MasukEver since I was young, I've always been the one made an example of. It's as though I exist solely to teach my older brother, Irwin Blanchard, a lesson. When Irwin spends 50 dollars in an online game, Mom makes me pay off the debt for Irwin so that she can teach him to cherish money. When Irwin gets caught for stealing, Mom forces me to kneel down in front of the store owner and slap myself repeatedly while begging for forgiveness. This is her attempt to teach Irwin to always feel shame and be humble. After Irwin starts junior high, he gets addicted to soft drinks. That's when Mom fills soda bottles with pesticide and places them in the most obvious spots in the living room. When I accidentally drink from a soda bottle, I'm in so much pain and agony that I keep rolling all over the floor. Dad quickly drives me to the hospital that night. On the way there, we are flagged down by a traffic officer, who's there to catch those who drink and drive. Even though Dad has already passed the breathalyzer test, Mom exclaims while laughing, "Your device really is useless! He already had a bottle of beer, and yet it couldn't even detect the alcohol in his breath!" Meanwhile, I feel as though my guts are on fire as I curl up in the backseat. Yet, Mom turns to stare at Irwin. "You see now? This is what you get for drinking!" Too engrossed in nagging Irwin's ear off, Mom fails to notice the fact that my breathing is growing weaker. Mom, are you happy now that your lesson has cost me my life?
Lihat lebih banyakMom opened her mouth, but not a single word came out. Her lips trembled violently, and tears smeared all over her face."Helena, I was wrong. I know that now."I cut her off. "You say that every time. When I was alive, you said you were wrong. After I died, you still said the same thing. But then what? What did you do after that?"You held my photo and cried. You wrote letters. You took pills. Did you do all that because you loved me or because you couldn't live with yourself?"Mom shuddered all over."You couldn't bear the guilt, the loneliness, and the fact that Dad and Irwin both left you. So, you took your own life. You thought you were coming to keep me company, but really, you were running away."I looked straight into her eyes, speaking each word deliberately. "Mom, you have never truly faced me. Not when I was alive, and not now that I'm dead."Mom's lips parted. She wanted to argue, to say it wasn't like that, and to tell me she truly loved me.But the words wouldn't c
On the other end of the line, Irwin's voice was ice-cold."Mom, I'm going abroad and won't be coming back. Take care of yourself."Mom's hand shook as she gripped the phone. "Irwin, do you hate me?""Yes," Irwin replied simply, but it pierced Mom's heart like a knife. "But I hate myself even more. I was the one who got Helena killed, and I'll never forgive myself for the rest of my life."With that, he hung up.Still clutching the phone, Mom sat on the couch in a daze for what felt like forever.The next morning, she went to the bank and transferred all her savings to Irwin. Then, she canceled all her licenses and closed out every account in her name.Finally, she sat down at my desk and spread out a fresh sheet of stationery."Helena, I'm coming to be with you."After that, she opened the bottle of sleeping pills she had been hoarding and poured every single one into her mouth, swallowing them.This time, she finally didn't have to wake up again.After Mom died, it was a ne
After returning from the cemetery, Dad slammed a set of divorce papers down onto the coffee table."Sign it. You've already destroyed this family," he said, biting out each word. "I will not live under the same roof as the person who killed Helena."Mom's face went white in an instant. She threw herself forward and clung desperately to the hem of Dad's pants.Tears burst forth as she screamed, "No, I won't sign it! Tyrone, I was wrong. I really know I was wrong. I'll change, I swear! Can we start over? I'll never act crazy or cause trouble again!""It's too late." Dad shook off her hand coldly, just the way she used to. "Helena isn't coming back. Every single time I see your face, I'll remember the way she looked before she died."What did you do when she was trembling all over from pain, vomiting blood, and crying and begging you? I will never forgive you for the rest of my life."Just then, Irwin came out of his room as well. With his backpack slung over his shoulders and a sui
That night, Dad finally made up his mind.After contacting the funeral home, he came with two staff members. Using a key borrowed from the nurse, he quietly opened the door to the hospital room.Mom jolted awake instantly. She lunged forward desperately and spread her arms wide to shield me."What do you think you're doing? Don't you dare touch Helena!"Dad stood in the doorway, his voice hoarse. "Rosanna, wake up. Helena is dead. She died at your hands. If you keep stopping us, she won't even be able to rest in peace.""No!" Mom's hair was a wild, tangled mess. "She's my daughter! I'm staying with her! No one is allowed to take her away!"Dad shot a look at the two staff members, who immediately stepped forward, each grabbing one of Mom's arms.Mom kicked and clawed with everything she had, her wails echoing through the entire building."Let me go! Let me go! Helena! Helena—"But she was outnumbered. All she could do was watch helplessly as they carried me out of the hospital


















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