-be?" "Look, Ken, I'm not in for your silly games right now. All I want is to make Dad's favorite meal so I can take it to him." I said. Before he can say anything, I added, "Also, for the record, I do not want any of this happening between us, not in this way. I've always wanted to tell you that. I have no int