Mag-log inNicholas~
The only thing I got from my vacation was the confirmation that I require a longer, more permanent respite. The dread of returning to my life as usual washes over me as soon as I kill the car's engine in my driveway. I suppose I could sell the house and make my boat my permanent residence. That would do it, but it would also slowly drive me insane. All that solitude, tranquility, and peace with only Zeek, my wolf, to talk to, would have me needing a straitjacket. We have been hunting bounties since I was 20; it was exciting for us, and the money was easy to come by in the beginning. Now, seven years later, Zeek has had his fill and reminds me every day that I am getting too old for the bullshit anymore. I lie to myself, saying the next one will be the last, but it never turns out to be. It was purposeful that I did not take a phone or computer with me on my two-week sea excursion. 'Nick, you really stink! Open the damn door already!' 'Oh yeah? Well, let's switch places, Zeek, after we've eaten a couple of pickled eggs?' After unloading my bags from the car, I dropped them on the living room sofa and went into the bathroom for a shower. My wolf is right; I still smell like the cut bait I used on the boat. The first thing I noticed afterward was that the red light on my answering machine was flashing at me. I breathe deeply, scrubbing my hand over my unshaven face as I see 30 new messages. 'Here we go again!' 'Like you aren't curious what happened to my badass, no-holds-barred Wolf?' 'I am not in the least interested! He got shot a year ago, right along with his human. Did you forget about that, Nick?!' 'But did you die?' Zeek finds my life choices displeasing, to say the least. Admittedly, our existence would be very different if I had followed the path my father, Alpha Titus Reins, and my wolf had mapped out for us. By now, we would be mated with a few pups running around, and I would hold the respectable title of Alpha for the Moon Hill pack. 'Don't start none and there won't be none, Zeek, of course I remember and don't plan on a repeat.' I, the renegade, had not wanted the responsibility of being the alpha of a pack. I'd wanted freedom, not obligations so, I left, and my father passed the pack to my brother, Sean, who is a year and a half younger than I am. Still, I have no desire to be the leader of the pack; the settling down and mated part is where my secret regrets lie. Though my sensibility tells me I'd be no good at it. How does one transition from outlaw to husband and father? Is it even possible? For me, I wasn't so sure; if the bounty hunter is removed from the hunt, does the need for the hunt subside? I hit the play button; guess not today. 'Really, Nick? I'd thought you would have lasted at least a couple of hours. I knew you couldn't give it up.' Perhaps he is right, so I ignore him. The first message is from my buddy and fellow hunter, Marshal, seeking a partner to accompany him to Mexico. This could be interesting. 'Don't even think about returning that call, Nick!' 'And what are you going to do about it, Zeek?' 'Nothing, and that's exactly what I'll do when you're getting your ass kicked. Maybe you'd learn a lesson!' 'Whatever you need to tell yourself.' Zeek would never do that to me. The forthcoming perusal of messages held an identical repetition. Each swipe of the 'delete message' trashcan icon cultivated my ever-growing disinterest. I've heard these things and more throughout my extensive career. It's all blah, blah, blah to me. 'I told you so.' 'Put a sock in it, Zeek!' However, he's right; that is, until I get about halfway through the recordings, this message is from none other than a hemorrhoid on my asswhole, Lycan Ian Steel. My eyes rolled at the sound of his voice. "Nick, I have a job, call me." He said, and I can feel his excitement. 'Oh, hell no, not for Ian Steel you don't, I mean it, I ain't doing it, Nick!' 'What happened to the sock, Zeek?' The fast-forward button takes me through a few messages, and I hit play again, but it's still Ian. "Nick, where the hell are you? I found Harley." That had old Zeek piping a different tune! 'Play the next message, Nick!' Though we have never met her face-to-face, my wolf has been smitten with Harley from afar throughout most of her adolescence, waiting for her to get her wolf. Subsequently, she vanished; yet, fleeing Ian constituted her finest occurrence. When she'd made it out, I swore Harley was the one person I would never go after for Ian, no matter how much he offered. Five messages remain; they reiterate the opening two. Ian sounds more frantic in each of them. 'Nick, we must go after her! If you don't, he will send someone else who may hurt her.' A humorless chuckle escaped me. 'I am a bounty hunter, Zeek. I hurt people for a living.' 'You were a bounty hunter, but you wouldn't hurt Harley, and we could make this last job count.' Since no one is supposed to know I am home, the car engine outside has my attention, and I pick up my revolver before answering the knock on my door. It is my sister-in-law, Delilah. Who presented an equal threat to my well-being as anyone else who would come looking for me unannounced. She sashays into my living room, drops the overcoat, revealing her naked form to me, before the temptress comes for her prey. "Did you miss me, Big Bad Wolf?" "No, Delilah, I haven't missed you." I stop her advance. "I already told you, this isn't happening. It should never have happened." I cross my arms over my chest. "Put your coat back on." Delilah's hands clenched at her sides, and she stomped her foot like a spoiled child. "I will tell Sean!" Wasting no time, I crossed the room and opened the door. "Proceed according to your feelings, Delilah, but I remind you who has the most to lose here, and it isn't me."Harley~ Nick and Titus square off, two proud Alphas, neither to blink. As if it were part of the script, a nurse in crisp blue scrubs appeared in the doorway. Her voice cut through the tension as she told me it's my turn in the stirrups. The breath I'd been holding in a tight knot finally broke free, escaping my lips in a shaky exhale. Without a word, Nick's hand comes with a warm, firm weight on the small of my back, pivoting me away. We were almost out, but no, it wouldn't be that easy today. "This isn't over, Nick," Titus growled, the sound vibrating deep in his chest like a brewing storm. Ok, that's enough! His voice is making me itch and causing my heels to dig into the linoleum. "Alpha Titus, may I have a word?" Nick's fingers tightened around my hand, his pulse jumping against my skin. 'It's ok, Nick,' I leaned back against him, and he reluctantly let go. In the hallway's quiet, it's my turn to stand, the only ground I have. After tossing my dark locks over my s
Harley~ So this is the corner of the pack Delilah was haunting; that explains a lot. The air in Sean's hospital room was thick with her overpowering perfume, which made me nauseous. She was hovering over Sean, checking the various tubes and monitors. Her performance felt more practiced than genuine; Nick and I exchanged a glance a moment before she looked up. Seeing us, she froze, her breath hitching as she took a jagged, silent breath. Her pull back from Sean was a sudden, unnatural distancing from a mate. She's overdoing it trying to hide………my gaze goes to her hand as my brain slipped into chaos. She didn't have the ornate, silver-hinged ring on her right middle finger this morning. Pressure builds in my chest as Rae comes through the pieces still shifting in my head. 'Harley, something is deeply wrong here.' 'Red alert, Rae,' I murmured back. Ruby goes to her son's side, her fingers threading through Sean's limp, pale hand. She cast a sharp look toward Delilah; it was quick,
Nick~ Harley's gaze darts across the windshield, tracing the sharp architecture of Moon Hill Manor. It loomed ahead, a fortress of grey stone that seemed to consume the morning light. Memories hit hard; days gone by of Sean and me running through those halls, clueless. My throat tightens, and I try to swallow the forming boulder. "Nick, it's incredible," she says, placing a hand over her heart, her voice barely a breath. "That's one way to put it," I say, opening the driver's door to a crisp bite of mountain air. "I'm glad you like it." Before I'm fully out, Eason, my father's personal butler, is already exiting the manor. His polished dress shoes echoed on the stone steps in his haste. "Morning, Alpha," Eason says, voice immaculate as he takes hold of the door. "Your parents are waiting in the breakfast room." Harley waits, her eyes wide as she stares at Eason as I move to the passenger side. Opening the door, I offered her my arm and pulled her close to me. She leans
Harley~ The 4:00 AM silence was shattered when the first heavy blow struck the front door. Beside me, the mattress groaned, and so did Nick as he pulled away from me. He was on his feet instantly, charged, taking his heat with him and leaving the sheets cold. He pressed a dry, hurried kiss to my brow and muttered a low "Stay" that vibrated against my skin. Then he was gone, the rhythmic thud-thud of his bare heels retreating down the hallway. My brain was still thick with sleep until Rae's mental voice spiked, sharp in my ears. 'Harley, it's a woman. She's carrying a scent like scorched sugar, and it's aimed right at our mate.' The covers can't bind me, and my soles burned against the bedroom rug as I scrambled for traction. I nearly lost my balance before hitting the hardwood. In the living room, the air felt claustrophobic. A woman was there, her movements fluid and desperate as she tried to weld herself to Nick's chest. He didn't waver, his hands like stone pillars across
Harley~ Cedar planks, rough as bark, cut a jagged silhouette against a mountain bruised with the coming twilight's purple. My gaze darts constantly between windows, fighting to catch the panoramic view from every angle. It's both eerie and fascinating the way the mist coils around the thick trunks of the pines surrounding the cabin. When Nick pulls the passenger door open, the air hits my nose. Wonderful, sharp, yet thin, a breeze flows by, carrying with it just a hint of damp earth and crushed needles. Smog-free and a welcome breath, I try to inhale it all at once. Nick catches my hand; his palm is rough and familiar as he guides me from the car. After the second step, my attention immediately snagged on the wicker swing swaying back and forth. I'm seeing lazy mornings spent watching the sunrise from the oversized double-seater. Nick reaches above the door frame, his fingers dancing along the dusty ledge until they find the key. Inside, the space is austere and smells o
Nick~ Ian and Leonard's focus snapped to Harley the moment the elevator doors chimed open. She steps into the hum of the squad room beside Seth, just as Ben rounds the corner. Leonard's features sagged, his eyes resembling hollowed-out shells. In contrast, Ian's entire frame vibrated with a heat that drained the blood from his face. He thrashes against my hold, but his muscles betray him. "He's a fraud!" he howled, the sharp sound cutting through the air. "That's no federal agent; what you see before you is a beast! A werewolf!" Howard's voice boomed over the sudden silence to the officers. "Take these lunatics the hell outta here!" He scoffed, a dry, rattling sound. "Werewolves. Beautiful." He slammed a heavy palm against my shoulder blade; the force of it jolted my teeth. "Nice work, Agent." From my peripheral vision, I catch the frantic movement in Ben's eyes. Replaced by a sharp, predatory stillness. He doesn't just look at me; his gaze drags over my face. His eyes narrowed
Nick~ My hands shake, and my leg muscles tense as I step up onto the rotting wood. The boards creak beneath my weight, causing me to focus on the murky water below. Steve must have had another way in; there's no way he was coming and going here. Slow and steady wins the race when it's every man
Harley~ My heart leaped, causing me to sit up straighter in bed. Nick, entering the room, put an ear-to-ear grin on my face. 'I missed you, Wolfman.' 'I missed you, too, Amante.' He crossed his arms over his chest and gave me his best stern eye. "What did you find at Steve's?" "We found t
Harley~ My stomach flopped like a fish out of water, and my hands were shaking, so I buried them under my legs. Nick gives me a wink before he gets up and moves toward the door. Never could I have imagined my marking would take place in a hospital bed or without Rae. Being without my wolf feels
Nick~ "Sorry, I forgot about calling you back, Kyle." I paused, but this would not get any easier. I took a heavy breath. "The police have confirmed that the stalker has Harley, only they don't know who he is yet." Kyle cursed profusely. "Does the name Steve mean anything?" "Yes, Steven Bala







