MasukSoren did not let her speak.
"The binder will be heard in due course," he said. "But before the Council hears a binder who has broken her oath, the Council will establish what the healer is." He turned to the thin wolf on his right. "Elder Rannoch. You have the record of the bloodline."
The thin wolf stood up with a book in his hands. It was a big book, bound in cracked brown leather, and it was so old that the boards had warped and the corners had been mended with brass.
"The Council has kept a record of the founder's bloodline for two hundred years," he said. "It is not a complete record. It was not kept in one place and it was not kept by one hand. But there is a list of names and there is a list of descriptions and there is a portrait."
The chamber was very still. I could hear the wind at the windows and the sound of somebody in the back row breathing through their mouth.
"There is a portrait in this book of a wolf of the founder's blood who came before the Council a hundred and twenty years ago," Rannoch said. "She was called Mairead and she was a healer and she had golden hair and green eyes and she was a wolf of the gold."
He turned the book round and held it up.
"The healer standing before this Council has golden hair and green eyes and she has shifted into a gold wolf in front of four witnesses on the north mountain. I have compared the portrait in this book with the healer's own face and I have done it in this chamber in front of the Council."
The page was old and the ink had gone brown and the drawing was stiff and flat the way old drawings are, all hard lines and no shading. But the face in it had golden hair and green eyes and strong brows and a mouth that was full and set.
It was my face.
I heard the chamber go up behind me. I heard Nessa say something and Maeve say something to Colm and somebody in the back row swear. I did not turn round. I looked at the drawing and the drawing looked back at me, and my hands went cold.
"That is not proof," I said.
The chamber went quiet.
"It is a drawing in a book and it was drawn a hundred and twenty years ago and it looks like me because half the wolves on the western coast have golden hair and green eyes." I looked at Rannoch. "I want to see the rest of the page."
Rannoch looked at Soren.
"Give her the book," Soren said.
Rannoch came round the table and put the book in my hands.
The page had the drawing at the top and the writing underneath, and the writing was in the old script and it had been copied out by a clerk a long time ago in a hand that was careful and small.
It said that Mairead, healer, of the founder's blood, had come before the Council in the year of the great sickness and had asked for leave to bond with a wolf of the northern packs. The Council had refused the leave. And Mairead had bonded anyway and had been taken into the custody of the Council for the protection of the bloodline and had died in custody six months later.
I read it twice.
I looked up.
"She died in custody," I said. "A hundred and twenty years ago. She asked for leave to marry and the Council refused it and she did it anyway and they put her in a cell and she died there."
The chamber was silent.
"There is no cause of death in this book," I said. "There is no record of a trial and no record of a sentence. There is a name and a refusal and a cell and six months and a line at the bottom that says the matter is closed." I turned the book round and held it up so the chamber could see the page. "That is the law you are asking this Council to apply today. That is what it does. It does not protect the bloodline. It protects the Council from the bloodline."
Soren sat with his hands folded.
"The law is the law, healer," he said. "And you are the heir of the founder's line and you are standing in this chamber with a mark on your chest that was made without the Council's leave. The law is clear. The bond is void and you will be taken into custody."
"You will not take her."
It was Ronan. He had stepped in front of me with his shoulders back and his hands at his sides.
"Alpha," Soren said. "You are already charged with an unlawful bond. Do not add to it."
"I am not adding to it. I am telling you what will happen if you lay a hand on my mate in this chamber." Ronan looked at the five elders one by one. "There are nine Blackthorn wolves in the front row and twenty two in the market and a founder wolf standing behind me. And there is a thing I have not told this Council."
"And what is that?"
"The false bond is still in the box," Ronan said. "And the box is in this house and it has a false bond in it that was made by a binder of this Council and put on an Alpha without his leave. And if this Council takes my mate into custody I will open that box in this chamber and let every elder in this room smell what is inside it."
The chamber went up.
It went up in a way I had not heard before. The benches scraped and somebody shouted and the thin wolf on Soren's right half rose out of his chair and the grey wolf with the broken nose said something short and hard that I could not hear.
Soren's hands came off the table and closed on the edge of it, and for the first time all day the old man's face changed. It was not anger. It was something colder and quicker than anger, and it went across his face and was gone.
"You would not dare," he said.
"Try me," Ronan said.
And in the back of my head, behind the door, the wolf stood up and pushed. Not at the door this time. It pushed at me.
Let me out, it said. Let me out and I will tell them.
I put my hand flat on the table.
"Elder Soren," I said. "There is a thing you have not asked me and I am going to tell you anyway."
He looked at me.
"Ask me what the ritual is called," I said.
The letter from the keepers sat on the kitchen table for three days before I answered it.It was a short letter in Mairéad's walnut-faced hand, and it said that the keepers had found a spring on the far west coast with the founder marks still on the walls, and a mark in the water that had not been given in two hundred years, and a young wolf in a fishing village who could not shift and did not know why. They wanted to know whether the Luna of the Blackthorn Pack would come and look at it.I read it four times. Then I put it under the sugar bowl and went out to help mend the kilns.On the third evening Ronan found me on the harbour wall with it in my hand and sat down beside me without saying anything. The tide was coming in and the boats were lifting off the mud one by one, and the light was going long and orange over the hills."You have not answered it," he said."I have been busy.""You have been mending a kiln that Aisling told you three times not to touch." He put his hands in hi
I came up out of the spring with my mother's hand in mine.She was lighter than a wolf should be. I carried her up the stair with Ronan on her other side and Padraig going ahead with the lantern, and the water ran off her grey coat and left a trail on the stone, and none of us said a word until we were out in the open air under the stars. Then she opened her eyes and looked at the sky for a long time and said, "Is that the same moon?""It is a different moon," Padraig said. "Ten years of them."She thought about that. She was very thin and her fur had gone the colour of ash, and when she shifted back into her human shape she was so light that Ronan took off his coat and wrapped her in it and carried her the rest of the way up the hill. She had grey hair, my mother, and green eyes like mine, and a face I had not seen since I was sixteen years old.The pack house was full when we came in. Aisling had got the fire going and the kettle on and there was a clean bed made up in the small roo
The spring took three days to open, and in those three days the Blackthorn Pack counted what it had lost.I did not go down to the Council seat on the first night. Padraig put his hand on my shoulder on the cliff and said, very quietly, "A spring that has been sealed for ten years does not open in an hour. You will need all your strength for the rite, and you will not have it if you go down there tonight with a dead wolf at your feet and a fight still in your blood." I did not like it. I stood on that headland with the wind pulling at my coat and the old keeper's body laid out on the grass behind me and I wanted to go down the hill and into the dark that same hour. Padraig waited. He has a great deal of patience, and he has spent a good part of his life using it on me."You are no good to her dead," he said.That was the argument that worked. I went back to the pack house and Ronan brought me a bowl of soup that I do not remember eating, and I slept for sixteen hours with the mark on
The old keeper was fast for a wolf his age, and he was clever, and neither of those things saved him.I came in low and took his foreleg out from under him, and Ronan hit him from the other side before he could get his feet back. The pack was on him then, a ring of teeth that closed and opened and closed again, and he fought his way out of it twice and both times we put him back on the rock. The third time he did not get up.He lay on his side on the grass with his grey flank heaving and blood on his muzzle, and he looked up at me with those pale eyes and said, in the voice that lived inside my head, "You have a mark on your wrist that I did not put there. What is it?""You tell me," I said. "You are the one who made it."His eyes went to my foreleg and the mark on it, and something moved across his face that I had not expected. Not anger. Relief."The rite has a witness," he said. "Every rite needs a witness, and the founders wrote it so that the witness could never be the same wolf
We went north to Falcarragh the next morning with eight wolves and Padraig, and the mark on my wrist stayed cold the whole way.The road up the coast is a narrow thing that runs between the sea and the hills, and the wind comes off the water without anything to stop it. I sat in the back of the cart with my coat collar up and watched the mark on the inside of my wrist. It had not warmed since the Council steps. It sat there beside the gold crescent, small and dark, and every mile we put behind us it seemed to me it got a little colder, the way a stone gets colder the deeper you dig it out of the shade.Nobody talked much. Padraig had his old leather satchel on his knees and his blue eyes fixed on the horizon, and Ronan drove the cart himself with his jaw set, and the eight Blackthorn wolves who had come along ran the verge on four feet in a loose scatter, and their breath showed in the air.The old house at Falcarragh stood on its own above a stony beach, a long low farmhouse with a s
The new law was passed in a room that smelled of fresh paint because the old Council chamber had been scrubbed out and the scrubbing had gone deeper than anyone expected. I went down for the vote because Ronan went down for the vote and because the Blackthorn Pack had a stake in it, and I sat in the gallery with Nessa on one side and Oisin on the other, and I listened to eleven Alphas argue about the future of the coast for six hours.The old Council of Alphas had been nine elders and a rule that said whatever the elders decided was law. The new one was different in every way that mattered. Every pack on the island got a seat and a vote, the elders lost the power to make bonds or rule on territory, and the whole thing was written down on paper that any wolf could ask to see. Ronan had drafted half of it in the fishing gear room with a pencil stub and a mug of cold tea, and when Elder Colm read the clause about willing marks aloud the gallery stood up and cheered for so long that Colm







