LOGINAxl
By the time lunch period rolled around, he was ready to go home. School was boring, but attendance was important here. You could even be the valedictorian, but if your attendance was spotty, you were in trouble. Axl sighed as he headed to the parking lot. They never ate in the cafeteria. It was overpriced, and the portions were ridiculously small for the price.
The hallways pressed in on him as he walked, packed with noise and perfume and polished smiles, all of it grating against his nerves even as people parted for him, making a path for him as they whispered rumors and lies.“Hey,” North said. He was Axl’s best friend, had been since they’d been nine, when the same oversized kid who had tried to bully him tried to take North’s lunch money as well. It was an instant reaction, and the kick Axl landed to the little asshole’s jaw had made North his sidekick.“Come on, I’m starving. Tell Aspen to move her ass,” Axl said.“She’s bringing a friend,” North said, and grinned at the look on his face. Axl didn’t like people in general, and he was only friends with Aspen because she was North’s girlfriend, and had been since high school started. She was a legitimately awesome chick, and they got along well. If she couldn’t reach North, Axl was the second person she’d call if she was in trouble.North unlocked his Jaguar just as Axl spotted the two girls. The one who had greeted him in English. Nobody ever greeted him. The elite saw him as an outsider, but mostly let him be, because North was on the top tier of the wealthy elite, and North hung out with Axl. He could tell she was part of that circle as well. Her designer book bag, shoes, and clothes told him everything he needed to know about her. The fact that she was gorgeous didn’t matter much in the grand scheme of things. At least, that was what he told himself.“Hey, guys. This is Merit,” Aspen said, as they climbed into the back of the car.Axl nodded his head, and North sped away from the school. He pulled in at one of their favorite fast food places, and they waited in the drive-thru lane. He turned in his seat and looked Merit in the eye. “What do you two want?”“I’ll have a turkey sandwich,” Aspen said.“Do they have chicken salad?” Merit asked.Axl scoffed and shot North a look. “One of those that don’t eat. How predictable.”Merit glared at him and turned her attention to North. “I’ll have a cheeseburger with fries.”He grinned, as North chuckled and pulled up to the ordering window. “Hi, I’d like one turkey sandwich, one cheeseburger and fries combo, two double all-rounder combos, and the square double burger with cheesy fries, and four Cokes.”North handed the bags of food to Axl and sped back to the school. They had an hour for lunch, and they’d only been gone for fifteen minutes. Back at the school, they headed to the cafeteria, and Axl unpacked the food, sliding North’s burger across the table to him.Grease soaked through the paper bags and into his palms, the smell instantly cutting through the recycled air of the building. They ate in silence, and Merit’s eyes had widened when she saw two burgers and a double helping of hash browns in front of him.“Want a bite?”Merit shook her head, as he inhaled his food without breaking eye contact. He did it on purpose, the stare, the speed, the deliberate lack of manners—people were easier to handle when they were unsettled.Axl had no idea what her deal was, and he wasn’t really interested in finding out. Aspen always took the new girls under her wing until they made a move on North, or discovered Aspen wasn’t one of those ditzy girls that only shopped and got manicures. This one would move along quickly, too.“Did you know Merit’s new stepbrother is Jackson Cathwell?”Axl choked on his Coke and coughed, as he looked at Aspen. “Good luck with that one.”“Why?” Merit asked, with a frown.“Oh, she already knows he’s a douchebag,” Aspen said.That got a grin out of him, and North clenched his jaw. Jackson Cathwell was more than just a douchebag; he was the kind of guy to drug a girl and take pictures of her, which he could use later on for blackmail. He got away with a lot because his dad had enough money to spread around. Guys like Cathwell didn’t need fists—they had lawyers, silence, and carefully edited stories.“Does your room have a lock?” Axl asked Merit.“Uh…yeah, a normal one,” she said.“Get a better one. Jackson won’t kick your door in, but he will try to pick your lock,” Axl said.North glared at him, but he shrugged. “What? She should know what kind of guy she’s sharing a house with.”“And what kind is that?”“The kind of guy you don’t leave your drink unattended with,” he said, and finished his food. The words tasted ugly in his mouth, but pretending danger didn’t exist had never saved anyone he knew. The bell rang, and he started collecting their empty wrappers and balled them all together. Aspen’s hand landed on his arm as he threw the trash away, and he turned to look questioningly at her.“Would you show Merit the way to History? It’s the only class we don’t share,” Aspen said.“Fine,” Axl said. “Come on, princess.”Merit pushed past him and huffed out her annoyance with him. “I’m not a princess.”Aspen gave Axl a pleading look, and he sighed. “Fine, I’ll be nicer.”She smiled, and he felt like a sucker. Aspen could ask him anything, and he’d almost never say no.“See you later,” North said, as they headed in the opposite direction.Axl grabbed Merit’s elbow, and if looks could kill, he’d be a pile of ash, but few things in life really fazed him. “It’s this way.”“Oh,” she said, and her death stare disappeared.When they reached their class, the only two seats open were next to each other. Again. He had the worst luck in the world. He let her walk ahead of him; she chose the seat next to the window, and he sat down next to her.Sunlight spilled across the desks in pale stripes, dust drifting lazily through the beams as though time itself moved slower in this room.The teacher droned on about World History, and Merit took so many notes, Axl almost laughed at her eagerness to ignore him. Just before the end of class, he pulled his phone out and snapped a picture of her notes.“Thanks,” he said, and started packing up his books.“Asshole,” she murmured under her breath, and Axl grinned again.If she stuck around their little group, it was going to be dangerously easy to enjoy pushing every single one of her buttons.Blunt PainThe first venue was worse than Calum had promised. The stage was barely raised. The monitors crackled. The lighting rig flickered like it might die at any moment. The crowd didn’t care. Not yet. They wore their own clothes, because the label wasn’t spending a cent more on them than they had to. It was just how it worked. Axl didn’t care. He preferred being comfortable.The room smelled faintly of stale beer and hot dust, the kind of place where the sound bounced instead of settled. It wasn’t the best venue, but Axl also knew it wasn’t the worst.Axl stood just behind the curtain, guitar already strapped over his shoulder. He emptied the water bottle in his hand and cleared his throat. Jack paced in a tight line behind the drum kit, muttering to himself about the shitty venue. Rihon rolled his shoulders, loosening his hands. Leon leaned against the wall. His violin was in his hands.They’d argued about it. Rihon and Jack had voted against Leon adding his own flair. Axl loved
NorthNorth stood at the back of the venue, half-hidden in the shadow. He’d seen a small write-up in the newspaper. Axl’s name had jumped out at him immediately. He’d driven hours to be here and he was glad he’d left Charlotte at home. This was no place for a woman.The lights cut across the stage in hard white lines, and for a split second, Axl stood alone in the glow before the first note even hit. The crowd around him exploded. Something in his chest tightened. It was so intense that he lifted a hand to his chest. The noise was overwhelming, but it wasn’t the sound that unsettled him. It was the certainty that this was exactly where Axl belonged.Axl sat down at the piano first. Not the guitar. There was no swagger on stage, no rehearsed moves. North smiled at that. Axl would never change. His fingers touched the keys and the noise in the room softened into anticipation. When he started singing, it wasn’t for the audience. It was for himself. North could tell the difference. He’d w
Blunt PainThe rehearsal room smelled like sawdust, sweat, and old cables. The air felt heavy and stale, thick with heat trapped between concrete walls and humming amplifiers, the kind of room that swallowed sound and nerves in equal measure.Axl stood in the centre of the studio. It wasn’t lavish, just practical. Bare bulbs buzzed faintly overhead, casting dull shadows over scuffed floors and taped-down cables that crisscrossed like battle lines. His guitar hung low against his hip while Leon adjusted the height of his violin stand near the wall.Jack was already behind the drum kit, spinning a stick through his fingers like he needed something to do with his hands before his nerves swallowed him whole. He tried to look relaxed, but his eyes betrayed him. They darted toward the door once, then to Axl, then back to the snare.Rihon sat on the edge of an amp, bass balanced across his knees, quietly plucking a slow line. Nobody spoke. The silence pressed against Axl’s ears harder than a
AspenThe house was large, comfortably furnished, and beautiful. Warm afternoon light spilled through tall windows, softening the clean lines of the furniture and catching in the polished wood floors. She was nervous since Axl told her the whole band would be living there so they could record their songs in the basement studio. Axl carried their luggage inside, and three guys got to their feet in the living room as she stood there, uncertain of what to do. The low hum of voices and faint music drifting from somewhere deeper in the house made it feel lived-in already.“Hey, I’m Rihon, I play bass guitar and do back-up vocals.” He was a head shorter than Axl, with unruly light brown hair and brown eyes. He looked like a guitarist—tattoos on his arms and a stud through his eyebrow.“I’m the resident drummer, Jack, and dare I say the hot one of the band.” His grin had her smiling; his confidence wasn’t overbearing, and he wasn’t lying. He was good-looking, not like Axl, but then again, no
AxlHe still felt high from the previous day. They had another meeting with Calum Phillips today, and he had rolled around the previous night, unable to sleep. His body felt restless, charged with nervous energy, as if the sound from yesterday’s stage was still echoing beneath his skin. Aspen slept through everything, and at three a.m., he finally got up, realizing he wouldn’t be able to sleep, and pulled his clothes on.He drove his car the few miles it took to get to the beach and took his shoes off. The water was cold, but his mind was a million miles away. The sand was damp beneath his feet, the air heavy with salt and early-morning mist, and the world felt strangely quiet for a city that never truly slept. He blinked away the welled-up tears and shoved his hands in his pockets. He had no idea what Calum was going to offer them, but they’d been told that there would be an offer. This was his dream, and he felt so many emotions at once that, for a split second, he couldn’t even bre
AxlThey’d been in Los Angeles for two weeks, sharing a motel room. His appointment with the music agent, Ralph Lawson, had gone well. He’d invited Axl to a music workshop, almost like a mass audition. It was organized by Calum Phillips, Ralph’s boss. The man was a musical genius when it came to signing new talent, putting bands together, and Axl felt extremely lucky to have been invited. Aspen was sitting in the second row, along with a host of other people.Stagehands were running around, yelling at each other about lights and the acoustics. Axl was in front of the stage with a mass of other musicians, all vying for the chance to be heard by Calum Phillips. His eyes found Aspen, and she gave him a bright smile and a thumbs-up sign. He gave her a smile and turned his attention back to the forms in front of him. He’d brought his own sheet music, but they were given five songs they could choose from to perform. Every person would get one minute to sing, and that was all you got to imp
MeritShe’d been a nervous wreck, but Axl wasn’t in school on Monday. She’d tried calling him, but realized he’d blocked her number. Everything was a mess, and she desperately wanted to call Aspen when the news of North and Charlotte’s impromptu wedding broke.The headline had spread through the co
NorthHe glanced at himself in the mirror. The tuxedo was tailored to fit, expensive, and made him appear older than his eighteen years. Their birthdays had all come and gone, and he clenched his fists, knowing the year was almost over; it was almost time. The reflection staring back at him felt li
MeritHer heart hammered in her chest as she showered. The spray felt too hot against her skin, but she welcomed the sting, hoping it would wash the restless unease out of her body. She’d completely forgotten about the time, and she cursed herself silently. When she was dressed, she grabbed her pho
NorthThe weeks dragged by, and the one phone call he’d received from his mother had filled him with trepidation.“So you’re not coming home for Christmas?”“Your father and I will both be home for Christmas, along with the D’Arc family,” she said.“He got to you,” North mumbled.“He did,” she said







