Elira was taken aback by Kael's sudden honeymoon proposal. Especially when he mentioned the word wife in his statement. This was the second time he called her like that, and somehow each time it sent an uncomfortable twinge through her chest. His playfulness hid beneath his cold calculation. She could smell the affection in that word that shouldn't mean anything. It was a contracted marriage. Funny enough how she reminded herself about it when he called her his wife.
"Why do we need to act as blissful newlyweds for our undercover? I'm sure we have plenty of options to make the plan go smoothly," Elira tried to make an excuse just to reject his proposal.
"Oh right, give me one example," Kael nodded and smirked playfully at her remark, as if challenging her and sure that he would come out as the winner.
"Well!" Elira lifted her chin, determined to prove him wrong.
But after a long pause, even her sharp mind couldn't come up with anything. Kael's smirk grew wider.
"See? Honeymoon's perfect," he said. "We'll stay at your family's mansion where your father's people can watch us. We act like a real couple in public, then slip away when no one's looking. Think about it—if Malven's servants report back about our romantic getaway, won't that make him relax his guard? You said yourself he's careful. We need to be even more careful to trick him."
Elira exhaled loudly through her nose. She hated that he was right.
"We need to make full use of this marriage, Elira," Kael added.
"Ugh, fine!" she finally agreed.
Inside, she heard her wolf whine—not in warning, but in agreement with getting revenge on her father.
"I'll tell my father about our honeymoon plans," she said, putting heavy sarcasm on the word 'honeymoon.' "And I'll play the perfect, lovestruck wife in front of him." She practically spat the word 'wife.'
Her sarcastic tone somehow made Kael chuckle, which only annoyed Elira more. She glared as his shoulders shook with quiet laughter, his stupid handsome face looking way too pleased with himself.
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The next morning, Elira went straight to Malven's estate to ask her father's permission for their stay at the Cinderfell mansion.
"Honeymoon?" Duke Malven raised an eyebrow. Elira's fingers tightened their grip on her gown behind her back.
"Yes, Father. Kael just returned from a long campaign. I thought a change of scenery might help his recovery... and improve our relationship." She carefully framed her words to appeal to his interests. "Since you wanted me to secure his support for your land proposal, I believe winning his affection should come first."
Duke Malven studied her with cold eyes.
"You refused this before. I see you've finally come to your senses. Very well, you may go. Just remember - I need his support before next month's council meeting." His finger tapped sharply against his desk, emphasizing the deadline.
Elira nodded politely and turned to leave when his voice stopped her.
"Make sure this honeymoon produces an heir. Two benefits at once." The calculating greed in his voice made her wolf snarl internally.
Elira felt physically sick at his words, but her face remained calm.
"Yes, Father." Her tone gave nothing away as she exited the estate and entered the Rennar carriage.
During the ride back, Elira's fingers wouldn't stay still. So many thoughts swirled through her mind. When they reached the central marketplace, she suddenly ordered the driver to stop at a restaurant.
"I'll take lunch here. See that I'm not disturbed," she instructed before sweeping inside with practiced grace—only to immediately slip through the kitchen’s back door into the bustling market.
She moved like a shadow between stalls until she found a cloth merchant. With quick, precise movements, she gathered her disguise:
Elira grabbed a pair of thick work pants first - the kind laborers wore, dark colored and rough to the touch. They hung loose on her, hiding the shape of her legs and hips. She pulled on tall boots that were old and cracked, the soles thin from too much walking. Rough cloth scratched her neck as she tied it over her hair, covering most of her face. Last came the knife, its weight familiar against her ankle when she slipped it into her boot.
The shopkeeper's greedy look appeared the moment he saw the gold coins.
"Your things will be safe here, my lady," he said fast, already gathering up her expensive clothes.
She didn't answer. Elira was already walking toward where the horses were kept. A plain brown horse waited there. In no time at all, she was riding west down the dirt road. The clothes she wore smelled like hard work and dust. She hunched her shoulders like a tired worker would. Anyone looking would see just another laborer on the road - no sign left that this was the noble Lady of Rennar, except for the determined set of her jaw.
The western outskirts looked like a place the kingdom had stopped caring about long ago. The paved road ended long before Elira got to the village. Just a leaning sign and a broken fence covered in weeds showed where it began. The whole place looked worn out, like it could barely stay standing.
Smoke filled the air, mixing with the stink of sickness and rot. The houses were thrown together with whatever people could find - boards, cloth, scraps. Nothing was built right. Roofs leaked. Dust covered everything and never left.
People here moved like they had no energy left. Old men coughed, sometimes spitting blood. Hungry kids with too-big eyes watched from the roadside, not sure if they should hope or be afraid. Women cooked watery soup, their arms no thicker than the sticks they burned.
Some people didn't move at all - just curled up against buildings or lay near doorways, barely breathing. Weak. Left behind. Waiting.
The whole place made Elira's heart feel heavy, like even the air made it hard to keep going. But not everyone here was as weak as they looked.
She noticed little things. A young man carrying firewood who moved too smooth for someone who should be starving. A sick-looking kid by the well whose eyes flashed yellow for just a second when he looked at her. An old woman who seemed blind but turned her head just right when Elira walked by, like she could hear something different about her steps.
They were mixed in with everyone else, quiet and careful. Like wolves hiding in a flock of sick sheep. No one talked about them, but Elira felt it in her bones. Something here wasn't right. Something wasn't human. This broken-down village was the perfect place to hide. No one came here. No one counted how many people lived in these falling-down houses.
She rode further, her horse moving slow until a familiar scent hit her - that warm, woodsy smell mixed with Thane's voice carrying through the air. Elira slid off her horse and walked toward the sound.
"And here... it's spelled 'western'," Thane's soft voice reached her as he taught the village kids.
He was crouched in the dirt, writing words with a stick while the children copied him. That easy smile of his stayed put as they followed along.
Then his head jerked up. He'd smelled her before she even called out. Thane was on his feet and turning toward her before she took another step.
"Hi," Elira said, the smile feeling stiff on her face.
Thane started moving toward her but froze halfway. His nose flared as he breathed deep, and that handsome face of his darkened.
"You smell different..." The words came out rough, like they hurt his throat. "You smell like him."
The hurt in his eyes was plain as day.
Elira was taken aback by Kael's sudden honeymoon proposal. Especially when he mentioned the word wife in his statement. This was the second time he called her like that, and somehow each time it sent an uncomfortable twinge through her chest. His playfulness hid beneath his cold calculation. She could smell the affection in that word that shouldn't mean anything. It was a contracted marriage. Funny enough how she reminded herself about it when he called her his wife. "Why do we need to act as blissful newlyweds for our undercover? I'm sure we have plenty of options to make the plan go smoothly," Elira tried to make an excuse just to reject his proposal. "Oh right, give me one example," Kael nodded and smirked playfully at her remark, as if challenging her and sure that he would come out as the winner. "Well!" Elira lifted her chin, determined to prove him wrong.But after a long pause, even her sharp mind couldn't come up with anything. Kael's smirk grew wider. "See? Honeymoon's p
The ride to Rennar's mansion was only filled with the rattle of the carriage wheels and Kael's soft breathing. Elira, on the other hand, was staring through the window. So when they reached the mansion and the carriage stopped, she knew they had to get down. But she stayed still because Kael was deeply asleep.The door was opened by the servant after announcing their arrival. All of them were surprised to see their lord sleeping soundly on the lady's shoulder. "Apologies, my lady. Should we wake the commander now?" asked the head servant politely.Elira took a glance at Kael's sleeping face, then lifted her hand. "No, close the door. Just wait quietly," she ordered the servant.He bowed, then carefully closed the carriage door, leaving the pair alone.Almost thirty minutes passed after they reached the mansion when Kael's eyelids fluttered. The lavender scent from Elira was the first thing that welcomed him as he came back to his senses. He could feel her warm shoulder under his che
Kael and Elira now sat silently inside the Rennar carriage that drove them back to the mansion. While Elira's eyes focused on something—nothing particular—in front of them, Kael's eyes focused on her hand which was still holding his. Kael slowly interlocked their fingers together, which surprised her and made Elira aware that their hands were still holding each other. She turned to his side and tried to yank her hand away, but Kael's grip became stronger. "Aren't you supposed to calm me down till the end?" he meant to tease her.But the tiredness in his tone and his worn eyes made it appear more like a plea than a tease.Yet Elira, being too aware of their close contact, didn't want to continue again. She pulled her hand away from him strongly, leaving Kael's hand in mid air, gripping at nothing. He smirked, yet his eyes seemed sad. The emptiness of her absent touch lingered on his empty palm. "You look terrible. Shouldn't you take a rest instead? I don't think you would be pleased
Kael walked in a rush, his hand scraping the stain of lipstick from his ear wildly. He hated it all - hated how Ilyana's words got on his nerves so easily because he knew she was right. No matter how long he had watched Elira from the sidelines, she would never look in his direction. It hurt because it was true. He hated the way Elira had to appear at the exact moment of his vulnerability, hated the way she looked at him like he was a lost child desperate for help. Hated that every opinion she had about him mattered deeply to him.He wanted to disappear. He was sure that he could just disappear. Until he heard the king's attendant speak to Elira, who was left behind. "His Majesty calls for you, my lady." Those words automatically stopped him in his tracks.The king - a man he had previously seen as an uncle - now left a bitter taste in his mouth after discovering he was partly responsible for his father's death. And now the king sought his wife. What could the king possibly want from
Kael's gaze was full of agony, and the hand holding hers trembled. His wrecked heartbeat drummed in her ears, his pulse transferring into hers. He was broken. Elira could clearly feel his desperation through it all—and it pained her.No. She didn't care about his emotions. She shouldn't care.Kael was just a wolf hunter who would seize any chance to slit her throat if he could... But he never did, even when he had plenty of chances.Instead, he would do things like this in front of her—begging for something she was sure he didn't even understand himself.And she had no obligation to understand him.No reason to accept any plea he offered her through his silence. "Did you forget? Or are you pretending to forget?" Her voice dripped with coldness. "You knew exactly what kind of monster lives inside me, Kael. And you knew how this society would treat someone like me. So tell me—do you prefer I let the wolf loose in front of the assassins, risk being sold and caged in the dark once the pu
Meanwhile, Into the Deep CaveThane's hand warmed the nape of her neck as they stood breathlessly close, lips almost touching. Elira could feel his eyes tracing her mouth, hear the nervous gulp he tried to hide. His scent - citrus and fresh-cut pine - wrapped around her just as her lavender perfume filled his lungs, each intoxicating the other.They hovered there, caught in that charged space between desire and restraint. Elira kept her gaze down, afraid to meet his eyes - afraid of the raw hunger she knew she'd find there.Their wolves called silently to each other, drawing them closer. Elira's claws bit deeper into her own palm, the sharp pain anchoring her. At the last second, she turned her face away - just enough for him to understand.Thane caressed her cheek. Then, he cupped both sides of her jaw, lifted her face to meet his gaze, and smiled—softly—before pulling back.There was an urge within him, a deep instinct to go further. But he chose to retreat, because he knew the cons