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"Huff, huff!"
My breathing was completely thrown off, my steps no longer had any direction, I could only run frantically forward.
Where am I supposed to go now?
Why is it only me who has to run? Why is it always me...?
I gritted my teeth, a feeling of resentment rising all the way up to my throat. From the moment I was born until now, I have always been running. There was never any choice for me, and I never had the right to choose.
The moonlight shone through the treetops above and cast down onto the ground, that beautiful, dazzling light was the thing I hated the most.
That faint glow gradually became obscured by the towering trees as I ventured deeper into the forest.
I tried to run like an arrow that had been loosed, the leaves scraping against my face with a burning sting and the uneven gravel road digging into the soles of my feet, also painful. But those physical pains were nothing compared to the fear taking hold of my soul at this moment.
Instinct is a fearsome thing, and power can govern a person.
For wolves, instinct is what allows them to survive in the pack and the wild. Those instincts that had never once surfaced in my entire life were now urging me to flee.
How ridiculous!
"Run, or you'll die!"
My life has always been like this, I have no choice when faced with dangerous situations like this. I have lived quietly as a failure for years and have never been able to change my circumstances.
It's not that I don't want to change, it's that I can't. Reality is far more brutal than beautiful dreams. A small and insignificant existence can never become noble and radiant.
No fairy tale will ever happen; the weak can only remain forever at the lowest rung.
That is reality, and I am proof of it.
I paused to catch my breath, feeling like my heart was about to leap out of my chest. My head was spinning, so I hurriedly reached out a hand to lean against a tree trunk, clutching my aching chest while asking myself.
"Have I... run far enough?"
I looked up at the towering trees. I had never dared to set foot deep inside this forest; to me, this place was too dangerous. But at this moment, ironically, that dangerous place had become the last refuge of my life.
If I went a little deeper, maybe no one would ever find me.
Just as I felt a brief flicker of relief thinking I was safe, a sound from right behind me sent a chill down my spine.
A figure swept past right above my head, knocking me backward. A wolf's paw pinned me to the ground, wild golden eyes staring straight at me, a brutal breath enveloping my entire body.
"Oh, it's you, huh? The useless Omega, Julia Taylor?"
I trembled so much my whole body felt frozen solid, unable to utter a single word.
I had clearly wiped away every trace... and yet, sure enough, you can't defeat a powerful Lycan with just a bit of weak resistance.
Am I going to die at his hands today?
When did everything start going wrong? Things were already bad from the moment I was born, I suppose...
A few days earlier, at Moonlight Academy.
I reached out and turned the bathroom door handle, realizing it was jammed from the outside.
"That trick again?"
I thought to myself and let go of the handle. Laughter from a few girls rang out from the other side of the door.
"Hey, you weak Omega, this isn't a place you can just come and go as you please! Are you trying to disgrace the whole academy with your presence?"
"Oh my, you're being too harsh! What if the weakling who can't even call out her inner wolf hears you and gets hurt?"
Their laughter rang out with great satisfaction. I didn't understand why they enjoyed using other people's pain and flaws as entertainment.
The taunts and mockery had become so familiar they were dull, and I no longer had the energy to fight back or care. Because the outcome would always be the same; struggling only made things worse.
"Boom!"The loud banging on the door startled me, and I instinctively stepped back.
"Hey, you bitch! I know you can hear us, so don't pretend you can't. Get the hell out of here before we tear you apart! This place isn't for you, stop humiliating the proud wolves!"
Then a bucket of ice-cold water was dumped over my head, accompanied by gleeful laughter. I was soaked through and reeked of filth.
I frowned and let out a faint, mocking smile.
"How pathetic..."
I waited in silence, listening until their footsteps had faded far enough and the space outside had gone quiet before daring to move.
I struggled to stand on the toilet, then climbed over the partition to escape, only to stumble and fall flat onto the dirty bathroom floor in a clumsy heap.
Truly pathetic beyond words.
I painfully forced myself to sit up, and in front of me were a pair of female student shoes.
What the hell...?!
They still haven't left? Even though I tried to avoid it, I still have to take a beating in the end?
I instinctively curled up, hugging my head tightly with both hands to protect myself.
Fine, just hit me!
End everything however you want, since no one has ever listened to me anyway…
Chapter 20: Caught My steps had long become unsteady, my heart pounding so fast I felt like my chest was about to explode. That bastard Lucian, why on earth wouldn't he just give this up?I knew very well that if I were truly caught this time, there would be no way to hide it anymore.Lucian wouldn't believe any explanation from me, and the truth that I was a powerful Healer would become my fatal weakness. When I was little, there was a very skilled Healer in the Pack.She had a kind face, but there was always a hint of sorrow in her expression. In my mind back then, a Healer was someone who carried the power of healing and had a heart that loved everyone.But that Healer never seemed happy, and she would get very irritable when she had to treat someone. I didn't understand at the time why she was like that, wasn't having the ability to save everyone a wonderful thing?It wasn't until I grew a bit older that I learned why she was never happy about it.Because being a Healer for the P
Chapter 19: Being discovered by scent!Nathan seemed somewhat surprised by my cold attitude. He raised an eyebrow and quietly asked again."Did I do something to make you unhappy? You look dissatisfied."I silently sighed inwardly. Was he really unaware, which was why he asked?That's right, he was also a proud, foolish Alpha. Even if I told him about my hardships and troubles, he probably wouldn't understand.I rolled my eyes, casually replied with a sentence, then waved my hand in farewell."Think whatever you want. If there's nothing else, I'll be on my way."I left without even bothering to look back to see Nathan's expression. Although he spoke and behaved quite politely toward me, the fact that the club members left all the work to a girl like me to do was still an undeniable truth.At the end of that day, just like other days, I stayed alone to clean up after training.While I was putting away the training equipment in the room, a thunderclap outside rang out, startling me so m
Chapter 18: The Rivalry Between the LycansA few days after becoming the manager, I gradually got familiar with my work. At first, since I wasn't used to it, I found it quite tough, but after getting the hang of it and developing a certain feel for it, I started to think this job wasn't too bad.Of course, the way the team members treated me was still... terribly bad!But one good thing I got from becoming the manager was that, because I was so busy, I went straight there after class and didn't cross paths with anyone else, so no one could deliberately bully me anymore.I sighed, muttering to myself while hanging up the team members' uniforms."I should be grateful they aren't treating me cruelly. At least they aren't trying to pick on me."Although the team members weren't too friendly toward me and piled a lot of work on my shoulders, they were actually better than the other students at the academy. Because their arrogance was quite high, a small person like me naturally couldn't ca
Chapter 17: The Hard WorkEarly the next morning, I held the application form in my hand and walked straight to the football club room. I had thought it over all night, struggled with it all night before making this decision.Even though I knew this path wouldn't be easy for me, this was already my final choice. Facing the deep sea ahead and the abyss behind, there was no point comparing which was better.Of course, I had no passion for the football club, and I couldn't understand what that bastard Lucian was thinking by dragging me into this position.I stood in front of the club room door for a long while before knocking and stepping inside.As I walked in, I happened to run into the former female manager who was packing up her belongings and getting ready to leave. When she saw me holding the form in my hand, she pointed toward the table near the window and spoke."You're here to submit an application, just leave it there and someone will come by to review and approve it. It'll pro
Chapter 16: Unable to Resist LucianI raised my hand and gently pushed Lucian's hand away from my face, speaking softly."Don't touch me casually."Lucian looked at me with a surprised and intrigued expression. He didn't seem angry about what I had just done.Actually, I couldn't understand Lucian at all, precisely because I didn't know where his limits were and how disrespectful I could be. Over the past few days, there were times Lucian would get angry over very small and unexpected things.He seemed to dislike others going against his words, perhaps because the pride of a high-ranking Lycan didn't allow being looked down upon to happen. Lucian easily lost his temper with those around him over just a small action of theirs.But he didn't get angry at my attitude, I didn't know the exact reason, but it seemed Lucian was quite... tolerant of me.Lucian crossed his arms, leaned against the window, and looked at me with the gaze of a god looking down from above. He let out a cold snort
Chapter 15: Managing the Football TeamMonica looked at me with a puzzled expression, she smiled and lightly patted my shoulder before speaking."Come on, don't be sad, everything will be fine. If you find things too difficult and need someone to talk to, just let me know. I might not be able to help much, but I think your sorrow will ease a little when you share it with others."I smiled, nodded, and replied softly."Alright, thank you for listening to what I had to say."After that, Monica left, and the feeling inside me truly did become much lighter. Even though that day was still a terrible one for me, at least when I sat on the balcony, I saw a very beautiful sunset at the far end of the horizon.Perhaps gloomy, unhappy days all come to an end eventually. Although that ending didn't make me feel any happier, it seemed not all endings were ugly and frightening.At least on that afternoon, I knew I had friends who were willing to listen to what I said and help me quietly and silent







