LOGINHarley~
Whoever said one can't survive on black coffee and the occasional cracking of the back was lying. I have always been a workaholic, it's true, and I work best when I am focused on a task. However, my stress and aggravation levels lately have been way too high, and I can do without them. When I didn't even see, hear, or smell creepy Carl, the janitor, until he was breathing down my neck, I knew exhaustion and sleep deprivation had me slipping. Carl makes my skin crawl, so of course, we would wind up alone in the break room. "Burning the midnight oil again, sweetheart?" He asked. His pretentiousness, as he propped himself against the water cooler, had my eyes rolling of their own accord. Carl, two decades my senior, possesses a physique of equal height and breadth; a visage best suited for radio. However, he harbors an over-inflated sense of the ladies' man he perceives himself to be. "Yeah, you know me, same old Carl," I said. He raised his bushy, unkempt eyebrows at me suggestively. "When will you give it up and let me take you?" When hell freezes over and all the pigs fly to the moon! "My dating situation prevents that currently, plus I'm busy, Carl, and I need to get back at it." "Well, excuse me, Detective, I was just trying to show you a good time." Carl pushed off the cooler, raised his hands, and grunted at me before stalking out as though he had anything worth witnessing! With Carl blown off and my umpteenth cup of coffee for the evening poured, I return to my desk, sighing as I sink back into the chair. The coffee break hasn't helped; my head feels like it's full of cobwebs, and my back is stiff as a board. Still, I try to focus on the obsession that rules my life. My aching temples are proof that my eyes are contemplating going on strike. 'Focus, Harley!' I tell myself. A glance at my watch makes me groan as I see I have been here for twelve hours! These late nights have been the status quo for weeks, ever since the media dubbed 'Anacapa Island stalker' made the scene. This case is every homicide detective's worst nightmare, because I know there has to be a connection, and I'm missing it. There's not one bit of a clear link between the victims, and no motive that I have been able to pin down. It's as if the men didn't exist until they wound up dead in my backyard. Given the evidence, I must consider that my sleepy little shore town has somehow wound up in the middle of a mob war. At least we have become a dumping ground for the casualties. The murders have all occurred around the same time of night, near the docks, using the same 9mm semi-automatic pistol. The victims are all men between the ages of 25 and 40. All but two are 'entrepreneurs' who have questionable ties to organized crime, all shot execution style, hands bound behind their backs, one bullet to the back of the head. Dead! That's where the trail goes ice cold. 'Harleeeeya!' Raelynn, my wolf, said. With a deep sigh, I answered. 'Yes, Rae.' 'Can we please go now?! I need a run.' She dragged out the word need. 'Just a little longer, Rae.' She growls low at me and recedes into my mind, sulking. Though I hate to disappoint my wolf, I have responsibilities here. 'Rae, you will be fine.' Goddess bless her, my wolf puts up with so much, and she doesn't let me forget it. From the beginning, Rae did not desire life within the human world, and lately she's been tighter-wound than usual. Admittedly, I have also been feeling that it might be time for us to move on. Call it intuition if you will, but it has kept us one step ahead so far. Before my life turned into a never-ending, unpleasant episode of Law & Order, I had typed, signed, and sealed my resignation to hand over to Captain Howard. Only I made every absconder's worst mistake; I have gotten attached. The year and a half I have spent here in LA is the longest time I have stayed in one place since leaving my father's pack. "Harley, are you still here? I could've sworn I saw you leave." Speak of the devil, and he shall appear. Captain Mitch Howard's deep voice rumbled through the air. "Yeah, Captain, present and accounted for," I said, glancing at him, then refocusing on the file. "Go home, Harley, get some rest, and you should get some food too; I hear you growling." It isn't my stomach he hears. "Captain, I need a little more time; there has to be something here!" "That's an order! You will find no one mentally and physically exhausted." He just trump-carded my ass, and I know when I'm beaten; standing at my desk, I attempt to stuff the files into my backpack when my captain stops me. "Oh no, just leave those there; it's for your own good, Harley." "Captain, I am fine." "Goodbye, Harley. If anything needs your immediate attention, I will call you. Otherwise, I will see you in twelve hours." He raised his eyebrows at me, so I knew he meant business. My wolf is as happy as can be. However, Rae shouldn't get too carried away. Thanks to my hyperthermias memory, I don't need the files, so I smile and nod at my captain. As I step outside, the heat slaps me across the face. Even at 10 pm, the heavy humidity has me hotter than Satan's house cat. LA summers are not for the faint of heart! I hurry across the parking lot and into my car. With a sigh escaping me, I start the engine. 'At least we have time for that run now, Harley.' 'It's still too early, Rae. The campers haven't gone to bed yet, and you remember what happened last time?' The memory of my big bad wolf running like a scolded pup from an adolescent who was only trying to relieve himself gives me a chuckle.Nick~ So far, so good. The decoy transport van is in place with a flat tire up on a jack. A lookalike Harley is in the back waiting for the driver to fix it. Kyle and I secured our backpacks on the branches of a cedar tree near the bridge. Then we drive our SUV a few miles back down the road and find a hiding spot. After returning in wolf form, we take cover in the thick brush and trees, which Rolling Bridge has much of. Zeek's panting from the run, his rapid breaths sound like a jackhammer on this side of the wolf. He lay down, stretching his belly out on the cool earth. Within a few moments, the vibration stops, and he tilts his head to the wind. 'They're coming, Nick.' To our right, Knox raises his snout in the air and snorts as he scents them too. We rise from the ground, and our two wolves maneuver their way unseen through the brush back to the bridge. We shift, retrieve our clothes, dress, and their humans emerge. It had been a mystery why Harley had stayed in such a
Harley~ After that, the truck goes silent, and I roll my window down and ride the air. My fingers spread, and the wind runs through them as a breeze of lavender growing wild fills the passenger compartment. If only a pleasant breeze and a picture-perfect day could bring Nick's family back together again. Right now, I don't have a clue how to do it. Nick is a million miles away as I look over at him. I'm surprised by the jealousy that fills me at the thought that he's thinking about her. We've indeed both had over lovers, though mine wasn't so close to home. "Wolfman, whatcha thinking about so hard over there?" One of his hands squeezes the wheel, and the other one my hand beneath his. "You know, all of this is happening because of you?" Is that a good thing? He won't look at me, so I can't tell. "Do I want the credit?" He glances at me. "We can find another doctor if that's what you want." "Then I would be the coward who can't own up to his mistakes. And it's too late f
Harley~ My nut is proving difficult to crack, and he gets a raised eyebrow for his stubbornness. "As long as you have breath, it's not too late, Nick. Someone has to go first." He has wiped the same spot twice. "Rich said you need to relax. How about while we're here, you get some rest?" And I thought I was a master of deflection! Whatever he's running from, he believes, is unforgivable. The detective in me has bad news: it's either money or love. "I'm up for a nap." Nick extends his hand, which I accept, and he pulls me into his chest, holding me close. This is my favorite part; I lay my head on his chest to hear his heartbeat. "Come on," he rubs his hands down my back. Once we were inside, he moved me aside and closed the doors. But opens the curtains and pulls up the blinds. Then we settled on the bed, and he wrapped himself around me. These times when we are completely open to each other are intense. The strength of Nick's love for us overrides anything that he coul
Harley~ "Meaning my body is adjusting to being pregnant?" "That's right," Ponzie spreads my legs, "You may feel some pressure." He pushes his thick fingers inside me. "The cervix becomes much more sensitive during pregnancy." Tears streamed down my face as I closed my eyes and turned my head. Nick brushed his knuckles across my face with our adjoined hands. My core muscles tensed as he moved all around, poking here and there. When he pulled out, his glove had several small smears of blood on it. "Other causes include stress, overexertion, and intercourse." All three of which I'm guilty, I dropped my eyes to my lap as a knot formed in my throat. Ponzie removes his gloves and goes into the bathroom. He comes back, wiping his hands with a paper towel. "Everything feels secure," he looked between us and settled on Harley, "but your situation is still precarious; I would classify yours as a threatened miscarriage pregnancy." Nick's jaw tightened as he spoke. "Is that just as
Nick~ Somewhere around daybreak......' Nick! Wake up!' Zeek's voice clawed at the back of my skull, sharp and frantic. 'What the hell, Z? I groaned internally, my mind still thick with honeyed sleep. 'Blood. Harley's.' My heart didn't just pound; it thrashed against my ribs like a trapped bird as I surged upright. The sheets were a grisly, sodden mess, the copper tang of iron filling the air. With shaking hands, I patted down her limbs, searching for a jagged cut or a wound. Nothing. Her skin was pale and cool, her eyes locked in a deep, unresponsive heaviness. 'The bleeding is internal, Nick. Wake her up. Now.' 'Ok, I choked out, sliding my arms under her and pulling her limp weight into my lap. The source became clear as fresh blood spread over us from between her thighs. "Harley? Harley, baby, look at me." Panic was a cold pressure in my throat. This shouldn't be happening; pregnant women do not bleed, certainly not with this much volume. Her eyelids fluttered, th
Nick~ There's not much left of the pie, so I spoon the leftovers into a Tupperware and put them in the fridge. Harley and I rinse the dishes, put them in the washer, and clean up our mess. It's hovering around midnight when we strip on the back porch. Then I flip the indoor switch and throw juice to the jacuzzi. Spa lights glow under its cover, and the hum of the jets vibrates through the deck, beckoning us. We step out into the night and cross to another platform to reach the hot tub. A strong whiff of the cowboy cologne shrubs growing around the lake wafts past as I lift the cover. My parents must have been here recently; there are still towels inside the warmer. Harley's body glowed in the moonlight, but her growing breasts and belly took the spotlight for me. Goosebumps are forming on her arms, so I lead her down the steps and into the bubbling water. We settled on the wrap-around bench, and naturally, my arm goes to rest on the side behind her. The velvet sky was thi
Nick~ On our way back to the ravine where I'd hidden my clothes, Zeek covers his tracks; we take a little longer, but at this point, it's an ounce of prevention is worth a pound of cure type of situation. When we reach the clearing, we shift, and I head off in the opposite direction, doubling bac
Nick~ My hands now have her blood on them as I move them up to her face so she can smell me. "Amante, it's me." She opens her eyes and looks down at me. Once bright and beautiful blue pools are now dark, sunken, and without luster. An opaque haze covered them, and bewilderment claimed her face
Nick~ The ride back to LA took me half the time it had taken to get to Melinda's place. Still, only the big trucks and I remain as the sun is coming up over the mountains. The morning light is painting the sky with deep burnt oranges and light shades of blue against a cloud-textured background as
Nick~ "Sorry, I forgot about calling you back, Kyle." I paused, but this would not get any easier. I took a heavy breath. "The police have confirmed that the stalker has Harley, only they don't know who he is yet." Kyle cursed profusely. "Does the name Steve mean anything?" "Yes, Steven Bala







