I slowly sauntered toward the firehouse, internally debating if this was a brilliant idea or a completely stupid one. I placed Alaric’s forgotten hat atop my head as I approached the firehouse and hoped he was actually here.
As I got closer, I could see him standing outside the firehouse speaking with a couple other men. One of the men had been with him at the restaurant and slapped his arm and pointed toward me. Alaric turned around, a broad smile spreading across his face as his eyes looked me up and down.
“That hat’s never looked so good,” he hollered at me in his delicious accent.
“Like it?” I asked as I tipped the brim slightly. “It’s new.”
He said his goodbyes to the men he had been talking to and walked over to me. He slid his hands across my stomach and onto my hips as he lowered his lips to my ear.
“I’d like to see you in just that hat.”
His warm breath tickled my ear as my insides tingled at his words, my skin aflame at his touch. A fire ignited deep within me, my entire body coming alive for him.
“Are you busy right now?” he asked, pulling back slightly to look at my face.
I stared at him and got lost within his handsome face so close. I inhaled his cologne and had to restrain myself from tipping forward and kissing him as everything inside me screamed to do.
“I’m available,” I managed to whisper out.
His eyes searched over my face as he smiled slightly. My heart pounded at his smile just for me. His hands slid off my waist. He took my hand into his as he turned and led me into the firehouse.
We walked down a couple hallways, twisting and turning like mice in a maze as my desire burned hotter and hotter for him. I had no idea where we were going or what he was planning to do. All I knew was I longed to be with this man like I never felt before in my life. It wasn’t a want; it was a flaming hot need.
He led me through a door and into an office. He swung around, closing the door behind us before turning back toward me. His green eyes burned with desire as he advanced toward me. His hand slowly raised, his eyes searching mine as if asking permission. He gently took his hat from atop my head and tossed it onto the floor.
“Is here okay?” he asked as his palm brushed across my cheek and into my hair. His face lowered to mine; his lips teasingly close to mine. My entire body came alive at his touch as I melted beneath his green eyes.
“Yeah,” I whispered out seconds before his lips crushed onto mine. In complete shock by his suddenness, I hesitated to respond.
He pulled back, his eyes aflame and his voice husky. “What’s wrong?”
“Nothing” I breathed out as I threw my arms around his neck and pressed up onto my tiptoes to kiss him again. He tasted amazing and his kiss was like a brand new drug made just for me that I couldn’t get enough of.
His hand dug into my hair, his other hand wrapping around my waist and pulling me against his hard body. My fingers dug into those glorious curls in his long hair as my mouth opened to his.
His tongue slid into my mouth, hungry and eager and he groaned. Butterflies fluttered in my stomach as I ached to feel more and more of him. I melted in his embrace, his hand tightening in my hair as he held my head in place as his mouth assaulted mine. His body pressed against mine and I could feel his erection through his pants. I needed this man like I had never needed anything in my life.
His hand slid from my waist to the front of my shorts. He undid the button in one, quick movement before his fingers slid past the barrier and between my legs. I moaned into his mouth as his fingers found my sensitive spot.
His mouth moved from mine and down to my neck as his fingers teased me relentlessly. He had long, skilled fingers that sent me into a frenzy as his lips left a trail of goosebumps on my neck. My arms wrapped tightly around him, holding myself up as my legs went weak as his fingers entered me.
I groaned, losing myself in his touch and kisses as his lips reclaimed mine, his tongue urgent and hungry. This man and this moment was unlike anything I had ever experienced in my life. Passion blasted through my body as my heart pounded out of control. Nothing in life mattered except him and me and our bodies joining together.
“Alaric,” I cried out as my arms squeezed him tightly as pleasure burst through my body in a blinding tidal wave.
“I love hearing you scream my name,” he whispered, his voice heavy with desire and his accent.
He bent down, his hands sliding down to my butt as he lifted me up so I was straddling him. He stepped forward, my fingers sliding up and into his hair as I kissed his lips. He set me down on a desk and I laid backwards as his fingers traced along my waist before pulling my shorts and panties off. He dropped his pants before grabbing my hand.
“Come here,” he whispered softly as I sat up.
He raised his hand toward my face, and I flinched. Something broke through the desire on his face. It looked like a mixture of concern and anger, but he quickly covered it. He held his hand in place, his eyes meeting mine and holding their gaze. He slowly brought his hand to my face as though I was an injured creature. He gently brushed some stray hair out of my face before leaning forward and kissing my cheek where it had once been bruised.
He moved back from me, bending down to pull a condom out of his discarded pants. I stared in shock as his huge manhood. My eyes widened as I looked up into his hungry green eyes.
He moved closer to me, my heart pounding in a crazy, anxious beat. I wanted him. I wanted to feel him inside me. I stared at his handsome face and his caring green eyes as he entered me with a groan. Fireworks exploded inside me as I let out a soft cry of ecstasy. His hands slid up my shirt and beneath my bra, cupping my breast as he began pumping hard and furious into me.
“Alaric,” I cried out in pleasure as my fingers wrapped around him and dug into his back. Despite his gentle demeanor with me previously, this was something new. This was urgent. This was a primal, carnal need. “Alaric!”
My voice seemed only to encourage him as he went harder and faster at a furious, frantic pace. I clung to him, moaning and calling his name until he finally reached his peak and his face collapsed onto my shoulder.
He breathed heavily, his breath hot upon my skin. He stood up, flipping his glorious hair back and running his hand through it.
“That was amazing,” he grinned, exposing his dimples with delight. He stepped back, pulling his pants up as I jumped off the desk and redressed.
“So,” he drew out slowly in his accent. “How much do I owe you?”
My face shot up to his. “What?”
“How much do I owe you?” he asked again. “Your boyfriend, Ace, told me about your work at the brothel. Didn’t he send you over”?
All the blood drained from my face as I nearly went down with it. I stared at him as my heart shattered into a million pieces. He hadn’t wanted me. He was simply looking for a quick lay from a prostitute, which is all he saw me as.
I stood wordless as my soul died before him.” Yeah,of course,” I finally forced out in defeated agony. “ It’s three hundred.”
His eyes seemed to linger on me, questioning me silently, but he didn’t vocalize his mental wonderings. He reached into his back pocket and produced his wallet, he pulled out cash, counting it out before stepping over to me and holding it out.
With shame burning through every single inch of me, I swallowed the lump in my throat and took the money from him. “Thanks,” I mumbled, dropping my eyes to the floor.
“Maybe another time?” he questioned.
I raised my eyes back up to his gorgeous face and nodded. “Sure, yeah.” I should be used to men using me simply for their sexual gratification but, for some reason, it killed me for him to use me in such a way. It made no sense, I hardly knew him. He was nothing more than a random stranger paying me for sex, yet for some reason this near stranger using me in such a manner nearly killed me. But why? Because I wanted more from him? Because I held in higher regards for saving my life and expected something more from him? It was stupid, whatever it was.
“I should go.” I stepped past him, toward the door as I shoved the money into my pocket when his warm hand gently grabbed mine. I hesitated and turned toward him as my heart leapt at the possibility of what he would say.
“Thanks,” he said in a genuine voice as his eyes studied me.
I forced a smile upon my face as I nodded as he let my hand slide from his fingers. I turned and walked away, hurrying out the door and back into the heat of the day before my broken heart leaked from my eyes.
One year later ... I drew in a long, slow breath to calm my nervous excitement as I lit the candle atop the chocolate cupcake I had secretly bought. I had made arrangements for it to be delivered while we were out sightseeing. Never in my wildest dreams had I ever imagined I would be in Hawaii, let alone be enjoying my honeymoon there. Alaric and I had said our vows on the beach just days ago, surrounded by our friends. Now, we were alone, just him and I to start our new life as husband and wife. He was my husband. Just the thought sent butterflies into flight in my stomach. We were married. He was mine forever. I closed my eyes as his vows whispered into my ears in his delicious British accent. He had stared at me with those gorgeous green eyes and declared his never-ending love for me. Somehow, I had managed to stay standing while I melted inside. I had opted out of a big wedding dress. Instead, I wore a knee-length white dress. It was sleeveless and cinched at the waist. It pu
Another month passed by as I forged forward with a life I had once only dreamt about with Alaric. I came home from working at the hospital on a random weekday and opened the condo door. I stepped inside and immediately noticed how eerily quiet the condo was. "Alaric?" I called out as I took a step forward. He was supposed to be off today. My stomach dropped as I wondered if he had been called in. "Alaric?" I took another step forward when something crunched beneath my foot. I lowered my eyes to the floor and looked quizzically at the rose beneath my shoe. I slowly bent down and picked it up. I inspected the red rose in my hand, wondering what on earth it was doing there, as my eyes gazed across the floor of the condo. My breath caught as my heart beat rapidly as I stared at the trail of red roses laid out before me. I trembled with an excited anticipation as I began to follow the trail, picking them up as I walked. I followed their path to the back patio door. I slid the door open
I slowly woke up the next morning, safe and loved in Alaric's strong arms. The sunlight streamed from the balcony doors as I snuggled closer to him. He laid on his back, snoring softly was he slept. His hair was splayed all around him on the pillow. I studied his sharp jawline and perfect, red lips. My eyes slowly trailed to his tattoos on his arms and chest. How had I been so lucky to have him in my life? What I had done so right to deserve him? After the hell of my youth and the struggles I went through before him, he was something I never imagined having. He was more than I ever thought I deserved. And yet here I was, cuddled in his arms in our bed enraptured by him and his love. He stirred and groggily opened his eyes to look at me. He smiled lightly as his green eyes found me. It was me he looked for as soon as he woke up, and it was me who made him smile. The realization warmed my soul. He rolled toward me, his lips quickly finding mine. His hand raised and cupped my face as h
I smiled and nodded my head. He raised his hands and gently wiped my tears away with his thumbs. He kissed my nose before taking a step back and pulling his shirt off. I stared at his bare chest. I slid my robe off and stepped into the hot water. I sat down as I watched Alaric undress. He stepped into the bath and sat down behind me. He pulled me back against him. I leaned into his chest, relaxing in the hot water and his secure embrace. We laid together, our bare bodies touching, as we relaxed but the sexual undercurrent between us made my heart pound. Alaric's fingertips traced up and down my bare arms beneath the hot water. He leaned his head forward and gently kissed my neck. I turned my head to the side, giving him better access as his fingers grazed higher up my arms and closer to my breasts. My breath caught as nerves pumped through my veins. I didn't want to be afraid of him, I didn't want to mess this up. My stomach meanwhile knotted into a tight knot of sexual energy. I bega
Alaric took a week off work to be home with me. He planned to take another, but I assured him I would be fine. He waited on me hand and foot. He acted as though I was a fragile, porcelain doll and handled me with excessive gentleness and care. His antics brought back my smile and laughter, and slowly began to erase the nightmares and flashbacks. He danced around with his goofy moves, and every time my mind seemed to start to drift to those dark days, he would tell one of his cheesy jokes to bring me back. He was my hero from my kidnapping, and my hero now. He saved me both physically and mentally and I could never repay him for what he had done for me. Despite his hovering care of me, he would only kiss me quickly on the lips. He would kiss my forehead, my hand, or even my cheeks for much longer, but never my lips. He also never made love to me or even tried. Of course, I wouldn't want to either with how I looked. The bruises seemed to darken each day, and I walked around with a hunc
Drake's body pressed down atop me, his weight pinning me down. He began biting at my neck between his slobbery kisses. "You're mine, Stephanie," he asserted in his monotone voice. "No!" I screamed as I began thrashing beneath him. His hands caught mine, trying to control them. His grip was surprisingly gentle, but as I swung at him, his hands wouldn't let go "You'll always be mine, Stephanie," he threatened as he unzipped my pants and prepared to take me against my will. "Stop!" I screamed, tears beginning to stream from my eyes. "Please stop!" My voice broke as I began sobbing. I yanked my hands back toward myself, breaking free from his grasp. As he lifted off me to undue his pants, I put my hands on his chest and tried to push him away. "Steph," he protested in a British accent. He tried to grab my hands but I ripped them away before he could try to restrain me again. I drew my right hand back and prepared to swing at him with an open hand. "Steph." His voice again had a Br