When the young nun Lydia Martinez gets cornered by a thief in an alley, she encounters Damien Raeken who is beautiful, intriguing and intimidating. The unwordly, innocent Lydia is startled to realize she wants this man and despite his enigmatic reserve, finds she is desperate to get close to him. Unable to resist Lydia's quiet beauty, wit, and independent spirit, the shapeshifter, Raeken admits he wants her, too—but on his own terms. Shocked yet thrilled by Raeken's dark past , Lydia hesitates. For all the trappings of success—Raeken is a man tormented by demons and consumed by the need for revenge. When the couple embarks on a daring, passionate physical affair that denounces all she's ever believed in, she discovers the shapeshifters secret and knows that loving him is one thing, but taming him is another. She explores her own dark desires while slowly being pulled to the dark side.
ดูเพิ่มเติม*Dreams weren't supposed to be able to kill you.*
Master! Master!A woman in her 40's rushed into his chamber, her hands shook and her lips quivered in great panic. She fell on her knees, bowed her head and hid her face from the man with a set of warm amber-gold eyes that wouldn't have looked out of place in the face of a tiger.
"Master! Bad news!" She cried.
He got up with deep frown lines on his forehead, his eyes squinted at her trembling figure. "What has happened?"
"Mi…mistress, she's…"
The man sprang off his chair and stride towards her. What has happened to your mistress."
The woman's eyes widened in utter despair, she gulped nervously and nodded quickly. "Please have mercy and spare my life, master Damien."
"Then speak!"
"I swear on my mother's grave…it's never my thoughts to wish mistress ill-fated…"
"Just speak!" His voice thundered.
"Yes, yes."
He stared at her impatiently. She raised her a bit and stared at his feet while she spoke.
"The midwives couldn't save her, they…" she choked on her words when she didn't see her master's legs no more, he's teleported from there. She breathed a sigh of relief.
He'd teleported into the bedroom.
"Master!" The midwives greeted him and quickly bowed when he strode in. He ignored them and walked straight to the bed.
"Alpha," the male figure beside him acknowledged in respect, but he also ignored the male and sat on the bed, close to the lady who looked in her 20's.
The amber-eyed male took the lady's hand in his, he felt her pulse and narrowed his eyes. "Why can't I feel her heart beat? Why is she so cold? And blue?" He asked in a deadly calm voice.
None of the midwives uttered a word, they wouldn't speak a word for fear of their lives.
"None of you dare speak a word?" He asked again, turning to them.
But they still stayed silent, taking slight glances at each other…each, silently waiting for the other.
"Master asked a question, speak and your lives shall be spared!" The figure beside him growled.
One of the midwives fell on her knees, her head to the ground. She crawled closer to him…though still in a safe distance.
"Have mercy on us, master," she stuttered. "W..we..we tried our best, but.. but..we..she.."
He slowly turned away from the mistress, he glared at the midwives with his flaming eyes. They were all suddenly lifted off the ground, their hands flew to their necks and began struggling…as if trying to get away from him. He clenched his fist and they began choking.
"Filthy bunch!" He growled loudly. He clenched his fist tighter, his eyes shut and the midwives stiffed as though they were statues. "Useless creatures."
He opened his eyes and released his fist. Their bodies slumped down, he turned back to the mistress and turned her head to the side. He quickly bit her neck. He waited for a few minutes, but got no reaction from her…he frowned…
"Master, do you wish to resurrect the mistress?" The figure beside him asked.
"Silence!" He snapped at him. He thought maybe he didn't bite her right and bit her again—but still no reaction.
"Master, she—"
"Shall I bite her again? Why isn't it working?" He asked. He stared at her hard, surprised the bite wasn't working.
"Forgive my impudence, alpha, but I'm afraid she is dead." The figure said.
"Nonsense, I gave her the bite." His eyes turned red…scarlet red! Anger and betrayal flashed in his eyes, he clenched his fist and his jaw. "I mustn't let it be true. I mustn't let it happen!" He reached for a small dagger, the male beside him held his hands in his.
"Master, you mustn't use this dagger, your wounds shall take time to heal."
He snatched his hands from the man's grip, his chest rose and fell rapidly as he breathed heavily. He looked up and growled loudly, the whole chamber echoed at his deep growl.
"This is injustice! You are being unfair! Punish me and spare my mate! She's innocent, I beseech thee…she is innocent." But she still remained unmoved, he growled again.
The growls drifted into my consciousness, weaving their way through vivid dreams.
And that cry!
I jerked awake, my heart thundering so loudly, I was still hearing the cries.
I was still hearing the cries.
Wasn't I?
I scramble out of bed, the sheets and blankets dropping onto the floor, my flannel pajamas tangled around my waist and legs. Wind rattled the windows, the darkness beyond the single-pane glass complete. I cocked my head to the side, heard the room creaking, ice pattering on the roof. Other than that, there was nothing. My hand shook as I brushed bangs from my forehead and tried to take a few deep breaths. Tired, but my lungs wouldn't fall.
"Calm down!" I muttered. "It was just a dream, and you're still waking up from it."
It wasn't as if I hadn't had the dream many in the six months since my process of discernment, and it wasn't as if I hadn't learned how to deal with it.
I paced to the window then back to the bed, inhaling, exhaling, forcing myself to relax.
There was pain—so much pain in his eyes. He was hurting and I was powerless to help him. I didn't even know him but somehow his agony affected me deeply. I woke up with tears in my eyes most mornings. My heart clenched like a fist in my chest, his name—a name I could never quite recall—trembling on my lips.
I tried to tell myself, my dreams were just that—only dreams. Lots of people had reoccurring dreams. Why my head chose to replay the same scene night after night was a mystery but it was no big deal. I shouldn't have to worry about this man, this mysterious stranger who was hurting. Shouldn't have to care about the pain I see in his unusual amber eyes. But I still did.
Until this night, the dreams changed. I could finally see the lady's face. And it frightened me. Cause somehow the lady who laid helpless on the bed was no one but me…me..
Why? Why was this happening? Why does this matter? I walked to the table where my rosary laid in waiting. Pictures of Christ hung crooked on the wall. The statue of Christ on the cross and pictures of him lined the table, their frames covered with dust.
I pulled back the curtains and stared into the tiny front yard. The convent butted up against a road that dead-ended a half mile to the west. I lived in the convent willing to take religious vows, and live, with other women, a life in the service of God. I saw It as a blessing, but that was the way I'd always been. Focusing on the positive. Willing to work hard to make dreams a reality.
Something moved in the early-morning darkness, and I leaned closer to the glass. Probably just a deer. This far out, I saw plenty of them. There were coyotes, too. The thing crossed the yard, heading too father Williams property. No street lights illuminated the shape, but I was sure it was biped. Too small to be a bear. A man?
I flexed on the outside light. The shadow darted across the street, disappearing into heavy shrubs.
Father William?
I hoped not. Two days ago, he'd been outside barefoot, walking up the road. I'd spotted him on my way to the nunnery from evangelism at the medical clinic. He'd said he'd been heading to his mail-box at the head of their road, but that hadn't explained the barefeet in fifty-degree weather.
I grabbed my phone and dialed his number, but he wouldn't answer. But if he was outside, he could freeze to death before anyone ever realized he was in trouble.
I yanked on jeans, pulled a coat over my flannel nightie and shoved my feet into boots. I touched the bear spray I kept in my coat pocket. Better safe than sorry. It was cold for early November, the temperature well below freezing, ice coating the grass and trees. It took five long strides to cross the nunnery, the wind snatching my breath and chilling my cheeks. Across the street, father William's house stood shadowy and dark.
I walked to the edge of his property and made my way along his driveway. My flashlight been bounced over cracks in the pavement and illuminated the three stairs that led to father Williams from door. I jiggled the door knob, knocked twice, wondering if he would hear if he was asleep. My fingers were freezing, but I wanted to check the back door, too. I swept the flashlight across the front yard, my pulse jumping as it pressed over what looked like footprints on the icy grass. I scanned the area, found another set of prints near the edge of the house.
"Father!" I screamed, my voice carried away by the wind. "father! Are you out here?" I rounded the side of the house, following the footprints to a gate that banged against the fence with every gust of wind.
"Father!" I tried one last time, my flashlight tracking footprints to the edge of the woods that separated father Williams yard from the church. The only church I had ever known. I knew the path that cut through the woods so well I wouldn't have needed my flashlight to follow it. I used it anyway, making sure the footprints didn't veer off into the woods.
Father William couldn't be too far ahead.
If it was father William.
I glanced back, could see nothing but white-crusted trees.
I walked another half mile. I'd reach the church parking lot soon, and then what would I do? The place was closed for the night. I was already frozen. I'd be all the way frozen by the time I walked to the church.
This was a stupid idea. A colossally stupid one. I needed to go back to the convent and alert the others. If father William was out in the cold, they'd find him. The problem was, I couldn't stand the thought of the priest freezing to death while I cowered in the nunnery. I couldn't stomach the idea of a person dying because I hadn't been able to offer the help he needed.
"Father!" I shrieked, my words seeming to echo through the woods. The trees grew sparser as I neared the church, and I flashed my lights toward the end of the trail, hoping to catch sight of the priest.
Suddenly, a figure stepped out of from behind a tree. Not stooped and old like father William. Tall and huge. My light flashed on thick paws. It glanced off a thick black fur, landed straight on fangs and scarlet red eyes that reminded me of the one's in my dreams.
"A…a..wolf?" I said, my voice wobbling. "Please,God…"
Please…Dear God, please…
It let out a deep, rumbling growl. It had a feral dominating look that got me scared. It took a step closer to me, it's eyes not moving an inch away from me.
I dashed into trees as it ran after me. The tumbled down a small hill, pushed through a thicket. Behind me, branches cracked and feet slapped against frozen earth. It was following me!
I didn't know where I was, where I was heading. I knew only that I had to run. If I didn't, the death I'd seen in my dream was going to find me.
"The police car drove away ten minutes ago. Five minutes after that, a car drove down to the end of the road, did a U-turn and left again. That's when I decided enough was enough," Lana said and stalked to Carlyle's side, her close-cropped hair barely moving. Used to be, she'd had shoulder-length hair. That was before she and Mikeal had called it quits. "Did you see what the car looked like?" "Blue. Not one of those fancy Jeep's, either. An old one. Had a couple of dents on the fender." Her gaze skirted past Mikeal. Mikeal's eyes gleamed with amusement. "This guy is smart. Values his dollars." "Did you happen to see the driver, Lana?" "Never got a good look at the guy. He did get out once. Walked up to Ryan's battered body and looked at him, obviously trying to make sure he was dead," Lana frowned, settling onto the couch. "But we did find a scarf in the back of the Jeep that nearly ran me down. Fibres on it matched fibres that were clinging to Ryan's coat when he wa
Damien took me to another store which was specific for exotic night wears and offers all the best brands under one roof. I moved to the racks to find some inner wears my size. Selected a black laced lingerie and getting into a changing room, I was about stripping when Damien walked in too. "Get out," I muttered under my breath, glaring daggers at him through the mirror in front of me. He had on a devilish smile on his face as he leaned to the wall behind. The changing room wasn't big like the one I had been to earlier, and with him inside it was more congested. I knew he wouldn't go out, and I didn't want to create attention from people outside. I stripped out of my clothes and slipped into the lingerie. Looking at the mirror the whole time, my cheeks blazed red as he looked at me without blinking an eye. I expected him to pass a comment like, try something else. But he moved close to me, his body closer to mine. "What do you see?" I gripped the surface. The ple
"And why is that? I didn't see you complaining the other day with all the touching we had to do. You see, only couples get to do those stuffs. And we, sweetheart, are way past those boundaries, only a little step further." "You know what?" I muttered under my breath. "You are a self-centered jerk who is way more interested in what he can get from others than what he can give. You want to make a big show of being in control, don't you?" "Yes, honey. And this is the second and last time I am letting you get away with your smart tongue." He moved to the drapes and pulled on some ropes, revealing a massive collection of dresses, bags and heels. "Wow." I breathed. Everything was amazing. A sinister smile was plastered on his face as he slowly moved to sit on the couch and grabbed a glass of bourbon. I casually moved along the rail when a white dress caught my attention. I briefly stopped to have a better look at the dress. "You should try it on," he offered. "Who knows, i
I hesitated with my hand raised to knock on the closed door of the room Damien was using. Knowing him, it was also locked. I wanted to knock and talk with him but I didn't think he'd appreciate it. He hadn't seemed to want to see me, hadn't wanted to talk to me. He'd been away for thirty-six hours, and he was tired and ill. Ryan had said he'd been running a 103-degree fever, and that he was tired. All those things needed to be dealt with, but first I had to get home. That's where I'd wanted to go. Straight back to the convent. But no one was letting me go, they'd bluntly refused to let me leave. The next thing I had known, I was still stuck in the middle of nowhere. I touched the door, remembering what had happened the last time I'd stepped foot in there. I couldn't stop thinking about the events that played out. Pulling my spine straight, I rapped my knuckles on the door. It took longer than expected, but finally the door cracked opened. My heart jumped as I raised my
I stepped into the living room, following the sound of voices into the living room. Lana sat in a couch there, exhaustion etching fine lines near the corners of her eyes. The man everyone had called Jackson leaned against the wall, his arms crossed over his chest. Like Lana, he looked exhausted, his eyes tracking Lana's movements as they talked. "Sorry, Lana," Jackson said, and he didn't sound sorry at all. "But we've got a situation, and I need to fill you in on it." "What situation?" Carlyle asked, walking in on them with Ryan and Asher behind. At some point, he'd changed into a brick red T-shirt and faded jeans. Even in those, he looked polished. "Hold on," Ryan said standing close to the window, his red hair fiery in the sunlight. "If we're going to be briefed, we may as well get the alpha involved. Otherwise, he'll show up right around the time we're done and want information." My heart jumped at the mention of Damien, feeling like the heavy emotions twisting my he
"Would you rather I make you?" I held my breath as her feminine scent was too much to take in. My eyes travelled down her slender neck to the gaping shirt, the swell of her breasts had me itching with the crazy need to mark her and make her mine. I turned my head before I lost all control. She was something else. Something off limits. "No, please." Her voice had a husky tone to it, like a siren to it called to my erection. "Why not?" I frowned, feeling quite frustrated with my reaction to her. "Are you scared? Of me?" To my surprise, Lydia nodded with vigor as she moved back again. But my resolve was already hardened. "Good. You should be." I walked farther towards her. She had unknowingly fuelled the beast in me; sparked the desire I'd never felt in a long time and I'd be damned if I let her go now. I slowly stood far too close behind her. Close enough that my shirt brushed her back and the scent of her wafted around me. She smelled like flowers, the scent feminine
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