LOGIN"Oh my God, Lillian!”
Isabella’s voice cut through the haze just before I hit the ground. Strong arms wrapped around me, steadying my weight. “Lillian, look at me.” I blinked slowly, trying to clear the black spots clouding my vision. “Isa…” “Thank goodness,” she breathed. She lowered me gently onto the grass and grabbed the water bottle she’d brought. “Small sips, okay? Don’t rush it.” My hands shook as I took the bottle. Behind us, the sharp click of heels walked closer. “You!” Mom’s shrill voice boomed across the training field. “What are you doing here?” I looked up. She was glaring daggers at Isabella. “Didn’t I warn you never to set foot in this house again?” Isa didn’t even glance at her. She brushed the sweaty strands of hair off my face, her touch gentle. “How are you feeling?” I shook my head. “My legs…” “I know,” she said softly. “Just breathe for me.” “Lady!” Mom’s voice rose. “I’m talking to you!” Isa finally stood up and turned to face her. “I’m here to save my best friend from her wicked mother,” she said, rolling her eyes. Mom gasped. “How dare you!” She jabbed a finger toward Isabella. “You’ve always been a terrible influence on Lillian. Filling her head with nonsense. If she had listened to me instead of you, maybe she wouldn’t have turned out like… this.” Her eyes swept over my body with clear disgust. Isa folded her arms. “Mrs. Smith, please. I’m not here for your daily lecture.” She gestured at me. “What exactly do you think you’re doing? She should be resting for tomorrow’s ceremony, not skipping until she collapses.” “And what does it look like I’m preparing her for?” Mom shot back, lifting her chin. “The ceremony.” Isa let out a dry laugh. “No. I’ll take care of her.” Mom’s eyes narrowed. “And who do you think you are? If I see you near this house again, I’ll get a restraining order.” Fear gripped me. “Mom… please.” I struggled to my feet. “Isa… just go.” She stared at me like I’d lost my mind. “Lily…” “Please,” I whispered. Isa was the one person I couldn’t afford to lose. We’d been best friends since college, when I’d accidentally walked into the wrong lecture hall on orientation day. While everyone else laughed at me, Isa laughed with me. She was loud, fearless, the captain of the women’s football team, the kind of person who lit up every room. I was the complete opposite: shy, quiet, always second-guessing myself. She never let me give up. She’d drag me into empty classrooms and make me practice presentations until I could speak without my voice shaking. She saw strength in me long before I ever did. To my parents, though, she was just a loud-mouthed troublemaker. “Lily,” Isa said, reaching for my hand. “You can’t keep letting them treat you like this. You’re twenty-five years old.” “Leave my house!” Mom shouted. Isa ignored her and looked straight at me. “I came because I knew they’d be working you to death just to impress that Jake guy.” Mom’s face darkened. “That Jake guy?” “Yeah,” Isa said flatly. “That jerk.” I closed my eyes. Isa used to like Jake, she also thought we were the perfect match. But after he started picking at my weight, she hated him. She’d begged me for months to leave him. She didn’t understand that I couldn’t picture my life without him. “Isa… please,” I begged. “Just go. They’ll be fine.” “They won’t,” she muttered. But the desperation in my face finally got through. She sighed. “Fine.” She pointed a finger at my mother. “But hear me clearly, if anything happens to my best friend, I’ll call the police. Every single one of you will answer for it.” She gave me one last worried look. “Call me. No matter what time.” Then she walked away. The second the gate closed behind her, Mom turned on me. “Didn’t I tell you to stay away from that loud-mouthed girl? She’s always sticking her nose where it doesn’t belong.” She shook her head. “And look at her; so fit, so strong. Yet she refuses to tell you the truth about yourself.” Tears slipped down my cheeks. “I’m sorry, Mom.” She crossed her arms. “Fine. I’ll leave you alone. But if Jake chooses one of those skinny girls tomorrow… you’ll answer to me and your father. We will never forgive you if you ruin this.” The house felt suffocating after she stormed off. I slipped out the back door and headed to the only place that ever brought me any peace; my little garden. It wasn’t much. Just a few rose bushes along the fence, pots of lavender and jasmine, and bright marigolds and daisies swaying in the evening breeze. I picked up the watering can and slowly watered the flowers. A small smile tugged at my lips. No matter how broken I felt, this place always quieted the storm in my head. I’ve loved plants and animals for as long as I can remember. When I was eight, I found a half-dead aloe vera on the side of the road. Everyone else would’ve walked past it, but I noticed the roots were still alive. I took it home, planted it in an old bucket, and watered it every day. Months later, tiny green shoots appeared. That little plant taught me that nothing is truly hopeless. With enough care, even the most withered things can bloom again. My family never understood. They called it a childish hobby. While I dreamed of opening a sanctuary for rare plants and injured animals, they pushed me to study business administration. “Passions don’t pay bills,” they’d say. So I buried the dream. Thanks to Jake, I got a job as a project coordinator at one of the Denzel Group companies. It wasn’t what I wanted, but Jake used to smile and promise me, “When I become Alpha, you won’t have to work unless you want to. I’ll build you the biggest greenhouse you’ve ever seen.” I believed him back then. Now I wasn’t so sure any of it had been real. I set the watering can down and looked around my little garden. Everything I’d believed in was slowly falling apart. Tomorrow would decide everything. Would the Moon Goddess finally bind Jake and me together? Or would tomorrow be the day I lost him for good? I closed my eyes and whispered into the cool evening air, “Please… don’t take him away from me.”Lillian's POV Even after I defied him, he was still gentle with me, still calm with me. How could Xathura ever think he was pretending to care? He rose from his chair and moved closer to me. "Don't cry."His fingers came to my face, gently wiping away the tears that had escaped."I was worried about you. That's why I was upset that you left. I wasn't trying to control you or punish you."I sniffed. "I know.""I need you to understand something."I nodded."If something like this happens again, you come to me. You don't leave the pack on your own because you're afraid something might have happened."His hand remained against my cheek."I have people who can find out what is happening. You don't have to put yourself in danger just because you're worried about someone."I lowered my eyes. "Okay.""Promise me.""I promise."He studied my face for another moment before gently wiping the last tear from beneath my eye."Good."He returned to his seat and glanced at my untouched food."And n
Lillian's POV I wanted to be your mother.I wanted to hold you when you cried, watch you take your first steps, teach you everything I had never been taught. I wanted to wake up every morning knowing you were there. I wanted to watch you grow into someone kind and strong.And, for reasons I was almost afraid to admit, I wanted your father there too. I wanted Hayes to be beside us.The realization struck me so suddenly that I drew in a quiet breath.I wasn't only attached to my baby. I was attached to Hayes.I turned my head and looked at him. His face was calm, he gave me a gentle smile. I remembered the way he had held me when I came home crying. The way he had listened to me. The way he spoke to me when I was afraid.The way he looked at me when he told me I was beautiful.The way he had made me feel like my body wasn't something I needed to hide.The way he had welcomed me into his life without making me feel like I was merely carrying his child.And now, even after everything th
Lillian's POVWhy did he stop?The question kept circling through my mind.Only minutes ago, I had been drowning in the pain I carried home from the sports center. The image of Isabella and Jake together had felt like a wound I couldn't close.Then Hayes had held me.His gentle words had slowly quieted the storm inside me. He had made me feel safe again. Wanted again. When he lifted my face and kissed me, it felt as though all of his attention was on me, as though for those few moments, I was the only woman in the world.He had kissed me like I meant something to him.Like he wanted me.I had thought the kiss would lead somewhere else.When my fingers reached for the buttons of his shirt, I had believed the Alpha was finally going to make love to me.Then he stopped.Why?I lowered my eyes, embarrassed by the memory.Maybe I had moved too quickly. Maybe he regretted kissing me. Or perhaps it was because I was pregnant.He is playing games with you. Xathura's voice cut through my thoug
Hayes' POVI gently guided Lillian toward the couch.The night breeze drifted through the open windows, carrying the faint scent of flowers from the garden. Soft lights illuminated the living room, casting a warm glow across her tear-stained face.Even after crying until her eyes were swollen and red, she still looked beautiful.I sat beside her and took both her hands in mine, slowly rubbing my thumbs across her knuckles as she told me what had happened.Then she told me again. And again.Each time, her voice broke a little more.She still couldn't accept it. I understood.Betrayal was difficult enough to understand when it came from someone you barely knew. When it came from someone you had trusted with your heart, it could make everything you believed about that person feel like a lie.I lifted her face gently between my hands."Sometimes, even the people closest to us are capable of betrayal."Her eyes trembled."People can hide who they really are for years. Sometimes, we don't d
Hayes' POVThe meeting with the Northern Alphas had been exactly what I expected.Politics.Decisions about trade routes, territorial disputes, border security, alliances between packs, and the countless matters that came with ruling a kingdom this large.Three days of sitting through discussions that seemed to stretch endlessly. Yet, somehow, I found myself thinking about Lillian through almost all of them.I had never been good at being distracted during important meetings. My mind had always been focused, sharp, and difficult to pull away from whatever matter was before me.This time was different.I would be listening to one of the Northern Alphas speak, then suddenly wonder what Lillian was doing.Had she eaten? Was she sleeping? Was she spending time in her garden? Alex had informed me she started one. Had she discovered anything new about her Flowermoon abilities?I even found myself wondering whether she was missing me. It irritated me at first.Then I realized something. I w
Lillian's POVI was already reaching for the door when Xathura's voice stopped me.Lillian.I froze.Hayes is coming back.My hand remained on the doorknob.In five hours.I slowly lowered my hand. "And?"And don't forget that you already disobeyed his orders about leaving the pack.My stomach sank. Of course I did. Hayes had specifically told me I could see Isabella, but I was supposed to have her come to me. I had gone against that instruction anyway.What would he think when he found out? The thought alone drained whatever strength I had left.I stepped away from the door. "I can't go back."No, you can't.I swallowed hard. The tears started again.I turned around, hurried to the bed, and collapsed onto it. I pulled the pillow against my chest and buried my face into it as another wave of sobs shook my body.I couldn't stop. I had tried. I had told myself to calm down, to think clearly, to remember that there had to be an explanation.But every time I closed my eyes, I saw Isabell







