Elira was surprised by how cold the room felt.
It was the distance between them, not the library, which still smelt of rain and ink.
It was between Thane and her.
His hands were moving too carefully as he knelt at the shelf. Like a person suppressing a howl.
Uncertain if she was still welcome, she hovered at the entrance.
"You've back." His tone has a distance about it.
Not You came. Not I missed you.
It's just a fact. similar to a door shutting.
"I am," she answered softly. "I apologise for the delay."
He got up slowly. His eyes weren't hostile as he turned.
They were broken, containing something that was itching to come out.
"I was scared."
"Of me?"
"No." Her voice broke. "Of what you made me want."
The silence between them grew teeth. Tension hummed through the air like something primal—dangerous.
His hands curled slightly. She didn't see, but he smelled her sorrow. Her fear. Her sincerity.
And he wanted to grab for her because he could still smell her from that stormy night—the lavender and something wilder, deeper.
However, he remained still.
She muttered, "I ruined it. I understand."
But he remained silent.
She then gave a nod. turned to go.
But his voice, harsh and deep, pierced the air before she took her second stride.
"Elira."
She was stopped by his voice. She looked over her shoulder again.
Where she had left him, Thane stood, his face obscured by something unreadable, perhaps worry. perhaps something more sinister.
"Be careful when Kael comes back," he advised.
She knitted her brow. "Why would you say that?"
He didn't blink or move. He watched her as if the slightest touch would cause her to break.
"Because not all that remains after a war is the same as what is returned."
Sharp as wire, the quiet between them grew more intense.
Thane went on, "Something is awakening"
The word "awakening" became a stone in her chest.
Thane's gaze dropped to her wrists. "You'll feel it here first. Like silver under the skin. That's when you run."
His eyes fell to the ground as she opened her mouth to demand more.
"Trust that if you feel uneasy during a full moon and you don't know why."
A beat went by.
Then he turned to face her once more, but this time his eyes were not kind.
"Don't be alone with him when it rises."
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(BACK TO PRESENT)
Thane's words hadn't made sense at the time. Awakening. The full moon. Don't be alone with him. She had walked away confused, brushing it off as another one of his cryptic moods. But now, after Kael finally told her about the werewolves, the meaning echoed back—sharper, heavier.
Werewolves. Full moon. Awakening.
Elira didn't know the full truth about that world yet. But she knew enough to understand one thing: the full moon stirred something in them. That was when instincts rose to the surface—when wolf hunters like Kael set out with blade and silver, knowing their prey would be easier to spot in the moonlight.
Was Thane one of them?
The thought lodged deep and refused to leave. It clawed at her, quieter than fear but louder than reason.
Driven by that restless curiosity, Elira rose from her seat and pulled on her cloak. She had to find answers—anything that might confirm what her heart was beginning to suspect.
She would search through every scrap of knowledge she could find, and this time, she'd look for the signs she hadn't known to see.
She had timed it perfectly.
Kael was long gone to the palace. The servants had finished cleaning his chambers. Only then did she slip inside—silent, deliberate.
Her goal: a key.
Not just any key—the one that unlocked the Rennar family’s forbidden archives. "Knowing Your Enemy." A section no doubt filled with everything the Wolfhunters had ever learned about her kind.
Her fingers skimmed over drawers, shelves, the polished surface of his desk—until she found it.
A wooden box.
Tucked in the bottom shelf, heavy with secrets. And atop it… letters.
Ilyana’s letters.
So it was true, then. The princess had been writing to him. Are they really lover?
Elira’s jaw tightened. She shouldn’t care. She didn’t.
It's irrelevant. She need to focus now.
A quick search later, her prize glinted on the upper shelf—the key.
She snatched it and vanished before the shadows could betray her.
Rennar's ancestral library's tall windows let in the morning sun, which smeared the marble floor with long gold stripes. Peacefully, undisturbed, dust danced in the air. Elira, however, moved deliberately.
She had never lingered here before. The house was always welcome in the library, whose extensive holdings served as a reminder of the Rennar family's history and the centuries they had dedicated to ruthless werewolf hunting. She had never had to comprehend it.
Morever that certain section. So far.
Thane's words had stayed with her longer than they should have. At first, she had dismissed it as a warning about Kael. But now... Now that Kael had spoken of werewolves and full moons—of awakenings—those words echoed with new weight.
After running her fingers over the covers of a few old books, she settled on a battered leather-bound book called "Instinct and Transformation: Observations on the Lycanthrope."
The pages were crisp and yellowed under her fingertips as she carried it to a table by the window and sat down. She looked at one heading as she turned them.
"Awakening Signs"
A silent link to reality, her lips moved as she read aloud under her breath:
In hybrids or hidden-bloods, awakening can start quietly with nighttime restlessness, heightened senses, and emotional outbursts connected to the lunar cycle. Although it stirs the blood, the full moon does not necessarily force transformation. Most people complain of a burn on their spine, a constriction in their chest, or dreams of running in the moonlight.
She paused. Her hand stilled on the page.
As she read "heightened senses," her own flared—the dust motes burned like stars. The suppressant is failing. Panic tasted like metal.
That strange ache in her chest when she'd stood too close to Thane... that night in the library, the pulse of something hot and ancient rising in her throat when he had touched her sleeve...
She flipped the page.
"On Mates and Recognition"
She swallowed hard and continued:
"Among wolves, the recognition of a mate is a visceral phenomenon. It may occur before either party understands their own nature. The bond is not dictated by logic, but by instinct—often described as a sense of familiarity, a pull beneath the skin, an inexplicable comfort in the other's presence. Once awakened, the bond is difficult to ignore, even in its early stages."
A pulling force under the skin.
Elira shut her eyes. She sensed it. She was bound to someone she hardly knew by that unseen thread.
The truth slithered into her veins: she was bound to Thane. Not by choice. By blood.
Suddenly, it felt too quiet in the room. It was too bright in the morning. With the open book still spread out in front of her like a confession, she reclined in her chair.
Did he belong to that group?
Was Thane a wolf? Or was she the monster—a lie wearing silk in a house of hunters?
She didn't feel like a monster. She didn't feel any different. Nevertheless, she had changed since meeting Thane.
"No mate is selected. They are perceptible. Recognised.
Her breath shook. That familiar warmth in her blood. Unimagined.
This was no longer merely a cautionary tale about Kael.
It served as a warning about her.
If Thane had known all along...
The real question froze her: How long had Kael known what she was—and why marry a wolf you’re bred to kill?
Elira was taken aback by Kael's sudden honeymoon proposal. Especially when he mentioned the word wife in his statement. This was the second time he called her like that, and somehow each time it sent an uncomfortable twinge through her chest. His playfulness hid beneath his cold calculation. She could smell the affection in that word that shouldn't mean anything. It was a contracted marriage. Funny enough how she reminded herself about it when he called her his wife. "Why do we need to act as blissful newlyweds for our undercover? I'm sure we have plenty of options to make the plan go smoothly," Elira tried to make an excuse just to reject his proposal. "Oh right, give me one example," Kael nodded and smirked playfully at her remark, as if challenging her and sure that he would come out as the winner. "Well!" Elira lifted her chin, determined to prove him wrong.But after a long pause, even her sharp mind couldn't come up with anything. Kael's smirk grew wider. "See? Honeymoon's p
The ride to Rennar's mansion was only filled with the rattle of the carriage wheels and Kael's soft breathing. Elira, on the other hand, was staring through the window. So when they reached the mansion and the carriage stopped, she knew they had to get down. But she stayed still because Kael was deeply asleep.The door was opened by the servant after announcing their arrival. All of them were surprised to see their lord sleeping soundly on the lady's shoulder. "Apologies, my lady. Should we wake the commander now?" asked the head servant politely.Elira took a glance at Kael's sleeping face, then lifted her hand. "No, close the door. Just wait quietly," she ordered the servant.He bowed, then carefully closed the carriage door, leaving the pair alone.Almost thirty minutes passed after they reached the mansion when Kael's eyelids fluttered. The lavender scent from Elira was the first thing that welcomed him as he came back to his senses. He could feel her warm shoulder under his che
Kael and Elira now sat silently inside the Rennar carriage that drove them back to the mansion. While Elira's eyes focused on something—nothing particular—in front of them, Kael's eyes focused on her hand which was still holding his. Kael slowly interlocked their fingers together, which surprised her and made Elira aware that their hands were still holding each other. She turned to his side and tried to yank her hand away, but Kael's grip became stronger. "Aren't you supposed to calm me down till the end?" he meant to tease her.But the tiredness in his tone and his worn eyes made it appear more like a plea than a tease.Yet Elira, being too aware of their close contact, didn't want to continue again. She pulled her hand away from him strongly, leaving Kael's hand in mid air, gripping at nothing. He smirked, yet his eyes seemed sad. The emptiness of her absent touch lingered on his empty palm. "You look terrible. Shouldn't you take a rest instead? I don't think you would be pleased
Kael walked in a rush, his hand scraping the stain of lipstick from his ear wildly. He hated it all - hated how Ilyana's words got on his nerves so easily because he knew she was right. No matter how long he had watched Elira from the sidelines, she would never look in his direction. It hurt because it was true. He hated the way Elira had to appear at the exact moment of his vulnerability, hated the way she looked at him like he was a lost child desperate for help. Hated that every opinion she had about him mattered deeply to him.He wanted to disappear. He was sure that he could just disappear. Until he heard the king's attendant speak to Elira, who was left behind. "His Majesty calls for you, my lady." Those words automatically stopped him in his tracks.The king - a man he had previously seen as an uncle - now left a bitter taste in his mouth after discovering he was partly responsible for his father's death. And now the king sought his wife. What could the king possibly want from
Kael's gaze was full of agony, and the hand holding hers trembled. His wrecked heartbeat drummed in her ears, his pulse transferring into hers. He was broken. Elira could clearly feel his desperation through it all—and it pained her.No. She didn't care about his emotions. She shouldn't care.Kael was just a wolf hunter who would seize any chance to slit her throat if he could... But he never did, even when he had plenty of chances.Instead, he would do things like this in front of her—begging for something she was sure he didn't even understand himself.And she had no obligation to understand him.No reason to accept any plea he offered her through his silence. "Did you forget? Or are you pretending to forget?" Her voice dripped with coldness. "You knew exactly what kind of monster lives inside me, Kael. And you knew how this society would treat someone like me. So tell me—do you prefer I let the wolf loose in front of the assassins, risk being sold and caged in the dark once the pu
Meanwhile, Into the Deep CaveThane's hand warmed the nape of her neck as they stood breathlessly close, lips almost touching. Elira could feel his eyes tracing her mouth, hear the nervous gulp he tried to hide. His scent - citrus and fresh-cut pine - wrapped around her just as her lavender perfume filled his lungs, each intoxicating the other.They hovered there, caught in that charged space between desire and restraint. Elira kept her gaze down, afraid to meet his eyes - afraid of the raw hunger she knew she'd find there.Their wolves called silently to each other, drawing them closer. Elira's claws bit deeper into her own palm, the sharp pain anchoring her. At the last second, she turned her face away - just enough for him to understand.Thane caressed her cheek. Then, he cupped both sides of her jaw, lifted her face to meet his gaze, and smiled—softly—before pulling back.There was an urge within him, a deep instinct to go further. But he chose to retreat, because he knew the cons