LOGINFive years ago, Janice Soto stepped into her dying twin sister’s life to keep Eden Duncan from falling apart. Pretending to be the woman he loved was supposed to be temporary, a final promise made in a hospital room filled with goodbye and grief. But somewhere between borrowed kisses, late-night silences, and the life they built together, Eden fell for the wrong sister without ever knowing the truth. When the deception finally shattered, it didn’t just destroy them, it nearly killed him. And before Eden could wake up and face what she had done, Janice disappeared carrying the one secret that belonged to both of them. Now she is back in New York, stronger, colder, and no longer willing to lose herself for anyone again. But Eden hasn’t forgotten the woman who betrayed him, and he definitely hasn’t forgiven her. Then he meets a quiet five-year-old boy with his eyes, his heartbeat, and a smile that feels painfully familiar. Because the truth isn’t just a lie from the past anymore. It’s a child standing right in front of him.
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“Tell me the fucking truth.” Eden’s voice sounds broken. “Who the hell are you?”
“I can explain,” I whisper, but even I hear how broken the words sound.
“Explain what?” His laugh comes out sharp and ugly. “Explain why I spent months grieving one woman while falling in love with another one wearing her face?”
My stomach drops so hard I almost lose my balance. Fluorescent lights burn overhead, too white, and cold, making the hospital hallway feel unreal while funeral flowers downstairs still fill the air with that sickly sweet smell Chloe always hated.
Eden looks destroyed in the kind of quiet way that feels worse because his grief is sitting right there in front of me, raw enough to choke on.
His hands are shaking, Eden Duncan never shakes. “I didn’t mean for this to happen,” I whisper, and immediately hate how pathetic it sounds.
His eyes shut for one rough second before he drags a hand through his hair hard enough to look painful. “Then what exactly did you mean for?” he asks quietly. “Because right now I can’t tell what was real anymore.”
That feels worse than yelling because some part of me understands exactly why he sounds like that.
The lie was supposed to last days, maybe weeks. Just long enough for him to survive Chloe’s death without completely breaking apart under it.
That’s what I told myself in the beginning then grief blurred everything, time blurred everything and somewhere along the way, Eden stopped looking at me like Chloe.
He started looking at me like me. “I was trying to protect you.”
The second I say that something breaks across his face. “Protect me?” His voice cracks sharply. “Jesus Christ, Janice.”
My throat tightens painfully. He knows my name now, not Chloe and hearing it from him like this feels unbearable.
“You don’t get to decide what destroys me,” he says, breathing harder now. “You don’t get to stand there wearing her face while I…….”
His voice cuts off suddenly. I take one step toward him automatically. “Eden……”
“Don’t.” I stop instantly. For one horrible second neither of us moves. Machines beep somewhere nearby, footsteps echo farther down the hallway. The entire world keeps going while mine quietly collapses.
“She begged me,” I whisper finally, tears burning behind my eyes now. “Chloe begged me not to tell you while you were already falling apart. She thought if you lost everything at once it would destroy you.”
His face tightens. “She died, Janice.”
“I know.”
“No.” His voice drops lower, rough enough to scrape against my chest. “You don’t, because every time I looked at you after that……. every fucking time……. I thought some part of her was still here.”
“I never wanted to hurt you.”
“But you did.” Silence crashes between us after that then suddenly monitors explode loudly somewhere behind us.
Shouting follows immediately after, Eden sways once. My stomach drops hard. “Eden?”
He grabs the wall briefly like he’s trying to steady himself, but his face has gone frighteningly pale.
“Hey…..” Then his knees give out. “Eden!” I lunge forward just as his body hits the hospital floor hard enough to echo through the hallway.
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Five years later, I still hear that sound sometimes. Usually at night when the apartment gets too quiet, when fear crawls under my skin hard enough to keep me awake.
Morning crashes into the kitchen before I can think too hard about any of it. Heat slams into me from every direction while steam thickens the air and knives hammer against cutting boards fast enough to sound violent. Oil spits from the stove, metal crashes somewhere behind me, voices overlapping loudly enough to make the whole room feel sharp.
Nobody notices I barely slept, nobody cares. Service keeps moving whether you’re exhausted, grieving, or barely holding yourself together.
If you break, the line breaks with you. “Table twelve is dragging,” I snap, grabbing the plate before it reaches the pass. “Fix the sauce before it leaves.”
“Chef, I was trying to……”
“You were trying and still messed it up.” I shove the spoon back toward the line cook after tasting it once. “Too much stock, less talking, more fixing.”
“Yes, Chef.” Orders keep slamming in nonstop. A garnish slips, I fix it. A steak overcooks, I send it back. A sauce starts separating, I catch it before anybody else notices.
The line moves again. “Chef.” Celine steps beside me while plating desserts. “We’re almost out of reduction.”
“Stretch it for three more plates,” I answer immediately. “Then start another batch before we get screwed.”
“Got it.” That’s why I trust her, a plate lands crooked on the pass. My hand moves automatically, straightening it before irritation fully settles in my chest. “Focus.”
“Sorry, Chef.” For a few seconds everything aligns again then somebody yells from prep, “Orders stacking in the back!”
“I can fucking see that,” I shoot back, already plating faster. The kitchen pushes harder around me.
“New ownership finalized this morning,” Celine says beside me casually while chopping herbs.
My hand stills briefly over the plate. Tiny movement, nobody notices then I force myself to keep going. “Doesn’t matter.”
“It matters upstairs.” Her voice lowers. “Management’s freaking out.”
Of course they are, people lose their minds the second power walks into a building. They start panicking about who gets replaced.
“Then they need to get over it,” I say sharply. “Or they don’t stay.” Celine glances at me for half a second too long like she hears something underneath it, but she lets it go.
By the time service finally ends, my entire body aches. The smell of butter, garlic, smoke, and grease follows me out into the cold New York air while traffic screams through the streets under bright lights and distant sirens echo somewhere uptown.
The city never slows down, sometimes I think it would swallow weak people whole without even noticing. I don’t stay outside long, I go home.
The apartment is quiet when I walk in. I close the door softly and head straight toward Jack’s room without bothering with the lights, the hallway glow is enough.
He’s asleep beneath dinosaur blankets, small body curled toward the wall.
My chest tightens painfully when I hear him breathing. Not bad, just slightly uneven enough to make panic slide instantly under my skin.
I sit carefully beside him, exhaustion finally catching me now that I’ve stopped moving. My fingers brush gently through his hair while I count his breaths automatically.
I always count. “Mama?” His sleepy voice nearly destroys me every time. “I’m here,” I whisper softly.
“Did you win today?” A quiet laugh escapes me. He always asks that like kitchen service is some kind of game. “Yeah,” I whisper. “We won.” His tiny smile appears instantly. “Good.”
His fingers wrap sleepily around mine beneath the blanket. “Mama?”
“Hmm?”
“Eli’s dad picked him up from school today.” Something tight twists low in my stomach. “He says dads tell better dinosaur stories than moms.” Jack yawns. “Is that true?”
I smooth his hair back carefully. “I think moms tell pretty good stories too.”
“Yeah but……..” His sleepy voice softens. “Do you think my dad would’ve liked dinosaurs?” The question slices straight through me.
My chest locks so hard, not because he asked but because one day he’ll ask harder questions. I force my voice steady anyway. “I think your dad would’ve loved everything about you.”
Jack smiles softly at that then finally falls asleep again. I stay there long after, listening to him breathe. This is what I protect.
Morning comes too fast, the kitchen fills quickly once prep starts, heat already rising while cooks move around each other half awake.
I step into it automatically. “Chef,” Celine says beside me while checking inventory sheets.
“What?”
“There’s talk upstairs.”
“There’s always talk upstairs.”
“Not like this.” Something in her tone makes me look at her. “They released the ownership details.”
“Okay.” Celine watches me closely now. “Duncan Enterprises bought the hotel.”
Everything inside me goes still. No fucking way, for one horrible second, I genuinely can’t breathe.
“Janice?” I force my hands to move again before anybody notices. “That doesn’t mean anything.”
“They said the new CEO’s personally taking over operations.” My pulse starts slamming hard against my ribs. “What’s his name?” I ask carefully.
Celine’s eyes stay locked on mine. “Eden Duncan.” The plate slips from my hands and crashes hard against the kitchen floor.
EDEN'S POVOne Year LaterThe first thing I hear every morning isn't my alarm.It's Janice."Eden…... the pancakes."I open one eye."What about them?""They're burning."I close my eye again."They'll build character."She throws a pillow at my face."Get up."I laugh into the pillow."I thought we agreed you liked my cooking now.""I like surviving it."I finally sit up, rubbing sleep from my eyes, and immediately notice two toothbrushes standing together in the bathroom doorway.Same place, same habit.One year later.Some things never change.I smile before I even realize I'm doing it.Janice catches me."You're staring again.""At what?""My toothbrush.""I was remembering.""You've become sentimental.""I married you.""You really did.""I've never recovered."She walks over, wraps both arms around my waist and rests her chin against my shoulder."I don't want you to.""I wasn't planning to."She kisses my cheek."Good answer."Before either of us can steal another kiss, the bed
JANICE'S POVThe first thing I hear on my wedding day isn't birds.It's Chan shouting."I refuse to accept those flowers!"Someone shouts back."They're roses!""They're positioned aggressively!"I sit up in bed laughing before I even open my eyes.Amanda walks into my room carrying a garment bag over one arm and coffee in the other."I see you're awake.""I think the entire hotel is awake.""Chan has declared war on floral arrangements.""Who won?"Amanda takes a sip of coffee."The flowers."I laugh again."You don't look nervous.""I haven't had time.""Oh, don't worry."She smiles far too sweetly."I'll fix that."She unzips the garment bag.The wedding dress appears.I stop breathing."Oh…..."Amanda's smile softens. "I know."I reach out carefully, running trembling fingers across the fabric."It's beautiful.""No."She gently squeezes my shoulder. "You are."An hour later the bridal suite is overflowing with people.Hair stylists.Makeup artists.Celine carrying pastries becaus
EDEN'S POVThe DNA report sits inside the drawer exactly where I left it yesterday.I open the drawer, look at it and close it again.Behind me Janice laughs."You're doing it again.""I know.""You've opened that drawer three times.""I wasn't counting.""I was."I turn toward her.She leans against the kitchen counter wearing one of my hoodies while flipping pancakes with entirely too much confidence."You said it could wait.""I did.""You don't sound convinced.""I'm not."She places another pancake on Jack's plate before looking back at me."Eden.""Hm?""If you keep staring at that drawer, you're going to burn a hole through it.""I've burned other things.""The toast.""The toast was one time.""It was yesterday."Jack raises his hand."I'd like the court to know the toast was scary."I point my spatula at him."It built character.""It built smoke."Janice laughs so hard she has to grab the counter."He's right.""I live with traitors."Jack grins."We're family."The word set
JANICE'S POVThe first clue that Eden has unofficially moved into my apartment isn't the suitcase.It's the toothbrush.I walk into the bathroom early the next morning, reach for mine, and stop.There are two.Mine and his, standing side by side like they've been roommates for years. I stare at them for a second before smiling to myself."Well." A sleepy voice drifts in from the hallway. "I was hoping you'd notice."I turn around. "You're awake.""Barely."He leans against the doorframe with messy hair, wearing an old T-shirt and looking so comfortable in my apartment that my heart quietly forgets how to behave."You left it on purpose.""I did.""You could've asked.""I was going to.""What happened?"He shrugs."I got distracted.""By what?""You."I roll my eyes."That was smooth.""It wasn't.""It really wasn't.""Can I try again?""No.""Fair."Before I can walk past him, he gently catches my wrist."So…...""So?""Can my toothbrush stay?"I pretend to think about it."I'll allow
JANICE'S POVOne phone call changes everything.The moment I lower the phone and tell Eden someone from the press has started asking questions, the fragile peace we've spent weeks building begins cracking all over again because secrets are dangerous, but public secrets are worse."How much do they
JANICE'S POVThe truth is finally out.For five years I feared the revelation and spent countless nights imagining what would happen when Eden learned the truth, yet somehow everything feels more uncertain now than it did before because secrets are predictable.The future isn't.Morning arrives wit
JANICE'S POVJack called him Dad.The word keeps replaying inside my head while morning sunlight spills through the hospital windows, and for the first time in five years I don't push it away because hearing it felt right.I stand outside Jack's room holding a cup of terrible hospital coffee while
EDEN'S POVThe word hits harder than any accusation ever could and for several seconds I simply stare at Janice because my brain refuses to move fast enough to catch up with what she just said, while the city lights glow beyond the hospital windows and every missing piece I've been carrying for wee






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