LORRAINE'S POV:
“Marriage?, of all things to bind the companies with? marriage, mum c'mon, I sigh with annoyance, “there's no way I'm getting married to that son of a bitch”.
“Do you have a better idea?”, she takes off her glasses and places it on the table waiting for an answer, “that's what I thought. This is the only way to merge the companies, we'll be a strong empire, stronger than anyone here in Manhattan and the whole of DC”.
She was right, for years we've been trying to build up our company so it gets to the top, although it's a slow process everyday we are getting there but my mother's selfish and greedy ambition would never allow her see the bigger picture.
“There has to be another way. This…this can't be the only way out. Mum, I'm not ready for marriage, hell I don't even want to get married.We don't even love each other ,I….”
“Enough!!” she slams the table and I pause, You are a Withmore, we don't marry for love but empires, I also had to sacrifice my happiness for this company. How do you plan on being CEO if you don't want to make hard decisions huh? Enough nagging and complaining, I'm sick and tired of it. 3pm today we're going to sign that contract at the Grayson’s company, be prepared
Now, leave my office”
I didn't need anyone to tell me mymother's various unsaid sacrifices for this company or that if I did say another word she'll have my very head on her table, so I stand up and leave with my eyes on the brink of tears.
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In as much as my very soul was crushed with the news I had received earlier, I still had to continue with work and try my absolute best to fill up my mind with something other than it. One would think that because my mother is the CEO of this company i would have it easy, wrong I didn't, instead I worked more than anyone, did everyone's job and still had to find time to be pretty in front of cameras, it was mentally draining.
Everyday is the same, wake up at 4am, go for jog, return home, eat, head directly to work and not see the city until it's after dark, head home around 9 and the cycle continues, but I wasn't complaining I will continue doing all of it till my mother saw my importance.
“Remind me again why HR hasn't reached out to the Simpson’s family to give them their daughter's pay?” I ask Stella as she looks confused.
Regal Simpson died of cancer a few months ago and despite promising the family a little package as a thank you, the company hasn't done anything.
“Your mother said it was a waste of funds, that the family didn't need our money”
“It's our duty whether they need it or not” I say with anger at the tip of my tongue, “and Regal was my employee my mother doesn't have a say in it, head to HR to issue that cheque now” I order.
“Yes ma'am” Stella runs away.
I wasn't a harsh person and raising my voice at my employees was never an option but with the news that I heard this morning it has really messed up with me.
I take another deep breath and drink my coffee when I hear a knock on my door,
“Stella, if you're here to complain about anything I don't have the patience” I say, dropping my coffee and not looking up.
“Stella? Your hot secretary? Where is she”,I hear the familiar voice that has always annoyed the hell out of me, Dexter Grayson.
Dexter Grayson aka my enemy aka my nemesis aka the most infuriating , self absorbed son of a bitch, aka my future.. husband.
“What do you want, Dexter?” I angrily say.
“That is no way to greet your future husband now, is it lovely wife?” He smiles and tries to peck me but I shift away with disgust, “rude” he scoffs.
“So you've heard then? Great. Get out” I give him a stern look.
“Still fiesty, still annoying but sexy as ever, “he takes in a deep breath and looks at me from my head to down like as if he was planning to kidnap me or something, “Tell me how did you react when you found out that the man you hate with everything in you is going to be your husband” he says with an annoying smile on his face that even increases my annoyance.
“And how did you react when you found out that the woman you also hate with everything is going to be your dear wife” I mock him, “remember when you said you'd never be with a woman like me? How's that working out for ya? I smiled slightly even though I was boiling with anger.
“Believe it or not I was thrilled, I mean you always acted like they'll never be anything between us but look at us now, face to face and getting married in three weeks” he laughs and claps his hand.
I'm sorry, what? Three weeks?? The blood on my face drains and my spine stiffens.
“With that look on your face I'm guessing you didn't know. Wow your mum really does suck”
“she does but that's not your place to say you fucking idiot” I take a deep breath in while clutching the arm of my chair turning my knuckles white.
“Three weeks Lorraine, we're going to be legally tied in front of millions of people showcasing our love, how exciting” he sips my coffee and smiles evily.
“Look Dexter I don't have time nor do I have the patience to entertain your rubbish today, you either leave or I will throw you out” I cross my hand across my chest, “pick one or I will and you wouldn't like what I'd pick” I sit back holding my anger before I explode.
“Fine fine,” he puts his hand up in surrender, “I would leave but don't forget we are going to be married,” he says in a more serious tone, “gotta start giving me some love and respect, I'm not going to tolerate your bullshit in our marriage. Start acting right wifey” he says in a mocking tone and leaves.
It's official I hate my mother
LORRAINE'S POV: One week later….Waking up to the brightest sunlight and wrinkled sheets has now been the best thing ever since we landed in South Africa for our honeymoon. Dexter brought up the bright idea to explore animals overseas as a pass time for our so called ‘honeymoon’, I don't mind, anything to stay away from my blood sucking demon of a mother. I've done nothing but go to different Safari's, tried different African cuisines, bungee jumping, basically done everything I could possibly do on the itinerary. Dexter and I however have avoided each other like a disease, different hotels, different itineraries, different paths all through the last week and I am loving every last bit of it. Sadness however washes over me whenever I remember that I married or I look down on my finger and I see my ring shine back at me or when someone compliments my ring, it always reminds me that I don't have freewill concerning my life, I might have here in South Africa but never in life. Tod
DEXTER'S POV: I had said so many ‘thank you’s’ and ‘welcome’ that every other word in my vocabulary had vanished but that wasn't the only cause, the kiss.Why I pulled her back to kiss her, I didn't know. My mind had gone blank and was on factory reset mode when she just peeked me so everything I was doing was all new to me but it all steamed from her looking at Matteo like he was her husband. How dare she? On our fucking wedding day? She couldn't even pretend, she just kept staring at him and her face was turning pink, I was so close to punching the living daylight out of him. Seeing her in that dress also contributed to the kiss. Lorraine is a very attractive woman, she had the curves of a goddess, eyes of a siren, voice as quiet as peace but the attitude of a serpent…so my hate is still valid. I went outside to drink out of my whiskey bottle because I needed to breathe outside Lorraine sphere. “Drinking on your wedding day is absolutely unbelievable” my father says as he st
LORRAINE'S POV: My golden haired boy, my safe space, my Venus and my haven….Matteo. Ever since we were kids he has always fascinated me, from the way he viewed the world to his platinum white hair and brighty coloured grey eyes, he was always did do something to me, things I has never been able to leave my mind. My body still replayed his hug on my skin, his voice, my memory kept on recalling his scent in my olfactory lobe and it made my mind lose its actual thoughts. “It's your wedding Lorraine, the least you can do is smile you know..God!” My mum complains as she walks into my room. Despite the fact that mentally I wasn't here, it is however my wedding day, I've been up since 5am, taken so many pictures that I'm sure I have lost my smile, missed my normal routine for what? a sham of a wedding. “If you want me to smile, call of the wedding mother” I look her dead in the eye through the mirror. The makeup artist, my designer and Ava all turned in shock to me. “Everyone, l
DEXTER'S POV: After what felt like hours, I finally arrived at my father's house and seeing my Aunt's car just made me understand, Matteo is here.The entirety of Matteo's existence I hated, he was the perfect person, everyone's sunshine boy and it made my father give me unimaginable heights to reach. Anything and everything I did was always compared to Matteo and it made me extremely sick to my stomach where my hate grew from. From the doorstep I could hear laughs coming from the yard so I head into the yard and see Aunty Gi and my annoying father having a sibling moment. “Aunty Gi” I say as I hug her, “father” I give him a curt nod. “Look at you Dex, you've changed a lot” she smiles as she touches my shoulder. “Lots of work out Aunty” I give her a tight smile. “It is paying off,” she laughs again, “your cousin is in the garden. Be nice” she warns. “I'll try”. The garden always reminded me of my mother. She adores flowers and anything floral, most of our home decoratio
MATTEO'S POV: 10 years ago….. “Photography? That sure is far from the family's business” Lorraine laughs as we eat lunch together in the janitor’s closet. It's always been like this with her, I didn't complain, I needed Lorraine more than anything and if that meant sneaking around school, I would. “I know, if my uncle ever found out he'll have my head” I laugh. “Same” she laughs back but it dies down almost immediately and her bright face is replaced with a sad look, “when are you leaving?” “Three days, mum already got the tickets, but I'll be back, it's a six month program and then I'll be a professional and we can run away together just like we've always talked about” I hold her hand to reassure her but she removes her hand and hugs herself. “Matteo, I…I don't know about running away anymore. We are no longer kids you know, I'll be eighteen in a few weeks and…and I'll need to join my family's company. I don't have the free will like you do” she sniffles as she continue
LORRAINE'S POV: “You look so beautiful darling, can you bring the veil?” my mother says with a bright smile on her face. “Mum, I don't need a veil” I groaned as I try to adjust myself in the gown. “yes you do Lorraine, be quiet” she shuhes me and puts the veil on my head, “ugh, breathtaking absolutely breathtaking” she gasps and takes pictures. It's been two hours since we arrived at Lotus Threads to pick up my wedding dress that my annoying mother ordered a month ago. I didn't have a say in the wedding and I didn't want to have any, all I wanted was the whole charade to end as soon as possible so everyone can leave me alone. Over the last week ever since the engagement broke out, every news blog and magazine has done nothing but talk about it. Everywhere I turn I'm either being followed by parasite paparazzi or I'm stopped by a stranger to get a photo of my ring. When Dexter gave me a 24 carat rose gold engagement ring, I didn't understand why he went all out for a wedding