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I didn’t think he’d have that attitude if he remembered the cabin. It had started as a modest log cabin, built for my grandmother by my grandfather when they married. As their family grew, he’d added onto it, but he really had an eye for architecture. He’d turned it into a gorgeous large home, warm and inviting, over the years. My grandmother lost her children after they grew. One to cancer, one to a car wreck, and my mom to her own poor choices. Mom was still alive, somewhere out there, but had chosen not to have anything to do with Nana or me. “We’ll see how you feel about it when we get there,” I said.

He sat in silence for a few more minutes. “Are you sure it wouldn’t be a good idea for me to go to an online school?” he asked.

I’d really considered it. But I didn’t want him to miss out on all those senior year things that he’d remember for the rest of his life. From football games to prom, being a senior in high school should be one of the best times of his life. The last year had been so rough on him, I just wanted him to have a normal last year of school.

“Give it two months,” I said. School in Black Claw had been in session for three weeks already, so he’d be at a bit of a disadvantage, but I knew my son. He’d have the girls flocking over him and the guys asking him to go out for the football team. “If you are unhappy in two months, we’ll revisit the online school idea.” The state had an online public school, and it had decent reviews and test scores, but I wanted him to have the full experience. Hopefully, I wouldn’t regret my decision.

“What if I lose my temper?” His eyes shifted away from me as he asked. He hated talking about it.

“Then you do what your therapist said. You’ve got exercises to help you keep your anger in check, right?”

He nodded. “I guess. I’m still not so convinced they work.”

“It’s worth trying.” I looked at the clock and noted the familiar landmarks. As we passed a seafood restaurant popular in the area, I smiled. Seafood in the mountains. “Go ahead and call for two large pizzas.” I considered telling him to change it to three. He’d eat a whole pizza on his own, and I always liked to have leftovers. Pizza for breakfast was one of my favorite things.

“Half cheese for me, please,” Hailey chimed in from the back seat. “Are we almost there?”

“About half an hour,” I replied. “You excited?”

“I didn’t think I would be, but I am. I can’t wait to decorate my bedroom.”

My bedroom in the cabin had been the best one in the house, and I’d promised it to Hailey.

After a quick stop at the pizza place, where I sent Maddox in, we turned up the road to our new home. I had to stop thinking of it as Nana’s cabin. It had been mine, technically, since she died. It was time to make it feel like my home.

My stomach buzzed as we neared the cabin. If I kept driving up the road another half mile, to the only other house on the street, I’d likely have a little freak-out and scare the kids.

Maddox’s father and his family had lived there once upon a time. Last I’d checked, they’d sold the property, though. When I came to Black Claw to bury my Nana, I’d asked around discreetly, and they hadn’t been back. No reason to think they’d ever come back at this point.

I pulled onto the long gravel driveway and immediately regretted not calling around to find someone to come regravel the driveway. It was rutted and washed out. “Okay,” I said as Hailey giggled from the back seat, bouncing around. Maddox stared at me as he clung to the ‘oh shit’ bar. “I’ll call and have this fixed first thing. Don’t give me a hard time about it.”

He gave me half a smile, the first one I’d seen since we left New Mexico. “Sure, Mom. Whatever.”

The cabin came into view, wiping the smile off of his face. I’d planned our arrival time so we’d have plenty of daylight to explore the cabin. The moving truck would be here in a matter of hours, hopefully after the cable guy left. We probably wouldn’t have much time to unpack, but at least it would all be here. Such as it was.

After the divorce, we didn’t have as much stuff as I’d expected. I’d called them back and changed my truck request to a smaller one once it was all packed. Since we didn’t bring much furniture, it had been a sad stack of boxes.

“Wow,” Hailey breathed. “It’s huge.”

The large windows on the front of the house gave a ton of sunlight, even in the winter. As I recalled, it got too bright sometimes in the winter with the reflection off the show. “When I was a kid, there had been huge shades that could be lowered to block out the sun when it got to be too much. I’m sure we’ll need to replace them.”

“How are we affording all this?” Maddox asked in a hushed voice.

I put the SUV in park and twisted back to look at Hailey, but she was gaping out the window at the house. “Gimme the keys!” she squealed.

I handed her the key to the front door and she launched out of the vehicle. Maddox stayed put. “I’ve got quite a bit of money left from the divorce,” I admitted. “But I’m going to try not to use it. I want to save it for Hailey’s college.”

Maddox had already made it perfectly clear he would not be going to college. He wanted to go to a trade school and hone his favorite hobby—woodworking. We could afford to pay for that with small loans. I’d help him any way I could.

“What about your job?” His face was open and curious; he wanted to go explore as well.

“Don’t worry about it. We’ll get by just fine. I’ve got freelance work lined up.” My job as a web developer wasn’t something in high demand in Black Claw. I’d been reaching out to industry contacts from the moment I decided we should move. They’d pulled strings and put out feelers and gotten me a long list of work. “I mean it. Go explore, pick out a bedroom, and don’t worry about money. We’re fine.”

He nodded. “Okay.”

When he walked up to the cabin, I realized he looked lighter than he had in months. This had been a good idea; I was sure of it.

As I put my hand on the door handle, my phone beeped. I was a little surprised that I had service this far up the mountain. I grabbed it out of the console to find my best friend’s name displayed across the screen.