登入Eloise never thought that she would be chosen, even by her own family, she did not think that the Elf king would see her and genuinely care for her. Not like she cared for it though, or at least that was what she told herself over and over. She did not care, she had gotten over it. The betrayal from her parents, the back stabbing from her sister and even worse, her mate. With the chance to make things right, Eloise grabs at the opportunity, deciding not to waste her time to the worthless piece of trash that was her mate and life was… Perfect. Except one small thing people of the Elf realm were happy with the mating pair, the couple decides to do everything in their power to fight against all But what happens when love isn’t enough? * “look into my eyes” he grabbed my face, making me look nowhere else but at him. “say it, say that you want me and would not let me go” he begged, his voice carrying this harshness but his eyes… “say that you would not let me go or I swear by the heavens, I would not let you go until you do” his hands on my thigh suddenly became too hot, making it impossible to breathe properly. “Dren… ” my voice came out a whisper. holding on to him not planning to let him go. “I need you to get the hell out” I was breathing heavily, “then say it” he carried my second leg around him, making the only thing holding him up the wall and his huge frame. “say it like you mean it” something in his eyes screamed hungry, making me bite my lips in anticipation. “say it my precious, don’t make me wait…
查看更多I gasped, holding my neck as though I was gasping for air, only to realise I
was free. Nobody was holding my neck, pressing down on it like they were
trying to squeeze the life out of it. Nobody was looking at me with a
mocking gaze.
I looked around, for some reason, everything felt….
“strange” I muttered,
looking around to see that I was back to my old room which I had moved
out from two years ago.
I stood slowly, looking around as though it was my first day on earth.
Pushed the bedroom door open, only to find my parents in the living room,
smiling without a care In the world.
I felt the tears prickle at my eyes.
“honey!! You are awake!” my mother smiled, looking at me with this warmth
that made my throat tighten.
I took a step back into my room.
“is this…
” I swallowed, trying to get my shit
together.
“is this some sort of prank?” I said, my voice shaky as fought to
keep the tears at bay. They looked at me like I was some sort of crazy lady.
“I apologize okay? I admit I should not have betrayed you guys like that and
not a day goes by that I don’t think about it” the tears were falling down at
this point, the sobs interrupting each word as they flew out of my mouth.
I turned back, just about to go back into my room and figure a way out of
this hell I had somehow managed to put myself in when the door flew open.
“hey bitchesssssss”
“Lyara! Language!!!” my mother scolded but my sister rolled her eyes, she
walked up to me, giving me that innocent smile.
I froze, everything about this moment suddenly felt familiar.
The early morning air, my parents smiling and setting up and my sister
walking in with…
She handed me the bag! “Happy eighteenth big sis.
” I looked at her, telling
myself over and over again that it could not be.Everything seemed to be going just how it went down on my eighteenth two
years ago.
I opened the paper bag, and just like then, it was a perfume one I did not
know had wolf’s bane.
I pulled the bag away from me like it was going to kill me which most likely
could have
“you don’t like it?” she asked, suddenly looking at me with this panicked
expression.
The last time she had given me this, I was so excited, spraying it all over
my body and on all my clothes.
“I mean…
”
“Eloise don’t be rude, your sister spent a fortune on it” my dad said, giving
me an encouraging smile, but I only smiled back.
Nothing seemed to be making sense at the moment, one moment, Ian had
me in between himself and a wall as he looked into my eyes, telling me
how much he hated me as he squeezed on my neck and the next thing I
knew I was here, back into the room with events of the worst day of my life,
the day it all started, playing again.
*flashback*
“come on, don’t you want to spray the perfume?” Lyara pulled at me arm,
smiling at me with this cute innocent face that I could not refuse, I mean I
also wanted to spray it too so what the heck?!
I ran into the room, drowning everything I owned in the perfume.
“so…
” she said, entering into the room and looking around, I noticed how
she did not dare to touch anything in the room but I waved it off. It was
probably just my paranoia “
..what do you have planned for the day?” she
asked, looking at me like her life depended on it.
“you are being weird Ly” I smiled at her shoving her away slightly.“whatttt. I just want to stay with my big sis” she pouted as she moved to
hug me which I evaded.
“you know I can’t, not today” I said, opening my mouth to say something
when a knock came at my door. I rushed to the door, dropping everything in
an instant to swing the door, just as I suspected, Ian was there, looking at
me like he was bored out of his mind.
“what took you so long” he rolled his eyes, already leaving before I even
got a word out on why I was a few seconds late in opening the door.
‘it wasn’t even up to a minute’ I thought to myself but decided I was going
to keep my mouth shut so that I did not get him any more upset.
“we are going to my friend Mich first” I could have sworn that he raised an
eye brow, looking at me to see if I was going to give him a reaction but I
just smiled.
‘he does not mean it’ I told myself over and over swallowing the tears that
were about to gather.
He talked with his friend, totally ignoring my presence.
“umm… Ian? I think we should have this conversation another time, I mean
I would not want to keep Eloise waiting” Mich said, giving me this pitiful look
as though he was just realizing that I was there, standing behind them.
Ian looked at him as though trying to see if he was serious before he
snorted “please… I mean it’s not like she has anywhere to be, we are
basically doing her a favour” Mich gave an awkward laugh, looking at me
with this pitiful look in his eyes as he glanced at me.
I should have left, I should have stormed out and not looked back.
“he is
your mate, they never mean to hurt you” my mother’s voice echoed in my
head as I took another deep breath
“you know, can’t just say that about your mate to someone else” I said, his
whole body freezing almost instantly.
“what?” Mich said, looking at the two of us as though he did not understand
what I had just said.“excuse us a moment” Ian’s voice had gone deadly, looking at me with a
gaze that was sure to take my breath.
“what you think you are…
” he did not give me a chance to speak as he
dragged me away from ear shot.
“are you out of your mind?!!!” he said, tugging on hair while he paced back
and forth.
“I told you, nobody can know of us until…
” he took in a deep
breath before he smiled at me.
“look, just stick to the plan okay? Nobody
should know” I swallowed, looking at him even though the only thing I
wanted to do in that moment was scream why
**
A knock dragged me out of my daze, making me look from Lyara to the
door.
“I guess you have plans for the day huh?” she said giving a dramatic sigh,
as she threw herself on the couch.
I moved to the door, already dreading who I was going to meet there.
The knock came a little louder this time around, with muffled sounds
coming from the other side.
I swung the door open, coming face to face with the one person I did not
want to see, at least not now.
“what took you so long” the familiar scowl on his face sent a chill down my
spine, but I swallowed, I was not going to do this shit with him, not the
second time.
“and what are you looking for here?” I asked in my cold biting voice.
Eloise’s POVI was sitting beneath in the garden when I felt a strong pair of arms wrap around me from behind.I didn’t need to turn around to know who it was. There was only one person in this entire castle, and probably the world, that could make me feel safe like this.I snuggled further into his warmth as we just stayed there for a moment.I was going over everything that we had been through together in my head, and I couldn’t help but conclude that we were amazing.We had lived two lifetimes, and each time the odds were always against us, but we still managed to end up together.All the credit went to the amazing man who had his arms around me. No matter what had happened between us, be it the past or present, he had always chosen me.Even when I dint know myself. When I had absolutely no memories whatsoever, he stood by me and choose me even though he knew it would hurt him.How could I not love this man?I felt him nibble on the side of my neck effectively catching my attentio
Fredrick’s POV“I was scared, Frederick. I didn't know how you would react. I remembered the way you spoke about vampires before, the things you said about them. I kept thinking that if you found out what I was, you would hate me.”I said nothing.“What if you looked at me and couldn't stand me anymore?” she continued, her voice breaking. “What if you came close to me, only to push me away when you remembered what I was? What if you kissed me one day and couldn't bear to touch me the next?” she looked haunted. Like the very thought had tortured her for so long.How had I not noticed this before?Something in my chest tightened at the sight of her.“I know I should have told you. I know that.” She said, wiping at her cheeks furiously with trembling fingers. “But I was afraid of losing you, it was a risk I wasn’t willing to take.”For a moment, neither of us spoke.I wanted to remain angry. It would have been easy to hold onto the grudge. Easier than actually facing whatever it was betw
Eloise’s POVHis question made me want to burst into tears right then. I looked at him through my tears and even though I could barely make out his face now, I still knew he was worried.“I remember.” I said, I wanted to say more. There were a lot of things I wanted to say, but there was this huge lump in my throat that stopped me from saying another word.His expression changed. “Remember what?”“Everything, Olpheus. I remember what really happened. You never betrayed me. We never had that fight.”My voice broke as I reached for his hand.“She did this to me. Lyara cursed me. She made me believe things that weren't true.”Olpheus pulled me into his arms, holding me as I cried against his chest.I had spent so long blaming myself for things I hadn't done, grieving a relationship that had never been broken in the way I'd remembered. Now, the truth was returning, and the weight of everything I'd lost threatened to crush me.But beneath the pain, I felt something else.Relief.I lifted m
Eloise’s POVOlpheus approached slowly, his expression unreadable. He glanced at Lyara before turning his attention to me.“Eloise, what do you want to do now?”I looked down at her not knowing what to feel.I thought I’d feel something overwhelming, maybe rage, or at least relief that she could never hurt me again.Instead, I felt strangely empty. I was tired. Physically and mentally.“Nothing,” I answered quietly. It was true. I really wanted to do nothing. There had always been something happening in my life and now I was beyond burnt out. Olpheus held my hand tightly in his patiently waiting for me to continue.“We'll bury her,” I said. “And bury the past with her.”I didn't know whether those words made sense. I didn't even understand what I was feeling right now. I wanted to stop questioning every memory and wondering which parts of my life had been real.I wanted peace.Olpheus gently drew me away from the body. I didn't resist. We left the room hand in hand, and made the nec






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