LOGINHimera
I toss and turn throughout the night, my mind refusing to grant me even a second of peaceful sleep. The moment my alarm goes off, I slide out of the single bed and grab my small duffel bag, slinging it over my shoulder. It holds some of my priceless possessions–the locket my parents gave me when I turned seventeen, a few pictures, a polaroid camera, and other things I can't bear to leave behind. It's five in the morning, and the sky is only beginning to shift from darkness to faint pastel hues. If I move fast, I might make it out of this pack before the sun fully rises. Quietly, I open the door and step into the hallway, heading straight for the elevator. Relief washes over me when I find it empty. I can't afford to get caught. The packhouse is eerily silent, and I manage to make it out without bumping into anyone. I follow the route Elliot took me through yesterday, hoping to find a dead end along the fence line. My plan is simple–climb over it and get as far away from here as possible. But the further I walk, the more I realize Elliot was right. I can't escape. Not even if I tried. Still, I keep going, stubbornness pushing me forward until I find myself at the rink. I pause, exhaling slowly. The sky is already brightening, streaks of light cutting across it. I might as well sit here for a while before heading back to the packhouse. I walk around the barricade until I find the entrance. I glance over my shoulder, making sure no one is watching, before I push the metallic door. It swings open too easily, and I stumble forward from the force I used. I freeze, the hairs on my skin rising instantly. Someone is watching me. I can't see them or smell them. But I know. I felt it even before I reached the rink–an unseen presence trailing me no matter how many times I turned to look. A thought crosses my mind. Slowly, I drop my duffel bag and unzip it, pulling out my figure skates. They're one of the few things I truly treasure. I saved for months to buy them. If I had to choose only one thing to take with me, it would be these. I slip off my sandals and lace them up, stepping onto the ice. If someone is watching, they might as well get a show. I glide across the ice, letting muscle memory take over as I perform spins, jumps and turns–losing myself in the moment, until a voice cuts through the silence. “What are you doing here?” I groan, already annoyed before I even turn. Derrick. Of course. “As you can see,” I say, giving him a once-over as I balance myself to a stop. “I'm skating.” He's not dressed up in anything formal–just shorts, skates, and a hockey stick in hand. “Get out of here,” he says, his jaw tightening. “I need the rink.” I sigh, not wanting to spend any more minutes standing near him despite my wolf's excitement. “If it bothers you that much,” I reply coolly, “maybe you should get out.” I don't wait for a response. I push off and glide away, continuing my routine. But when I turn, he's already skating behind me. Fast. Before I know it, he swerves past me, cutting sharply across the ice. When he gets to the far end, he pivots and comes straight at me again. I change direction. He follows. And somehow, we begin to circle each other, the tension thick and unspoken. Suddenly, he speeds toward me. Instinct kicks in and I try to swerve in an attempt to avoid colliding into him. But I lose balance and hit the ice hard. “Fuck,” I cry out as pain shoots through my arm. I landed on my elbow, and it burns like hell. For a moment, I can't move. When I finally sit up, I check myself. My left elbow is fine, just a dull ache. But the right… Blood drips onto the ice, and I stare at it, my stomach twisting. I glance around, hoping–just hoping– someone will help. But there's no one. Except Derrick. And he's still skating, controlling the puck with his stick while he ignores me like I'm not even here. What an asshole. I knew he didn't like me, but this? Ignoring me when I'm clearly hurt? I wouldn't do that to him. I start to reach for my skates, ready to take them off, when I catch a familiar scent. Butter and honey. Elliot. Relief floods me before I even look up. He's already walking toward me, his expression dark. “You're hurt,” he says, his eyes locking onto my elbow. Before I can respond, he scoops me into his arms and carries me off the ice–completely ignoring his brother. I expect him to yell at him. Or at me. He doesn't. Instead, he carries me all the way to a car, setting me gently in the backseat before sliding into the driver's seat. We drive off. I frown slightly when we don't head back to the packhouse, but the tension in my chest eases when we pull up in front of the infirmary. “Don't,” he says sharply when I reach for the door. He’s already out, coming around to open it for me. Then he lifts me again, carrying me inside. The room we enter is stark white, smelling strongly of antiseptic and medicine. Within minutes, a woman in a lab coat walks in. “Are there any other places that hurt?” She asks after examining my elbow. “My knees,” I say. “But they're not as bad as this.” “I'll need to remove your jeans to check,” she says gently, her hands hovering near the buttons. “Is that alright?” “I'll step out,” Elliot says immediately. Such a gentleman. Anybody else might have stayed, claiming they've already seen everything. Not him. I nod, and the nurse carefully helps me out of my jeans, inspecting my knees. “These cuts need cleaning,” she says. “We don't want them getting infected.” She works efficiently, cleaning and dressing each wound, starting with my elbow. By the time she's done, the pain has dulled to a manageable throb. She helps me back into my jeans and gives me a small smile. “Take them off when you get back to your room,” she advises. “Let the wounds breathe.” I nod. Elliot walks back in the moment she leaves. Without a word, he lifts me again and carries me out to the car. The drive back is silent. When we reach my room, he sets me down gently on the bed before moving to sit on the recliner. “What happened?” Two simple words. But I don't know where to begin. “I fell,” I say. His jaw tightens. “And how did you get to the rink?” He asks. “Why were you there?” “I... I wanted to skate,” I stutter. He exhales slowly, like he's holding back something louder. “Explain the duffel bag,” he says. My stomach drops. “My duffel bag,” I whisper. “Where is it?" “In my car,” he replies. “Now answer me.” “I… I,” I try to speak, but the words won't come. He already knows I was trying to run. Silence stretches between us, and I can't help but wonder what is going on in his mind. He seems angry. So angry a scale would break if we tried to measure it. An urge to apologize rises inside me. I part my lips to speak, but the words die in my throat when he suddenly stands. He walks over to the bed, towering above me. I fidget, inhaling sharply as I study his face. Right now, he's not the sexy male who fucked me all night in Ibiza. He's not even the funny guy who showed me around his pack yesterday, cracking jokes every two seconds. He's... different. As if something has taken over him. Something feral. He grabs my arms and shoves me backward onto the bed, pinning me down. Before I can react, a sharp pain pierces my shoulder, forcing a gasp from my lips. His teeth are sunk deep into my flesh. Almost immediately, he pulls away from me and storms out of the room without a single glance back.Himera It takes me a moment to remember what happened when I open my eyes and find a circle of concerned faces staring down at me. "Are you okay?" Josephine asks gently as I run my fingers over the mark Derrick imprinted on me, feeling the bond pulsing beneath my skin. "I think so," I murmur, slowly sitting up. I want to ask if the deaths have stopped. If people are still dying because of me. But I don't. That would be cruel, considering none of this would have happened if I had never come here. Josephine offers me her hand, and I take it, allowing her to help me to my feet. Right now, I just need silence. Somewhere quiet where I can think. As she leads me through the crowd toward the elevator, people bow their heads as I pass, acknowledging my new place as Luna of the pack. Such a big responsibility. A title I stopped dreaming about after three years of being an unmated wolf. Life really has a twisted sense of humor. Noticing my desperate need for silence, Jo
Derrick When people in a pack start dying like pests in a pesticide control program, any Alpha would do whatever it takes to control the situation, even if it meant marking their enemy of seven years. That's why I've marked Himera Vale today, the woman I would never bind to myself if I had any other choice. I know she's my mate, and I've felt the urge to claim her since the very day she set foot in my pack, but I couldn't bring myself to do it. Not her. Definitely not after what happened seven years ago. When I pull my teeth out of her flesh, she goes limp and falls to the floor. I don't even bother checking what's wrong with her before walking out of the pack house. I've completed the triad and sealed the bond. I only hope the moon goddess lifts the chaos off my pack. "Derrick," Cassandra calls behind me. Ignoring her, I climb into my truck and driving away. I pull up at the pack council and head straight to the boardroom. I know the elders are gathered there disc
Himera Five days have passed since the interview with the council of elders. Five days, and nothing has happened to me or Elliot. Nothing has happened to Derrick either, and the pack is as good and peaceful as I found it. I'm starting to think the council of elders threw empty threats at me just so I could get Derrick to mark me. That doesn't make sense, though, after what Josephine told me about the previous Alpha's and the Luna. Could the pack be that desperate for a Luna to the extent of lying? I push those thoughts to the back of my mind and roll out of bed as the siren sounds, signalling breakfast. Quickly freshening up, I head downstairs to the dining area. "I was just about to come and get you," Elliot says, standing to pull out my chair at the table. "Thank you," I say, sitting down. He smells fresh. He looks even fresher. The bell was sounded a few minutes ago, but the table isn't ready. The plates, fruits and juices are here, but not the main meal. "Bobby!
Himera The members of the council of elders walk into the small interview room one by one, making me shift slightly in my seat. I keep my eyes on the doorway, waiting for more people after the first four walk in, but nobody comes. I don't know whether I should offer a verbal greeting, bow, or kneel and roll over the floor to greet them. Their presence is intimidating. Elliot brought me here right after breakfast, and I've been waiting for ten minutes. Give or take. “Goo… Goodmorning,” I manage to say, glancing at the thick-faced man seated directly across from me before quickly dropping my eyes to the floor. “Goodmorning,” he replies, his face stiff and unreadable. Too stiff for my liking. Since nobody else returns my greeting, I go on to greet the man beside him, and the next, before bringing my gaze to the woman on his other side. They respond. My whole life, I thought females could never be members of the council of elders, but this board right here proves me wrong
Elliot It's an hour over lunch at the office, and as I look over some papers from the farmlands, my mind struggles to focus. Somehow, Himera has followed me here, even though I left her in my bed hours ago. I can't seem to stop thinking about her, especially about last night. We consummated the mark, and she's bound to me for life. Unless my brother refuses to mark her. Thinking about him reminds me of what he did–walking in on me and Himera and staying until he got a release from the sight. That was insane. He's never done that. But a full moon does something to shifters, so I blame it on that. Still, he could have walked out and gotten help from his girlfriend, Cassandra. He's been fucking her for five years, after all. And a part of me thinks she's the reason he's delaying to mark our mate. Despite claiming many times that he doesn't love her, she has an effect on him that I can't quite explain. Or maybe he just doesn't fancy the idea of sharing Himera with me, and Cassan
Himera As Elliot and I came last night, Derrick came into his palm before pushing his cock back into his pants. And before Elliot could pull out of me, he was gone. Too spent and sleepy to talk, I let Elliot guide me to his king-sized bed, where he pulled me into his arms and held me until I drifted off. Between then and now, we've had more rounds of dirty, passionate sex–three or four, if my memory serves me right. I sit up in his bed, frowning when I don't find him beside me. My eyes land on a note sitting on his nightstand, and I hesitantly reach for it. According to the messy handwriting, he’s gone to his office and will see me later. A knock sounds at the door, and I jump out of bed, quickly slipping my dress on before heading to answer it. “Hi,” I say to the chef who is standing there with a tray. “I was just heading out, and Elliot isn't here.” “He asked me to bring you breakfast here if I didn't find you in your room,” he explains. “Oh,” I murmur, surprised.
Himera I drifted off suddenly just minutes after Elliot walked out of the room, and I woke up only a short while ago. I've been asleep for a little over an hour. He marked me. Without my permission or consent, then just stormed out of the room. I'm bound to him. Anger rises within me as I
Himera I don't freshen up. I remain seated at the edge of the bed, staring into nothing as my mind spirals. How did I end up in this situation? It feels like an hour has passed by the time Elliot comes back to the room. I didn't even stand to lock it, so he opens it easily after knocking twic
Flashback–7 Years agoHimeraThe Apex house is throwing a party today. My best friend Wendy and her mate have asked me to go with them. I've never attended a frat party, so I'd much rather stay in my dorm room and read or scroll through social media, but Wendy doesn't give me that option. So now I'
Himera It takes us about an hour to fly from Ibiza to Barcelona. I ignore Elliot for most of the flight, too busy fighting my restless wolf that wants nothing but to get closer to him and have him mark me. I expected the jet to land at a public airport, but instead it touches down on an airstrip







