LOGINRonan stepped out of the pen and stood in front of me.
"Take the paper back to the Council," he said. "You are not taking her."
Lorcan looked at him with the paper still in his hand and something in his face that I had not seen before. It was not the smile. It was something older and tireder.
"Alpha," he said. "You are not in a position to refuse me. You have no pack and no seat and no standing. You lost a challenge in your own hall and you left. There is a Beta in the Blackthorn house who has asked the Council for a hearing and a Council guard on your pier and a bounty on your healer's head that every hunter from here to Rathlin is out looking for." He folded the paper. "You have four wolves with you and a head wound and a smuggler with a bad arm. I have a hundred in the camp and eight behind me and a warrant with a seal on it."
"You have eight behind you," Ronan said. "And I have a founder wolf."
Lorcan's horse shifted under him.
"That is an interesting thing to say," he said. "A founder wolf. There has not been a founder wolf on this coast in a hundred years." He looked past Ronan at me. "Healer. Is that true? Did the little grey wolf in the heather see what it thought it saw?"
I came out of the pen and stood beside Ronan.
"Ask me in the hearing," I said.
"I am asking you now."
"Then yes. It is true." I looked at him. "I shifted last night for the first time in twenty two years and I am a gold wolf and there has not been one of those on this coast in a hundred years. And you knew, Envoy. You knew before I did. That is why the bounty said dead or alive and that is why there are highland wolves on the water asking for me alive and not dead. Somebody wants a founder wolf and it is not you."
Lorcan sat on his horse and looked at me for a long moment.
Then he did a thing I did not expect.
He got down off the horse.
He got down and handed the reins to one of the wolves behind him and walked forward on foot with the paper in his hand, and stopped ten feet away.
"You are right," he said. "It is not me. I am an envoy and I have been an envoy for twenty years and I do what I am told and I write it down. But I am not a fool and I have been watching this coast for six months and I have seen things I did not like." He held up the paper. "This is a warrant. It is real and it has a seal on it and if I do not serve it I will be replaced by somebody who will. So I am going to serve it. But I am going to serve it in the town and not on a mountain, and I am going to serve it in front of the elders and not in front of eight wolves, and I am going to give you one day to walk into that town on your own feet."
"Why?"
"Because I have been an envoy for twenty years and I have never once seen a founder wolf, and because if I drag you into that town in irons I will never find out what you are." He held out the paper. "One day. Walk into the northern seat by noon tomorrow and present yourself at the Council house and I will serve the warrant there. If you do not, I will hunt you and I will find you and it will not be pleasant for anyone."
I took the paper.
It was heavy and the seal was warm from his hand.
"One day," I said.
"One day." Lorcan turned and went back to his horse. He got up and gathered the reins and looked down at us. "And healer. The Alpha's Beta is in the town. She came in yesterday with a wolf from your pack and she has been talking to the elders all morning. I would find out what she has said before you walk into that chamber."
He rode away. The two wolves went after him and the eight behind him went after them, and we stood in the heather and watched them go down the valley.
"He let us go," Oisin said.
"He did not let us go. He gave us a day." Ronan was looking after the horses. "He wants to know what I am going to do with it."
"He wants to know what I am," I said. "He said so."
Padraig came out of the pen holding his head.
"There is a thing I do not like," he said. "Lorcan is a man who does what he is told and writes it down. He has been doing it for twenty years. And in twenty years he has never once given a wolf a day."
We went down into the town at dusk.
Not through the river gate. Oisin took us down the east side of the valley to a farm with a byre and a farmer who owed him a favour, and we waited there until the light went and then we went in through the mill.
The mill was a great stone building on the river with a wheel that had not turned in years, and the woman who kept it was old and deaf and took one look at Oisin and let us in.
She put us in the loft above the mill floor with a lamp and a loaf of bread and a jug of water, and she said something to Oisin in a language I did not know and he nodded and she went down the ladder.
"She says there is a hearing at noon," Oisin said. "And she says there is a wolf in the town who has been telling everyone that the Blackthorn healer is a witch."
"Maeve," I said.
"Maeve. And she has not come alone." Oisin sat down on the floorboards. "She has brought Colm."
Ronan's head came up.
"Colm?"
"Colm. He came in with her yesterday and he has been standing behind her all morning while she talks to the elders." Oisin looked at him. "And he does not look like a wolf who is there by choice."
I sat in the loft above the mill with the lamp between us and the river going under the floor.
"Tomorrow at noon," I said. "We walk into the Council house and we put the box and the page and the ledger on the table and we tell them what we know."
"And if Maeve tells them a different story?"
"Then they will listen to both," Ronan said, "and they will decide."
He did not sound sure of it.
Down below us, in the dark, the mill door opened and there were boots on the stone floor.
The letter from the keepers sat on the kitchen table for three days before I answered it.It was a short letter in Mairéad's walnut-faced hand, and it said that the keepers had found a spring on the far west coast with the founder marks still on the walls, and a mark in the water that had not been given in two hundred years, and a young wolf in a fishing village who could not shift and did not know why. They wanted to know whether the Luna of the Blackthorn Pack would come and look at it.I read it four times. Then I put it under the sugar bowl and went out to help mend the kilns.On the third evening Ronan found me on the harbour wall with it in my hand and sat down beside me without saying anything. The tide was coming in and the boats were lifting off the mud one by one, and the light was going long and orange over the hills."You have not answered it," he said."I have been busy.""You have been mending a kiln that Aisling told you three times not to touch." He put his hands in hi
I came up out of the spring with my mother's hand in mine.She was lighter than a wolf should be. I carried her up the stair with Ronan on her other side and Padraig going ahead with the lantern, and the water ran off her grey coat and left a trail on the stone, and none of us said a word until we were out in the open air under the stars. Then she opened her eyes and looked at the sky for a long time and said, "Is that the same moon?""It is a different moon," Padraig said. "Ten years of them."She thought about that. She was very thin and her fur had gone the colour of ash, and when she shifted back into her human shape she was so light that Ronan took off his coat and wrapped her in it and carried her the rest of the way up the hill. She had grey hair, my mother, and green eyes like mine, and a face I had not seen since I was sixteen years old.The pack house was full when we came in. Aisling had got the fire going and the kettle on and there was a clean bed made up in the small roo
The spring took three days to open, and in those three days the Blackthorn Pack counted what it had lost.I did not go down to the Council seat on the first night. Padraig put his hand on my shoulder on the cliff and said, very quietly, "A spring that has been sealed for ten years does not open in an hour. You will need all your strength for the rite, and you will not have it if you go down there tonight with a dead wolf at your feet and a fight still in your blood." I did not like it. I stood on that headland with the wind pulling at my coat and the old keeper's body laid out on the grass behind me and I wanted to go down the hill and into the dark that same hour. Padraig waited. He has a great deal of patience, and he has spent a good part of his life using it on me."You are no good to her dead," he said.That was the argument that worked. I went back to the pack house and Ronan brought me a bowl of soup that I do not remember eating, and I slept for sixteen hours with the mark on
The old keeper was fast for a wolf his age, and he was clever, and neither of those things saved him.I came in low and took his foreleg out from under him, and Ronan hit him from the other side before he could get his feet back. The pack was on him then, a ring of teeth that closed and opened and closed again, and he fought his way out of it twice and both times we put him back on the rock. The third time he did not get up.He lay on his side on the grass with his grey flank heaving and blood on his muzzle, and he looked up at me with those pale eyes and said, in the voice that lived inside my head, "You have a mark on your wrist that I did not put there. What is it?""You tell me," I said. "You are the one who made it."His eyes went to my foreleg and the mark on it, and something moved across his face that I had not expected. Not anger. Relief."The rite has a witness," he said. "Every rite needs a witness, and the founders wrote it so that the witness could never be the same wolf
We went north to Falcarragh the next morning with eight wolves and Padraig, and the mark on my wrist stayed cold the whole way.The road up the coast is a narrow thing that runs between the sea and the hills, and the wind comes off the water without anything to stop it. I sat in the back of the cart with my coat collar up and watched the mark on the inside of my wrist. It had not warmed since the Council steps. It sat there beside the gold crescent, small and dark, and every mile we put behind us it seemed to me it got a little colder, the way a stone gets colder the deeper you dig it out of the shade.Nobody talked much. Padraig had his old leather satchel on his knees and his blue eyes fixed on the horizon, and Ronan drove the cart himself with his jaw set, and the eight Blackthorn wolves who had come along ran the verge on four feet in a loose scatter, and their breath showed in the air.The old house at Falcarragh stood on its own above a stony beach, a long low farmhouse with a s
The new law was passed in a room that smelled of fresh paint because the old Council chamber had been scrubbed out and the scrubbing had gone deeper than anyone expected. I went down for the vote because Ronan went down for the vote and because the Blackthorn Pack had a stake in it, and I sat in the gallery with Nessa on one side and Oisin on the other, and I listened to eleven Alphas argue about the future of the coast for six hours.The old Council of Alphas had been nine elders and a rule that said whatever the elders decided was law. The new one was different in every way that mattered. Every pack on the island got a seat and a vote, the elders lost the power to make bonds or rule on territory, and the whole thing was written down on paper that any wolf could ask to see. Ronan had drafted half of it in the fishing gear room with a pencil stub and a mug of cold tea, and when Elder Colm read the clause about willing marks aloud the gallery stood up and cheered for so long that Colm







