LOGIN~Helena~
My heart flickered when I stepped out of Fisher Corporation after the interview. I could hardly believe what had just happened, that the man Iâd spilled coffee on earlier that morning was none other than the CEO himself. Ethan Fisher. The thought alone made my stomach twist.
I had been anxious before, but the moment I recognized him across the conference table, I thought my chances were ruined. Still, I had no choice but to keep my composure and do my best. Now, walking down the street, I felt wrung out, as though every ounce of energy had been drained from me.
I caught the next bus back to Pennsylvania. The moment I sat down by the window, a sense of relief washed over me. I allowed myself, for the first time that day, to really notice the beauty of the city. In the morning, Iâd been too tense, too focused on my interview, but now⌠now I saw it. Cars streaming past with polished shine, people in crisp, stylish outfits walking briskly across intersections, the tall buildings gleaming in the afternoon light. The city seemed alive in a way my small neighborhood never did.
But as much as I admired it, my mind kept drifting back to the interview. His piercing questions. His gaze, so steady, so unreadable, as if he could see right through me. The memory made me squeeze the strap of my bag tighter. I wondered if Iâd said enough or too much.
The bus finally pulled into Pennsylvania, and I climbed off, walking quickly down the familiar streets until I reached our modest home. The sight of it instantly grounded me.
âHey, Mom,â I said softly as I entered her room. She was sitting on the bed, wrapped in her favorite shawl. I leaned down and kissed her forehead.
âHey, baby girl. Youâre back.â Her smile warmed me more than the city lights ever could. âHow was the interview?â
I hesitated, sitting beside her. âIt was fine, Mom. I did my best. I just⌠I hope they call me soon.â
âI hope so too,â she said, squeezing my hand tightly. Her touch gave me courage, though a knot of uncertainty still sat in my chest.
I left her room and collapsed onto my bed. Staring up at the ceiling, I replayed everything, spilling coffee, his expression, the sharpness of his questions. Would he really consider me, a waitress with little experience, worthy of his company? The thought made me groan into my pillow, muffling my frustration.
A knock on my door pulled me back. I dragged myself up and opened it to see Tasha standing there, her grin wide and full of mischief.
âHi! How was the interview? I hope you crushed it,â she said, brushing past me into the room.
I sighed, shutting the door. âI donât know. He looked so strict, Tasha. His questions⌠They were sharp, like arrows. I just hope I proved I could handle the job.â
She flopped onto my bed, propping her chin on her hands. âOkay, okay. But tell me the real details. Was he hot?â
I groaned. âOh, Tasha. Really?â
âYes, really.â She giggled, her eyes sparkling. âCome on, donât leave me hanging.â
I chuckled despite myself, a small flush creeping up my cheeks. âFine. His looks were⌠effortless. The kind that draws attention without trying.â
Her eyes widened. âMhm, I knew it. But be careful, some CEOs eat secretaries alive.â She gave me a mock-serious stare before dissolving into laughter.
Soon we were both laughing, making a joke out of everything that had happened that day. I even told her how breathtaking the city looked and how grand the company building was. For a while, it felt good to forget the weight of the interview.
We lay across my bed, giggling over nonsense, when my phone suddenly buzzed on the nightstand. I reached for it, frowning at the unfamiliar number. My stomach tightened as I swiped to answer.
âHello? This is Helena.â
âGood evening, Miss Hart,â came a crisp voice. âThis is the Fisher Corporation. Iâm calling regarding your interview earlier today.â
My heart leapt into my throat. I sat upright, clutching the phone so hard my knuckles whitened. âYes, of course. Thank you for calling.â
âWeâre pleased to inform you that youâve been selected for the secretary position under Mr. Ethan Fisher.â
The world tilted. My knees nearly buckled, and I sank to the floor. âI⌠I got the job?â
âYes, Miss Hart. You start on Monday at 8 a.m. sharp. Please bring two passport photographs and a valid ID. The formal contract will be presented for signing on your first day.â
I swallowed hard, my voice trembling. âThank you. Thank you so much. I wonât disappoint you.â
There was a pause. The voice grew colder. âIâm sure you wonât. Fisher Corporation values loyalty and discretion above all else. Remember that.â
The words sliced through me. I blinked, confused. âOf course,â I managed. âI understand.â
âGood. Weâll see you on Monday.â
The line went dead.
I lowered the phone slowly, staring at the screen as if it might explain the unease curling in my stomach.
âWell?â Tasha demanded, bouncing on the bed. âWhat did they say?â
âI got it,â I whispered. Then louder, with disbelief and a shaky laugh: âI got the job.â
Tasha shrieked, tackling me in a hug. âYes! Helena, this is huge! Youâre officially out of the restaurant life. Youâre moving up!â
I laughed with her, letting the excitement wash over me. Yet deep down, the callerâs final words lingered, twisting in my thoughts like a knot. Loyalty and discretion above all else. Why had it sounded less like guidance⌠and more like a warning?
I rushed to tell my mom, who beamed with pride and pulled me into her arms. For a few minutes, the heaviness lifted, replaced by the lightness of possibility.
Back in my room, Tasha was still buzzing. âWe have to celebrate, and you canât say no this time,â she said giddily.
âOf course, Iâm all in,â I replied, her energy contagious. I changed into something casual but neat while she kept chattering about how Iâd need new clothes, better shoes, maybe even a new hairstyle now that I was âa corporate girl.â I nodded and laughed, though the unease hadnât left me.
We finally stepped out of the house, the night air cool on my skin. Thatâs when I froze.
A red car was parked across the street. Sleek. Polished. It didnât look familiar.
My neighbors didnât own cars like that. For a moment, I wondered if maybe it was new, maybe someone down the street had bought it. But even as I thought it, the driver must have felt my stare.
The headlights flared suddenly, the engine revved, and the car pulled away with deliberate smoothness. Not rushing, not hesitant. Just⌠gone.
A shiver crept down my spine. âWho could that be?â I murmured.
Tasha glanced at me, distracted. âProbably nothing. Come on, Lena, donât ruin the mood.â
But I couldnât shake the feeling that it hadnât been nothing. That car hadnât just been passing by.
And for the
first time, I wondered if getting this job was the beginning of something I wasnât ready for.
~ Helena ~The glass doors slid open with their usual soft hiss, but the sound felt deafening to me. It was the sound of my return, the sound of stepping back into the very place that had chewed me up and spit me out, then watched as I disappeared in disgrace.I braced myself.I had told myself a hundred times I wouldnât let it break me. That Iâd walk into the building like I never left. That my head would be high, my steps firm, my eyes steady.But nothing prepared me for the stares.They landed on me the instant I crossed the threshold, heavy and sharp, like glass shards pressed against my skin. Whispers followed immediately, like shadows too fast for me to catch, but too loud for me not to hear.âShe actually came back?ââI thought sheâd have the decency to quit.ââThis girl has no shame.âThe words werenât whispers. Not really. They were bait, spoken just loud enough for me to catch, just cruel enough to sting.I forced my lips into what I hoped was a calm smile, though my heart w
~Helena~â Being home felt like pâressing pauâse on a world that wâas spiânnâing too fâaâst. The air here waâs dâifferent, softer, calmer, untouched by tâhe buzzing flâ uorâ escentâ liâ ghts of offiâce hallways or the constant ping of emails. I couâld aâ câtuâ allyâ hear biârds in the morning instead of the distant roar of city traffic. And mosâ t of all, I didnâ ât hâaâ ve tâo wake up at 5 a.m., rush iânto stiffâ skirts and heelâs, and drag myselâfâ through another day of whâispers and stares.Hâoâ me meant comfort. Home meaânt peace. Home meanâ tâ Momâs cookiâng and Mrs. Lawâsonââs gentle hums fromâ nextâ door as she tended to herâ gardenâ. For the first time in what feltâ lâ ike forever, I could sit at the dâining tablâ e withoâ ut an agenda, witâ hout sticky notes câoverinâgâ my plannâeâ r, wiâ thout an urgâent phone call steâaling my attention.Still, that peâace was bittersâ weet.Every tâ iâme I looked at Mâom, I remembered that itâ wâ ouldnâât last foreverâ. Her tremor was stilâl theâre, even w
~Hâ elena~ After everything that haâppened atâ tâ hâ eâ office, I deâcidâed I needed aâ break. Noâtâ juâst a small paâ use, but a real escâ apâe from the noise, the tension,â and the weight of all tâheâ unanswereâd qâuestions circling my lifâ e likâe restless biâ rds. Iâ waânted to goâ toâ aâ place where Iâ wasâ râespected,â valued, and loâvâ ed witâhout quesâtioân. And there was only one place that made seânse, Pennsylvaânâia.It wasnât a decisâion Iâ made lightlây. The suspensiâon froâ m work was still fresh in my chest like a bruise. One week oâff. Thatâs what Ethan had said. Oâ ne week to reâflect. Iâ câ ouldnâât bear the iâdea of just staying in Washington, wanâdâering my apartmâ ent with nothing butâ silence tâo keep me comâpanyâ. The city itâself feâlt heavy now, like it was cloâ sing in on me. So Pâennsylvania wasnât just a choâ ice. It wasâ a necessity.âIâ had aâlways wanted tâ o go backâ, tâo sâpâ enâd more tâime thereâ, but work, life, and excâuses always gotâ in the waây. Now, it fel
~Helena~ The office buzzed likeâ a restless hâive that aftâ ernoon. Phoneâs rang in sharp bursts, prâintâ ers whirred, keyboâards clickeâ d in uneven rhythmâs, aâ nd faint convâersations overlapped until tâ hâey blendâed into a lâ ow hum of corporate chaos. Itâ wasnâtâ unuâ sual for us to be thisâ busy, we were, aftâerâ all, handling end-of-quarâter reconciliations,â butâ soâmething about the atmosâphere todâay felt diffeâ rent. Urgeânt. Tight. Heaâ vy.I sat atâ my desk,â posture straâiâght and dâ iscipâ lined, but inside my head wâas a stormâ of distractioâns. My lamp cast a soft pooâ l of light over the messâ oâ f fiâlesâ Iâ had organiâzed into smâalâl, neat stacks. Higâhlighâters, piânk, blâ ue, neâ oân yeâ llow, were scatteredâ acâross the dâesk like fragments of my restless thoughts, eâach oneâ maârkinâ g something âimportâant,ââ tâhougâ h hâaâlf the time, everythiâng felt imâporâ tant.Theâ Carâ ter accâ ount sat open in front oâf mâe. Rows of numbers, balaâncâ esâ, transfers, and annotaâtions fil
~Helena~Thâe office at night had a strange way of making everything loudâ er, my thoughâ ts, my feâars, my heartbeâat.â The silenâ ceâ didnât soothe me tonight;â iât pressed against me lâike a weight.I have been staring at the prâopâosalâ document for so long that the wâ ords were sâtarting to blur. Between the fiâ les I haâ d snapped fromâ theâ finance storage room and the mâessy knot of emâoâtioâns tiedâ toâ Ethâan, myâ mind felt likâe it was carrâying more than it could hold.I dâidnât even hear him comeâ in.âStill awake?âIâ lookeâd up. Ethan stood at myâ door witâ h two cuâ ps of coffee, sleeves rolled, tie loosenâ ed, looâking entirely tooâ calâ m for someone who shoâuldâveâ gone home thâ ree hours agoâ.He walked in,â plaâced oneâ cup beside me, anâ d leâaned against my desk lâike heâ beloâ ngedâ there.ââ You didânât tâ ell me yoâ u were staying thâ is late,â he said.ââYou didnât tell me you were keeâping wâ atch.âHe gâave a sâmall smile, thâe one thatâ made me forget how to breathe proper
~Ethaâ nâ~â A party.That woârd haâ d slipâped into my ears earlâ ierâ inâ the office whâen I overâ heard Helenaâs colleâaâgues.â They were pressing her to come, laughingâ ,â pullingâ at heâr arâ m, anâ d for sâ ome râ eason I didnât like iât. Not becâause I had the rigâ htâ to tell heâ r what to do, I didnât. Sheâ was free, iândependâent, stubborn, and beautiful in her quiet way. But the thoughât of her at some crowded eveânt, surrounded by strangers⌠it madâe something ugly twist inside me.ââI have been pouring coffee iâ n tâ hâ e break room when Danielâs voice snapped me back to reality.âEthan, what are yoâu doing?â âI blinked down, realizing the mug iân my hanâd was alrâeady overfâlowiâng. Thâ e cofâfeeâ had spilled down theâ sidâ e of the counter, a brown riâveâr pâ ooâ lâing under the machine.â Mâ y jaw tightened.âIââm..â I cleaâ red mâ y throat. âIâmâ finâ e.ââDaâniel leanedâ againsât the counter, armâs folded, watching mâe with that suspicious grin he always wore whenâ he knew I wasnât tâ elli







