LOGINWe stayed at the Dunmore house until the afternoon.
The old man's grandson brought bread and milk and we sat in the long room with the fire going and the books on the shelves and the old man talking.
He talked about my father for an hour and he talked about the north and he talked about the years after the war when the Council had been busy with its own affairs and the wolves on the coast had been left alone.
And then he talked about the debt.
"There was a thing your father said before he went south," he said. "He said the debt was not the Council's. He said the Council was a room full of old wolves who signed what was put in front of them and the debt was not theirs and never had been."
"Whose was it?" I said.
"He did not say a name. He said there was a wolf behind the Council and the wolf had been behind it for a hundred years and the wolf was not an elder and did not sit at the table." The old man looked at me. "He said the wolf was a keeper. He said the keepers had been in the north since before the Council and they had made the Council and they had been feeding it ever since."
Ronan sat forward.
"Keepers of what?"
"Of the blood," the old man said. "Of the line. Of the thing the Council was made to protect." He put his hands on the arms of his chair. "There is a family in the north called the keepers and they are not wolves of any pack and they are not elders of any Council and they have been in the northern seat since it was built. They keep the bloodline records and they keep the binders and they keep the debt."
I looked at the letter in my hands.
"The debt my mother owed," I said. "The debt that was really a trust that was really a trap. My father said it was not the Council's."
"Your father said it was the keepers'," the old man said. "He said a keeper had come to him in the spring before they took him and had offered him a bargain. The keeper would keep the Council off him and keep his daughter safe and in exchange your father would come north and stand in the house and do what was asked of him." The old man's voice was quiet. "And your father refused. And two weeks later the Council wolves came to Galway."
The fire cracked.
"Who is the keeper now?" Ronan said.
"I do not know. I have not been in the north in forty years." The old man looked at me. "But there is a thing I do know. Your father went south to collect a debt from a wolf in the northern seat and he did not come back. And forty years later there is a debt on your name that was never a debt and a contract that brought you to this coast on purpose. Somebody has been keeping the line for two generations."
I sat on the floor of the Dunmore house with the letter in my hand.
"Then the debt is not the Council's," I said. "It is the keepers'. And the keepers put it on me and wrote a contract and sent me to a dying Alpha's house, and they have been doing it since before I was born."
"It is a long game," Padraig said. "A hundred years is nothing to a family that has been in the northern seat since it was built."
We walked back over the mountain in the late afternoon.
Ronan was quiet for most of it and so was I. Padraig went ahead with Oisin and the two of them talked about the path and the weather and did not say a word about any of it.
We came down into the north cove at dusk and Oisin's boat was there and we went back along the coast in the dark.
I sat in the stern with the letter in my coat.
"Fiadh," Ronan said. "There is a thing we have not talked about."
"What?"
"The name at the bottom of the Ravenscar page. Colm."
I sat in the boat with the wind in my face.
"I know," I said. "I have been thinking about it all day and I have not worked out what to do about it."
"You have to ask him."
"I know I have to ask him. But if I ask him in front of the pack and he denies it, then I have accused a wolf of this pack of treason on the word of a ledger, and the nine who walked out will say I am turning on my own wolves." I looked at him. "And if I ask him alone and he admits it, then I have to decide what to do with him and I do not know what to do with him."
"Then we ask him together," Ronan said. "Tonight. In the sickroom with the door shut and no one else there."
We came into the harbour at midnight.
The pack house was quiet and the lights were low and Colm was on the wall with a lamp in his hand because it was his turn on watch.
"Alpha," he said. "Luna. You are back."
"Colm," I said. "Come down. There is a thing we need to ask you."
He came down off the wall and stood in front of us with the lamp in his hand.
"Am I in trouble?" he said.
"I do not know yet," I said. "Come into the sickroom."
We went into the sickroom and I shut the door and Ronan stood with his back to it.
Colm stood in the middle of the room with the lamp in his hand and his soft anxious face and he looked from me to Ronan and back again.
"Colm," I said. "There is a name at the bottom of a page in a ledger that came out of the Council house. It is a Blackthorn name and it is yours."
Colm's face did not change.
He put the lamp down on the shelf.
"Which page?" he said.
"The Ravenscar page."
Colm was quiet for a moment.
Then he said, "I have been waiting for somebody to ask me that for two months."
And down in the harbour, the bell began to ring.
The letter from the keepers sat on the kitchen table for three days before I answered it.It was a short letter in Mairéad's walnut-faced hand, and it said that the keepers had found a spring on the far west coast with the founder marks still on the walls, and a mark in the water that had not been given in two hundred years, and a young wolf in a fishing village who could not shift and did not know why. They wanted to know whether the Luna of the Blackthorn Pack would come and look at it.I read it four times. Then I put it under the sugar bowl and went out to help mend the kilns.On the third evening Ronan found me on the harbour wall with it in my hand and sat down beside me without saying anything. The tide was coming in and the boats were lifting off the mud one by one, and the light was going long and orange over the hills."You have not answered it," he said."I have been busy.""You have been mending a kiln that Aisling told you three times not to touch." He put his hands in hi
I came up out of the spring with my mother's hand in mine.She was lighter than a wolf should be. I carried her up the stair with Ronan on her other side and Padraig going ahead with the lantern, and the water ran off her grey coat and left a trail on the stone, and none of us said a word until we were out in the open air under the stars. Then she opened her eyes and looked at the sky for a long time and said, "Is that the same moon?""It is a different moon," Padraig said. "Ten years of them."She thought about that. She was very thin and her fur had gone the colour of ash, and when she shifted back into her human shape she was so light that Ronan took off his coat and wrapped her in it and carried her the rest of the way up the hill. She had grey hair, my mother, and green eyes like mine, and a face I had not seen since I was sixteen years old.The pack house was full when we came in. Aisling had got the fire going and the kettle on and there was a clean bed made up in the small roo
The spring took three days to open, and in those three days the Blackthorn Pack counted what it had lost.I did not go down to the Council seat on the first night. Padraig put his hand on my shoulder on the cliff and said, very quietly, "A spring that has been sealed for ten years does not open in an hour. You will need all your strength for the rite, and you will not have it if you go down there tonight with a dead wolf at your feet and a fight still in your blood." I did not like it. I stood on that headland with the wind pulling at my coat and the old keeper's body laid out on the grass behind me and I wanted to go down the hill and into the dark that same hour. Padraig waited. He has a great deal of patience, and he has spent a good part of his life using it on me."You are no good to her dead," he said.That was the argument that worked. I went back to the pack house and Ronan brought me a bowl of soup that I do not remember eating, and I slept for sixteen hours with the mark on
The old keeper was fast for a wolf his age, and he was clever, and neither of those things saved him.I came in low and took his foreleg out from under him, and Ronan hit him from the other side before he could get his feet back. The pack was on him then, a ring of teeth that closed and opened and closed again, and he fought his way out of it twice and both times we put him back on the rock. The third time he did not get up.He lay on his side on the grass with his grey flank heaving and blood on his muzzle, and he looked up at me with those pale eyes and said, in the voice that lived inside my head, "You have a mark on your wrist that I did not put there. What is it?""You tell me," I said. "You are the one who made it."His eyes went to my foreleg and the mark on it, and something moved across his face that I had not expected. Not anger. Relief."The rite has a witness," he said. "Every rite needs a witness, and the founders wrote it so that the witness could never be the same wolf
We went north to Falcarragh the next morning with eight wolves and Padraig, and the mark on my wrist stayed cold the whole way.The road up the coast is a narrow thing that runs between the sea and the hills, and the wind comes off the water without anything to stop it. I sat in the back of the cart with my coat collar up and watched the mark on the inside of my wrist. It had not warmed since the Council steps. It sat there beside the gold crescent, small and dark, and every mile we put behind us it seemed to me it got a little colder, the way a stone gets colder the deeper you dig it out of the shade.Nobody talked much. Padraig had his old leather satchel on his knees and his blue eyes fixed on the horizon, and Ronan drove the cart himself with his jaw set, and the eight Blackthorn wolves who had come along ran the verge on four feet in a loose scatter, and their breath showed in the air.The old house at Falcarragh stood on its own above a stony beach, a long low farmhouse with a s
The new law was passed in a room that smelled of fresh paint because the old Council chamber had been scrubbed out and the scrubbing had gone deeper than anyone expected. I went down for the vote because Ronan went down for the vote and because the Blackthorn Pack had a stake in it, and I sat in the gallery with Nessa on one side and Oisin on the other, and I listened to eleven Alphas argue about the future of the coast for six hours.The old Council of Alphas had been nine elders and a rule that said whatever the elders decided was law. The new one was different in every way that mattered. Every pack on the island got a seat and a vote, the elders lost the power to make bonds or rule on territory, and the whole thing was written down on paper that any wolf could ask to see. Ronan had drafted half of it in the fishing gear room with a pencil stub and a mug of cold tea, and when Elder Colm read the clause about willing marks aloud the gallery stood up and cheered for so long that Colm







