LOGINI stepped away from him, head swimming.
‘He must have said something else. I probably misheard him.’
“Eloise,” he sighed, placatingly, trying to touch, but I stayed out of his reach. It was impossible. It wasn’t true.
Stuck deeply in denial, i sat down and waited for my head to stop spinning.
He returned to his seat, and looked at his food as if it was interested. I glared at him, he was so strage and yet so intruiging all at once. He knew something and he had to tell me.
“I … my lord,” I whispered, mouth dry.
He cut me off with a loock, “Please, call me Olpheus, just Olpheus is fine, and it is fine if you do not remember me.”
“But it is not, it is not fine, can you please tell me what you know. It is exhausting to be stuck in oblivion, please, Olpheus.” i begged, my fear getting the best of me.
He stared at me, and sighed, “if you really must know, this –”
Suddenly, a guard rushed in, and my heart jumped. He was wearing armor, with a sword swinging from his hip. His face was flushed and his eyes were filled with fear. “My lord, my lord,” he stammered, sweating furiously.
Olpheus stood up immediately, stepping in front of me, shielding my body with his. “Speak now, and be quick about it.” he ordered, tone sharp.
I had never heard him talk like that before, his voice was filled with so much energy and it scared me. He sounded powerful, every bit of a lord.
“The … the east border have been broken, my lord, we are … we are under attack.” the soldier pushed the words out.
I stood up immediatly, cold spreading through my entire body. ‘Oh no, oh god, no’
Olpheus was calm, and he didn’t break a sweat as he demanded, “Under attack by who?”
Something told me he already knew, we both did.
“The werewolves, my lord.” the soldier announced.
I exhaled shakily, stomach knotting. Ian had come for me. I couldn’t go with him. I refused to go with him. What was i supposed to do?
“The werewolves,” Olpheus repeated fiercely, face scrunched in rage. “Have the men ready, all of them, tell them to bring out the weapons, and wait for my command. My second-in-command should be there already. It is our duty to protect the kingdom and we will do it with our blood. Wipe away your fear and get ready to win. Now, go. I want the castle surronded and inpenetratable, no one comes near without my permission and if anyone tries, you shoot them down. Get our best archers in position, and tell them i will be there.”
“Yes, my lord.” the soldier marched away, shoulders squared in determination.
soon, i could hear the rhythm of marching all around, and it pounded in sync with my erratic heartbeat.
‘Ian had come for me.’
Olpheus linked our hand, stared at my face and said, “Come with me, Elly.”
I followed him, barely thinking. He led me deeper into the castle, to what i assumed was his bedroom. It was larger than mine, and protected. There were books on the table, the bed was large, yet the room was simple. He let go of my hand, opened a cupboard revealing armors. I watched in awe as he got dressed, strapping on the helmet. There was no fear on his face and i couldn’t believe it. Was it possible that a man truly had no fear? Even in the face of beasts like this? Beasts like ian?
He pulled out a dark sword, and sheated it.
then , he walked to me, holding a a small dagger, made from the same iron. He pressed it to my hand and kissed my forehead. Heat crawled up my spine but it was quickly banished by fear.
“Maybe i should just go to him, i should surrender myself to him. This … i am not worth all these, Olpheus. Ian is a monster and he will hurt your men to get to me. He cares for nothing and only believes in himself, his way is the only way. No one has to get hurt today because of me.” i whimpered, my eyes burning with tears that refused to fall.
His face darkened at the edges, reminding me that he was an elf.
“You may not remember me, Elly, you may not remember our past life together but I do. I have gone through hell to find you and i will not let you go, not when you want to play matryr.” he declares firmly, pressing the handle of the sheated dagger to my palm.
“I remember you, i remember what you mean to me, and i remember how i lost you. I do not intend to make the same mistakes again. I am not Ian and you are worth the trouble. It is no troble at all. I will defeat him and do so gladly. All you have to do is stay here, and do not come out under any circumstances.” he warned me sharply. “I hope you never have to use this dagger but if push comes to shove, do not hesitate, do not allow yourself to get hurt, do you understand me?”
‘I didn’t … i do not understand any of these, i do not understand why he is doing this.’
But i nodded, and threw my arms around him, hugging him tightly. I didn’t know why i did it and he seem surprised too. He stiffened in my hold for a second before relaxing.
“I’ll be back soon. My men will guard the doors and nothing will come through.” He walked out and my pulse jolted as i heard him lock me inside.
‘is this a good idea? To be locked in a tower waiting for him to come back to me?’
I sit on the bed, helplessly, and stare at the dagger.
He called me Elly, and it made me feel … something. I wasn’t sure what it was but i needed to remember everything. I wanted to remember him.
The tension remained in my body as I made my way to the courtyard. I could still feel her hands on me, but I could also still see the panic on her face. I shouldn’t have held her too tight. I shouldn’t have allowed my paranoia to get the better of me. I should have been better than Ian.“Sire, he is ready.”One of my men said and I looked at him.The rage crawled down my spine and my jaw ticked. Ian had the fucking effontery to storm my castle, my home. Did he think it would be like last time? Did he think I would let him win? He had caught me offguard before, and now I would forever be ready. I would not force Eloise to be with me, but I would do all I could to remove Ian.“Is he still in the cell?” I demanded cooly, cracking the knots in my fist.“Yes, sir.” He nodded. “Take me to him.” I ordered and he obeyed without responding. We made our way to the dungeon, where we kept rogues and bastard who trespassed. It was perfectly made for Ian.“Have all the bounds being removed?” I as
The moment her mouth touched mine, I froze.‘She is kissing me … she is kissing me!” It took me a moment to understand, to get in line with what was happening. Her mouth was soft on mine, slow and unsteady, uncertain even as if she waited for me to pull away but all I could think about was ‘the last time she kissed me, led to my death’ Knowing that, I didn’t pull away, I stayed, held bound by her soft lips on mine. I was spellbound, and my heart pounded as if it would jump out of my mouth. Slowly, she pulled away from me, eyes wide. Her cheeks turned red slowly as she realized what she had just done. ‘Can she hear how fast my heart is beating for her? Can she see how much control she has over me?’“Oh my God,” she gasped, hand over her mouth in mortification.“What the hell is wrong with me? Why did I maul you like that? I am sorry, Olpheus.” She apologized, and an ache spread in my chest, because she still didn’t remember me. To her, I was the stranger she shouldn’t be kissing, b
Back in my room, i laid on the bed, staring at the ceiling. It had been over an hour since he kissed me and disappeared but i could still feel his soft mouth on mine. I could still feel his touch, i could feel every part of him, and i wanted more. I wanted his large hands on me, and i wanted his body.‘I sound like a sexual minx, and i do not care. Ian never made me feel like this.’After her left, the ladymaids from earlier had come to find me, and led me to my room. I was glad to see that the kingdom wasn’t in shambles, everywhere was fine, and according to them, the wolf pack was here to negotiate. I knew it was a lie, the wolves weren’t here to negotiate shit. Ian was cunning like a fox and he was waiting for the perfect time to strike. He would find my will stronger than before, and it was comforting that i always had the dagger with me now.Even now, as i laid in bed, daydreaming about a kiss, i had the dagger on me.I had asked the ladymaid about the strange man who had hugged
I sat in the room for the longest time, and my mind kept whirring. ‘Was he fine? He have to be fine’Unable to take the anticipation again, I stood up and began pacing restlessly. My heart was racing as I braced myself for the worst. I couldn’t hear anything, no war cry, no weapons clashing on weapons, just … nothing. It drove me mad.‘Did this mean Ian has defeated him? …. How can it be? … Ian is a pompous ass, but would he be brave enough to come into someone’s home for a mate that doesn’t want him? I do not belong to him again, but … who do i belong to? Who am i now? It is hard to tell.’My mind kept going back to him, his soft tone, and the name he called me. Elly. I had never heard it in my life before but it sounded so … familiar. ‘How can it be familiar and strange at the same time? … it makes no sense … nothing about this makes any sense’I wasn’t sure how long had passed. I sat back on his bed, tired of waiting. ‘If Ian truly has come for him, will he win? … he seems stron
I stepped away from him, head swimming.‘He must have said something else. I probably misheard him.’“Eloise,” he sighed, placatingly, trying to touch, but I stayed out of his reach. It was impossible. It wasn’t true.Stuck deeply in denial, i sat down and waited for my head to stop spinning.He returned to his seat, and looked at his food as if it was interested. I glared at him, he was so strage and yet so intruiging all at once. He knew something and he had to tell me.“I … my lord,” I whispered, mouth dry.He cut me off with a loock, “Please, call me Olpheus, just Olpheus is fine, and it is fine if you do not remember me.”“But it is not, it is not fine, can you please tell me what you know. It is exhausting to be stuck in oblivion, please, Olpheus.” i begged, my fear getting the best of me.He stared at me, and sighed, “if you really must know, this –”Suddenly, a guard rushed in, and my heart jumped. He was wearing armor, with a sword swinging from his hip. His face was flushed
A knock on the door jolted me out of my thoughts.‘What was i supposed to say? This wasn’t my home’“May we come in my lady?” I heard from the other side, and chewed on my bottom lip.‘Olpheus said i am safe here so i believe him.’I sat upright and responded, “Yes, you may come in,” even though i was the farthest thing from being a lady.The door opened and two young girls walked in. they smiled at me sweetly, and one of them spoke, “Lord Olpheus has invited you for dinner, and asked that we helped you get ready.”Taken aback, i ask, “help me get ready?”“We don’t have to help you if you do not want us to. There are dresses to choose from in the closet and the dining hall is easy to find.” she informed me, and i nodded, “okay, thank you.”They walked out and left me alone with a buzzing head. I got off the bed, opened the closet and my mouth fell open. It was filled with beautiful dresses. ‘Did he get this for me, or is there someone else in his life? … more importantly, why did i ca







