LOGINThe letter came on Tuesday, which was four days earlier than Lorcan had led us to expect, and it did not come by car. It came by boat.
I was on the slip with Nessa, sorting through a crate of dried dulse for the ones that had gone mouldy, when a lad from the morning ferry came down the pier with a canvas bag and asked for the Alpha. The bag had a Council seal on the outside of it and a tag with Ronan's name and title written on it in a clerk's hand.
"Where did this come from?" I said.
"Ferry from the north," the lad said. "It was put on at Rathlin yesterday evening. The man who put it on paid the fare and did not give a name."
I took the bag up to the house myself.
Ronan opened it at the kitchen table with me on one side of him and Padraig on the other, and Maeve standing by the window with her arms folded. The letter was one page, and the seal on it was the Council's, and it did not waste any words.
The Alpha of the Blackthorn Pack was summoned to appear before the Council of Alphas at the northern seat on the twenty eighth day of the month, to give an account of his health and of the state of his pack, and to answer the complaint lodged against him by the Council's envoy, Lorcan, concerning an unlawful bond. He was to travel with an escort provided by the Council. He was to bring with him his healer and all papers relating to his treatment. If he failed to appear, the Council would consider the Blackthorn territory vacant and would appoint a steward to administer it in the Council's name.
The twenty eighth. I counted it out on my fingers twice.
"Eleven days," I said.
Ronan set the letter down flat on the table.
"Eleven days," he said.
"That is not weeks. That is not even a fortnight. Eleven days and they will have you in a chair in front of the elders with a steward waiting outside the door." I got up and went to the window and came back again. "You cannot travel. You cannot sit in a boat for two days and then stand up in front of the Council and answer questions. You would not last the crossing."
"I know."
"Then you will not go."
"Then they declare the territory vacant and send a steward, and the steward brings twenty wolves, and my pack is turned out of its own house by the end of the month." Ronan rubbed his eyes with the heel of his hand. "I have to go, Fiadh. There is nothing else."
"There is something else." Padraig had not spoken until now. He was sitting with his old hands flat on the table and his blue eyes on the letter. "There is the second mark."
Maeve turned round from the window.
"What second mark?" she said.
"The one Elara offered him on the road. The one that closes the false bond and finishes the bargain." Padraig looked at her. "If the second mark is given, the bond closes, and Ronan lives, and the Council gets its territory and its name on a paper in perpetuity. That is what the letter is for. They are not summoning a sick man to answer questions. They are summoning him to a room where the only door out has a price on it."
The kitchen was very quiet. The kettle on the stove began to whistle and nobody moved to take it off.
"You are not to take the second mark," I said.
"Fiadh."
"Ronan. Look at me. If you take it, the bond closes and the Council owns this pack and you live, and you live as a wolf who sold his territory and his name and his mate to keep his own skin. That is not living. That is being kept." I sat down opposite him. "And there is another way. There has to be. The false bond is a thing that was made by a person, and a thing that was made by a person can be unmade."
Padraig said, very quietly, "It is not that simple."
"Then explain it to me."
The old man looked at Ronan and Ronan looked at the table and neither of them said anything.
"Padraig," I said. "Eleven days. If there is something you know, now is the time."
"There is a rite," Padraig said. "It is very old and it is not in the Council's books, and I have only ever seen it described in one place, in a book my grandmother kept. It is a breaking rite. It cuts a false bond out of a wolf without killing him."
"Where is the book?"
"I do not know. My grandmother's cottage was on the north coast and it burned down forty years ago." He held up a hand. "But I remember the shape of the rite and I remember what it needs. It needs the wolf who is bound and the wolf who is bound to him, and it needs a third, one who carries the old blood. And it needs the thing that made the bond, because a thing cannot be unmade unless you have it in your hands."
"The thing that made the bond," I said. "The box."
Ronan's head came up.
"The box is in the chest under my floor," he said, "and it does not open."
"It will open," I said, "if we have the wolf who closed it. Elara said she would be at the grey house until Friday. That is three days."
Maeve came away from the window.
"You are talking about taking a Council envoy's guest out of a house in the harbour," she said. "In front of Lorcan. In the middle of the day."
"I did not say it would be easy."
"It is not easy, it is suicide, and I will not have it." Maeve put both hands on the back of a chair. "Alpha. I have been patient. I have held this house together while you have been too weak to hold a cup. But if this pack is to be saved, it will be saved by a wolf who can still stand up in front of the Council and argue, and that is not you." She straightened. "On Sunday, at the pack meeting, I am going to ask you to name a successor. And I am going to ask in front of the whole pack, and you will answer in front of the whole pack, and whatever you say I will accept it."
She went out.
Padraig got up and went after her without a word. The kettle was still whistling. I took it off the stove and set it on the cold flag and stood there with my hand on the handle.
"Eleven days," Ronan said, behind me. "And on Sunday I have to stand up in front of my pack and tell them whether I am still their Alpha."
I turned round. He was still sitting at the table with the letter in front of him and his bandaged arm on the wood, and he looked like a man who had been carrying something heavy for a very long time and had just been told it was going to get heavier.
"You will tell them the truth," I said.
"The truth is that I am dying and I have no successor and the Council is coming."
"Then that is what you will tell them." I came back to the table. "And then you will tell them that we have eleven days and a box that will not open and a rite that Padraig half remembers, and that there is a healer in this house who has never once left a patient behind. And they will look at you and they will decide."
"And if they decide against me?"
I put my hand out and laid it flat on the table beside his, close enough to touch and not touching.
"Then I will still be here," I said. "And I have been told I am very difficult to get rid of."
Ronan looked at my hand and then at me, and something in his face gave way, just a little, and he put his own hand down beside mine so that our little fingers touched, and the pull in my chest turned warm and steady and did not go away.
Nessa put her head round the kitchen door.
"Healer," she said. "There is a boy on the step. He says he has come from the woman at the end of the pier and he will not give his name. He says to tell you the grey door is open."
The letter from the keepers sat on the kitchen table for three days before I answered it.It was a short letter in Mairéad's walnut-faced hand, and it said that the keepers had found a spring on the far west coast with the founder marks still on the walls, and a mark in the water that had not been given in two hundred years, and a young wolf in a fishing village who could not shift and did not know why. They wanted to know whether the Luna of the Blackthorn Pack would come and look at it.I read it four times. Then I put it under the sugar bowl and went out to help mend the kilns.On the third evening Ronan found me on the harbour wall with it in my hand and sat down beside me without saying anything. The tide was coming in and the boats were lifting off the mud one by one, and the light was going long and orange over the hills."You have not answered it," he said."I have been busy.""You have been mending a kiln that Aisling told you three times not to touch." He put his hands in hi
I came up out of the spring with my mother's hand in mine.She was lighter than a wolf should be. I carried her up the stair with Ronan on her other side and Padraig going ahead with the lantern, and the water ran off her grey coat and left a trail on the stone, and none of us said a word until we were out in the open air under the stars. Then she opened her eyes and looked at the sky for a long time and said, "Is that the same moon?""It is a different moon," Padraig said. "Ten years of them."She thought about that. She was very thin and her fur had gone the colour of ash, and when she shifted back into her human shape she was so light that Ronan took off his coat and wrapped her in it and carried her the rest of the way up the hill. She had grey hair, my mother, and green eyes like mine, and a face I had not seen since I was sixteen years old.The pack house was full when we came in. Aisling had got the fire going and the kettle on and there was a clean bed made up in the small roo
The spring took three days to open, and in those three days the Blackthorn Pack counted what it had lost.I did not go down to the Council seat on the first night. Padraig put his hand on my shoulder on the cliff and said, very quietly, "A spring that has been sealed for ten years does not open in an hour. You will need all your strength for the rite, and you will not have it if you go down there tonight with a dead wolf at your feet and a fight still in your blood." I did not like it. I stood on that headland with the wind pulling at my coat and the old keeper's body laid out on the grass behind me and I wanted to go down the hill and into the dark that same hour. Padraig waited. He has a great deal of patience, and he has spent a good part of his life using it on me."You are no good to her dead," he said.That was the argument that worked. I went back to the pack house and Ronan brought me a bowl of soup that I do not remember eating, and I slept for sixteen hours with the mark on
The old keeper was fast for a wolf his age, and he was clever, and neither of those things saved him.I came in low and took his foreleg out from under him, and Ronan hit him from the other side before he could get his feet back. The pack was on him then, a ring of teeth that closed and opened and closed again, and he fought his way out of it twice and both times we put him back on the rock. The third time he did not get up.He lay on his side on the grass with his grey flank heaving and blood on his muzzle, and he looked up at me with those pale eyes and said, in the voice that lived inside my head, "You have a mark on your wrist that I did not put there. What is it?""You tell me," I said. "You are the one who made it."His eyes went to my foreleg and the mark on it, and something moved across his face that I had not expected. Not anger. Relief."The rite has a witness," he said. "Every rite needs a witness, and the founders wrote it so that the witness could never be the same wolf
We went north to Falcarragh the next morning with eight wolves and Padraig, and the mark on my wrist stayed cold the whole way.The road up the coast is a narrow thing that runs between the sea and the hills, and the wind comes off the water without anything to stop it. I sat in the back of the cart with my coat collar up and watched the mark on the inside of my wrist. It had not warmed since the Council steps. It sat there beside the gold crescent, small and dark, and every mile we put behind us it seemed to me it got a little colder, the way a stone gets colder the deeper you dig it out of the shade.Nobody talked much. Padraig had his old leather satchel on his knees and his blue eyes fixed on the horizon, and Ronan drove the cart himself with his jaw set, and the eight Blackthorn wolves who had come along ran the verge on four feet in a loose scatter, and their breath showed in the air.The old house at Falcarragh stood on its own above a stony beach, a long low farmhouse with a s
The new law was passed in a room that smelled of fresh paint because the old Council chamber had been scrubbed out and the scrubbing had gone deeper than anyone expected. I went down for the vote because Ronan went down for the vote and because the Blackthorn Pack had a stake in it, and I sat in the gallery with Nessa on one side and Oisin on the other, and I listened to eleven Alphas argue about the future of the coast for six hours.The old Council of Alphas had been nine elders and a rule that said whatever the elders decided was law. The new one was different in every way that mattered. Every pack on the island got a seat and a vote, the elders lost the power to make bonds or rule on territory, and the whole thing was written down on paper that any wolf could ask to see. Ronan had drafted half of it in the fishing gear room with a pencil stub and a mug of cold tea, and when Elder Colm read the clause about willing marks aloud the gallery stood up and cheered for so long that Colm







