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"Huff, huff!"
My breathing was completely thrown off, my steps no longer had any direction, I could only run frantically forward.
Where am I supposed to go now?
Why is it only me who has to run? Why is it always me...?
I gritted my teeth, a feeling of resentment rising all the way up to my throat. From the moment I was born until now, I have always been running. There was never any choice for me, and I never had the right to choose.
The moonlight shone through the treetops above and cast down onto the ground, that beautiful, dazzling light was the thing I hated the most.
That faint glow gradually became obscured by the towering trees as I ventured deeper into the forest.
I tried to run like an arrow that had been loosed, the leaves scraping against my face with a burning sting and the uneven gravel road digging into the soles of my feet, also painful. But those physical pains were nothing compared to the fear taking hold of my soul at this moment.
Instinct is a fearsome thing, and power can govern a person.
For wolves, instinct is what allows them to survive in the pack and the wild. Those instincts that had never once surfaced in my entire life were now urging me to flee.
How ridiculous!
"Run, or you'll die!"
My life has always been like this, I have no choice when faced with dangerous situations like this. I have lived quietly as a failure for years and have never been able to change my circumstances.
It's not that I don't want to change, it's that I can't. Reality is far more brutal than beautiful dreams. A small and insignificant existence can never become noble and radiant.
No fairy tale will ever happen; the weak can only remain forever at the lowest rung.
That is reality, and I am proof of it.
I paused to catch my breath, feeling like my heart was about to leap out of my chest. My head was spinning, so I hurriedly reached out a hand to lean against a tree trunk, clutching my aching chest while asking myself.
"Have I... run far enough?"
I looked up at the towering trees. I had never dared to set foot deep inside this forest; to me, this place was too dangerous. But at this moment, ironically, that dangerous place had become the last refuge of my life.
If I went a little deeper, maybe no one would ever find me.
Just as I felt a brief flicker of relief thinking I was safe, a sound from right behind me sent a chill down my spine.
A figure swept past right above my head, knocking me backward. A wolf's paw pinned me to the ground, wild golden eyes staring straight at me, a brutal breath enveloping my entire body.
"Oh, it's you, huh? The useless Omega, Julia Taylor?"
I trembled so much my whole body felt frozen solid, unable to utter a single word.
I had clearly wiped away every trace... and yet, sure enough, you can't defeat a powerful Lycan with just a bit of weak resistance.
Am I going to die at his hands today?
When did everything start going wrong? Things were already bad from the moment I was born, I suppose...
A few days earlier, at Moonlight Academy.
I reached out and turned the bathroom door handle, realizing it was jammed from the outside.
"That trick again?"
I thought to myself and let go of the handle. Laughter from a few girls rang out from the other side of the door.
"Hey, you weak Omega, this isn't a place you can just come and go as you please! Are you trying to disgrace the whole academy with your presence?"
"Oh my, you're being too harsh! What if the weakling who can't even call out her inner wolf hears you and gets hurt?"
Their laughter rang out with great satisfaction. I didn't understand why they enjoyed using other people's pain and flaws as entertainment.
The taunts and mockery had become so familiar they were dull, and I no longer had the energy to fight back or care. Because the outcome would always be the same; struggling only made things worse.
"Boom!"The loud banging on the door startled me, and I instinctively stepped back.
"Hey, you bitch! I know you can hear us, so don't pretend you can't. Get the hell out of here before we tear you apart! This place isn't for you, stop humiliating the proud wolves!"
Then a bucket of ice-cold water was dumped over my head, accompanied by gleeful laughter. I was soaked through and reeked of filth.
I frowned and let out a faint, mocking smile.
"How pathetic..."
I waited in silence, listening until their footsteps had faded far enough and the space outside had gone quiet before daring to move.
I struggled to stand on the toilet, then climbed over the partition to escape, only to stumble and fall flat onto the dirty bathroom floor in a clumsy heap.
Truly pathetic beyond words.
I painfully forced myself to sit up, and in front of me were a pair of female student shoes.
What the hell...?!
They still haven't left? Even though I tried to avoid it, I still have to take a beating in the end?
I instinctively curled up, hugging my head tightly with both hands to protect myself.
Fine, just hit me!
End everything however you want, since no one has ever listened to me anyway…
Chapter 15: Managing the Football TeamMonica looked at me with a puzzled expression, she smiled and lightly patted my shoulder before speaking."Come on, don't be sad, everything will be fine. If you find things too difficult and need someone to talk to, just let me know. I might not be able to help much, but I think your sorrow will ease a little when you share it with others."I smiled, nodded, and replied softly."Alright, thank you for listening to what I had to say."After that, Monica left, and the feeling inside me truly did become much lighter. Even though that day was still a terrible one for me, at least when I sat on the balcony, I saw a very beautiful sunset at the far end of the horizon.Perhaps gloomy, unhappy days all come to an end eventually. Although that ending didn't make me feel any happier, it seemed not all endings were ugly and frightening.At least on that afternoon, I knew I had friends who were willing to listen to what I said and help me quietly and silent
Chapter 14: Kingsley PackI looked at Monica and quietly asked again."What about your family? Do they despise your younger brother?"Monica was startled, she looked at me with eyes that seemed to understand everything. Monica shook her head and replied softly."No, my family doesn't feel that being born an Omega is a sin. Although everyone in the Pack doesn't like my brother and also looks at him with contempt. But my parents don't feel that way."I smiled slightly and said."That's really nice!"The years of my life have always been lived in admiration and fear. Admiring others for having love, admiring others for being embraced and loved by their parents, admiring others for not needing to try to do anything and still being able to live an ordinary life.I have always lived in constant fear.Because I have nothing special about myself, I fear that even my existence will be forgotten.Because I am too weak, I fear that I won't be able to protect the things I love. So I have never da
Chapter 13: The HelpI looked up with a start, and everyone else fell silent at the sudden sound. That female student had just turned her head, and when she saw Ivy and Lydia, her face instantly turned pale.Ivy stepped forward, glanced at me, and a flash of anger appeared in her eyes.She walked over, shoved the group of female students aside with one hand, and shot them a cold glare.The two female students exchanged wary glances, took a step back, and then gently tugged at their friend's sleeve as a signal. But that stubborn female student showed no fear at all. She crossed her arms, raised her chin defiantly at Ivy, and spoke first."What's this? Here to protect your useless little sister?"Ivy looked at her, her expression darkening as her hands clenched into fists. Ivy was quite good at controlling her expressions, so many people couldn't tell what she was thinking.However, I had lived with her for so many years. Even though her expression wasn't obvious, I could still tell she
Chapter 12: The Despised OmegaI returned to the dormitory and flopped onto the bed, exhausted. If I could, I wished I could live alone in some remote place and freely do whatever I wanted without having to fear anyone.No wolf lives alone without a Pack, because they know full well that going solo would soon lead to death for countless reasons.The world outside the Pack is much harsher, and I know that all too well.But perhaps in the future, I will become the first in history to leave the Pack or be abandoned by the Pack. Either outcome will probably happen no matter what.I sat up and slapped both sides of my face to snap myself back to alertness."Alright, then I need to prepare myself well so I can survive without anyone's help."Even though that is difficult and truly sad, if I don't want to become someone else's property, that is still the best choice for me.I got off the bed and took out a change of clothes from the closet to put on after showering. After the shower, my whol
Chapter 11: Traces of a ScentI had initially planned to ignore it and leave, but my conscience wouldn't allow it, so I stopped. I walked into the garden and followed the sound, finally finding a small cat with a severe injury to its eye. Its leg seemed to have problems too, making it difficult to move around.I sat down on the grass and reached out to pick up the cat.Examining the wound on its body carefully, it was a scratch from a larger animal.Around the academy garden, many stray cats came and went, and students fed them because they looked quite pitiful. This cat was weak and lame in one leg, so it probably wasn't very well-liked.I reached out and gently stroked its back, asking softly."Did you get this wound fighting over food?"The cat lying in my arms let out a few weak meows.The wound wasn't enough to kill it, but it would cause it pain for a long time and it might lose vision in that eye.For a cat with no ability to fight back and already disabled, this was no differe
Chapter 10: Searching for the HealerI was startled, my heart trembling. Lucian still hadn't given up on finding the Healer?I knew my lies couldn't fool Lucian, but if he kept searching like this, the presence of the new Healer in the academy would eventually be discovered by everyone.If even the teachers got wind of this news and conducted a comprehensive ability assessment, I wouldn't be able to keep hiding any longer.Thinking about that made me tremble with fear, my hand unconsciously tightening around the bread in my grasp.I still hadn't fully mastered my ability, nor had I found a way to protect myself. So I couldn't reveal myself right now.But Nathan's answer eased half of my anxiety."Still no new findings. But why are you so stubbornly searching for someone who may not even exist?"Lucian glanced at Nathan with a dissatisfied look, then asked back irritably."Why do you say I'm searching for someone who may not exist? I've told you that hundreds of times already, there's







