42| ANOTHER HEARTBREAK

PERSY

I had never been so broken in my life. I sat on my bed in my apartment, numb from crying all evening, yet asking myself why exactly I was crying.

Aiden had been right. It was just sex. Why did I have to feel so entitled? It was not like he had promised me anything after that night. In fact, my first red flag should have been the one where he'd left immediately after the sex. He cleaned me up and all, but for some reason, I had expected him to be beside me when I woke up, at least just so we could talk about how good or apparently bad the sex between us was.

This was my biggest fear, becoming reality now. I had avoided giving myself to Aiden because I felt that just like Trevor, he would decide that I was so boring in bed, and that he wanted nothing to do with me. I expected it to happen, but I had not expected it to happen so fast. It was so embarrassing to think about it, most especially about the way he had kicked me out of his car.

I did not regret the sex, though. No matter