Forty Five

I have denied him many times in past and i have no heart to say no again and hurt him.

I remember last time when i denied him he was too angry.

"Tell me jaan...what are you thinking?" He asked keeping his eyes locked with me while his hands graze my cheeks in fondness.

I gulped before announcing my decision.

"I- I am ready..." I said opposite to the words i think.

Because one day or another i will have to give myself to him so why not today. If it gives him happiness, then i am ready to take step in our relationship and become his woman in all sense.

"Thank you so much darling...i like you...i like you so fucking much..." He said hugging me suddenly.

He started kissing me on my whole face while i shut my eyes tightly.

The magic which i was feeling earlier is being lost somewhere...My mind is screaming only one thing...i am not ready for it.

My thoughts broke when i felt something hard yet soft touching my core.

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