FAZER LOGINMy eyes bulged out in exasperation. Mate. Mate. Mate. Mate! Those words kept ringing in my head.
Emilia?
Did she just speak?
There was no way my wolf would speak, and certainly not in this kind of manner. My eyes darted to the side, my lips quivering as I tried to steady myself.
“Nyra, mate. He’s our mate,” she said through the mindlink. A gasp elicited from my lips as my eyes shot toward the man who sat down on his plush chair like he owned the world.
He was staring at me, his lips slightly pulled upward at the side. Almost like he knew what was going on in my head, but I wasn’t ready to believe it.
“It’s not possible. You can’t just wake up from whatever abyss you disappeared to and call him our mate,” I argued. My whole mind was in turmoil, and just like that, everything was spiraling out of control.
I wanted to scream at Emilia and ask her where she’d been. Why would she leave me alone all these years, just to come back at the time I least expected?
Five good years, and now she’s claiming he is my mate. I could feel a pull tugging, yet I fought with all my mind.
“This is a side effect of years being dormant. It’s impossi—”
The scraping of the chair forcefully dragged me back to reality. Mikael stood up, his eyes never leaving mine as he adjusted the fur coat draped on his body. One minute he was standing there; the next, he appeared in front of me, a few feet away from me—but close enough to make my throat dry.
I gulped as I watched him. His arms were spread widely. “Welcome, Nyra, to my humble abode. I’ve been waiting for your arrival,” he announced. His deep baritone voice ignited something within me, and I hated how it made my wolf purr.
“Mate! Mate! Nyra, mate!” She kept chanting, thrashing wildly in my head. She wanted to take control, but I wouldn’t let her.
This must be a mirage. I closed my eyes, hoping I wasn’t hallucinating and that Emilia was speaking to me and asking me to claim Mikael Valen, the demon, as my mate.
“It’s not a dream, Nyra. I know you can feel the bond,” Mikael whispered, his lips brushing the tip of my ear, evoking some foreign sensation within me. I jolted back, my eyes darting open, my face pale as his words sank deeply.
He was right!
I wasn’t daydreaming, nor was I hallucinating.
My wolf is back, and moreover, the bond… the tugging… the sensation.
“No,” I mumbled. My hands flew to my neck, touching the mark-free spot where my wolf had been marked.
I shook my head, my lips parted slightly. “No… it’s not possible!” Those words flew out of my mouth before I could stop them.
He raised his brows. “Really?” That sounded more abrasive.
I gulped down my saliva, my chin raised in willed confidence. “Yes,” I responded in a defiant manner.
He wouldn’t make me look foolish. I recalled that night in the woods; any human might have been disconnected from the bond with Eric, but what about the one with those rogues?
That one rogue who defiled me… there was no way I would forget that afternoon.
My wolf had been imprinted by another.
“Yes, it’s not possible. I was…” I trailed off. Emilia was tugging harder, not wanting to give up.
Why is she causing a scene in my head?
Why is she feeling things she ought not to feel?
“My wolf has been marked by another, and thus I can’t recognize my mate since the bond has been tethered. So this—” I stretched out my hands, “can’t be possible,” I completed my words.
Mikael’s lips twitched as he tilted his head slightly. “Are you sure?” he uttered, and before I could respond, he added rudely, “Think! Think deeply about it, Thistle.”
Thistle?
That name… it—
My brows pinched together, my eyes widening as I tried to recall where I’d heard that name before.
I blinked rapidly; nothing was coming up in my head.
“Should I give you a hint?” he interjected. My gaze flew over in his direction. He sent me a weak smile, almost like he was biding time—those amber eyes glowed in the most magnificent manner, which disarmed me.
“Think about the time in the woods, plucking the wild flower,” he hinted. His voice echoed in my head, yet I couldn’t avert my gaze from him. I felt a strong pull, one that made me ignore the bond for once just to focus on his eyes and the words he spoke. It felt like I was in a trance, and bit by bit, everything started unfolding, and I found myself right back in the woods.
(Flashback)
I hummed a song I learned from my mother while I plucked a wild flower—chamomile, a flower my mother needed to take because of her sleeping paralysis. The day was oddly serene, and I wanted to enjoy the scenery. Everything went well—until it didn’t.
A dark smoke caught my attention. It moved so swiftly that it caused me to turn my neck in its direction. I ought to have ignored it, but there was this strange curiosity that pricked my skin.
It was itching badly, giving me no choice but to follow the smoke. I was forced to hasten my steps. I wandered deeper, trying to get to where it was, but then it vanished.
My heart leaped, sweat trickling down the spine of my back. I could no longer see the smoke, and I was lost in the woods.
I knew I should scream for help, but my nose was engulfed with a burnt honeycomb scent laced with wood. Even though it was a weird combination, it carried an unexpectedly sweet aroma which was good to me.
My legs ached, pleading for me to stop, but if I stopped, then there was a probability I would miss the scent, and if I didn’t know where the smell came from, then I would never find rest.
I went farther until I saw a cave, where a man stood gloriously. I couldn’t see him clearly, but I knew he had a good physique.
And when I moved closer, something caught my attention. It was his skin… it was far too pale for a man like him; there were traces of a black pattern beneath his skin, tracing his veins like ancient runes written in living ink.
Oddly magnificent.
I was too stunned to move. He was like a piece crafted by a group of prodigies—too good to be real, and I was afraid that if I blinked, then he would disappear as if he weren’t there.
One moment, he was standing beside the cave; the next, he was right in front of me like smoke. I could feel his breath on me, my throat stricken as I found it hard to gulp. His eyes were so dark they could evoke a person’s soul and cause them to be feral.
Fear gripped me, but that was just one of the other emotions.
He looked familiar, and the scent emanating from him was the same I’d tailed after when the black smoke disappeared.
“Did he lure me here?” I thought.
My wolf became jumpy. She took control immediately and raised my hands to touch his face, but he turned away, rejecting her touch.
Instead of her keeping her hands to herself after his mild rejection, she pressed further, sniffing him as if she was trying to detect something by doing that. He snorted and pinned me to the wall. I tried to fight for control; however, there was some kind of force stopping me from doing so.
“Stay still, Thistle,” the stranger said, his tone laced with irritation, as if I irked him.
I felt sour and annoyed at his tone.
He was rude and—
“Sinfully hot!” Emilia purred in my mind, which made my eyes widen.
This wolf—how could she be so shameless?
“Ouch!” I yelped when I felt something prick my skin.
I stopped breathing.
I didn’t even have time to think about the worst scenario when his teeth sank into my neck, and I felt a bond forming. My whole body went still when I realized what he’d done.
~MIKAEL~Nyra slept soundly on my chest. I patted her head slightly. The attack was supposed to happen tomorrow, but I'd changed my mind.The moon would be at its peak today, and since I had completed the ritual to regain my full powers, subduing a part of me I didn't think I would have was quite a thrill.Accepting that side of me was important, and now—the people would know what I am. So many questions raced through their heads, but none had the answers they sought, so they decided to pretend like that part of me didn't exist.I placed a kiss on Nyra's cheek before carrying her gently. Staring at my mate, I had mixed feelings.I still wasn't sure if I was ready to accept the bond or just have her nearby in case there were urges needing to be controlled.Tonight was an exception. She'd remained calm in my embrace. She trusted me not to hurt her today, but I would have to do that.My thirst for revenge surpassed whatever feelings were left. Sure, the bond can make us act in ways we do
~NYRA~The door of the bathroom creaked open. I only mustered the courage to open the door once I was sure Mikael wasn't in the room any longer. My lips pursed as my wet legs walked towards the bed.A white plain gown rested on his bed with undergarments. On the table by the side was food. That alone warmed my heart.Without wasting any time, I put on the clothes, sat on his bed, and ate the food.I had been in the bathroom for hours. I used his soap to bathe and made sure I could enjoy any liberty I could get at the moment.I sat down on his bed and ate the food brought to me by the maids. I didn't dare leave the room, so I kept the plate on the table while I used that time to check the room.I have been here twice and I have checked this room out, but this was going to be a thorough checking out. It was plain, and his scent filled the room, easing my wolf.I opened his wardrobe to check his clothes down to his perfumes. I shouldn't be doing this—I should have kept my hands to myself
~MIKAEL~When she dashed into the bathroom, a chuckle elicited from my lips. Yesterday was crazy, and though it's hard for me to admit, I do not think Nyra will be slipping away from my grasp any time soon.A smile found its way to my face as I looked at the sky. Claws protruding as I held the window, something shifted inside me, and now it's time for me to strike.I have two battles ahead of me. One doesn't need me to prepare, and the other I need to.'O'Lean, come right away to my room. Make sure you bring some spare clothes for Nyra,' I said through the mindlink.I know how embarrassed she feels, so it would be very hard for her to go back to her room. I am pretty sure she would stay here all night.'Nyra?' he repeated. Before he could say another word, I cut him off the link.She's indirectly thrown me out of the bathroom, thus I have no choice but to have my bath elsewhere.I was fully dressed when O'Lean walked into my room. He'd brought the clothes I asked him for, gently dropp
~NYRA~A groan escaped through my lips as I snuggled closer to that hard yet comfy cushion. Somehow this cushion has soft fur, and its smell was so intoxicating.I rested my head on it, hands roaming around its body. I smiled, feeling so happy and comfortable. I couldn't keep my hands to myself. My legs flew over to a hard object, and it poked me.I liked it. It made sleeping easy, and my body doesn't seem to be hurt, though I feel tired and raw.I never sleep without a garment, no matter how icky it was. I still wore it, but right now... I was bare and gladly happy in my birthday suit.Should I be bothered? I have no idea... I could only hope I wandered back into the wonderland where that dazzling creature with beautiful porcelain skin was.I yawned, still not satisfied with how close I was with this cushion. I moved closer, lips rubbing its body, and then I felt it move.As if it wanted to satisfy my unspoken need of being pressed to it. I didn't think anything was wrong until I fel
~AUTHOR'S POV~Mikael stood in front of Nyra's bedroom. He raised his hand to knock but held himself back.He knew deep down it was wrong to come here. Two days had passed since the incident in the meeting room, and that means if he doesn't find a way to break the barrier, then there is no freedom.He ought to have thought about his people, not mindlessly gone to his supposed mate's room.A frustrated groan escaped his lips as he raked his hands through his hair. He was torn, and his wolf wasn't helping either.He thought coming here was going to help, but he didn't think that was the right move.Just as he was about to leave, he heard her whimper—it was low, but he knew that was from her.On the other hand, Nyra's body felt like it was burning from within. She hadn't come out of her room to go to her assigned post. She only went to the bathroom to have her bath, and that was it. Besides, nobody came in to ask about her, neither did Madam Cecilia barge into her room.She kept on cryin
~ERIC~It's been a month since Nyra disappeared. I hated every bit of it because my life had been turned upside down.The room I usually sleep in feels hollow. I closed my eyes, trying everything to stop those loud voices in my head from speaking.I was stupid—stupid to believe the one-night stand with Alessia could result in a child.That was a grave mistake, but I worsened the matter when I agreed with Elder Alecca's condition about his daughter having the child only when Nyra was removed as Luna.I knew how much pain and betrayal she would feel, yet I still went on with it because I was stupid and insane.I heaved a sigh as I closed the document I was working on."Where are you, Nyra?" I muttered, bitterness taking hold of me. My wolf purred at my question. We both missed her.A knock on my door dragged me out of my reverie. I blinked, a cold expression overtaking that of loneliness."Come in," I responded.The door creaked open, revealing my new beta, Adams. He'd replaced Alessia







