My jaw clenches; I smile through it. Clara. Just hearing her name makes me want to throw up. But this is her, standing in my family’s house, as if she owns the place. And worse—she actually does.
"Naomi!" she shrieks, the words squeaking out of her in a voice so high-pitched it drips with false enthusiasm.
Someone get me an eye-roller so I can roll my eye into another dimension. So instead, I do what anyone with a modicum of self-respect would do in my position — I fake it.
"Clara! Oh my God, look at you! Glowing!" As all my pitch shifts toward the sun, I say. I add a slight head tilt for added impact.
Her hands upon her swollen belly, and her lips curl into a smug smile. “Pregnancy looks good on me, huh?”
Like a well-fed leech,” I whisper.
"What was that?" She asks, brows knitting.
“I said, ‘Look at you, peach!’ “ I lie sweetly, giving her an arm pat as if I am the very best of friends with her.
She giggles, and I fight the urge to scream. And, of course, my brother Theo is gazing at her as if she hung the damn moon. His entire face is basically like *whipped. * Gross.
"See, Naomi?" My mother leans in, smiling fondly at Clara. “I told you our baby was going to love Clara. Who wouldn’t want such a good girl?”
Me. I’m the answer to that question.
But I smile, nodding along like a dutiful daughter who’s not quietly praying for divine intervention.
Luncheon, Lies and Dropped-in Guests
I help my mother prepare the dinner table, an act I haven’t done in quite some time. It feels... oddly comforting. Years of devouring takeout in my tiny city apartment, *home-cooked food feels like a luxury. *
Halfway through a delicious bite of mash, it is forcefully jarring my peace.
"NAOMIIIIIIIII!"
My fork nearly flies across the room at the high-pitched shriek. A human missile named Layla barreling toward me before I can process anything.
I can hardly stand before she screeches to a stop inches from my face.
Well, that’s new. Normally, she simply throws me to the ground like a golden retriever whose tail has been stepped on.
"Wow. Restraint?" I tease, arching a brow. "Are we maturing?"
Layla crosses her arms, pouting. "You’re a horrible friend."
"Not even a hello first?" I smile, if she is right about it.
She huffs dramatically. “Oh, I would’ve greeted you. But you didn’t say you were back!”
"Surprise?" I do, giving her an innocent smile.
Layla glares for a couple seconds and then sighs. “Ugh, I hate that I can’t stay mad at you.
“That’s because I’m adorable.”
She snorts, but doesn’t dispute it.
My mother swoops in like a heavenly savior before Tina can go on another rant.
"Ladies, it’s lunch time. Layla, join us. You can scold Naomi later."
Layla’s eyes illuminate like Christmas morning. Aunt, you don’t need to tell me twice!”
She flops down in a chair as if she owns the joint. I see her and Theo give each other a nervous look.
Hmm. Suspicious.
The entire pack believed they were mates once upon a time. Then reality happened.
Theo met Clara. Layla met someone else. And now, here we are.
— I don’t know what happened with them but based on how Layla is just stabbing the shit out of her steak like it had a personal vendetta against her, I’d say it was ugly.
Secrets and Schemes
Layla takes me upstairs to my room after lunch. I have little more than crossed the threshold when she — flops onto my bed as if she pays rent here.
“Make yourself at home, won’t you?” I say dryly.
"I always do," she smirks.
I shake my head, surveying the room. Nothing has changed. Animal and Contact Noise: The same soft lavender walls. The same bookshelves filled with my childhood favorites. A similar feeling of nostalgia wrapped around me like a comforting blanket.
“Nice to be home,” I say, dragging my hand over my desk.
"Yeah," Layla says. “Home to finally confront your demons.”
I narrowed my eyes on her. “You could’ve put that in a less ominous way, you know.
“But where’s the fun in that?” she grins.
I plop down next to her with a sigh. "Honestly? I don’t know what I’ll do next. But one thing is for sure — I’m done running.”
Layla sits up, eyes gleaming. "YES. THAT’S THE ENERGY. MAKE THAT DOUCHEBAG REGRET EVER BEING BORN.”
I blink. “Are we still talking about my ex-mate? Or are they simply a reflection of some unresolved feelings you have for a certain someone?”
Layla’s mouth tightens into a line. "Mind your business."
I snort. "Uh-huh. That’s what I thought."
Layla clears her throat, changing the subject so quickly I almost get whiplash.
“Anyway,” she asks, a naughtiness in her eyes, “do you have a boyfriend?”
I choke on my own spit. "WHAT?"
She clicks her tongue. "Tsk, tsk, tsk. I can tell just by looking at you — you’re still a virgin, aren’t you?”
What the actual hell.
I gape at her. "How did we get here?! A moment ago, we were talking about my emotional trauma!”
Layla waves a hand. "Oh, hush. There is space for trauma and romance.”
I groan, hiding my face in a pillow. “I don’t have time for dating, alright? I never have time for work and — “
"Boring," Layla cuts me off. “Well, your lucky night — tonight is Theo’s birthday party. And guess what?"
I peek at her warily. "What?"
She grins like a villain. There will be plenty of hot, eligible bachelors there.” And I, my dear, am dressing you for the gala of— (wait for it)—suitor hunting.”
I sit up so quickly the room spins. "SUITOR WHAT?! "
Layla cackles like the
evil genius she is.
"See you at six sharp. Don’t be late."
Suddenly my tranquil return becomes a matchmaking disaster.
NAOMI'S POVWhen mom and I had finished catching up for as much as we could, after I had told about my job and the transfer I decided to go to my room. I needed to rest, reboot this evening. Word would reach Marcus soon and he would be here. I took a shower and lay down on my bed looking out the window. That strange plant had since been removed and the garden looked even more colorful than before. I lay down, closing my eyes and dozing off. I didn't know how much time had passed when a knock woke me up. It wasn't mom because she would have walked in if I didn't answer immediately. I stood up, still groggy from my sleep and headed to the door. I opened it annoyed with whoever it was but the person stopped me from speaking. Marcus stood in front of my door, his eyes dark with longing and pain. “You-" I began but I couldn't finish it, not when he threw me into a hug. I couldn't help but melt into it, the feel of his strong body cushioning mine. The way his arms wrapped around m
NAOMI'S POVI closed my eyes, dozing off to the call of the sleep that tugged at my eyelids. I drifted off to sleep, into the realms of the place that had now become familiar to me. Unlike before when I dreaded coming here, I welcomed it fully now. It had become my place for peace and where I could receive advice. The whiteness was almost blinding as I looked around. I felt a breeze blow past my face before a voice spoke. “You've come," she said. I didn't bother looking around for her, she had never shown her face, not since I had first seen her. “I need your advice," I said. There was a silence before she responded, "I gave you this advice before and I will again, you have to choose” Frustration gnawed at me, I already knew that. It wasn't as if I didn't. I had to choose but how? Both betrayals still hurt and I still felt love to a degree for each of them, I couldn't possibly choose. "But how? How do I know I'm making the right decision?” I asked. "Your heart will tell you
NAOMI'S POV Two weeks had passed since the battle, I had healed, I was out of the hospital now. Slowly, I regained my full strength back, with the guidance of the goddess and the white lady, I found a way to connect and finally I had received my third eye. So much had passed and yet the two men hadn't left my mind. Logan and Marcus. I hadn't chosen either of them and I planned on keeping it like that. They had tried to visit me over the weeks but I had rejected them. I didn't want to talk to them, I didn't want to change my decision, I knew they would definitely try to do that. My heart wasn't ready either. It had gone through too much, all the heartbreaks, from Marcus to Layla. I wanted to disappear to a place where no one knew me and I didn't know anyone. Where I could go to the store without the fear of seeing either of my exes. Finally I decided to make this wish come true. “Mom, I'm going to be traveling out of state” I said while we sat around for dinner. Theo and his w
NAOMI'S POV I turn around to look at her, my best friend. The one I had shared all the parts of me. Loved beyond measures, given my deepest and darkest secrets, her claws embedded into my shoulder. “How?" I whispered, I couldn't take them out of me. I felt the weakness seep into me, slowly and steadily. Her face scrunched up and she pulled them out, she moved to make another slash but I dodged it, tripping over. I rose quickly to my knees, as quickly as I could anyway. “How could you?" I murmured again, the feeling of betrayal tearing me apart. I had done everything, I had been a good friend. I had loved her more than I had loved myself. I had been there in moments I couldn't be for myself. Still, here it was. The claw striking towards me. I stopped her hands with mine, holding tightly. My eyes had begun to turn, I was losing more blood than I could heal from and the weakness was tearing at my insides. “I didn't want to, there's no other choice” she finally spoke, her voice
NAOMI'S POVLogan led me through the tunnels down, the ones we had run through that day that seemed so many years ago now. We were back in it, for the same reason. “Where are we going?" I asked. “The forte" Logan said simply. He had been quiet since we had arrived here. Probably calculating and finding different ways to escape. The plan we had made was crazy, blowing this building up, destroying everything Marcus had built along with the legacy his father left for him. But there had been no choice. The tunnel suddenly narrowed further before we arrived at a small gate. Logan held the lock, “Fuck" I heard him mutter. “What happened?" I asked alarmed. We had come a long way, there was no way we could turn back for the key, too much time would be wasted. “I'm not with the fucking key" he murmured. He tried to break the key but nothing happened. I pulled him behind me, then held the key. I felt a power surge through me, almost surreal, divine even. The next thing I heard was th
MARCUS' POV A day had gone by, I hadn't heard from Naomi in all that time. I had been eagerly waiting beside my phone, hoping for her call or a text. Anything that indicated she would forgive me. Still I couldn't forget the betrayal that had been in her eyes when I told her, the way she had looked at me as if she didn't know who I was. I wasn't so sure anymore, sure that she would eventually choose me. It didn't look so. “Alpha, she's here with her lawyers," Dax said as he walked into my office. Today had been arranged to be the day of the divorce, finally I would be free of her. I could guiltlessly pursue Naomi. I wouldn't be tied to her anymore. I strode to the room purposefully. The papers were already signed, I just had to sign the documents closing the deal finally. Morticia sat alongside her lawyers, she had brought two of them today. I spared her no glance, going directly to the documents and signing them. When I had finished I asked, “Are we done?" Just as I said tha