Sunlight streamed in through the parted curtains, warm and golden, casting soft streaks of light across the bedroom floor. It was the kind of soft light that made everything feel slower, more delicate—like the world had hit pause just for us.
I stirred before he did.Ricci—Enzo—was still asleep, his breath steady, chest rising and falling in a rhythm that seemed almost too peaceful for someone who had slaughtered thirty men the night before. His arm was draped loosely around my waist, the other bent behind his head. His face, usually so hard and unreadable, was relaxed now. The lines of violence, command, and danger erased by sleep.I studied him in silence.The faint stubble on his jaw, the little injury on his lip that had started to scab, the faint bruises already forming on his ribs. Every inch of him told a story—and yet, here in this quiet morning I could almost forget what he was capable of.Almost.A part of me wanted to move. To slip out of bed, staEli's pov“Eli! Where the hell are my suspenders?!”Matteo’s voice echoed down the hallway like a banshee on a caffeine high. I looked up from my untouched cup of coffee and sighed. “Check the third drawer, T. Right side.”“They’re not there! You moved them, didn’t you?!”I rolled my eyes and yelled back, “I don’t even wear suspenders, psycho!”Just as I was about to take a sip, a very disheveled Matteo barged into the kitchen. His tie was half knotted, one shoe was on, the other was still clenched in his hand, and—yes—his shirt was on inside out. He looked like a rich, angry toddler. Behind him, Luca walked in, perfectly dressed in a crisp black shirt and cream pants, sipping on an espresso like a smug devil.“I’m going to commit a murder today,” Matteo growled, glaring at Luca who simply smiled and kissed my cheek.“Good morning, amore,” Luca said smoothly, ignoring Matteo's impending meltdown.“Don’t ‘amore’
Eli’s POVThe ring on my finger sparkled in the soft glow of candlelight, and I kept staring at it like it might disappear if I blinked. My chest still felt tight from all the emotions of earlier—shock, love, disbelief. And now, here we were, just the three of us, in our home, wrapped in warmth and dim lighting and the softest piano jazz playing low in the background.Luca was pouring wine into our glasses, a smirk playing at the corner of his mouth, while Matteo fiddled with the little Bluetooth speaker, trying to queue up a song Eli-approved.“I swear to God,” I said, flopping into the plush loveseat near the fire, “if you play another slow Italian ballad, I might cry again.”“You say that like it’s a bad thing,” Matteo teased, his voice low, his smile lazy. “You’ve been crying like a bride all evening.”“Fuck off,” I muttered, laughing. “You both ambushed me. What did you expect?”Luca walked over, setting two glasses on
Eli’s POVSo I followed them.The night air was thick with tension—or maybe that was just me. I kept my head low, slipping between parked cars and hugging the shadows like some rejected spy from a low-budget movie. My heart was thudding in my chest, not from fear, but from a boiling mix of curiosity and something close to betrayal.I had trailed Luca and Matteo from the house after pretending to be asleep. They were quiet—too quiet—whispering between themselves and sharing looks that sent a flare of suspicion straight through me. Something was going on, and I wasn’t about to be the clueless boyfriend while the love of my life—scratch that, the loves of my life—went around keeping secrets from me.I waited until I heard the garage door slide shut, then grabbed my jacket, keys, and slipped into my own car, trailing them from a distance. The night air was coolband I kept the headlights dimmed as I stayed several cars behind.I followed at a distance, careful to make no noise as their car
Eli's povOne year later....The silence was killing me.Something was happening that I didn't know and that was very frustrating and a bit saddening.For the past week, the house had felt… off. There wasn’t one specific thing I could point to. It was the way Matteo’s gaze lingered just a second too long when he thought I wasn’t looking. The way Luca answered questions with smiles that didn’t reach his eyes. The way conversations suddenly changed course when I entered a room.And I was losing my damn mind trying to pretend it didn’t bother me.I sat at the breakfast island, cradling a warm cup of espresso in my hands, staring at the back of Luca’s head as he stood by the stove flipping eggs. Matteo wasn’t around yet. Just me and him.“Are you gonna tell me what’s going on?” I asked, keeping my voice even.Luca glanced back at me, his dark hair mussed, his shirt slightly unbuttoned, and he gave me that practiced smile—the one that used to work on me before I learned better.“Nothing’s
Eli's povThe night was calm, unusually so, I loved it and wished every night could continue to be so. The air in the safe house was faintly scented with pine and sandalwood from the candles Luca insisted on lighting every night. I sat on the couch with my legs folded beneath me, watching Matteo pour a glass of wine while Luca shifted closer, his arm brushing mine.“Are you okay?” Luca’s voice was low, soft, filled with concern even now.I nodded slowly. “Getting there.”“Getting there,” Matteo echoed, walking over with the wine in hand. He offered it to me, but I waved it away. “Not tonight.”Luca pulled me in gently, resting his chin on my head. “You’ve been holding it together better than any of us.”“No,” I whispered. “I just learned how to hide it better.”There was silence for a moment. As usual it wasn't uncomfortable but it was filled with words that we were all scared of voicing out. I didn’t want to talk about Evangeline or the blood on my hands. I didn’t want to think abou
Eli’s POVThe sun didn’t rise with pain anymore.Not like it used to back when our mornings were filled with grief, uncertainty, and mourning. Now, it just slipped over the horizon with it's usual ease, casting soft gold across the glass windows of our base in New York.Home.It was a strange word to use for a building full of ex-killers, reformed gangsters, and broken legacies, but this place—this life we were rebuilding from the ashes—was the only thing that felt close enough.La Sovrana Famiglia.The Sovereign Family.A name born from blood, lied, and loss. We took the remnants of Ricci, Moretti, and Rossi and sewed them into one family, ruled by Luca and Matteo with an iron fist that I both admired and wanted nothing to do with.I could never be a Don.That title... it felt like a chain waiting to suffocate me. Luca had laughed when I told him. Matteo had raised a brow and asked, “Are you sure?” But they both respected my choice.I wasn’t born to rule.I was born to survive.But t