Ten

Today Harry and I will be going for my appointment and later for some baby's shopping. It's 5am and I'm sleepless. I'm turning into an insomniac! I hold my tummy and caress it as if the baby can be seen as I think of how it would feel with its daddy here. 

I sigh. A girl can always dream. Sydney and I are just never meant to be. 

I take a cracker from my bedside table and take a bite before the morning sickness starts. I check the clock to find it's only five minutes past six. 

Should I go for a run? NO! I don't want the same incidences happening again. I still can't get over the fact that the person I had to save was the person responsible for all my morning sicknesses! What makes me furious is that he's enjoying a good night sleep with his fiancé while I'm here up like an insomniac and trying to have at least an hour of sleep.

Talk about unfair lives. 

<