Mag-log inNicholas~
The only thing I got from my vacation was the confirmation that I require a longer, more permanent respite. The dread of returning to my life as usual washes over me as soon as I kill the car's engine in my driveway. I suppose I could sell the house and make my boat my permanent residence. That would do it, but it would also slowly drive me insane. All that solitude, tranquility, and peace with only Zeek, my wolf, to talk to, would have me needing a straitjacket. We have been hunting bounties since I was 20; it was exciting for us, and the money was easy to come by in the beginning. Now, seven years later, Zeek has had his fill and reminds me every day that I am getting too old for the bullshit anymore. I lie to myself, saying the next one will be the last, but it never turns out to be. It was purposeful that I did not take a phone or computer with me on my two-week sea excursion. 'Nick, you really stink! Open the damn door already!' 'Oh yeah? Well, let's switch places, Zeek, after we've eaten a couple of pickled eggs?' After unloading my bags from the car, I dropped them on the living room sofa and went into the bathroom for a shower. My wolf is right; I still smell like the cut bait I used on the boat. The first thing I noticed afterward was that the red light on my answering machine was flashing at me. I breathe deeply, scrubbing my hand over my unshaven face as I see 30 new messages. 'Here we go again!' 'Like you aren't curious what happened to my badass, no-holds-barred Wolf?' 'I am not in the least interested! He got shot a year ago, right along with his human. Did you forget about that, Nick?!' 'But did you die?' Zeek finds my life choices displeasing, to say the least. Admittedly, our existence would be very different if I had followed the path my father, Alpha Titus Reins, and my wolf had mapped out for us. By now, we would be mated with a few pups running around, and I would hold the respectable title of Alpha for the Moon Hill pack. 'Don't start none and there won't be none, Zeek, of course I remember and don't plan on a repeat.' I, the renegade, had not wanted the responsibility of being the alpha of a pack. I'd wanted freedom, not obligations so, I left, and my father passed the pack to my brother, Sean, who is a year and a half younger than I am. Still, I have no desire to be the leader of the pack; the settling down and mated part is where my secret regrets lie. Though my sensibility tells me I'd be no good at it. How does one transition from outlaw to husband and father? Is it even possible? For me, I wasn't so sure; if the bounty hunter is removed from the hunt, does the need for the hunt subside? I hit the play button; guess not today. 'Really, Nick? I'd thought you would have lasted at least a couple of hours. I knew you couldn't give it up.' Perhaps he is right, so I ignore him. The first message is from my buddy and fellow hunter, Marshal, seeking a partner to accompany him to Mexico. This could be interesting. 'Don't even think about returning that call, Nick!' 'And what are you going to do about it, Zeek?' 'Nothing, and that's exactly what I'll do when you're getting your ass kicked. Maybe you'd learn a lesson!' 'Whatever you need to tell yourself.' Zeek would never do that to me. The forthcoming perusal of messages held an identical repetition. Each swipe of the 'delete message' trashcan icon cultivated my ever-growing disinterest. I've heard these things and more throughout my extensive career. It's all blah, blah, blah to me. 'I told you so.' 'Put a sock in it, Zeek!' However, he's right; that is, until I get about halfway through the recordings, this message is from none other than a hemorrhoid on my asswhole, Lycan Ian Steel. My eyes rolled at the sound of his voice. "Nick, I have a job, call me." He said, and I can feel his excitement. 'Oh, hell no, not for Ian Steel you don't, I mean it, I ain't doing it, Nick!' 'What happened to the sock, Zeek?' The fast-forward button takes me through a few messages, and I hit play again, but it's still Ian. "Nick, where the hell are you? I found Harley." That had old Zeek piping a different tune! 'Play the next message, Nick!' Though we have never met her face-to-face, my wolf has been smitten with Harley from afar throughout most of her adolescence, waiting for her to get her wolf. Subsequently, she vanished; yet, fleeing Ian constituted her finest occurrence. When she'd made it out, I swore Harley was the one person I would never go after for Ian, no matter how much he offered. Five messages remain; they reiterate the opening two. Ian sounds more frantic in each of them. 'Nick, we must go after her! If you don't, he will send someone else who may hurt her.' A humorless chuckle escaped me. 'I am a bounty hunter, Zeek. I hurt people for a living.' 'You were a bounty hunter, but you wouldn't hurt Harley, and we could make this last job count.' Since no one is supposed to know I am home, the car engine outside has my attention, and I pick up my revolver before answering the knock on my door. It is my sister-in-law, Delilah. Who presented an equal threat to my well-being as anyone else who would come looking for me unannounced. She sashays into my living room, drops the overcoat, revealing her naked form to me, before the temptress comes for her prey. "Did you miss me, Big Bad Wolf?" "No, Delilah, I haven't missed you." I stop her advance. "I already told you, this isn't happening. It should never have happened." I cross my arms over my chest. "Put your coat back on." Delilah's hands clenched at her sides, and she stomped her foot like a spoiled child. "I will tell Sean!" Wasting no time, I crossed the room and opened the door. "Proceed according to your feelings, Delilah, but I remind you who has the most to lose here, and it isn't me."Harley~ Nick's care never fails to amaze me, perhaps because it's not repetitious. Only he would have moved all the things that brought me comfort from the apartment. His special touches, like candles and flowers, are a nice improvement. The room itself is an upgrade from the apartment's bedroom. Shiny, real hardwood floors and a big bay window seat make a dramatic entrance. Through the open bathroom door, the king-size bathtub had caught my eye the moment he'd sat us down. Images of Nick, me, and bubbles filling it have me nestling into his chest. His scent draws me in with an irresistible pull. "Thank you, Wolfman." I turn my head and kiss his pecs. "I can't take all the credit; Becky helped. We wanted you to feel at home." "Anywhere you are is home to me." One kiss leads to another. Nick ran his hands along my back, leaving my skin a burning trail from his touch. "I've been thinking about what Seth said, and I want to hold the press conference." Zeek rumbled in his chest as
Nick~ We both looked at Harley; I wanted to question her, but she wasn't looking so good; I know that look! She slapped my chest. "Bathroom, now!" I scoop her up; one of her arms goes around my neck, and the other hand covers her mouth. Becky opens the front door, steps aside, and points to the half-bath off the living room. Harley is squirming in my arms to get to the toilet as we enter. With her in front of me, I drop to my knees just in time to pull her hair back. When there's nothing left inside her, she leans back into me with tears in her eyes, out of breath. "Nick, I'm sorry, but there's nothing Ben can do; I agreed to the test once it was safe. He should know who Nicoletta's father is, too." "No, Harler, Kyle is right about Ben; he could prove to be a danger to us. What about exposure? Our little one doesn't like to be spied on. Imagine what she will do when they poke at her with needles?" She drops her eyes to the floor, and her voice is almost inaudible. "I hadn't thou
Nick~ Our black SUVs pull out of the hospital parking lot. More media vans waited on the street, and they pulled in behind us as we passed. Now, a caravan of five heads east through downtown LA. We take the US 395 exit and catch another gear. Harley has remained quiet with her head resting on my shoulder. Once her hand returned to its human form, I laced our fingers together. It's hotter than the Fourth of July on a tin roof in the back of the SUV. My voice was sharp when I hit the two-way and asked the driver to turn on the back vents. It didn't matter because it worked, and the AC came to life with a swoosh. Harley's hair blew back as I adjusted the vent for her, but she didn't speak. 'Just be patient with her, Nick.' 'I'm doing my best, Zeek.' 'We also need to help her get a hold of her powers before they get stronger.' 'Seeing as how she has to use those powers on us, I'd say that's an excellent idea. Though the how is a mystery, other than trial and error.' Wh
Nick~ Shelia walks away while Zeek is urging me out the door, but it's unnecessary; I'm already gone. The cards go under my arm, and my eyes go to the door. My boots scuffing over the carpet and the glass doors closing behind me sit right with my soul. Salt air and a south breeze surrounded me coming out of the station, ushering me out to freedom. On my way across the parking lot, I'm still trying to connect with Harley. I'm in the car, pulling out, by the time she accepts my call. Harley's voice comes through with a brave front, but it's the underlying shakiness that she can't hide. 'Wolfman?' 'Yes, Amante.' 'I got my discharge instructions.' 'We can go?' 'Yes, we can. Where are you?' 'Leaving the station. Are you ok?' 'Why wouldn't I be?' 'Harley, I know Ben was there.' 'Can we talk about that later, Nick? Hurry, please; I'm ready to go home.' And just like that, she shut me out. Like an old-time operator pulling the plug on a wire. One hand tightened on
Nick~ Captain Howard called me three more times before I could get out of the hospital. Once I'm settled in the car, I connect the Bluetooth and accept number four. He informs me that Belinda had a match on what killed Steve. I'm supposed to meet them in the morgue; 'them' includes District Attorney Ben, of course, he would be there. 'You need to keep it cool, Nick. We know Harley and Rae belong to us; it doesn't matter what Ben thinks anymore.' 'I know, Zeek, you just remember you said that.' This is not what I expect to be doing today, not by a long shot. My intention was to drop off the files at the station and get back to Harley. Had I gained my objective, it wouldn't have been very 'FBI-ish,' but I had a plan for that too. Three middle fingers with a string of curses, two forced merges with honking horns, and a couple more close calls get me to the station. Seth's car is here unexpectedly, but it's a relief. The station gets quiet as I walk in, and all eyes are on
Kyle~ For quite some time now, I've been standing in the middle of Harley's bedroom without the first clue of what to bring her other than the basics. Becky's voice is high-pitched and fast when she calls for me, insisting that I return to the hospital. The beach bag from the bottom of Harley's closet will have to do. After filling it with one of everything, I take the stairs at top speed and get to my car. My hand grips the wheel as I start the engine, heading back to the hospital. Becky tells me the DA is there. 'What does he want?' 'A pertinent test. You didn't tell me it was possibly not Nick's baby.' 'That's because I didn't know. Has she called for Nick?' 'Not that I've seen. I'd assume not, since Ben has already taken him to jail once. Did you know that?!' 'Yes, I'm on the way.' Lucky for me, there's a parking spot on the ground level. A bit narrow, but it will do. Killing the engine, I grab Harley's bag from the passenger seat, and it's all ass and elbows acr







