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Ivy POV
Three jobs. That is what it required to maintain a roof over my head and to ensure that my cupboard contained something other than expired ramen. Library shifts before class; filing paperwork nobody read at the campus office in the afternoons; and bartending, the loudest, sweatiest, and most chaotic of the three, at The Rusty Nail on a Friday night.
Most nights blurred together, but tonight was worse than usual. Some local team had won their game, and half the bar had spilled in behind them, riding the high of the win like they'd scored the goals themselves. The noise was relentless, a steady roar that pressed in on my eardrums. I hadn't even caught which sport. Didn't matter. Drunk was drunk, and drunk tipped either generously or not at all, with nothing in between.
Sweat prickled at my temples as I wove between tables, a tray of empties balanced on one hip, my other hand occupied with wiping down the sticky, battered bar. If I closed my eyes, I could almost imagine I was somewhere else, anywhere else. Every hour felt like a day, and I was already counting down to the moment I could fall face-first into my mattress and not move for the next decade.
Somewhere between pouring a whiskey neat and breaking up an argument about darts, I caught it.
A smell.
The scent was rich and warm, reminiscent of cedarwood and rain, and, hell, I couldn't even find the right word for it. It cut clean through the reek of spilled beer, cheap cologne, and too many bodies packed too close together, and it snagged something in my chest that had no business being snagged by a smell in a dive bar on a Friday night. It was out of place, almost magical. For a second, I wondered if I was hallucinating from exhaustion.
I glanced around, half expecting a candle, an air freshener, or some other logical source. Nothing. Just the same churning crowd, the same neon signs buzzing over the register, and the same chaos. The bartender next to me didn't react, and the regulars nursed their drinks with glazed eyes, nobody else seemed to notice.
Weird. I filed it away, shoving the curiosity down, and kept moving. No time to be distracted by phantom candles when I had a full tray and an empty patience reserve.
The first hand landed on my ass somewhere around my fourth trip past the corner booth.
I didn't even flinch. Years of foster homes and worse bars had trained that reaction clean out of me. Instead, I set the tray down slowly and gripped the guy's wrist so hard I felt his pulse fluttering beneath my thumb. His stupid grin faltered, his mouth halfway to some kind of comeback.
"Touch me again," I said, low and flat, "and it won't be my hand you're dealing with. It'll be your teeth. On the floor."
He laughed it off, the way drunk men always did, like my warning was just another part of the entertainment. I didn't wait around for a comeback. I picked my tray back up and kept moving, because the bar didn't stop just because some guy's ego needed managing. But beneath the surface, anger simmered, with a dull, familiar ache in my chest.
The smell caught me again on my next pass. Stronger, somehow. Closer. It was almost comforting, threading through the stink and noise like a lifeline. I scanned the room without meaning to, like my body had decided this was suddenly a priority worth pursuing over, you know, my actual job. Faces blurred together: red-faced fans, couples pressed close, old-timers hunched over their drinks. No one looked out of place.
I didn't get the chance to chase it.
The same guy, the second time around, grabbed my wrist and yanked me hard enough that my tray went sideways and two beers hit the floor instead of a table. The crash of glass echoed, drawing a few half-hearted cheers from the corner. He pulled me toward his lap like I was a party favor. My stomach dropped, adrenaline spiking hot and fast, but my body remembered what to do before my brain caught up: I twisted my wrist against his thumb, the weakest point of his grip, and wrenched free clean.
His buddies laughed. Called me feisty. Nobody moved to help. The bar owner, watching from across the room like always, did what he did best: absolutely nothing. I could feel his eyes on me, calculating, waiting for a reason to dock my pay.
I braced both hands on the bar for half a second, catching my breath, telling myself I had this handled. I did have this handled. I just didn't know how many more rounds of "handled" I had left in me tonight. My hands were shaking, just a little. I flexed my fingers and forced them to be steady.
That's when the smell hit hardest, a wave of it, warm and rich and impossibly close, like it was standing right behind me. I turned, chasing it on instinct...
And I didn't get the chance to locate the source, because the same drunk idiot lunged a third time, actually managing to get an arm around my waist and haul me backward against him.
I didn't even have time to elbow him.
One second he had me; the next he didn't. He was hauled off me and slammed face-first into the nearest table hard enough to crack the wood. Glasses shattered. Someone screamed. I stumbled back, catching myself on the bar, staring at the man who'd just materialized out of nowhere like some kind of avenging idiot.
He was... Oh my word, he was something. Broad shoulders straining his shirt, dark hair, a jaw made for gritting through exactly this kind of moment, and when he turned his head slightly, I caught a flash of ice-blue eyes that didn't look like they belonged to someone who fought bar drunks for fun.
And the smell. It was him. It had been him the entire night.
I didn't have time to process that revelation, because chaos hadn't finished with us yet. The drunk's friends surged up from their booth, some idiot posturing about who exactly he thought he was, and it might've turned into a real brawl if the stranger hadn't rounded on them with a look that made all three of them sit back down without another word.
Tables overturned. A chair went down. Someone's drink exploded against the wall. By the time the bouncer finally decided to earn his paycheck, the drunk and his friends were being hauled toward the door, sputtering about knowing the owner, about how they were VIPs, about how this wasn't over.
The owner, of course, didn't even glance at the man who'd started it. He rounded on me instead, his face red, veins doing something concerning at his temple.
"You're paying for every single thing broken tonight," he snapped, gesturing at the wreckage like I'd personally thrown the chairs myself. "Every glass. Every table. All of it."
I opened my mouth to argue that I hadn't broken a damn thing, that I'd been the one assaulted three separate times while he stood there doing absolutely nothing.
And then I did the math on what "everything broken" might actually cost, and the words died somewhere in my throat.
Alex POV“Have you—”Milo shook his head before I even finished asking for what felt like the hundredth time whether he’d heard anything from Ivy. His patience, always miles longer than mine, was starting to fray visibly at the edges.I wasn’t entirely sure why I was so upset about her being there. Alpha Magnus had always been civil enough. The house should have felt safe, but my nerves refused to settle.“It’s Alpha Cassius who actually worries you,” Max offered, his tone dry.“I’m not scared of him,” I said. “Just careful.”The words sounded hollow, even to me, and Max gave a mental snort in reply.It was no secret that Cassius had become a bitter, hardened man since his mate died. Nina’s mother’s death h
Ivy POVI didn’t wait for Magnus or Cassius to argue with me. I turned on my heel and walked straight out of the room, leaving them both stunned behind me.What did they expect? That I’d fall into their arms, praising them for finally finding me? That would be the day. I pressed my lips together, swallowing the urge to shout all the things I still wanted to say.“Don’t be too hard on them,” Lux said gently. “Losing a mate is horrible enough. Hearing your child is gone taken is another blow entirely. Try seeing it from Cassius’s side, just for a moment.” Her tone was different now, less sharp, more understanding.I rounded the corner and stopped, pressing my back flat against the wall, only then noticing I was panting. My hands shook, and I pressed them to my ribs, trying to make everything small, manageable.“I understand that, Lux,” I said. “But—”The front door opened before I coul
Ivy POVA cold chill crawled down my back. Was Magnus serious? Or was this some joke I wasn’t understanding? I searched his face for a hint of humor, a wink, some sign that this was all some kind of test I was supposed to laugh at later.“He doesn’t seem to be joking,” Lux offered quietly, her voice low in my mind, almost gentle. For once, she didn’t sound smug, just cautious.Magnus turned his gaze back to me, that same sadness and longing still etched into his features. His eyes looked impossibly old, haunted by years of searching and regret.“What happened?” I asked, panic clawing up my throat. “How do I even know what you’re saying is true?”Magnus’s eyes softened. “I know it’s a lot to take in, but…”I shook my head, denial already setting in hard. There was no way. I felt my pulse hammering, my knees itching to run.“There was a rogue attack,” he said, gaze drifting
Ivy POVBreakfast didn’t drag, not with two people who genuinely loved conversation. The room had that rare, golden-morning energy where every exchange felt easy, unforced. Cassius and Magnus were the kind of hosts who made you forget you were ever a guest.They asked about my life where I grew up, eyebrows lifting slightly when I told them about my past yet the warmth between us never once turned cold. Instead of pity, I found understanding, a thread of shared experience woven quietly through the conversation.I asked my own questions too, mentioning, without really thinking it through, that I now had a voice stuck permanently in my head.Lux huffed, clearly annoyed at being discussed so casually, but Magnus stepped in smoothly to explain.“Certain bloodlines of werewolves receive their companion later than most,” he
Ivy POVI wasn’t sure what time Alex and the guys had gotten home, but the house was completely quiet by the time I got up.I went through my morning routine and headed downstairs. Dead silence greeted me the whole way down. Even the refrigerator seemed to hum softer than usual, as if it was respecting my mood.I made Alex’s smoothies out of habit, left them on the counter with a scribbled note, then grabbed my things and headed out before anyone stirred.I called a taxi, gave the driver the address which earned me a strange, sideways look and settled back into the seat. The city slid past outside, streets washed clean by last night’s rain, everything sharp and bright in the early light. I wrapped my arms around Nina’s purse, fingers absently tracing the stitching, mind spinning.I’d decided the night before that I was going to deliver Nina’s purse to her personally, and while I was there, ask her directly about her connection to Brian. If they really were mates, why all the secrecy?
Ivy POVI didn’t wait for Alex’s response. I turned and walked out, leaving everyone behind, Milo, the team, Brian, all of it. The bar’s warmth and noise faded behind me as the door slammed shut, the cold night swallowing me whole.I barely noticed.My lungs burned with every breath, but I kept moving, head down, refusing to let the sting of tears even threaten.Alex didn’t call after me. If he did, I didn’t give him the chance to try. I put as much distance between us as I could, my boots hitting the sidewalk hard, each step a little defiance, a little escape. I could feel all that heat from inside the bar evaporate off my skin, leaving only the chilled sting of night and the bitter taste of disappointment in my mouth.“This is too much,” I murmured, walking home through the cold night air. The chill cut through my jacket, but I welcomed it. I needed the clarity, the bite, to remind myself I was real and present and not just some ghost chained to the past. Every step scraped somethin







