ZARA
“Thank you for coming, Maria. I'm glad you get to meet Vic,” I said as we both walked towards the kitchen counter.
“Yeah, she seems nice, and she's a darling with Hazel,” She said with a smile. “Besides I didn't want to stay waiting for Daniel,” she said, and rolled her eyes.
“What was that?” I asked her.
“He is out with Matthew, you know how they can be sometimes,” she said, and we both laughed.
“Yeah, I remember,” I said, and she chuckled.
“Zara,” I heard my name. I looked up to see Vic with Hazel.
“Is anything wrong?” I asked, looking at both Hazel, and Vic.
“She has a question she wants to ask you,” Vic said, touched my shoulder slightly, and walked towards Maria.
“What's going on?” I asked as I squatted, facing her.
“Who is my Daddy, Mama?” She asked, and my heart dropped.
I froze.
Hazel looked up at me with her big brown eyes—so full of trust, so full of hope—and I had no idea what to say. My lips parted, but no sound came out.
My heart pounded so hard I could hear it in my ears.
I took a deep breath and tucked a strand of her hair behind her ear. “Why do you ask that, baby?”
She shrugged, playing with the edge of her dress. “At school, everyone has a daddy. But I don’t. I want to know who mine is.”
I blinked fast, trying to push back the sting in my eyes.
Behind me, I felt Maria watching. I could sense Vic too, quiet in the corner with her arms crossed. No one said a word. It was just me and Hazel in that moment.
I forced a smile. “Hazel, you have so many people who love you. Mama loves you so, so much.”
She nodded slowly, but her eyes didn’t leave mine. “But do I have a daddy?”
I opened my mouth again, and this time, the words came out like a whisper. “Yes, you do.”
Her face lit up a little. “What’s his name?”
That question hit harder than the first. I looked down, then met her eyes again. “His name is Matthew.”
Hazel tilted her head. “Do I know him?”
I hesitated, then said softly, “You probably seen him once or twice. He’s… someone I knew a long time ago.”
She nodded like she understood, even if she didn’t. “Can I meet him?”
My breath caught.
Before I could answer, Maria stepped in gently. “Hey, Hazel, why don’t you come help me get the cookies out of the oven? I might burn them without my assistant.”
Hazel smiled and ran off with her, but not before turning back to look at me. “Okay, Mama. But I still want to know more.”
I nodded, even though my heart felt like it was in pieces.
When they were gone, Vic came over and sat beside me. “You okay?”
“No,” I whispered. “I’m not.”
“She deserves the truth,” Vic said gently.
“I know,” I said. “But I’m scared.”
Vic reached out and squeezed my hand. “You’re strong, Zara. You’ve always been strong. But you’re not alone anymore. You’ve got people—me, Maria.”
I gave a weak smile. “Even Matthew?”
“That’s up to you,” she said. “But Hazel is asking questions now. Sooner or later, you’ll have to give her answers.”
I nodded. I knew she was right. I had been avoiding this moment for so long. But Hazel wasn’t a baby anymore. She was growing. She was thinking. And most of all—she was hurting for something I had been too afraid to face.
Later that night, after everyone had gone home and Hazel was asleep, I sat on the edge of my bed, staring at the photo frame I kept hidden in my drawer.
It was a picture from years ago—me, Matthew, and Daniel, all smiles. Back when things were simple. Before hearts were broken.
I traced my finger over Matthew’s face.
He didn’t know. He never knew.
And I had told myself over and over that it was for the best. That Hazel didn’t need him. That I could be enough.
But today… today she looked at me like she was missing a piece of herself.
And that broke me.
I heard a soft knock on the door. “Come in,” I said quietly.
Maria peeked her head in. “Can’t sleep either?”
I shook my head. She stepped in and closed the door behind her.
“She’s asking the hard questions now,” I said. “And I don’t know how to answer them without destroying everything.”
Maria sat beside me, wrapping an arm around my shoulders. “You don’t have to destroy anything. You just have to tell the truth.”
I looked at her. “But what if the truth brings him back into our lives?”
Maria didn’t say anything for a moment. Then she spoke softly, “Maybe it’s time.”
My chest tightened. “What if he doesn’t want her?”
“Zara,” Maria said gently, “Matthew isn’t perfect. None of us are. But Hazel is his daughter. He has the right to know. And she deserves to know her father.”
I buried my face in my hands. “I don’t even know where to start.”
Maria reached into her purse and pulled out a small card. She handed it to me. “Daniel gave me this earlier. Said Matthew’s been asking questions too.”
I stared at the number printed on it.
“Think about it,” Maria said, standing up. “But don’t wait too long.”
She left the room, and I sat there, holding the card like it weighed a thousand pounds.
I didn’t know if I was ready to talk to Matthew.
But Hazel was.
She was ready to meet her father.
And maybe… maybe I owed her that much.
I looked at the card again.
And then, with shaky hands, I reached for my phone. It was Matthew's number, despite us working together we haven't had the pleasure of exchanging contacts.
My fingers trembled as I dialed each number, eventually I placed my phone by my ears, and it began to ring.
After a while, there was a break in the ringing tone and a huge noise filled my ears.
“Hello, who's this I can't hear you,” he screamed into his phone.
“Come dance, baby. Come dance,” I heard a female voice in the background along with some club music.
I ended the call instantly.
ZARA“Hi, how are you?”“Hi, nice to meet you.”“Hi, I'm Zara Taylor, nice to meet you,” those have been the only words I have said since I walked into this ballroom.Today is the day everyone meets the candidates for the upcoming Governorship election. The states threw a party for them.Mrs. Amelia Russo looks beautiful in her blue blazer, she emitted both confidence, and kindness. While Mr. Gregory Smith, looks just as pompous as his hugs figure. I wonder how his wife survives laying on their bed next to him.I can see why Howard Dewitt wants Zenith Law Firm to support him. He looks like the kind of man that will do anything for you, as long as the right price of money or payment is made.He is definitely not the kind of person I want ruling over my daughter, plus Hazel needs to know a woman can be just as powerful as a man.“Having fun yet?” Vic asked me as she handed me a glass of champagne.“By fun you mean smiling to everyone including people you don't know,” I said, smiling to
MATTHEW I stood there, watching her go.Her words hit harder than any slap. “I don’t want anything to do with you.”She didn’t yell. She didn’t cry. But it hurt more because of how calm she was—like she meant every word.I wanted to run after her. To explain. To tell her that none of this meant what she thought it did.But I didn’t move.I just… stood there.The room had emptied out. The chairs were still pulled back, papers scattered, but the only thing I could think about was her.Zara.Her fire. Her strength. The way her voice didn’t shake once during that entire presentation, even though I knew she was barely holding it together.And I hated myself for being part of what made it harder for her.I felt a huge hug from behind, Monica. I groaned but enough that she could hear.“Hey, you look grumpy,” she said, standing in front of me, and kissing me all over.“Monica, we are exposed over here,” I tried to sound happy she wanted to have sex with me in the conference room. In front of
ZARAJust for a second, just for a tiny second I let myself feel something I thought I buried years ago, but I can't feel like this again. Not right now.I shoved him away, my breath ragged. My lipstick smeared. My heart was racing.“No,” I said, stepping back. “This can’t happen.”“You kissed me back,” he said, voice dark and proud.“That was a mistake.”He took a deep breath, ran a hand through his hair. “No, Zara. That was the truth.”Suddenly the door burst open, and Vic walked in. “Everything okay?” She asked, holding a file in her hands. She looked between us- at my flushed face, at Matthew's guilty smirk, at our closeness.“Everything is fine,” Matthew spoke before I could. “I was just leaving,” he said, and walked out immediately.Vic watched him as he walked out then turned to look at me with confusion written all over her face.“What did I miss?” She asked, and I rolled my eyes.“Nothing,” I said, taking the file from her. “This is the presentation of our pro Bono policy?”
ZARALast night has been replaying in my head all day. I tried to stay focused in the office but Hazel's question, and me almost spilling the beans kept on ravaging my mind.I have tried numerous ways to push back the thoughts but nothing seems to work. I have to be focused today, I need to be focused today. I'm presenting the first part of my new policy to the shareholders today, and I need to nail it. My eyes drifted to my empty desk. I don't even have a picture of Hazel on it. I can expose her for Monica, and her father to use as bait for me.My phone's ringtone brought me back to reality. I checked on who the caller was, but it was an unregistered number. But something about it looked familiar. In a second I went through my purse looking for the card Maria had given to me last night. I got it out, and checked both numbers. It was exactly the same, Matthew was calling me. It felt like the whole place stood still. What am I going to say?“Sorry, I wanted to tell you last night
ZARA“Thank you for coming, Maria. I'm glad you get to meet Vic,” I said as we both walked towards the kitchen counter.“Yeah, she seems nice, and she's a darling with Hazel,” She said with a smile. “Besides I didn't want to stay waiting for Daniel,” she said, and rolled her eyes.“What was that?” I asked her.“He is out with Matthew, you know how they can be sometimes,” she said, and we both laughed.“Yeah, I remember,” I said, and she chuckled. “Zara,” I heard my name. I looked up to see Vic with Hazel. “Is anything wrong?” I asked, looking at both Hazel, and Vic.“She has a question she wants to ask you,” Vic said, touched my shoulder slightly, and walked towards Maria.“What's going on?” I asked as I squatted, facing her.“Who is my Daddy, Mama?” She asked, and my heart dropped.I froze.Hazel looked up at me with her big brown eyes—so full of trust, so full of hope—and I had no idea what to say. My lips parted, but no sound came out.My heart pounded so hard I could hear it in
MATTHEWI walked into one of the exotic clubs in the city with my shades on. The music was loud, the lights low, and the scent of perfume and expensive whiskey filled the air. I didn’t come here for fun. I came here for information.The bartender gave me a flirty smile, I ignored her, but still walked towards the bar. “A shot of tequila, please,” I said to her, and rested on the bar table.“Thought you were not going to make it,” I turned, and faced my friend Daniel. “Almost didn't,” we acted like we didn't know each other. “Want to tell me the reason?” He asked, and I scoffed.“A lot of reasons. It's getting harder trying to hide this from Monica,” I said, and he faced me.“Really, is that really your reason?” He asked, “have seen you create a lie with your eyes closed,” he said, and I laughed.The bartender brought the tequila, and I drowned it down my throat.I slammed the empty shot glass back on the counter, letting the heat of the tequila burn down my throat. It didn’t do muc