Chapter 15

“ I don’t know Emma, I don’t have the answer to that. I want you like I’ve wanted no one else. When you first dropped the hot soup on me, I was angry, I mean my thigh got burnt bad, and then you decide to blackmail me. I was furious at your audacity and to get my anger out I made you my mistress. I intended to humiliate you, to belittle you, but it was never to have sex with you. I was with Sofia at that time. I thought making you my mistress will cool me off but it further bugged me. You were on my mind 24 by 7. I couldn’t control myself, I found myself wanting to be near you and when Sofia finally broke up, I realized I wanted you. But Emma I didn’t want you to be my rebound, so I control myself from getting closer to you but I can’t help it. I don’t know…what you are to me. All I can say for now is, that I deeply care about you, Emma. And I can’t help but be drawn to you, your innocence and stupidity as much as angers me, brings me closer to you. “ He pours his fee