Chapter 6
KYOMI POV
The door closed with a soft click as the lock latched into place. Everything I had been holding in; all the pleas, the curses I wanted to reign down so badly to the man, the air I’d been holding inside of me, all evaporated into the dense air.
I dropped flat on the floor, thankful that I was already on my knees when my legs gave out. A thick lump clogged my throat with so many emotions I wondered how I was able to breathe. A few minutes passed by with me curled in the fetal position against the floor.
I wanted this whole thing to be a dream. A long, visceral nightmare I was caught up in and that somehow I was going to wake up and find myself in my parents’ house and in my bed.
But the sting from my scalp, the softness of the carpet beneath my body… The damn suffocating scent that I was engulfed in…
All of it was too real to be a nightmare.
Tears poured down the side of my face. I sobbed into the carpet until my throat dried up; until every single cell inside of my body hurt like hell.
And when I was spent, I gathered the little remaining energy inside of me and walked into the room he had pointed at earlier. On any other day, I would have marveled at the beauty of the interior of the bathroom.
But the iniquity of that night prevented me from finding pleasure even in the simplest of things.
I felt like a shell; a frail, ghost of my former being, and that alone was enough to gut me to incuriousness.
I hopped into the shower and washed away the clammy sweat off my body. The hot water felt like a soothing balm on my achy balm. I realized just how the fear and suspense of the night had caught up with me and wrung all of the energy that was left in my muscles.
And when I stepped out, I felt so fresh. Despite everything else.
I walked into the closet to find something to wear. The bigger, rational part of me knew that the action was stupid of them all and that it might just add to HIS twisted reasons for keeping me here against my will, but mine were drenched in rain, and fear could be smelled from the worn-out fabric.
I found a black shirt that looked to have been worn once, then pulled it on.
That rich cologne assaulted my nose so hard that I reared back to steady myself. It was even more powerful than anything I ever felt before.
And his shirt? It felt like I was wearing him. I felt his ghostly presence around me, behind me, beside me… The feeling was so overwhelming I was convinced that wearing his clothes was all wrong in all forms of the word.
But dang… It was so soft… Soothing even. Totally unlike its owner who seemed to find joy in tormenting others.
I stepped out of the closet and rocked to a stop when my gaze fell on the sight of a tray with a plate of food on the nightstand. The rich scent of those cakes I smelled earlier wafted around me, and my stomach grumbled invitingly.
I wetted my lips, then took careful steps towards the tray before eyeing it like the food was some alien shit I had never seen in my whole entire life.
While in reality, it was some creamy mashed potatoes, some greens and a hearty steak. On the side were two blueberry muffins, and next to them was a glass of orange juice.
My neck craned as I watched the door, wondering who the hell came in here and brought me food.
I realized I was not going to get the answer, so I dropped down on the carpeted floor near the bed and pulled the tray along with me.
I eyed the food one more time, and when my stomach twisted in knots, I lost the fight. So what if they were poisoned?
At that point, dying of poisoned food would be the most graceful way to die
Any normal person in my situation would have decided to boycott the meal: but everything that happened that night wrung me dry. And I knew that if I was going to survive that man’s monstrosity, then I was going to need every little bite.
I ate the food like it was the first time I had been introduced to the concept. And by the time I set the empty glass on the tray, I was wiped out.
My eyes fought to close themselves, and I knew it was futile to try to stay awake. I was worn out, and all I needed was to curl up in my bed and sleep right away. And then hoped that maybe, just maybe; everything that had happened in the past few hours was nothing but one of my horrible visceral nightmares!
Chapter 52VINCENZO POVThe ride back home was a graveyard of unsaid words and painful echoes. Not the comfortable kind of quiet that falls over two people when everything’s okay. No. This one sliced. It pulsed with tension and hurt, like the walls of the car were closing in with every second that ticked by.Kyomi was sitting next to me. But she may as well be a continent away.Her arms were wrapped around her middle, like she was trying to hold herself together. Her eyes were fixed on the window, unmoving, unblinking. I reached for her hand, slow, deliberate, like approaching a wild animal that might bolt, or a bomb on the edge of exploding. She flinched, her body coiling inwardly like a spring. a My hand froze in midair.That did something cruel to me. It tore me open, yanking my soul right from my body, I retracted, leaned back into the leather seat, and tried to steady my breathing. Everything in me wanted to scoop her into my lap and hold her until the world fixed itself, fix
Chapter 51KYOMI POVI never thought I’d feel this kind of betrayal. Heck, I thought it hurt to be sold by my brother like a bloody calf with a red ribbon perched on my head. But this… This tore right through the ligaments of my heart. This gave me internal bleeding without any organ bleeding inside of me. This tore me open, chest and insides right out.But here I was. Standing in heels that suddenly felt far too high, surrounded by wolves in suits and slithering shadows that reek of danger—and the one man I trusted more than anyone in this godforsaken world… was the one who just handed me over.Like a fucking token.A gamble.A damn chip.My blood turned to ice. My fingers trembled at my sides. Every breath I drew into my lungs tasted like acid.He said nothing.He just dragged me across the casino floor and presented me to the table like some twisted prize.“You’re bluffing,” I whispered to him, but the look in his eyes was unreadable. Cold. Calculated. A stranger’s.Ilya leaned bac
chapter 50 VINCENZO POV The Invitation. Wrapped in a sealed envelope and laying flat in my desk. There was no name in it. Not crest. No warning, no details. Just a single silver emblem on black paper I opened it to find a small black card matching the enevelope with its black hue. A location and time were written, plus two words carved in a neat handwriting. PLUS ONE. I tapped the edge of jt with my thumb as Terrell and Conan hovered bearby. Silent. Alert. The tension in the room was a fourth presence. With is dense and sharp, razor like teeth. Ivanov told me he was going to send an invitation. What he failed to mention was that he was inviting me to a place. And that I needed to bring a plus one. An extra. A liability “What do you think?” I asked plainly. My calm demeanor a stark contrast of the storm that was breaking things inside my head.“Feel like a trap.” Conan said without missing a beat. “If not a trap, then a test.” Terrell added ip in a quiet tone. Their words all
Chapter 49KYOMI POV I was woken up by sunlight cutting through the curtains in sharp golden lines. As usual, I was alone, with the other side of the bed cold like it was dead. The duvet tucked around me, my hair all over ik my face. I closed my eyes for a second, memories of last night dancing in front of my mind. He had arrived torn… but in a dangerous way. In the way that screamed ‘I need to spill blood and u need it now’. I had held him… I had listened to him as he spoke to me, held him in my arms as we slept. And now he was gone. I fought an ache that was blossoming in my chest. An ache that throbbed low and du.I was not weak… but I was tired. Tired of not knowing, tired of being kept in the dark, and wondering whether he was going to make it out alive. I was tired of the suspense, of all the times I prayed for him to return safely to me. I heaved out a loud sigh before pulling myself out of bed. I walked to the bathroom and started the water, in desperate need of shaking
Chapter 48 KARA POV I couldn’t sleep. I didn’t know why, but I couldn’t sleep. I remained awake the rest of the night, an unresolved ache bumping every wall and every corner of my heart. Maybe it was the echo of Alexei’s betrayal playing on a broken loop inside of my brain like a sick lullaby. Maybe my feelings for him ran so deep that the idea of having to live without him chased away the little peace I could ever find in solitude. Every little ounce of sleep I could get. I didn’t know what it was. But wheatever it was, this nasty feeling that ached with a weight in my chest, it was fucking crippling. Fucking bitter. I was lying on my back when I heard it. The soft click of a latch. It was quiet. Too quiet I thought I was hearing things. But no. I wasn’t. I’d grown up around danger enough to know that sound. Any sound. And my instincts… they were fucking screaming inside of me. The door handle clicked, and the door opened with a soft creak. I was out of my bed with my hand cur
Chapter 47VINCENZO POV Kyomi met me by the door when I got back home. She stared at me with her beautiful back eyes, taking in the blood, the tightness in my shoulders. The ferocity in my eyes… she took it all with a soft gaze. Not judging… not hating. Just staring. She stepped closer and her soft hands reached up to my hands. “Tell me everything.” That was the first thing she said. Not ‘you are a monster’. Not ‘I hate you’. Just simple curiosity and something else. Something like trust, longing. And tenderness. I leaned to her touch, then leaned down to her height and pressed my forehead on hers. Her scent was an anchor. Strong but soft against my senses. My voice was a rough guttural sound when I spoke. “I didn’t kill him.” I waited for her to flinch. She didn’t. “But you wanted to.” “More than anything,” I confessed in a whisper, my eyes filtering close. “Then why didn’t you?” I heaved a loud sigh, relief and worry colliding inside of me. Relief at the mere idea that she