I laid flat on the bed, hands clasped above my abdomen, as I stared at the ceiling. The dim light of the lamp on my bedside table had illuminated the room, as the gust of frigid wind passed through the window, caressing my bare skin that caused me to pull the blanket to cloak my entire body. It was already dark outside and I was inside of my room, contemplating.
Since the time I was having anxiety attacks because of the trauma I had when my parents died, we’d moved out of our place and transferred to another. We were currently living in a small apartment, away from the home I’d grown to love and fear. It was a relief to be out of that place, but it was unsettling since I didn’t know when the werewolves would come. I had lived in fear, and it was something I got used to. The fear was very specific and I was certain this was rooted not only because of my parents’ death but the existence of werewolves. Since even my therapist wouldn’t believe anything I say, no one really helped me to overcome the anxiety. But now that I saw a door of opportunity that suddenly appeared in front of me, why would I decline and avoid it.
I wanted to sign up in that organization, not because I wanted the money, but because I wanted to prove to them what I was saying was the plain truth. I didn’t want them to remain blind to this fact, not when people were suddenly getting lost and some were even murdered. An animal bite, that’s how they concluded it. They were talking about coyotes that lingered in the woods, but I highly doubt they had a craving for human flesh. The politics just didn’t want to talk about the issue that much because they were dodging the fact. I had always known it. They had been scared to admit their existence that’s why they did nothing to stop it.
But maybe this organization would. It was a relief knowing that I wasn’t the only one who had faith in their existence. I wasn’t the only one who became skeptical about sudden deaths and the loss of people. Contrary to what that hot guy in the park said, werewolves weren’t created to scare the children from going out at night, it was created because someone had seen them. If politics would do nothing to solve this mystery, then I would. I couldn’t stand to just sit here and do nothing while I let those people got devoured by werewolves, not when I knew everything about them.
I sat upright, getting out of bed, and moved beside the door where a coat rack stood. Grabbing my jacket, I slid my hand inside the pocket and pulled the poster out of it. Uncrumpling the paper, I read everything in it. The email was written at the bottom of the poster, making me glance at my computer. Moving closer to it, I turned the computer on and settled on the chair.
I really appreciated Valerie’s job offer, but this thing didn’t suddenly pop up for nothing. There was a reason why this had appeared: this was my cue to move. I needed answers and I needed to put an end to these creatures. I knew they killed my parents, not some coyotes who barely existed in the place we lived in.
Once the computer was turned on the mail had popped on the screen, I immediately composed an email to contact this organization. I was keeping my fingers crossed that they would still accept new members because I badly needed to part of this.
Hitting send, I sighed in relief and looked once again at the email. It didn’t take a while before they responded.
Dear Portia Laurent,
Thank you for reaching out to us. We’re the Silver Stag organization that aims to find a new DNA for the project our corporation is working on. We’re so pleased that you find an interest in this project and we’re currently welcoming a new member that’s willing to work with us. Please confirm this email for more details.
Regards,
Rudy Shelton
Senior Manager
Silver Stag Organization
That was the email they sent me. With my heart thumping fast and quivering fingers, I reluctantly clicked confirm and they sent me another email. It contained the location of the corporation and the business phone number so I could contact them. Alongside that, they sent me the requirements for the application which contained the birth certificate, medical report, and a valid ID. The only thing I didn’t have was the medical report so I knew where I would head tomorrow.
This was my perfect opportunity to prove what I believed in.
The day went by and I got dressed for the medical appointment today. Grabbing the keys on my nightstand, I headed out of the room and sauntered downstairs. Just in time when I reached the bottom of the stairs, Aunt Odessa appeared in front of me and gazed. I halted, putting the keys inside of my pocket before gripping the strap of my bag.“Where are you going?” Aunt Odessa asked.
“Porsche?” Valerie looked over her shoulder, with the guy’s arms still wrapped around her. I looked down to cover my face though I couldn't be unnoticed. If only this nurse didn’t have a loudmouth.I could see Valerie in my peripheral view, slowly walking towards me with her skeptical look. The nurse handed out the form after confirming my appointment for today so I faced her to finally leave this counter.
“Are you my doctor?” I glared at his prideful demeanor.He looked around the office and finally answered my question.“I guess I am.”&nbs
Valerie had been my best friend since high school. We were neither nerds nor part of the queen bee’s pack, just normal high schoolers who did their best to maintain scores above the passing rate. We got along well, being socially awkward people but at the very least, Valerie was able to improve her social skills. For the most part, we just saw each other and knew we should hang around. I honestly had no idea how our friendship developed. There wasn’t a time that we weren’t together at school. Every little thing, we had to do it together, except when one of us was sick and had to skip school.
Tobias TrevinoMixed emotions filled me to the brim. I must be assuming that he was the Tobias that I knew. Even if he was, shouldn’t I be happy about it? Why was I feeling more anxious then? Besides, they must have had the same given name. He couldn’t be the only Tobias in this town.
I focused my attention on the briefing, while I felt Tobias staring at me on the other side of the room. When I would glance at him, he would immediately look away like it was nothing. Seeing him here made me skeptical and unnerved that my hands were starting to sweat. The hair at the nape of my neck bristles as I swallowed, trying to deviate my attention from him.Tobias had been following me, I concluded. If this wasn’t weird, then I didn’t know what was. His appearance brought mixed emotions to boil inside of me. It was lik
The next morning, the Silver Stag informed us that the training was due today. Aunt Odessa was ceaselessly asking me about what I had been occupying my time with lately, but I was too afraid to answer her questions. If she would know about this, she would be disappointed and I couldn’t bear that. She had been making some medicines for me so my anxiety would go away and here I was, trying to worsen my condition. I did felt guilty for doing this behind her back, but this was the only way I could help my parents get back at the creature who killed them. And I was also doing this to prove something to them that all of thehallucinations, as what they called it, that I was continuously having was true.
I didn’t know why butterflies began to fly in my stomach when Tobias pressed his body against my back. My mind was screaming but, as much as I wanted to move, I didn’t. I was too caught up with the warmth his body emitted and the gentle touch of a man I rarely experienced in my life. He was too big that his whole body engulfed me, wrapping me like I was inside a cocoon. Aside from that, he smelled like aftershave, drenched with expensive perfume to intentionally captivate any woman he would pass by. I noticed it late, maybe because I was focusing on his features more than his scent.