LOGINWe left the Council town at dawn.
Oisin had the boat at the mill and we went down through the market in the half-light with the whole of the Blackthorn Pack behind us and the Council clerk at the front with a satchel of papers and two Council guards for the archive. The market was empty and the shutters were still closed and the only sound was our own boots on the cobbles.
Ronan walked down to the river on his own feet. He had eaten something and slept a few hours and he was still grey about the mouth, but he walked, and I walked beside him with my hand under his elbow and did not say anything about it.
"Fiadh," he said, as we came down to the mill. "The pack house has the wounded in it."
"I know."
"There are eleven wolves in that house with bandages on and a Council flag on the wall above them." He stopped on the mill step. "I am not going to stand on a boat for two days while that is happening."
"You are going to stand on a boat for two days because there is no other way to get there and if you shift and run over the mountains with a heart that stopped in a Council chamber two days ago you will not get there at all." I looked at him. "I have kept you alive for two months. I am not going to lose you in the last week because you were in a hurry."
He looked at me.
"You are very difficult," he said.
"I know."
We got on the boat.
It was two days down the coast and the wind was against us for the first of them, and we sat in the lee of the sail with the spray coming over the bow and the whole of the pack crammed in behind us. Elara sat with her knees up and her green scarf round her head. Nessa sat with Colm and did not talk. Padraig sat in the stern with his stick and his bag and his grandson beside him and did not say a word to him for the first day.
On the second morning I sat down beside Padraig.
"You have not spoken to Rónán," I said.
"I do not know what to say to him."
"You could say, I am sorry I have not seen you in four years."
Padraig looked at his hands.
"His mother was my daughter," he said. "She died when he was twelve and his father took him north and I did not fight it because I was a coward and I have been a coward about a great many things." He wiped his mouth. "He has been a clerk in that house for six years and he has been writing files on wolves who were bound and he has not said a word to me."
"Then say a word to him."
Padraig got up and went and sat down beside his grandson.
I did not hear what they said. But by the afternoon they were sitting together with the bag between them and Rónán was showing him something in a paper and Padraig was nodding.
We came into the Blackthorn harbour at dusk on the second day.
The pack house was on the hill above the harbour with the light on in four windows and a flag on the wall. It was not the Blackthorn flag. It was a grey flag with a wolf's head on it and it was hanging limp in the evening air, and the sight of it made something in my chest go cold.
Oisin brought the boat in slowly.
"There is a wolf on the wall," he said. "And there is a wolf on the slip and there is a boat at the pier with a Ravenscar sail."
I stood up in the boat.
The wolf on the slip was a big grey wolf with a scarred ear and a coat like old rope and he was standing with his hands behind his back and his feet apart.
Bran.
He had a wolf on either side of him and a third one behind him on the wall.
"Alpha," he called across the water. "You are early. I did not expect you for another day."
Ronan stood up in the boat.
"Get off my slip," he said.
"I will get off your slip when you have heard what I have come to say." Bran came down to the edge of the water. "I have held this house for three days and I have not harmed a wolf in it. There are eleven wounded in there and they have been fed and bandaged and the woman who runs your kitchen has been allowed to run it. I am not a raider, Alpha. I am a wolf with a claim."
"You have no claim on this territory."
"I have a claim on the Council seat and the Council seat comes with the territory." Bran put his hands in his pockets. "I am going to make you an offer and I am going to make it in front of your pack and your healer and the Council clerk on that boat. Give me the seat. Stand down and give me the Blackthorn name and the coast and the boats and I will let every wolf in that house walk out of it tonight."
Ronan looked at him.
"And if I do not?"
"Then I will hold this house until the Council sits in seven days and I will tell them that the Alpha of the Blackthorn Pack abandoned his territory and his wounded and went north to argue with elders." Bran smiled. "It is not a lie, Alpha. You did leave. You left a house full of wounded wolves and a hole in the roof and you went north."
Ronan stood in the boat with the wind in his ginger hair.
"Fiadh," he said, quietly.
"I heard him."
"What do I do?"
I looked at Bran on the slip and the three wolves behind him and the grey flag on the wall and the eleven wounded wolves in that house.
"You do not give him the seat," I said. "You give him something else."
"What?"
"The truth," I said. "In front of his own wolves."
Ronan looked at me for a moment.
Then he stepped out of the boat onto the slip.
The letter from the keepers sat on the kitchen table for three days before I answered it.It was a short letter in Mairéad's walnut-faced hand, and it said that the keepers had found a spring on the far west coast with the founder marks still on the walls, and a mark in the water that had not been given in two hundred years, and a young wolf in a fishing village who could not shift and did not know why. They wanted to know whether the Luna of the Blackthorn Pack would come and look at it.I read it four times. Then I put it under the sugar bowl and went out to help mend the kilns.On the third evening Ronan found me on the harbour wall with it in my hand and sat down beside me without saying anything. The tide was coming in and the boats were lifting off the mud one by one, and the light was going long and orange over the hills."You have not answered it," he said."I have been busy.""You have been mending a kiln that Aisling told you three times not to touch." He put his hands in hi
I came up out of the spring with my mother's hand in mine.She was lighter than a wolf should be. I carried her up the stair with Ronan on her other side and Padraig going ahead with the lantern, and the water ran off her grey coat and left a trail on the stone, and none of us said a word until we were out in the open air under the stars. Then she opened her eyes and looked at the sky for a long time and said, "Is that the same moon?""It is a different moon," Padraig said. "Ten years of them."She thought about that. She was very thin and her fur had gone the colour of ash, and when she shifted back into her human shape she was so light that Ronan took off his coat and wrapped her in it and carried her the rest of the way up the hill. She had grey hair, my mother, and green eyes like mine, and a face I had not seen since I was sixteen years old.The pack house was full when we came in. Aisling had got the fire going and the kettle on and there was a clean bed made up in the small roo
The spring took three days to open, and in those three days the Blackthorn Pack counted what it had lost.I did not go down to the Council seat on the first night. Padraig put his hand on my shoulder on the cliff and said, very quietly, "A spring that has been sealed for ten years does not open in an hour. You will need all your strength for the rite, and you will not have it if you go down there tonight with a dead wolf at your feet and a fight still in your blood." I did not like it. I stood on that headland with the wind pulling at my coat and the old keeper's body laid out on the grass behind me and I wanted to go down the hill and into the dark that same hour. Padraig waited. He has a great deal of patience, and he has spent a good part of his life using it on me."You are no good to her dead," he said.That was the argument that worked. I went back to the pack house and Ronan brought me a bowl of soup that I do not remember eating, and I slept for sixteen hours with the mark on
The old keeper was fast for a wolf his age, and he was clever, and neither of those things saved him.I came in low and took his foreleg out from under him, and Ronan hit him from the other side before he could get his feet back. The pack was on him then, a ring of teeth that closed and opened and closed again, and he fought his way out of it twice and both times we put him back on the rock. The third time he did not get up.He lay on his side on the grass with his grey flank heaving and blood on his muzzle, and he looked up at me with those pale eyes and said, in the voice that lived inside my head, "You have a mark on your wrist that I did not put there. What is it?""You tell me," I said. "You are the one who made it."His eyes went to my foreleg and the mark on it, and something moved across his face that I had not expected. Not anger. Relief."The rite has a witness," he said. "Every rite needs a witness, and the founders wrote it so that the witness could never be the same wolf
We went north to Falcarragh the next morning with eight wolves and Padraig, and the mark on my wrist stayed cold the whole way.The road up the coast is a narrow thing that runs between the sea and the hills, and the wind comes off the water without anything to stop it. I sat in the back of the cart with my coat collar up and watched the mark on the inside of my wrist. It had not warmed since the Council steps. It sat there beside the gold crescent, small and dark, and every mile we put behind us it seemed to me it got a little colder, the way a stone gets colder the deeper you dig it out of the shade.Nobody talked much. Padraig had his old leather satchel on his knees and his blue eyes fixed on the horizon, and Ronan drove the cart himself with his jaw set, and the eight Blackthorn wolves who had come along ran the verge on four feet in a loose scatter, and their breath showed in the air.The old house at Falcarragh stood on its own above a stony beach, a long low farmhouse with a s
The new law was passed in a room that smelled of fresh paint because the old Council chamber had been scrubbed out and the scrubbing had gone deeper than anyone expected. I went down for the vote because Ronan went down for the vote and because the Blackthorn Pack had a stake in it, and I sat in the gallery with Nessa on one side and Oisin on the other, and I listened to eleven Alphas argue about the future of the coast for six hours.The old Council of Alphas had been nine elders and a rule that said whatever the elders decided was law. The new one was different in every way that mattered. Every pack on the island got a seat and a vote, the elders lost the power to make bonds or rule on territory, and the whole thing was written down on paper that any wolf could ask to see. Ronan had drafted half of it in the fishing gear room with a pencil stub and a mug of cold tea, and when Elder Colm read the clause about willing marks aloud the gallery stood up and cheered for so long that Colm







