JAYCE BECKETT
My laptop was open, with a third can of energy drink sitting next to me, and I bounced my leg up and down. I scoured every known file in the system. After eight hours on my day off, I wasn't any closer to gaining enough information about my target. Obtaining personal information about those criminals wasn't easy. I needed every bit of knowledge I could gather about the Marino family, especially Renato Marino, who was my main target. Last night, after Curtis was discharged from the hospital, I had gone back to the chief and told him I was in on the mission. The chief had grinned at me, as if he had known I would come back. I was desperate for money, and the chief knew it. I fucking hated that he could predict me, but what else could I possibly do when my only nephew was dying? The doctor had advised me to make a deposit for Curtis's kidney transplant because his condition had worsened. If I checked my savings, the only thing they could possibly afford was a new pair of shoes. "Fuck my life!" I groaned, crushing the can in my hand before throwing it across the room. I glanced at Curtis, who was deeply asleep on my bed. A thought flashed through my mind, but I immediately shook my head. "Nothing will go wrong. I'll make sure nothing goes wrong. Curtis won't be in danger." I grumbled under my breath as I pulled out Renato's information from amongst the rest of his family's profiles. The subject is a 46-year-old male who exhibits misanthropic tendencies, specifically towards women, and frequents a local bar every Thursday night for a drink, typically attending alone. Renato Marino hated women; I wondered if that was the reason the chief gave me the task - because he was worried a female agent wouldn't be able to get close to the target. "This should do." I grinned, grabbed my car keys, and shut my laptop. I went to Curtis, pulled the sheet over his chest, adjusted his head on the pillow, and pressed a soft kiss on his forehead. "Uncle will be back soon." I sighed, took one last glance at him, and walked out of my room, leaving the door open. On my way out, I made sure to adjust the security camera, so I would receive an alert when Curtis woke up, allowing me to monitor him and respond in case of an emergency. The drive to Adam, the bar Renato Marino frequented every Thursday, was silent. The only sound was my heartbeat. I had every reason to make a U-turn and go back home to Curtis, forgetting about this stupid mission like it never happened. But the thought of Curtis being in medical danger due to my failure to pay for his surgery kept me driving, with only one destination in mind. Adam. I parked my car and stepped out, seeing the bar in full swing from where I stood. People were moving in and out of the bar. I adjusted my jacket, patting myself down to ensure nothing would give away my identity, but there was nothing. I appeared more like a street thug than a normal guy. I adjusted my dress shirt, making sure my neck tattoo was fully visible as I walked into the bar. Cole always gave me a hard time about the tattoo, but I never knew the tattoo I got just to tease my best friend would someday come in handy. The bar was bustling with crowds, and although this wasn't my type of bar, I couldn't help but grin when I realized this was exactly what I needed. There was no better place for my plan to unfold smoothly than this bar. My eyes discreetly scanned the room, searching for the individual I had made a deal with earlier. He was a local informant with a reputation for being ruthless in his business dealings. In exchange for his assistance in gathering intel on Renato Marino, I had agreed to help him track down a suspect who had stolen from him. I spotted him sitting next to me at the counter and acknowledged his presence with a subtle nod. "Hey," he said, his voice low and cautious. Without turning to face him, I replied, "Are you still in. What's the plan?" The bartender approached us, and I flashed him a charming smile. "What can I get you, handsome?" he asked, raising an eyebrow. I ordered two tequila shots and instructed him to put them on the tab of the guy sitting at the corner table - Renato Marino. The bartender's eyes widened slightly as he processed the request. As he handed me the shots, I stood up from the stool and shrugged nonchalantly. "You know who I'm talking about, right?" I asked, my tone light and carefree. The bartender nodded, his eyes darting towards Renato Marino's table before returning to me. "Mr. Marino?" I smirked, taking a sip of my drink. "Good. I'm going to get to know him pretty well." I said, my eyes locked on Renato Marino, my target, who sat with his eyes solely on a male stripper on stage. The bartender chuckled, shaking his head. "He's bad news. You should forget about him and go for another man instead. He doesn't do quicky." "We'll see," I smiled, walking away from the bar, but not before sharing a look with my associate, who nodded in response. If that bastard didn't betray me, the plan should unfold smoothly. I navigated through the crowded dance floor, miraculously managing not to spill the drinks. I stopped at Renato's table and, without waiting for his approval, took the seat next to him, handing him one of the shots. "Cheap drinks are the best pick in a place like this." I grinned, tipping my head back and downed my shot. "Don't you agree?" "What do you want, kid?" Renato Marino growled, his cold tone sending a shiver down my spine. For a moment, I questioned my decision. This was reckless. I should just stand up and leave while I still could. But I couldn't abandon my mission. Curtis needed my help, and time was running out. I had already lost my sister; I couldn't bear the thought of losing her son too. Curtis was all the family I had left. I steeled myself, focusing on the task at hand. It was go hard or go home. I would rather risk Renato's wrath than return home without any hope of securing the funds needed for Curtis' surgery. "I..." I trailed off when I saw the dangerous look on Renato's face, it seemed as though I was proposing my own death by just sitting here next to him. I could feel his hard gaze on me even though he wasn't staring at me directly. I could feel his hand moving, maybe to grab a weapon or something? I opened my mouth to speak, but the words caught in my throat as I met Renato's gaze. His eyes seemed to bore into me, his expression a mask of cold calculation. The air around him seemed to vibrate with tension, and I could sense the danger emanating from him like a great force. He was watching the stripper with an intensity that made my skin crawl, his eyes fixed on him with a hunger that was both captivating and terrifying. "I'm asking you, what do you want?" Renato growled, his voice low and menacing, his eyes never leaving the stripper. His chest rose and fell with a slow, deliberate breath, and I could sense the coiled danger beneath his surface. I swallowed hard, my mind racing as I struggled to recall my plan. But before I could respond, Renato's gaze snapped to mine, his eyes blazing with a fierce rage. "I'm not going to ask you again," he warned, his voice dripping with rage. I felt a shiver run down my spine as I caught movement out of the corner of my eye. Renato's gaze flicked towards the movement, his eyes narrowing into slits. For a moment, the air seemed to freeze, and I sensed that I was standing on the edge of something very, very bad. But then, it struck me. The plan was for the druggie to impose a threat on Renato Marino, and for me to protect him like a knight in shining armor. I discreetly glanced in the opposite direction, where I had sensed movement, and my eyes widened when I saw the druggie among the crowd, his gun aimed at Renato. "Damn it!" I cursed under my breath and quickly glanced at Renato, who seemed eerily calm next to me. Did he not notice what was happening, or did he simply not care? Was he watching me, trying to gauge my involvement, or was he genuinely oblivious? My mind racing, I considered abandoning the plan. Maybe I should come back to the bar as a stripper next time since he seemed to be interested in them? But before I could react, a strong hand wrapped around my wrist, pulling me down. And then, I heard a gunshot. My heart sank. Had the druggie shot Renato? That wasn't the plan. I tried to move away from Renato, but another gunshot rang out. This time, I felt a searing pain in my chest. Something strong and cold had pierced me. I had been shot. But why? I wasn't the target. Pain washed over me, and my vision began to blur. I forced my eyes to focus on Renato, and I could swear he was smiling before my eyes shut. My body went limp, and I felt a needle-like sensation stabbing into my neck. What is going on?RENATO MARINOI can be as sweet as honey, but I can also be deadly venom. It all depends on which side of me you choose to cross. Unlike my brother or my nephews, I don't have a strong taste for bloodshed unless it's absolutely necessary to protect what's mine, or to return the favor to those who dare to fuck with me.My blood rushed, and pinpricks danced along my forearms to my fingers, which gripped my hammer tightly. My feet remained planted on the floor, and the calmness surrounding me gave me a chance to think about this fucking mess I had to deal with on a fine morning like this.Only two questions had been running through my head since last night. How could anyone be foolish enough to think of crossing me? And why would anyone voluntarily walk into their own demise? I simply couldn't understand it.Agitation and annoyance coursed through me as my eyes fixed intently on the bastard who was hung upside down from the ceiling, blood dripping from various parts of his body. I wa
JAYCE BECKETT When I woke up to find myself lying on a bed in an unfamiliar room, the first question that popped into my head was whether I had been caught. As I looked out the window to survey my surroundings, I realized I was in a place that bore a striking resemblance to Renato Marino's villa, just like the one that had been shown to us in the conference room during our investigation into the Marino family's crime case. It was clear that Renato Marino had brought me here, to his home.However, one thing that left me perplexed was the fact that he had treated my bullet wound. But why? Criminals like him didn't typically treat their victims with such care. It would have made more sense if I had awoken to find myself tied to a lab table, perhaps with my arms missing or my toes chopped off.Did Renato Marino not know who I was? Did he feel indebted to me because I had gotten shot on his behalf? And what about him? Had he really escaped unscathed, or had the damn druggie actually k
JAYCE BECKETT "Here's the membership card," Salvio said, handing me a sleek black card with a subtle chip embedded in it. "Be at the clubhouse before 10 pm." Salvio, the guy Renato Marino had tasked with dropping me off at Adam's Bar, gave me a serious look, as if emphasizing the importance of the card."Thank you," I said hastily, shoving the card into my pocket as if eager to rid myself of it. "I'll be at the club." Salvio's gaze lingered on me in the rearview mirror, his eyes seeming to bore into my soul for what felt like an eternity. His silence was unnerving, and I could feel my anxiety spiking as I slowly reached for the door button, ready to make a hasty exit from his car.Just as my finger hovered over the button, Salvio's voice cut through the movement, making me stop."I still don't understand why the boss is giving you a chance," he said, his tone low and resentment, "but let me make one thing clear: if you have any ulterior motives, I'll kill you before the boss even g
RENATO MARINO No matter how hard I tried to think about it, I still couldn't wrap my head around the fact I'd let that boy off freely.But why? I should have taken him out the moment Chocolate confirmed he was a fed. Why was I courting disaster, inviting a future problem into my life? That guy was clearly digging for information about me, so why did I roll out the red carpet and welcome him into my home?Why did I extend an invitation to the clubhouse, of all places? It was a reckless move, and I knew it. The old adage "keep your enemies close" only applied to internal threats, not external ones. There was no way I could keep a fed in my inner circle without it ending in bloodshed.A shiver ran down my spine as I thought about the possibilities. What if I'd underestimated him? What if, in the game of cat and mouse, he'd turned the tables and played me instead? The thought sent a wave of paranoia crashing over me. Had I just made a fatal mistake?"Renato, you're getting soft," I m
JAYCE BECKETT The silence between Curtis and me was deafening. Ever since I returned, he hadn't uttered a single word to me, and having Cole hovering around us only added to my discomfort. Cole's curious glares made me squirm, and I'd tried everything to get him to leave, but he refused to budge. It was clear he wouldn't leave until I confessed where I'd been.Curtis's fork stabbed into his spaghetti with a force that made me wince. His lips pouted, and he listlessly pushed his leftover food around his plate. I gently nudged him, hoping to break the ice, but instead, Curtis's glare cut through me like a knife. Hurting deeper than the bullet wound."Are you still mad at me?" I whispered, my voice barely audible, as I cast a nervous glance at Cole, who stood a few feet away, pretending not to eavesdrop.Curtis's response was a little too loud, a little too sharp. "No." The word hung in the air, a blatant lie. God, he was furious with me.I sighed, my shoulders sagging in defeat. I
JAYCE BECKETT I’m in my fucking head.There was no other explanation for this, I had lost my fucking mind and I knew it."Shit, Jayce. What are you doing?" I groaned out.Cole's refusal to let me leave the house still simmered in my mind. Despite destroying the invitation card and ruining my chances of getting into the clubhouse, he still wouldn't let me go. It had taken drastic measures to escape him - a swift kick to his groin had finally freed me from his grasp.Now, forty minutes had passed since I'd arrived at the clubhouse, and the bouncer still barred my entry. Renato Marino and his underdog from earlier, Salvio, were nowhere to be seen. Just as I was starting to lose hope, my phone vibrated against my thigh, making me jump. "Cole, not again," I hissed, snatching up the call. He'd been blowing up my phone nonstop, and I'd been ignoring him, but I knew I couldn't avoid him forever. The last thing I needed was for Cole to keep calling me while I was trying to get into the c
RENATO MARINO "Giovanni is here to see you, boss," Salvio announced, his voice piercing through my calm demeanor like a dagger. My head throbbed in anticipation, even though I hadn't yet dealt with my cocky, insufferable nephew. But he and his brothers were just a pain in the ass and I hated to have to deal with them. We were family, bound by blood, but our working relationship was nonexistent. We operated in different spheres, respecting each other's boundaries, neither enemies nor rivals, but rather two entities that coexisted in an uneasy harmony. My brother and his children only sought me out when they needed my help, and the weight of those expectations often became overwhelming. I felt like a safety net, a backup plan, a solution to their problems. But what about my own problems? When did I get to be the one who needed help? I raised my head, my eyes locking onto Salvio's neutral expression. "Where is he now?" I asked, my tone measured, betraying none of the turmoil brew
JAYCE BECKETT I slammed my fist into the wall, the crunch of my knuckles against the hard wall a stark release for the fury brewing inside me. "What the fuck is wrong with me?" I hissed angrily, my voice hoarse with frustration, as I clenched my fist, the pain radiating up my arm a welcome distraction. "Why did I have to go and act like a damned fool?" I half-yelled, my words tumbling out in a torrent of self-loathing. "Why did I have to get all squirrely and suspicious? Why did I freak out and haul ass like my pants were on fire?" I paced back and forth, my feet pounding the floor in time with my racing heart. My mind replayed the scene, each detail etched in my memory like a bad tattoo. I cringed, reliving the embarrassment and anger. I spun around, my fist flying toward the wall again, but this time I caught myself, my arm trembling with restrained fury. I took a deep breath, the air shuddering into my lungs, and let it out slowly, trying to calm the storm raging inside m
RENATO MARINO The drive was in total silence, the only sound you could possibly hear was the soft hum of Nikola's car. My breathing was shallow, and my heartbeat felt almost nonexistent. I shifted in my seat, a low grunt escaping as discomfort set in. My wounds throbbed, but I resisted the urge to scratch them. I raised my hand to my hair, flexing my fingers as I raked them through the strands."Fucking do something about your hair, it's disgusting!" Jayce's words echoed in my mind, and I let out a dry, humorless huff. As I recalled his comment, I couldn't help but think about the state of my hair. This morning, staring at my reflection, I'd noticed the tangled mess staring back at me. The once-white color had dulled, overgrown with roots and now more of a reddish hue. I wondered why I'd chosen white in the first place. It had seemed like a bold statement then, but now it just looked like a mess. "Talk about making a wrong choice," I thought to myself, shaking my head.“Another
JAYCE BECKETT A throbbing sensation consumed me at first, but as I began to register my surroundings, I became aware of a cool cloth on my forehead, the gentle softness of sheets beneath me, and the warmth of a blanket covering me. I slowly forced my eyes open to see that I was in my room.The last thing I remembered was rushing home after a frantic exit from Renato's Villa, feeling like my life was falling apart. I'd walked into my living room to find Cole hunched over his laptop, typing away furiously as he told me something about applying for a marriage license. But I'd been too overwhelmed to respond, and the next thing I knew, I was slumping to the floor, blacking out completely. Cole must have carried me to my room."That fucker." I groaned, rubbing my eyes.BEEP.BEEP.The jarring sound of my alarm blaring ripped through the air, prompting a harsh grunt from me. I lifted my hand, first removing the damp cloth from my forehead, and then reaching for the annoying alarm on the
RENATO MARINO Lying around and healing? Not exactly my style. I'd rather get to work on the task that slimy Sasha had dumped on me. The clock was ticking – the new Don would be chosen soon, and I needed to move quickly.I slipped out of bed and padded silently around the guest room. I'd held onto the hope that Jayce would still be here when I woke up, but he was long gone. "That bastard," I muttered, wincing as I clutched my side. The guest room was spotless, and I couldn't help but notice the tidiness. The cleaner wouldn't have arrived this early, and Chocolate usually avoided morning visits to spare me the embarrassment of being seen naked. That left only one person – Jayce. "So, he cleaned up before ditching an injured guy? Classy move," I said with a mix of annoyance and sarcasm.If I'd known he'd bail as soon as he realized I was playing him, I wouldn't have said his name. And honestly, I wasn't even trying to play him in the first place.What I saw wasn't a lie. At first, a
JAYCE BECKETT I was still desperately trying to dull the throbbing pain in my butt, but it seemed like an impossible task.Every twitch, every shift, every beat of my heart sent a fresh of agony through my butt. I can't remember how long this had been going on for. Whoever Aspen was, he was one strong bastard! I didn't think I could keep going, but each time, that bastard would groan and grunt, grumbling how Aspen was so strong enough to take him in for two days straight without stopping.Somehow, I was starting to doubt if Renato was only trying to convince himself that I was Aspen. Or maybe he already knew who I was and was doing this to punish me for impersonating his lover.I was literally dying. I hadn't exactly seen where people died from having too much sex but I was convinced I was going to become the first victim.I could feel Renato trembling against me, and just when I thought he had finally reached his limit and was going to cum, he pulled out of me. Making my eyes widen
JAYCE BECKETT I was still desperately trying to dull the throbbing pain in my butt, but it seemed like an impossible task.Every twitch, every shift, every beat of my heart sent a fresh of agony through my butt. I can't remember how long this had been going on for. Whoever Aspen was, he was one strong bastard! I didn't think I could keep going, but each time, that bastard would groan and grunt, grumbling how Aspen was so strong enough to take him in for two days straight without stopping.Somehow, I was starting to doubt if Renato was only trying to convince himself that I was Aspen. Or maybe he already knew who I was and was doing this to punish me for impersonating his lover.I was literally dying. I hadn't exactly seen where people died from having too much sex but I was convinced I was going to become the first victim.I could feel Renato trembling against me, and just when I thought he had finally reached his limit and was going to cum, he pulled out of me. Making my eyes widen
JAYCE BECKETT “Are you ready for me? Because I need you badly, baby.” Renato murmured, giving my hole one last lick before coming up for breath.We had long moved from the table to the bed, and I must admit this bed was a little small for the two of us.But that made it even more thrilling. I loved the way Renato pressed against me like there was no other space for him but to invade my space.I removed my two fingers from my hole and tucked my hands behind my knees to keep me raised and folded in half, ass lifted in offering. I hadn't exactly loved the idea when Rebato asked me to fuck my hole while he suck my ass. But the moment my two big fingers slipped past the first ring and Renato's tongue followed, I felt like I had been stuffed full inside.“Fuck me. Now. And don’t stop,” I paused to breathe, staring at him with my teary eyes. “even if I beg you to, don't stop.”Renato lowered over me, the width of his body keeping me open, allowing my hands to roam free. He gripped the wide
JAYCE BECKETT It took nothing at all. No effort for Renato to say, “Baby. You are my heart.” I knew I shouldn't feel hurt, but it stung to realize Renato thought he was standing here with someone named Aspen, not me. I was the one pretending to be the person his heart longed for, yet the truth made everything feel hollow and bitter. The thought of Renato touching me, kissing me, wanting me, but seeing someone else's face in his mind and whispering another name made my stomach turn. It was a twisted, toxic dynamic, and yet, I couldn't help but crave it anyway. The disconnect between reality and his perception made my feelings for him even more complicated, tangled in a web of desire and resentment.I couldn't quite put my finger on what I was feeling inside. It wasn't like I had romantic feelings for Renato or wanted a relationship with him. We didn't share any meaningful connection that would warrant this level of emotional investment. Yet, hearing him bare his heart to someone
JAYCE BECKETT "What?" I choked on a laugh, staring incredulously at him. Was it really the medication that was causing him to act this way, or was Renato just messing with me? The look on his face was so sincere, so full of longing, that I couldn't help but wonder what was going on in that head of his. I searched his eyes for any sign of joking or teasing, but all I saw was a deep, almost desperate yearning. It was unnerving, to say the least."I'm serious. Otherwise, I'm not taking that thing." He shrugged, a faint, almost-wry smile playing on the corner of his mouth. The smile didn't quite reach his eyes, but it softened the intensity of his gaze, making me wonder what was really going on behind that mask of seriousness."Fine," I breathed out, shaking my head at the absurdity of arguing with someone who was clearly not at their best. "It's my fault for waiting around. I should have just left you and gone home." I turned to grab the pills from the table, but before I could even
JAYCE BECKETT I rolled my eyes. Renato was different than I expected him to be when he was asleep and defenceless. There was a gentle, cute side that I never would have expected. If Renato was any other man, he would be perfect for me."What the fuck am I saying?" I chuckled, shaking my head as I watched him sleep. Chocolate came in here about three hours ago, telling me to prepare myself and I still didn't know what that meant.She said that was the doctor's words and she was the one who asked her to give me that package."I don't get it," I sighed, brushing a strand of his silver turned red hair off his face. "Do you seem to have strong sexual urge whenever you're sick? Everyone is acting weird."I made to stand up, to go check my phone for time because it seemed to be about time Renato take his pills.The doctor said to feed him the pills every two hours, and I must admit, it was damn hard to feed a sleeping man. "I can't believe I fed you medicine through my mouth." I chuckled